Sister Lover

The buses sitting at the sister gradually rushed, I finally couldn't help but sigh.

I looked at the pockets in my hands, and I contained four boxes of Lingyun Mountain specialty. How to deal with these things ...

The brunette girl left, and the texture of the chest was still can't still suffer, almost uncontrolled.

I am helpless to sigh again.

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In the next few days, everything looks very normal, I finally have time to breathe for a while.

But when the night is quiet, I will always think of the sister's progress, and my thoughts repeatedly, and I have never sleepled.

I always left a tricky thing to myself. But now, it has to face it.

During this time, I took the initiative to seriously considering a lot of things, I want to make myself more clearly, but the result is more and more confused.

Just like Zhou Gongmei or butterfly dream Zhou, the more you think carefully, the more you can't clear your state.

Now I am in the dream, still dreaming of myself in the reality.

Dad's decision is unquestionable. Your own ideas, for others, it is possible to be a normal personality of mental patients ...

Self-think of it is normal.

So I don't dare to make a decision with my own ideas.

I am always assumed, if you really have a card with your parents, what kind of consequences will there be.

There is no doubt that the first thing is our home.

At that time, how do you get along ...

Mom is okay, but Dad is never recognized by our brother and sister. The middle-aged man who experienced rich experience is too clear that there is a consequence of close proximity, whether it is in society, it is very difficult to maintain. So, even just for our future consideration, he will never agree.

In fact, even the sister has reversed his will, stay here to go to school, our family ... can you still get along like usual ...

Just for yourself, you should get rid of this parent's hard work. This should be more private ...

Every time I think of it, my heart will sink.

Moreover, some thoughts will always be caught up, let me prevent it.

Recently, sometimes sometimes, suddenly I thought about the words of my father who said last weekend.

My sister is for me ... I am a love in my affection or a love before men and women ...

Honestly, I shouldn't doubt this. Shantou's feelings for me is the love of men and women.

However, like a hemp rope, the surface is flat and everything is normal, but the tensile force is too large, and when the two heads will be broken, there will be some burrs on the rope.

At this time, yourself is like this, and the difficult choices of the left and right sides will have to take these ideas.

And I feel faintly, I don't want to come out, I may have to support it, I will want to rope, "" broken ...

This feeling, it's like you to see a egg in the iron bowl, when someone is bucking with you, if you bet one hundred and thousands, you will have no doubts The confirmation of the bowl is the egg.

Come on this bet's weight is too heavy, such as one thousand million, far more than you can withstand the limit, you will not be absolutely definite, you can't help but doubt, maybe this bowl is bundled. Not an egg, just something like eggs, is your own eyes, mistaken ...

So at this moment, I know that I shouldn't doubt, but I can't help but think, my sister is for me ...

These two kinds of feelings, if the father said, confused ...

My sister is still still small, and there is no one month, nor is it no possible ...

I mentioned a breath in my heart, I dare not continue to think.

This is only one aspect, I know that something wider and more wide, all are all in my decision. Handed a whole body.

Return 10,000 steps, this decision brings the consequences, even if I can bear, the girl.

Can she ... can she ...

Even if you can, it is not so good. Can you bear her to bear it?

Just because she likes me, I will let her bear the consequences of this decision ...

It is too selfish.

And another choice, let the sister leave the home to go to college.

First of all, the objective saying, go to the top university, studying to the gimmick, whether it is ability, good intelligence, is also very good. She is quite smart and has a higher platform, which is undoubtedly better.

This is obviously better for her future development. I believe this is also a point that Dad takes into account.

Then, even if the gimmicks went to the university, our relationship was not so broken, only a deeper buried. In the future, we both have a unique capital. At that time, parents' constraints were getting smaller and smaller, showing the time of showpacks ...

And the nearest leading university, but only one day, I can see her at any time.

The most important thing is that the sister is alone in the field, and the self-reliance is more capacity and will be more mature. Maybe it is, she cleared the feelings of me, what is the affection or other ...

In that time, everything is not too late. Our relationship must continue to be quite a long time, even spread for decades, and there is no need to fight for this moment.

Sometimes a little will be retired, perhaps far away.

Also, if so, no matter how good family, other things, you can also keep the status ...

Just sacrifice something in front of you, you can take care of all aspects.

In other words, the loss in front of you is for a longer-term development ...

I believe that I want to clear these, as long as I have a sense of justice, I know how to choose.

In fact, my reason is also thinking.

However, but ...

Maybe is selfish possession, I found yourself if you want to understand these, or will be reluctant.

Very reluctant ...

It seems like the body biting by the snake, in order to prevent the amputation. I know that it will be dead, but how many people can decide.

After a few days of thinking about it, I combined all the ideas. I found you still can't do it.

This is a major decision, not only involving me alone, I want to make a choice in just a few days, and I will talk about.

I still take time.