Sumi de ii Desu. Kamawanaide Kudasai

The darkness continued everywhere.

I can never see ahead.

"Does Aili know where this is?

Speak to her walking next door, looking forward.

"... yeah. Only vaguely can tell."

"Ambiguous?"

"This is not ultra-polar pure earth, nor hell.... because only when I, that" I ", die, does my consciousness return"

"What do you mean?

Unexpectedly stop the leg.

That "I" doesn't mean her being here right now. I've changed like someone else since I fell down the stairs, no, I'm talking about that affection that's probably really someone else.

"As it is replaced, only for a moment, when that body welcomes death, can I return to me. So that we can be ready to be reborn again."

"Reborn, ready...?

With a surprised face, I saw her.

When she looks at me like that and closes her eyes softly, she looks forward and opens her mouth like I did earlier.

"It was normal until I was seventeen. But in eighteen, consciousness is taken by someone different. That's how you always wait here, without sleeping, without talking to anyone, without getting tired, only when you die."

Even Aili doesn't seem to know about the person whose body is being taken.

"I couldn't do anything about that woman who wants one man ugly and lays you down and exposes herself like that. I even thought that wasn't the real me. Only you wanted me to be tied to whomever I really wanted."

She exhales in her chest as she groans, pounding, pounding.

"Windy, you're not the kind of person who liked me."

Aili was shifting aside her face, which was facing forward, and wiping her eyes with her arms. He also looked like he was crying, although he wasn't sure because he turned to the other side.

"I remember everything I've done, now (...). So, Nogi, you remember what's important to you."

"Important?

Right now, Aili knows that this world keeps turning. That's something that can be said to that different someone.

But what I used to be is a different world. Not in this world. As for myself, I don't even know if I had a mother, a father, or a brother.

"You are you."

"Ellie?

She will now shake back the hand I was holding forcefully.

- - Poo...

"? Eric, something from the top"

"Huh? Is that... light...?

Then one light fell in front of me from where I could not see the sky or anything. Poka poka and seemingly warm, gentle light.

The light slowly approaches me and Aili.

"I don't know"

I took my hands off Aili and put my hands out to envelop that light. I was unconscious. Maybe I didn't want to lose the light I finally found in the dark.

The light stopped slightly in my hand before starting to move again.

And when I get out of my hand softly, the light moves straight towards my chest. Though I accidentally took a step back, I stayed just a step back without going any further. Because the light went directly into my chest.

I'm surprised to touch my chest in the palm of my hand, and it doesn't make any difference. I try to tell Aili next door what the light was earlier.

but suddenly my chest got hot and I fronted.

"Nogi? Could it be..."

"Hot, why"

I don't suffer as much as I did when I took poison.

But the back of my chest was getting hot so I could cook it. I grab a kimono match and break my knee. And if I thought my chest got hot, now I had tinnitus, and I started groping around the footage of my memory like my brain was complaining about something.

Waves... what a momentum, such that the ocean swirls in storms and everything under the sea is turned upside down.

I was about to see, this is - a running light.

The day I became a flower queen,

The day it became new,

The day I vultured,

The day I woke up in Kawahara,

"Fever."

And of previous life, who I am.

◆ ◇ ◆

Umeki took Winter and Wazumi to the main room as Noju expected.

And when the plum tree opened the door without any words, some of them, the intended person, Ryuyi, was making his shoulders jump as surprised. It is a natural reaction because no one usually imitates such disrespect. Some bald naughty kids would do it in half a prank, but now that they're all in the sitting area, none of them do that alone. I could hear him holding a brush in his hand and in the middle of writing.

But when Umeki captured the figure, he looked like he was about to cry, but desperately spewed the word out of his trembling lips.

"Dear uncle, Brother Nojuku..."

"What's up?

Brother Yi has poisoned you.

Umebi's legs are shaking slightly. The words follow somewhere too, and it is no exaggeration to say pale in the face. It was bright blue. But somehow, he stomps to take his role for granted, and he looks down at Ryuyi as he grips his fist tightly.

