The Most Simple Wish

Tao Huizhen is wearing a skirt brought from her hometown in the city. It's a long skirt with the skirt over her knees. The skirt was probably given to her by Wenxiu. I forgot what it was for the festival. It's a one-piece dress. There's no fancy decoration. The color is also very subtle. I remember Wenxiu hoped that she could dance in this dress. Deep in her memory, Wenxiu always thinks that Tao Huizhen is a talented dancer. Dance runs through her childhood and college years, and should also become an indispensable light in her life to illuminate her future. No matter what happened, no matter how long it took, as long as Tao Huizhen was still dancing, didn't forget to dance, and still wanted to dance in her heart, Tao Huizhen's dream would still be there, and the small stove that could always warm others in winter would not be extinguished.

Because of this, at the moment when Tao Huizhen embarked on the road of supporting education, Wenxiu felt sad as if someone had strangled her throat. She felt that her physical strength was gradually disappearing.

At that moment, she felt the pressure of the air increased several times, whistling toward her, she could not move. Only tears. Sometimes inexplicably dream of good friend Tao Huizhen, wake up eyes or wet. At the thought of the fact that Tao Huizhen is no longer a dancer, the air in the streets full of snow and ice in winter in Australia is filled with a feeling of sadness. Last time, I had a rare phone call with Wenxiu. In winter in Australia, Wenxiu was walking alone in the street with no one, stepping on the snow, and people made a sobbing sound. The surrounding air was quiet, so her sobs were particularly abrupt. Tao Huizhen comforted her with a smile and said that she felt very good to be a supporting teacher.

Wen Xiu's pointed jaw inclines to his white cheek. Slender wrists and fingertips, swollen eyes. Gradually clear in Tao Huizhen's imagination. She also often thinks about Wenxiu. She has a deep friendship, but she can't take care of each other's friendship in a city for many years. She doesn't even send photos anymore, and she seldom gets in touch with each other by phone. If she thinks of Wenxiu's tall and thin figure, she is busy alone under the huge pressure of working abroad. It's going to be hard for a while.

While thinking about Wenxiu, Tao Huizhen is walking on the winding dirt road. In front of her, she is exploring into the endless winding road. Looking back, she finds that the way to come is as winding as the way to go, and there is no end. This is the dirt road from dacha village to the county. Half the way, you can't see the low buildings of the county in front of you, and you can't see the village behind you. Passers-by seem to stand in the vast space between heaven and earth, and a large area of wild grass into one, suddenly, there are also times when they can not distinguish the way. If it wasn't for the distant * on both sides and the horizon of the wilderness that she was really jumping backward, Tao Huizhen thought she had been standing in the same place. The sound of her footsteps was very small in the vast space.

After thinking about Wenxiu, Tao Huizhen wants to dance, Miss Dao's teacher, parents, children in the western region, the story of the old man and the sea, and her life.

To the county, she went to the bank to get the money from her parents. These hundreds of yuan are almost Tao Huizhen's last savings with her parents.

Her parents often get angry with her and say she is crazy. As she has been away for nearly three years, she has never been home. She can't do anything on the road of supporting education, and it can't be the guarantee of her future life. If she wants to live a more ordinary life, she must have other means of life. She knows it. Mom and dad have talked to her about it many times, but it didn't work out. Sometimes even because of her stubborn and hang up the phone, angry ignore her, let it die. However, the money will be remitted occasionally. The two elders are very clear about Tao Huizhen's situation in Dai Township, which is definitely not for pleasure. She should be confused and hard, too, right? It's hard for a dancer from the city to stick to it. It's hard to find a way out of her current trajectory. As a parent, she knows her daughter's character very well. When she came to Dai Township, she seriously thought about it and knew that she would not give up easily. But the problem lies here. It is precisely because of Tao Huizhen's dedication that she perseveres even though she is suffering from some kind of hardships. Therefore, as a parent, she is particularly distressed.

After getting the money, Tao Huizhen bought anti-inflammatory drugs at the pharmacy. Dao Xiaotong suffered from acute otitis media. Affected by severe pain, her hearing has been declining in the last two days. She can hardly hear others. Cause Tao Huizhen also know, is Wang member notice to her, from that day on, she did not have 30 yuan subsidy, is this matter hit Dao Xiaotong. Or to say that she was defeated, who couldn't think of any problems.

Tao Huizhen stares at Dao Xiaotong like a child in the class. She said affectionately, you are my friend, good sister and my colleague. The education of dachacun primary school has my share, Mr. Li's share and yours as well.

What Tao Huizhen doesn't have to say is that the establishment of such an education point can't be separated from the support of the Education Bureau, the busy work of Wang Ke Yuan, and even the understanding of more people. not a single one can be omitted.

"I have known for a long time, Mr. Tao. I have thought of this day for a long time. You worked so hard to give lectures for Wazi that you got a little subsidy. If I only cook, how can I take advantage of others? I've been able to eat and dress well. I don't have anything to pick on for people like me. "

"How can I expect to go to Beijing or Shanghai? It's time to dream and wake up! Even you, Mr. Tao, are working steadfastly in Dai township. No, I think so. It can be said that the appearance of Mr. Tao has led me to no substitute class now, which is dispensable. But how can I blame you? I can't be so selfish. You are the one who gives the most, Mr. Tao. Wang said that those of us who are engaged in educational work should have such awareness. I'll listen to whatever you say. "

On that night, Dao Xiaotong confessed to Tao Huizhen. She was extremely sincere and rarely excited.

