Xueer is gone. Maybe this is goodbye. I have a lot to say to you when I leave, but I know I don't have this chance. NUMA NUMA has been asking about you in private these days, but I really don't know how to answer. After several times of prevarication, I can't help but say that I've broken up with you. I know why when you and Lin Nuqiao went there, my attitude was not very hot. That's why. I hope you don't blame me! Gaoyuan, I really like you, If it wasn't for love, it would not have been. I know that boys like you will have a lot of girls like you, and I didn't ask for anything. Since I promised you not to find a boyfriend before graduation, I never talked to other boys. In fact, I once had a wonderful fantasy, hoping that one day I could really wear the ring you gave me, but I know that I can't compare with sister Lin NV Qiao. Her perfection makes me feel inferior. I also hope you can get married one day, and I just want to watch you happy silently.

Thank you for your hug, thank you for your kiss. In my limited life, your barbarism and violence left me a good memory. You are the first one I love, and maybe the only one I love in my life. Because of you, my short life is no longer lonely. Xueer is weak by nature. She doesn't know how to fight for her love, and she doesn't want to fight for Aiqing with other girls. Can't love you, also can't be loved by you, maybe leave really is my best choice.

Three and a half years in the villa is the best memory of my life. I have known so many really good sisters and loved ones in my life. I think there should be no regrets in my life. In the past three years, you have taken care of me the most and bought me a lot of things, including notebook, cosmetics and clothes. I really don't know how to thank you. Sometimes I even want to. But everything is over, maybe your love for me is true, maybe just to deceive me this poor girl, but anyway, I want to thank you, thank you for your meticulous care for me, thank you for letting me know what is called AI!

I'm going to leave, and nothing can be given to you. The Mumu pieces in Xingui Cunli, which I have always treasured, are those in our villa and those taken in Shanghai. I've kept them in my diary all the time, but now I'm going to leave. Maybe I will leave the world. I can't take anything with me at that time. Leave it to you. I hope you can see it They can also think of me and the girl who loves you silently. I don't know if you will think of me after I leave. If you will, you will go to the mountain to see the mountain flowers every spring. When the breeze blows and the mountain flowers nod to you, that is my smile to you, who I love most.

There is a song I really want to sing to you, that is Chen Chusheng's "someone told you", but there is no chance, even if you are still around me, I still can't sing it. Don't laugh at me, really! Even now I appear in your side, I still have no courage to say: I love you! Forgive my cowardice, forgive my timidity, I can't correct myself in this life, if there is an afterlife, I will make myself brave, at least I can say to my favorite person at the moment of parting: I love you!

Gao Yuan, I'm going. After being in hospital for so long, death may be a relief to me. Really, death is not terrible, terrible is the fear of waiting before death, is the helpless and desperate cry of relatives. I just don't want to see you feel sorry for me. My leaving can at least give you a kind of hope. I hope there is still a kind of fluke in your heart -- maybe I'm still alive.

Make an appointment for the next life, if there is a next life, we can't become a sunny couple, then I will be your girl, let you take care of me all your life!

I'm going to graduate soon. Maybe you will get married after graduation. I don't know if you will marry Lin nvqiao, but no matter who you are with, I wish you a happy life.

Do not say, at the moment I have been crying, can not continue. During these days in the hospital, the most luxurious idea is to be held in your arms and gently call you "husband". But this will never come true, only at the end of the letter, quietly said: far, I love you, if there is an afterlife, I hope you can be my husband.

Xueer's last stroke "PATA", a drop of tears hit the white letter, so many days, Gaoyuan has been enduring the sadness in his heart, he wants to show his strong in front of the beauties. But now, he does not need to cover up, the vulnerable side of people will always show in the time of grief, he is also a person, is a flesh and blood, feeling fine person. At this time, he wanted to make a few big mouth sounds, and his inner crying and sadness could not be vented. But he can't.

After reading the letter twice from beginning to end, he put it on the desk and picked up the photos.

Are very familiar with the scene, more than a dozen pieces of wood, it seems that everything once is now again. The first one is the picture that he played cards with Qianqian and they were punished to stand in the corner after winning, while Bai Xue stood behind him to supervise. The gentle Xueer couldn't stand the moon with a smile, because Yingying was climbing on the ground.

The second one is a picture of the whole family in the villa. Unfortunately, she was a photographer at that time, and there were only six beauties in the picture. Bai Xue was in the arms of Qiao Lou, a girl from Bielin, and she was very happy.The third picture is the beautiful women in the swimming pool. Everyone is wearing bikini, very sexy and beautiful. The gentle Xueer is smiling at Zhaomu machine, so sweet and beautiful.

Then there were photos of people going to the "Zhongshan Mausoleum" and "Confucius Temple.".

What makes Gao Yuan most sad, of course, is the photos he took with Xueer on the Bund of Shanghai. This is also the only time for them to take a group photo together alone. The two people in the photos have a very close relationship, and the girl is very happy and sweet. Who ever thought, but in a year's time, this beautiful girl has already died.

The last one is of course a group photo taken in the villa years ago. At that time, Xueer was already very weak, and Mi Qingshen was in a bad state. But the pale face of her or dew at the beginning of a shallow smile, smile is still moving.

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