The ceo's secret

"Mingming," she said, "I know it's not good for me to do this. I don't deserve to have love. I have your love I'm not a good woman, but I like you so much in my heart... "

My body has solidified again -

is sister Qin expressing her love? Is sister Qin expressing her love to me? Oh, my God! Is sister Qin in love with me?! I thought she just wanted to treat me like a brother?! ——

I can't say a word. I really can't say a word! This is so sudden, so unexpected! My elder sister was so kind to me Love

"Sister, what a bad woman..." Sister Qin lowered her head to blame herself and raised her hand to wipe the tears in her eyes

My mouth opened, but I was still speechless. I just looked at sister Qin's tearful eyes in the dark -

"but she couldn't control her feelings..." Her voice choked. "I don't know when I miss you. I miss you very much. I always miss you..."

After a pause, she lowered her head and wiped the tears in her eyes. Then she looked up at me and said, "if it wasn't for Mingming, I'm afraid I would not have been able to live bravely until now..." There was a time when my sister was very pessimistic. She felt that life was hopeless and there was nothing worth remembering. At that time, she thought of living and dying. Sister is very lonely, in this city, in this world, there is no one to care about, no one to care about me Mingming, Mingming, forgive me. I'm not a good woman. You're like a bunch of sunshine. You're the only sunshine that supports me to live and face everything bravely. I don't know when I miss you. I miss you very much. I think you're my dependence and all I have... "

I look at my tearful eyes, and my throat is wriggling violently -

my body is thin in the dark, just like a leaf, which will be taken away by the strong wind at any time -

My Heart softens, turns around slowly, and gently pulls my sister to my arms -

sister Qin falls in my arms, hugs me tightly, just like a leaf on the sea, and finally clings to a certain place Then she put something on it tightly -

she finally cried out -

she fell in my arms and shrugged her shoulders -

I whispered in my heart: "sister! What a pity you are! You are so lonely! But, but I can't!... "

"Ming Ming, I'm sorry..." Sister Qin murmured in her arms, "I'm in love with you. I want to be with you forever..."

Her tears wet my white shirt -

I gently stroked her back because of crying, and gently comforted her ill fated and lonely heart with my hand -

standing in the dark of the bedroom, listening to my sister's long suppressed cry, she was so patient, but how painful her heart was in the end! My poor sister! Unfortunately, you are so lonely!

A woman, an unaccompanied woman in this cold world, married a man she thought she could rely on. She loved him, trusted him and depended on him so wholeheartedly. She thought he was the only man in the world who could be relied on and the only relative. But finally, she realized with great sadness and despair that it was just a demon!

A lonely young woman, when she was wronged, no one listened to her, when she shed tears, no one comforted, when she was completely difficult to sleep, no one accompanied her pillow. She alone in the face of life, she alone in the face of cold society, alone in the face of long night, and his desolate and dead heart!

I'm so lonely! She is just a woman, an ordinary woman, if she is not ordinary, it is because she is too kind, too weak, too beautiful! If she is not ordinary, it is because she is too tolerant of the world!

However, she is only a woman after all!

And in a woman's life, she does not ask too much, a man who loves her, a stable home. Maybe there are a lot of self righteous women who are not satisfied with these, but sister Qin is not that kind of woman, what she wants is just these, just these. Then the fate of her too unfair, she even the most basic happiness has been deprived of God!

When I think about it like this, my heart softens and hurts. I hold her delicate body more tightly -

at the same time, I start to blame myself. I don't care much about sister Qin. I wanted to accompany her more when I had nothing to do, but I didn't put this kind of action into action. I think my sister is too strong, I think she is too mature. However, no matter how mature women are, they all have a little girl's heart!

But what can I give sister Qin? ——

………

when I saw Ye Mei's parents, I was told to shake my head. My uncle told me that she was getting worse and worse——Maybe the doctor informed his uncle and aunt, so they all came from H city.

