Talented Young Lady

I looked at Lu Li, watching him say those words word by word.

My heart aches like a knife.

I look at him, want to ask him loudly, why do you say that? Why should I leave at this time? Didn't we agree? It's not that we'll always be together! You said, you said you would try to the last minute!

You said that!

Why do you say that again now!

I wanted to yell out recklessly, and then tell him, I won't leave at this time, no matter what the result will be, I will accompany him, I will accompany him to the last moment! Even if it's death

But after I made a sound, my brain suddenly flashed, before dawn, he has been whispering sorry appearance.

He has been saying sorry, his voice is very low, like a whisper in general, but every word, but with heartbreaking pain, let me just listen, I feel as if my heart is full of fine needles.

At that moment, I understood the meaning of Lu Li's words.

Every word he said was actually his heart.

He said, just want me to remember him now, remember his sober appearance

He didn't want me to see his last ugly and helpless look. He didn't want to make me sad

Because, see me sad, he will only be more sad.

He didn't say anything during this period, which made me think that I covered up very well, at least better than him.

But at the moment before dawn, when he was confused

None of us can deceive anyone, let alone ourselves!

I looked at him, watching him smile at me, but I felt uneasy and pleaded

I looked at him. I thought it would last forever. Maybe it was only a few seconds. I wiped my eyes and said, "I know, but I'm not going now. What you said is that it doesn't matter if I'm here after you don't know clearly. Then, I'll wait for you..."

"Xiao Qing!" Lu Li called.

I laughed at him and wiped my eyes again. This time, my voice was very firm: "I mean what I say. If you don't recognize me, if it's you We'll inform Dr. su. Dr. Su will pick you up and I'll go. "

"Xiaoqing..." Lu Li called again in a low voice.

"Big and little, Miss Gu is right." Mr. Jin's voice was a little hoarse, and he said: "you're just a little confused now. You're not losing your will completely. Dr. Su doesn't mean that the patients in front of you have passed away. Now you are the second, maybe..."

Mr. king did not go on, but swallowed with difficulty.

Lu Li laughed at him and then said to me, "OK, let's say good. When I can't even recognize you or fall into a coma, you can go."

I nodded heavily.

Lu Li then laughed and said, "well, can Xiaoqing help me to buy a tiramisu?"

I stare at him.

What kind of tiramisu do you eat at this time!

If you want to get rid of me, just say it!

Lu Li smiles and shakes his head: "that, all this time, I want to enjoy some mouth blessing, OK?"

I was stunned for a moment, took a light breath and turned to go outside.

Out of the door, I closed the door and put my ear on the door.

After a while, I heard Mr. Jin say, "I know. I'll buy the ticket for these days and I can see Miss Gu off at any time."

There should be something that Lu Li said, but I couldn't hear it at all. Besides, Mr. Jin lowered his voice after a surprised question

I

I am very angry, the sound insulation effect of this broken hotel is so good!

After listening for a while, I was sure I couldn't hear it. I snorted and went downstairs. I went to a cafe next to me. I looked at the colorful dining cabinet for a long time. Then I tried to point to the cake of tiramisu, and asked the waiter who couldn't understand me to take it out and lost 20 euro money to him.

Without waiting for his change, he went out with the cake.

The waiter ran after me, handed me the change, and gave me a pink cake. Then he kept repeating.

I couldn't understand it at all, but he repeated it a lot, and I still remembered that sentence. Later, Lu Lingguang told me that the meaning of that sentence was: don't cry, eat a cake, everything will be better.

At that time, although I didn't understand what he said, I could still understand his concern. I took the cake and said thank you to him.

I took the two pieces of cake and walked quickly back to the door of the hotel. I turned to the river and found a stump to sit down.

I said to myself, let Lu Li finish the whisper.

I said to myself, OK, don't cry.I said to myself, Xiaoqing, be strong. If you do this again, Lu Li will only be more sad.

I said to myself

I can't talk to myself.

Even if, even on the island of beauty, when Dr. Su told me for the first time, I had already started to prepare myself, and I couldn't go on.

I set the cake aside and covered my face.

I didn't cry. I didn't cry. I just drank too much water in the morning and my body couldn't hold it. So I spilled some from my eyes

I didn't cry

But my back can not help but bend down, from covering the face, to the face buried between the knees, arms around the head, will shrink into a snail general.

Until someone tapped me on the shoulder.

I was surprised, busy with the back of my hand to wipe eyes, and then slowly raised his head.

My eyes are full of mist. It's hazy and tingling. When I look up, I can see that it's Mr. Jin.

Mr. Jin patted me and waited for a while. Seeing my reaction, Mr. Jin sighed and sat down beside me. He looked at the Seine River in front of him: "most or less, if he is in the hospital, now this situation will be directly notified."

I, er, turned my head and rubbed my face again.

"You asked me before, so you should also understand that once his consciousness is blurred, it means that he has entered the final stage. He can be in a coma at any time, and he can have sudden cardiac arrest and sudden death at any time."

After a pause, Mr. king said, "however, this is not the real reason why most or less let you go. The real reason is that if he really dies suddenly, it is not only Dr. Su and I who are responsible. You are afraid that you will become the target of those people."

I was stunned and turned to look at him. At the same time, I remembered what Dr. Xu said.

"Miss Gu, do you know why you and I have not officially married you?" Mr. king did not look at me, but continued to look at the river and asked in a low voice.

My heart a pain, slowly shake head.

"Because big and young don't want you to be involved in the Lu family. When he is not sure that he can survive and protect you, he will never let you have any relationship with the Lu family, otherwise..." Mr. Jin breathed a sigh of relief and said in a low voice, "for example, now that he has promised Dr. Su to go to the sanatorium, he tells Dr. Su that even if it is more painful.

After he's completely unconscious, he has to use the instrument to maintain his vital signs for a few days It's just like that donor. If you don't, his mother, his father, and the Lu family, who have never recognized him, will be angry with others for the sake of the Lu family's face. Maybe they will do something. He is trying to block the mouths of those people and let you get rid of the relationship cleanly without any harm... "