Surrogate queen, why you are so arrogant!

It's only a few days since she came to Beijing, but for her, it feels like decades.

Li rabbit Er involuntarily compared the present situation with that in the small mountain village.

In the small mountain village, except brother Daniel and aunt Zhu were really good to themselves, others were cynical about themselves.

However, they laugh at themselves. They can ignore them or scold them directly; The biggest thing is that I was scolded hard once, threw some small stones at each other, and then ran away, which was over.

But now, in this Li mansion, I just went outside, but I was teased by the young master and scolded by the young master for no reason; Make oneself at a loss at the same time, really feel a kind of despair.

Yes, that feeling is despair!

It's like a good little fish, which was fished from the water to the shoal; It doesn't leave the water completely, just let you know that you haven't left the water for the time being, but you can't say that you will leave the water that depends on survival at the next moment.

It doesn't feel good. It's really bad.

When Li tu'er used to listen to those stories in the broken temple, he always doubted whether the monks were exaggerating; Why don't those people in the big house live a good life? If you want this, you count me and I count you.

Tired?

Now Li tu'er has experienced it personally and knows that such a life is of course tiring; Not only the body is tired, but also the heart is tired.

Of course, she still couldn't figure out why anyone would like to live such a life; But the only thing that is certain is that she and her mother have to live such a life together, and presumably, she should have no way to go back to the small mountain village.

Li rabbit lay on the bed and stared blankly; Although he couldn't see anything, he seemed to see something like that and opened his eyes motionless.

I don't know how long it took before she began to move.

She sat up quietly and touched the inside of the bed. Her hands touched the edge of the bed for a while. When she touched a slightly bulging place, she stopped and let her hands rest on it.

In this place, there are books, silver needles and jade pendants given to her by the monk. It seems that it is the only thing that can bring her hope and safety in the dark.

Li rabbit'er stroked it quietly for a while, and then he lay down again contentedly.

It seems to have absorbed nutrients from the book and silver needle, and it seems to have obtained peace of mind; In a word, Li rabbit fell asleep quickly this time and fell asleep all at once.

Although the sky was gloomy, there was no moonlight to illuminate her cheeks; But through her even breathing sound, we can know that she is still sleeping soundly.

Of course, she doesn't know; Just outside her house, a man was looking at it.