So continue deep chat, Tao Huizhen thoroughly understand why Dao Xiaotong that downturn. It was because she felt the sense of crisis. She was afraid of losing her dream. She said that she had been worried about this day, although she was very happy with teacher Tao. But the day still came.

After knowing Dao Xiaotong's difficulties and wishes, Tao Huizhen thinks that she must help her. It's not time to stop dreaming. Tao Huizhen is willing to guard Dao Xiaotong's simple dream. Because of the friendship, the dream of youth and the difficulty of life, there is no reason for Tao Huizhen to sit by. She thought, then it's up to her to do something, not to make people with Dreams cold.

"Can't you make people with dreams feel cold?"

Mr. Wang stares at a corner of his desk, wrapped in a handkerchief tightly with a stack of 50 yuan old banknotes. This sentence let in the afternoon is still lazy he, immediately clear headed. You can't make people with Dreams cold. He chewed Tao Huizhen's words. Deeply felt a progressive mood, he was like a bell, the words, one by one in his body.

He couldn't help thinking, why can she do this? In doing so, what kind of strength is supporting her?

It was ten minutes ago that Tao Huizhen came to Wang's office on the second floor of the Education Bureau. The main purpose of Tao Huizhen's coming to the county today is to find Wang to solve the problem about Dao Xiaotong. She talked about Dao Xiaotong's dream. She said that Dao Xiaotong's dream is not a "dream". She doesn't want much. As long as she is given five years, she can realize her dream. Who can see his dream in front of him and not pursue it?

"Mr. Tao, dream is a metaphysical word, a belief and a self consolation of the spiritual world." Mr. Wang stood up from his chair, picked up a newspaper from the desk, rolled it up, patted it gently in his palm, and thought about the wording. He said frankly that he was shocked by Tao Huizhen's wonderful speech just now and couldn't extricate himself for a long time. It's just a little better now. With the ability to respond“ Reality is the support of the spiritual world, just like the soil of plants. You can also say that education is a kind of spiritual world, but should Dao's dream make a concession for the spiritual world of education? The funding of our education bureau is limited. I think it's more important than anything that we can keep the dacha village education center going. I've fought for the subsidy for Dao teacher, otherwise I can't wait until now to stop it. It's hard to do that. " Wang said.

"I told Dao Xiaotong that this is not the end of any of us, right? Mr. Tao. She can't rely on cooking here to support herself all her life, and I'm worried about what she will do in the future. This frustration will always tell her to be stronger. What do you think, Mr. Tao? "

"She's different, isn't she? Mr. Wang knows very well. Her thinking is different from yours and mine. She also has a congenital slight disability. What did she miss? "

"Teacher Dao, after losing her father, she wandered around Dai Township and finally came to dacha village. She stayed and was accepted, and she was grateful. Cruelly, some people only know how to sympathize, but they don't know how to have a beginning and an end. It's like the 30 yuan that Wang Ke Yuan kindly applied for for for Dao teacher, but he didn't think about the impact on her after the money was cut off. Is it better not to give her from the beginning? Or do we want to see her in pain now? She can't feel the joy of the part she's got. Every one of us can't do things perfectly. Yes and no? "

Mr. Wang felt that the surrounding air became thin, and the atmosphere was solidified. As long as there was a force to touch, the whole office would be broken. He dare not act rashly. Is that Tao Huizhen's unique thinking? This may also be the main reason why Mr. Tao has been able to persist in Dai township. She believes in beginning and ending. She considers the two ultimate problems of giving and guarding. Only by multiplying the two can she be considered perfect.

He picked up the money Tao Huizhen put in the corner of the table and handed it back: "even if you convince me, I can't take your money to make up for the subsidy for Dao teacher. It's still very unfair and unreasonable to you. I know you don't want to miss Dao's wish to be disillusioned. Dreams are her strong motivation. I understand. Let me do the top job first. The 30 yuan subsidy is really not good. Let's work out another way. "

Nodding, Tao Huizhen took the money she had just taken from the bank. It was only a few hundred yuan.

"Please go back. Mr. Tao still has lessons. It will take several hours to walk back. Drink more water. " Wang said, looking at the water dispenser. He sat back in his chair.

"Please don't tell Miss Dao about my coming today. I don't want her to know whether I can help her or not." Tao Huizhen asked. She walked backwards to the door of the office, took a breath, lowered her eyes, and prepared to close the door. To tell you the truth, the stone on my chest has not been removed completely. She saw several men and women in formal clothes talking in the corridor. Looking at the past from the clean glass window, you can see the arrangement of sporadic buildings in the small county town and the cold situation.

"Hey, wait a minute, Miss Tao." Mr. Wang got up from his chair and waved to Tao Huizhen. Tao Huizhen quickly looks at Wang Keyuan.

"Don't worry about donating books to dachacun primary school. I'll fight for more. I'm sure we'll soon be able to find something. "