Talented Young Lady

After sitting there for several minutes, I stood up with my hand on the wall.

Although I am really tired, I get so tired to stand up and my feet are soft to stand up until I can't get up. I have to tremble for a while.

But I know better that I can't sit down like this.

It is nearly three o'clock in the evening. The temperature is very low. I always carry cement bags. Under the force of my body, I can not only feel cold, but also sweat. Sweat will wet the clothes. Now I can't move. When the wind blows, the cool will penetrate into the body. If I still sit down

Then, like those I saw before, even if not dead, it will be a serious illness.

Now, if I am really sick, I am afraid I will not be far away from death.

Although, when I knew that the donor was cremated, I was desperate to want to be with Lu Li

But now, my body and my inner instinct tell me that I don't want to die.

Although it's painful, I don't want to die.

Lu Li, so painful, he has been facing death from the beginning of his sensible affairs. He can always live. Every day is regarded as the last day, and no time is wasted.

I have any reason not to live!

Not only to live, I have to live well!

Think I also face death threat when I was born. I may not have been as active and profound as Lu Li. But I live to now, and I don't want to waste it every moment. I try hard to work hard. It is a meal at first, then an eaves, and then a place to live

Step by step to the present.

Despair

I walk step by step with the wall, and in my heart, I say to myself: Gu Qing, don't be so uninteresting. There is nothing absolute, desperate, desperate, but the last way after giving up. Do you want to give up? You don't live so easily until now, do you want to give up?

I closed my eyes, and I saw Lu Li finally speaking to me.

I found that I didn't think about him seriously this day

Or, not the previous two days, he opened his eyes and closed his eyes.

I took a deep breath, and then I thought of Lu Li's last words to me.

At that time, I felt heartache and heartbroken heart empty, but now, I fully understand what he said.

I even understand that he said it twice, you can be sad, but not too long

What do you mean.

I took another deep breath, and I let go of the wall, and I tried to move forward, first with a little step, then fast, and finally, a jog, and back to the parking lot where I parked.

There is a public restroom next to the parking lot, which is open at night and nobody.

I went to the bathroom, took the camera off my waist, took off my coat, and left it in the pool, and I thought about it, and even the pants and underwear were all removed.

I just did that, washed my clothes with the hand wash beside me, and then looked out at nobody outside, and ran back to my car with wet clothes in the key parts.

I opened the heating in the car, put the clothes in the air outlet, and then I shrunk my body in the back seat.

After such strong physical labor, by such heating, the body tired brought out of sleep is also unbearable upward.

But I dare not sleep.

I can only pinch myself when I can't help it.

When I had purple in my arms and thighs, my shirt was blown to dry quickly. Although the trousers were still wet, they were acceptable.

I picked up my clothes and put them on, and then went to the bathroom again and went back to the car and drove out of the parking lot.

I looked at the map. The parking lot should be near the beach.

I drove to the beach, found an open parking lot and stopped it.

Then I shut the heating, opened some windows, lowered the driver's seat, and fell back and slept.

It was almost five o'clock, and a line of morning clouds appeared on the horizon. In a moment, the sun would come out and the temperature would rise.

By then, my car, and my people, will be shrouded in the sun.

Covered in the sun

I It was hot to wake up.

To be exact, I had a dream that I walked on top of the lava, and that the magma was rolling under me. From time to time, there was a fire coming out. The fire was not very hot, but it was very comfortable to warm the ocean, but it also caused some pain in the skin. Besides, not only the fire, but also the drizzle, which made me wet.

Then I saw Lu Li.

He stood in front of me at the lava fracture, smiled at me, shook his head, gently soft way: "little green, don't sleep again, the sun basks!"

I reached out to the past, it seems that it was a delicate call for Lu Li, but Lu Li smiled again, reached for me to wave, and then pushed me with great force.I stepped back, and he retreated because of the push, and he was about to retreat into the lava.

I was shocked, and then I woke up.

After waking up, I felt a golden light in front of me, and my body was hot and dry. Moreover, my clothes were moistened by sweat.

I put my hand in front of my eyes and looked out.

Well, it's true that the sun is shining on the head, and the thermometer in the car is 40 degrees.

Maybe it's a lunch break. The beach is still clean. There are only two naked children playing.

I roll down the window, all big open, when the wind blows in, I quickly close half.

I took a few napkins out of the napkin box attached to the car, wiped the sweat off my body, and got out of the car.

According to my experience in watching movies and TV series, there should be small shops near the beach.

I walked around and saw a small supermarket as expected.

I went in, picked out the cheapest loaf of bread, took two bottles of water, and then chose a bag of oranges. At last, I saw a black cotton T-shirt with a price of five euro.

I took a T-shirt.

I took these things and went to the door to pay the bill. When I put them on the counter, a car stopped outside and someone yelled outside.

In the shop, there was only an old woman who looked at least 60 years old in front of the counter. When she heard someone calling outside, the old woman answered and looked at me.

I put everything on the counter and stepped back.

At this time, the people in the car had already got out of the car, used a kind of unloading elevator to unload several boxes of drinks to the door, and then called to the old lady in the shop and drove away.

The old woman called a few times outside the door, then looked at it and shook her head with a frown.

I thought about it, went out and picked up a box of drinks.

The drink was bottled in glass. I don't know whether it's a drink or wine. It's very heavy!

As I moved into the door, I asked the old woman where to put it?

Although I speak Chinese, but this time the old woman is second to understand, out of the counter, pointing me to put in the open space next to the freezer.

I moved in the boxes of drinks, stacked them, and then went back to the counter, took out ten ounces and handed them to the old woman.

The old woman took a bag and put all the things I picked in. She took the money and gave it to me.

I looked at her in surprise.

I didn't want to be paid to carry those boxes. I just saw her as an old man

The old woman gave me a kind smile and said something I didn't understand.

Although I don't understand the words, I understand the kindness in her smile.

I went back, took another loaf of bread, and then put three ou to her, said thank you to her, and left the shop.

I ate a third of the loaf, drank some water, and drove out of the town to magara.