The ceo's secret

I said, "is there no man in China? China has a population of 1.6 billion, and there are more than 800 million Chinese men. And now there are more men than women. Are you afraid that you can't find a man who satisfies you in the vast land of China? Although love knows no boundaries, the problem is that he no longer loves you! He will never love you again! ——”

"but I still love him! I also love... "

Liu yunyun whispered, arched his head into my arms, and began to cry -

I was a little flustered. I didn't expect that the enchantress was so persistent and deep in love. Looking at her sobbing in my arms, I couldn't bear it -

I opened my arms, took her gently, and stroked her back comfortingly -

I know Now, instead of giving her reason, let her cry in my arms for a while.

Ask the world what love is, teach people to live and die. I had to make that old tune again. Didn't I go through her heartache at the moment? No, I have experienced it personally. The departure of Ye Mei gives me a deep taste of this kind of bitterness!

If ye Mei has faded from my life, then the appearance of Linlin makes my heart revive again, and makes my life ignite the desire for love again. But, in fact, I was hit by love once again! I don't know if I should believe in love? I don't know if I should doubt the truth of love and its existence? Is there such an unforgettable true love in this world as "asking what is love in the world, teaching people to live and die together"?

Liu yunyun cried like a child in my arms. His old arrogance, arrogance and arrogance were gone! ——

Yes! In front of love, it seems that everything can be changed for another person, and it seems that everything can remain unchanged for another person! ——

………

At 9 p.m., in a bar near the hotel lhotel. The dim light, like wine red, is full of ambiguous color. The air is full of a kind of smell of sex. It is a kind of thirsty encounter with sweet spring. Men long for women and women long for men. It is the smell of body fluid produced and secreted by physiological desire. I sit at a table in the corner of the bar and drink the heavy French "Hennessy" The men, no matter how well dressed they are, all of them are full of lust in their eyes. The women, no matter they are amazing and sexy or plain, are all charming in their eyes and try their best to make a show. -

that's right! This is a bar famous for its beauty hunting! It is a popular place for young people to seek one night stands.

The so-called "one night stand", as the name suggests, refers to the love affair happened overnight. Some people think that the "one night stand" in the English world usually refers to the short-term intimate contact between two strangers without understanding or responsibility. In the Chinese world, the most accurate explanation of one night stand should be: one night. That is to say, "one night stand" is a kind of casual sexual behavior, usually only once, or maybe two or three times. It emphasizes that both parties reject feelings and responsibilities based on the characteristics of sexual desire. It often occurs between unfamiliar people.

About bar hunting and "one night stand", there are some popular sayings -

the men's version is like this: put a box of cigarettes on the table, draw out two of them to reveal the cigarette holder, and then put a lighter on the cigarette case. Metaphor: is there a mm to light a fire for me tonight? If there is a mm coming over, if you are interested, draw out one of them. Mm will draw out the other one, and then light a fire for you. If you are not interested, push two cigarettes back into the cigarette box, and then erect the cigarette box. The women's version is like this: order a cup of hot coffee, then put the sugar bag next to the coffee and stir it back and forth with a coffee spoon. If GG comes, if you are interested, tear open the sugar bag and pour the sugar in.

Finally, if you start drinking coffee, you accept it. If you are not interested, continue to stir the coffee.

In fact, whether in the east or in the west, every city is, in a way, a city of desire. City is people-centered, as long as people live, there will be endless desire, and people's desire is the desire of the city. When the night falls, the claw armor hidden in everyone's heart begins to emerge from the black robe. Stimulated by the strong smoke and liquor, my mood becomes more and more unbearable -

"my heart is in pain, sleepy and numb

stabbing into the senses, like drinking poison dove,

just like swallowing opium,

then sinking towards Les forgetting River..."

