The Fallen Consort

Yi Ling looked at Muxin's eyes. Not knowing how to react.

"I .. I fell in love with you then but I was guilty for killing you family and I also deliberately erased your memories. I couldn't bring myself to confess then, so I could only think of one other way to be close to you. As my sister, but then Quanfeng showed up.

You died in my hands, this i could never forgive myself. I stormed off to fix the link towards to the underworld, causing my powers to lessen. That's why I now have black hair. I decided to cut off Huaxia from Heaven. Thinking that if you resurrected, you wouldn't have the chance to meet me nor be endangered.

But who would've thought that you would ascend to heaven and even found out a way to open the gates to heaven. I didn't know what do to then, I could only keep myself away from you. Knowing that you are safe and sound, was all that matters to me. " Muxin sighed and cupped Yi Ling's face.

"I should've guess that no matter what body you were on, My feelings didn't go away. I slipped up and allowed you to kiss me. Right then, I almost lose myself and bring you to my arms. I kept telling to myself that you only see me as it is and you'll probably hate me again once you knew.

But you hard headed, you just kept chasing me and making my heart wavered. I tried my best to keep a distance, in the end I failed to do so. I thought since you have a new memory and a human body, you should've been safe.

As I was afraid of losing you, I found you all the best Cultivation and medicine there is to prolong your life. I didn't want to use my own powers, afraid that it would trigger yours.

Who would've knew that when we became one, It actually triggered it as well. Having our son was the trigger that alerted the King. I went into panicked and looked for other way and method to stop your powers from awakening. But when I left, Quanfeng had the nerve to show up and kill you again..

If it wasn't for Tefei and Linyu, you've died. Tefei sacrificed all his powers , in order to save you. Fortunately, they didn't kill Quanfeng. I had pŀėȧsurė of torturing her, until she wished she was dead. I panicked when I didn't saw you and only saw blood everywhere and her. Luckily, Quanfeng was 'willing' to share this information. That you had been taken by a legendary beast and a spirit herb.

All I knew is that you weren't safe, But then I didn't know where to look. It wasn't until you were on labor with our son, when Tefei and Linyu decided to show their selves.

I had lost the Blue Rose when I had lost you the first time. I threw it somewhere in the Heaven, deciding to forget you. So I didn't really knew that it was your contracted beast." Muxin ċȧrėssed Yi Ling's hair, pretending to not see the odd look on her face. He wanted to let all of this out now, before he would lose his courage.

"Your life was endangered. They were able to keep you and our son alive, inside the Ring because of Tefei's constant sacrificed and Linyu's leaves.

But the day that you went into labor, our son would've been okay but your soul wasn't. Part of you willingly gave up your own soul, just to keep our son alive. If you give birth to him then, Your soul would've dispersed. You wouldn't be able to reincarnate and we would've lost you forever.

Tefei and Linyu didn't want that, they wanted to keep their Master safe. The only option was to ask for my help, so they went to look for me."

Yi Ling was now in tears, not knowing since she started crying. She didn't know that Tefei and Linyu made those sacrifices for her. She felt guilty and shame for leaving them behind.