Saint of the Confucian way

Because I didn't add more last month, I wanted to add more this month, so I added more five days in the first week.

Because I did, I was in good shape at that time. I thought I could add more continuously, so I said to add more for ten days.

But what I didn't expect was that just after Jiageng finished, I had a bad stomach the next day, and then I had a cold and fever. But when I said Jiageng, I kept writing. I didn't sleep all night. I wrote it at 6:00 a.m. and then continued to write. I didn't sleep after writing, and then I got up at 11:00 a.m.

Then I woke up after sleeping for two hours. Due to the problem of biological clock, I can't sleep if I want to sleep, and my state is not good, but I can't Scribble, so I write slowly.

At that time, I felt fine. I just stayed up late. A few days passed. I didn't get through it before. However, in the next few days, my spirit was obviously not good, and the update speed decreased.

After another two days, I felt as if my body had recovered, so I said to go to the fourth watch. I kept writing. The second night I didn't sleep. I kept writing that I didn't sleep at more than eight o'clock the next day. I also achieved the fourth watch.

Next, I'm going to continue the fourth watch, but I find I can't hold it.

I'm a little flustered, because I'm not healthy at all. As long as I sit for a while, I'll be sleepy and my brain will be buzzing.

At that time, I wanted to continue writing. I tried my best to keep myself awake. I drank Red Bull, coffee, green tea, black tea and mint leaves. I also ate multivitamin tablets. I still couldn't. I couldn't lift my mind all the time. Moreover, it wasn't night, it was day.

At that time, I still thought that these things didn't work well, so I set the alarm clock, slept for half an hour, got up and wrote again.

But in the evening, I found one thing. I almost kept repeating one thing this day: sleep for half an hour, get up and write, write for a while, get confused, go to sleep for another half an hour, again and again.

It used to be easy to stay until three or four o'clock in the morning, but this day fell into a confused state from one o'clock in the morning. Red Bull coffee and all kinds of tea were drunk once, which had no effect, really no effect.

Sorry, I really drank everything. I really can't wake up.

Until I woke up the next day, I thought for a long time to understand what was going on. It was not that these things were useless, but that my body was not as good as before.

I'm not young anymore.

I don't want to accept it, but it's true.

Depressed for a whole day, I finally accepted the fact that I have changed from an older unmarried youth to an older unmarried middle-aged, both in age and body.

I said ten days plus didn't finish. I'm wrong. I don't argue or shirk. I just hope you can forgive me once.

Really, I think this month is really beautiful. I said 15 days plus more. In fact, I want to fight for 20 days. Finally, I asked for a ticket with pride. As a result... I ushered in such a bolt from the blue.

The work and rest these days are very chaotic and the update time is not fixed. I'm very sorry. I'll correct it and try to save the saved draft to make the update more stable in all aspects.

thank you!

Sorry, I thought I was young.