This is the first paragraph of Keats's poem "Ode to the Nightingale". Nothing can describe my inner pain better than these sentences! ——

At the time of writing this poem, John Keats was sick, blind and on the verge of death. I saw Keats's autobiographical film "bright love poems". At that time, he sat in the shade of the garden and wrote this 80 line poem in only three hours, while his girlfriend Fanny was watching her at the windowsill not far away -

but now I feel the same pain as Keats Where is my Fanny? In the arms of other men, right? ——All of a sudden, I feel that there seems to be a loophole somewhere in my life. I feel that I am standing alone in the boundless wilderness. The rough wind on the wilderness passes through my body full of holes, or my life is like a computer. There is an irreparable major loophole -

however, the human brain is not a computer, life is not a system program, and the computer is not a computer If there is a loophole, it can be repaired with the help of "Jinshan drug bully". What should I do to repair my heart, my life and my love? ——

A foreign song "Casablanca" deepened my mood at the moment. I fell into the mood of my heart and couldn't extricate myself from it. Pain, reminiscence, helplessness, indignation, as well as the pain of being cheated and abandoned -

these men and women in the bar, or eyebrow dancing, or deep sadness, or charming, or gaudy hypocrisy, were all at each other Play. In fact, the whole life is just a play.

A charming woman is dancing on the dance floor, surrounded by a group of lustful men. It's a kind of cathartic dance posture, with some enchanting, some indulgence, and some despair -

she is wearing a red suspender skirt. Her cheeks are looming in the flickering light. In the hazy, her appearance turns into Linlin's Before I came to the bar, I went to the red telephone booth on the street to make an international call. I dialed Linlin's mobile phone, and Linlin answered the phone. Her familiar voice spread from China to Paris through the Internet -

at the moment when I heard Linlin's familiar voice, my nose was very sour, my eyes were hot, and my vision became blurred -

I grabbed the phone, my mouth moved, and my Adam's apple kept wriggling up and down, but I was still alive Can't say a word! ——

Maybe I just want to hear an explanation from Linlin. I just want her to tell me that the scene I saw in the Mediterranean commercial building that day is not true, or there is a reason for it. I just want her to tell me that there is nothing between her and ouyangze -

maybe I don't think what she said to me at all, I just want to hear her story Voice -

"Hello, who is calling? ——”Linlin asked politely on the other end of the phone, her voice was still so good.

However, then a man's voice came over the phone. When I heard that man's words, my heart began to ache again!

Although the ocean, although he said only a short sentence, but I still hear clearly - that is Ouyang Ze's voice! ——They're together! Ouyang Ze is beside her. His words are very short and friendly! ——

He said, "honey, it's your turn to wash."

What do you wash? Take a bath? What else can they do when they stay together so late? ——

The phone fell from my hand, just like my heart fell into the abyss -

"Hello! ——Who is calling, please? Please speak! ——”

Lin Lin's surprised voice on the other end of the phone -

I didn't make any voice from the beginning to the end. Maybe I was going to make a voice, but after I heard Ouyang Ze's words, I couldn't make any voice any more! ——

I went back to the hotel and went directly to Liu yunyun's room -

Liu yunyun saw that I was different. She frowned at me and said, "what's the matter with you? You look so ugly! ——”

before I came in, she was probably lying on the bed, feeling dejected alone, right? ——The smell of smoke and wine in the room, the French red wine on the bedside table, and the tall glass filled with wine liquid show that she is taking care of herself, drinking to relieve her worries, smoking and strong liquor -

drinking to relieve her worries, more worrying, drinking to relieve her worries, longer worrying -

"nothing, nothing..." I pulled up the corner of my mouth and squeezed out a smiling face, "maybe a little tired? ——”

Liu yunyun curled his lower lip and said, "it's useless! I only visited a few places today! ——So tired! White as a zombie! ——”

she raises her hand to smoke. Her fingers are long, her cigarette is long, and her posture is elegant! ——Damn it! Why does she smoke?! ——

"Maybe I'm really going to die! ——”I said in a low voice. {m}

"let's die together!" Liu yunyun looked at me, blinked and said that his expression was meticulous.

I said with a bitter smile, "what's the matter with us dying together? If I'm Romeo and you're Juliet, when we die together, people will say that we both died for love, and that our death may be the best of all time. But we are not lovers, died in a foreign country, no one to collect the body, to more desolate, more desolate! ——”

"I'm Julie! ——”She got up from the bed, looked at me and said.