Ryuyi, on the other hand, solidified as he stared down at Umeki, who looked down at himself. No, it didn't move for a few seconds. I couldn't move. Ryuyi will accurately handle the words that Umebi has just released in a short time.

I saw the Bald Japanese-style Springs behind Umebi and Winter, a nomadic clientele.

When things happened, he taught me to evacuate the guests. If he can escape, let him escape, and if he decides it's dangerous, let him out of the sitting area.

A guest of wild chrysanthemums is here, with the vulture and the new building. Why no wild daisies. That is because she is in danger, and Umeki came to the main room to tell it.

The wild chrysanthemum contained poison.

Ryuyi ran the kind of shock that thunder had fallen on him.

"Please hurry up and come upstairs!! Dear Uncle!!

Umeki shouts sooner than later with a trembling upward voice and a crying voice.

"- Umeki, call Ten-yi with the head man and come upstairs! I'm going to the room first!

Ryuyi stood up and pushed Umebi's back out of the room. Umeki also went down the hallway again without resisting it. And in the spring and winter when I was beside him, I instruct him to wait in this room. Wazumi replied, yes, but in winter he was somewhere vain and had been crying.

At this rate, I don't even know when the thread will cut and cry.

"You asked for Master Winter."

"Even my brother Nogiku asked me to. It's a good idea."

When Ryuyi asks Wazumi, who is still young, to put his hand on its shoulder, he replies yes. My liver was cold again because I felt dependable and that Noju made such a decision in a poisoned situation. Does letting the customer escape with poison in mind mean that he can't show himself or herself suffering, or does he not want to show the moment when his breath runs out so as not to cause mental shock in front of the customer again?

Ryuyi ran down the hallway to chase Umeki, who left the room first. I whip my old body and run up the stairs.

"Hmm? Uncle, what's wrong?

"If you run so much, turn it around -?

A playman or man who sees Ryuyi tilts his neck when he sees him.

Whether the kimono collapsed or the stairs broke because of the rough climb, Ryuyi didn't even care about that. Don't run down the hallway. I usually only cling to the playmen, Ryuyi, but now I think it's a silly novel. Ridiculous.

Ryuyi had repeated the words of Umebi over and over in his head.

"Brother Nojuku, I have poisoned you."

"Brother Nojuku, I have poisoned you."

"Brother Nojuku, poison..."

Why did this happen?

I want it to be a lie, but I can't imagine Umeki ever throwing up such a poor quality lie. His trembling lips were about to turn bright blue, just like his complexion, not very much but not in normal condition, Ryuyi recalled earlier Umebi.

◆ ◇ ◆

Previous, me.

When I died in flames, there were two things I wished for. But that wasn't in the flames that would melt like baking, it was in the warm, pale light.

That one wants to live in another world, not in this world. A life that only fits scattered eyes. I never wanted to repeat it in this world. I don't want to go back.

And the other thing was that I wanted to see that guy again.

I know it's inconsistent with you not wanting to go back, but at least once more, I wanted to see that guy. I haven't been told anything important. I couldn't tell you one thing. Because before that, I was dead.

So God, I hoped.

In exchange for that, I don't mind forgetting how important it is to think of someone I like.

No one likes to be reborn many times in the future, never accept anyone, through the guts of the world's most beloved heart (shin).

I hope I couldn't tell you those words I couldn't tell you, even if I could see you again. It was a fruitless love no matter how many times I turned around. Then it's the same thing even if it's gone.

If the laws of this world don't overshadow you, if you don't want to end this circle, please take me...

"Aili, honey. Me, wait, hey, Ellie."

Hold on to your hot chest and bring it to her.

I hold my forehead because I want to calm down in my head that is a gutter, but that didn't make much sense either.

I came to this world and have always wondered who the hell I am. I wasn't thinking about it all four or six times, it was enough to remind me of myself once in a while, but I can't remember myself with a slice of it, all the time.

"Nogi, it's okay. 'Cause it's okay."

"'Cause it's me"

From the beginning, I was no one.

- Because I was that guy from the beginning, Noisy.