This afternoon, my aunt and I sat on the bench in the garden downstairs of the inpatient department and talked about a lot. I heard a lot of things from my aunt -

my aunt told me that ye Mei's mood had been very bad in the past two years. She missed me very much, but she kept suppressing her emotions. This kind of suppression may be the reason why her mood has become bad, and she even said it herself Killed -

once Ye Mei took a lot of diazepam tablets and wanted to sleep quietly. When her parents found her the next day, she had already left the world -

of course, who unfortunately suffered from this incurable disease would be happy?

The most terrible thing in life is not death, but knowing that you are going to die, but knowing that the time of death has come, but having to move towards it day by day -

I think what kind of despair is that? I can't imagine -

in order to prevent her from committing suicide, her parents have to wait for her in turn every day and hide all the sharp things in the family -

anyone who wants to commit suicide can't stop it unless she doesn't really want to die!

This seems to be a bit mean, but it is a fact, a person is determined to die, no one can stop! It doesn't matter if there is no stabilizer, no rope, no knife. As long as you want to die, you can die there! It's a big deal. Bite your tongue and kill yourself!

On this point, my aunt and I have the same view. She also thinks that ye Mei still has the hope to live. Even if she knows that she will soon die, she still has the hope to live!

Aunt said that I was Ye Mei's hope to live! My aunt told me that when ye Mei was still in H City, when she was sleeping, when she had a high fever, she would always call out my name. Sometimes when she is sober, when she is alone, she will whisper my name -

at this time, she either looks out of the window at the sky, or looks down at the album -

after she came to Binhai City, ye Mei's mood improved a lot, she no longer committed suicide -

she has a hope every day , that is, she hopes to meet me accidentally on a street corner -

of course, this kind of hope is given by her own. In such a big city as Binhai, the chance of meeting me accidentally on a street corner is not high. It's just a way for her to comfort herself.

But in a word, after arriving at Binhai, ye Mei's mood is much better. She will disguise herself in the place I have to go through every day and look at me from a distance. She looks down in the crowd, but she takes my every move in her eyes.

My aunt told me that she knew the reason for our separation from the beginning. She once advised Ye Mei to find me and tell me the truth, but ye Mei was different She strongly disagrees with me -

looking at my aunt's tearful face, my heart aches -

my aunts and uncles are all ordinary working class, and they are all followers of the principle of "being honest and doing things steadfastly". If ye Mei didn't get the disease, the family of three would live a peaceful and happy life. But since May discovered the disease by accident, their family has changed completely! This kind of feeling is like a cruise ship sailing smoothly on the sea in the cloudless blue sky, suddenly encountering a sea storm!

They spent all their family savings, and they failed to hinder the medical progress of leukemia. They tried their best to save their daughter's life -

no amount of money can save the situation!

In the past two years, their hearts have been suffering all the time, and their days are shrouded in haze every day. They feel that this home has been roughly poked into a black hole by something sharp! ——

On the surface, he pretends that everything will be OK, but in his heart, he is weeping and bleeding -

no doubt, this is a tragedy!

My aunt thanks me for transferring Ye Mei to a big hospital. She thanks me for paying for her daughter's expensive medical expenses. Her family really can't afford more money for her to receive better treatment. My aunt told me that she and uncle were going to sell blood to raise expensive medical expenses, if I didn't show up in time. My aunt said I was a good child. If mei'er didn't get sick, what a wonderful couple we would be!

Then she sighed with deep despair -

my aunt said that she would save money to return it to me as soon as possible -

I comforted her that there might be a miracle, I said not to mention money, money is a small thing.

When I say that money is a trivial matter, I don't mean that I show off when I have a few bad money, but I understand more and more that the function of money is based on a person's health. If a person is not healthy, what's the use of money? If a person gets this strange disease, no amount of money can save him from dying!

It's a cold fact! It's just the weakness of human beings, that is, they are too self righteous!

To speak well is to be self righteous. To speak well is not to cherish. To speak well is not to think of danger in times of peace!