The Most Simple Wish

In a twinkling of an eye, it came to the middle of March 2009.

During the period of learning to dance, Qiu He's hair is constantly changing with the progress of dance skills. The girl with short black hair seems to fade out of people's vision, as if there had never been such a girl in the village. Instead, there was a girl with long dark hair, who often wore an old cloth skirt and walked on the path in the village. Sometimes she carries a bamboo basket, sometimes she carries a textbook, so she seldom greets people. She grew up under the protection of foreign teachers.

Tao suggested that she braid her long hair or put it in a bun. Women in Dai township have long hair. But Qiu He is not like that. She wants to spread her hair, covering her slender and tanned neck. She insisted on not going the ordinary way, but Tao Huizhen let her go. Tao Huizhen sometimes secretly laughs, saying that Qiuhe has grown into a big girl, and her son is chasing her. She'll be taller than her in two years. However autumn lotus no matter how scrutinizes, pours also does not take the edge with the Tingtingyuli, on her body has the different disposition. Compared with Tao Huizhen's words, it is just like the difference between classical dance and national dance. She lacks immortality, but she has aura.

Not to mention the graceful autumn lotus, watching Tao Huizhen leave from the fence gap of the small yard. She fully realized that the teacher's lonely back was like a little ostrich lost with her partner in the sandstorm, and she buried herself in the front. She is not good at intimacy. What Tao Huizhen has done for her is in her mind. But she didn't know how to repay.

"The woman from the city is out of sight." See autumn lotus dazed like looking to the East, autumn lotus grandmother can't help but remind.

This sentence is like a fuse, which quickly ignites the long-standing "dangerous substances" in Qiuhe! When she turned back, her eyes were in tears. Her mouth was flat, and the corners of her mouth became more and more bitter. Once her emotion reaches a critical point, it is necessary for her to let it out. Her mouth, nose and eyes were all squeezed together, and her face was full of tears. Grandma had never seen her so wronged. The old man was confused and uneasy.

"Why can't you promise Mr. Tao? Why embarrass her! She's not easy, you know? She's not particularly easy. "

"Do you know that, grandma? From the night I just learned to dance with her, you know that you have been acquiescing in my dancing. Why do you refuse again and again when the teacher asks you. You can't stop me. Why bother the teacher. Just nod your head and the teacher will be satisfied. " Qiuhe burst out in silence. She's been depressed for a long time. But when these words came out, she still did not feel the slightest relief. There was no breath in my imagination. I just felt a lot of tightness in my chest.

Grandmother's face seemed to lose the flow of blood in an instant, as pale as paper. Even the red blood in his eyes had faded, leaving only white everywhere. Some lofty mountain in my heart collapsed. Her eyes were dazzled and her ears were tinnitus, but her granddaughter's words were still clearly audible in her ears - you know that, don't you? You know from the night I just learned to dance with her, you have been acquiescing in my dancing—— This sentence rolled down like thunder and opened up a huge wave. In addition, Qiu He's other words were unheard of by her grandmother. Grandma turns her neck hard and refocuses her eyes on the front of Qiuhe. Her words lingered for a long time between her lips and teeth before she asked Qiuhe, "granddaughter, xiaoqiuhe, what do you say?"

"Grandma, I don't want to stay in dacha village all my life. My teacher said that I can realize my wish. I have to fight. I can't let the teacher down

"You're haunted by that woman from the city." Qiuhe's grandmother stares. She knew very well that she shouldn't have said that. But that's what she's going to say today. In fact, she didn't have any hatred for the woman from the city.

"Teacher, she didn't do anything wrong. It's you. You've been looking at things in an old way. You're afraid, you're afraid that you can't control Qiuhe any more, you're afraid that my family will lose me

"Your wings are really hard!"

"Yes."

"Yes?"

"That's it

"Then go away, get out of the house and don't come back. Go to your teacher. Is it a pillar? Do you know how old this old house is. My old lady lived in this house when she was younger than you. I don't need you to be the pillar. I can do it. At your age, I didn't learn knowledge, culture or dance. What about? It's not so difficult to survive, isn't it? Don't you, the younger generation, live enough to fight against me? I can't have you without me. I watched all kinds of people pass by me. Now is a different time. Decades have passed, and great changes have taken place. Well, you'll do what you call the dance. I'll see how long you can be brave. "

Grandmother completely ignore autumn lotus will make what reaction, she finish a pass, will thoughts from the distant place back. He walked quietly into the house. When she came to the door, she stopped, half turned back and said, "bet or bet, xiaoqiuhe. Compared with your peacock dance, I can't cook potato on the stage. But it's easy to make a living. May as well bet I cook potato and dance with you, who can walk longer, cough cough... "Then she turned back and shut Qiu He out of the door.

Qiu he wiped her tears, and she also thought for a while between the potato and the peacock dance. After a while, she suddenly felt extremely lonely, spiritual loneliness. And then there's tremendous pain, physical pain. Chest tightness, she can only lift her head to breathe smoothly.

She didn't know whether she should step back or go further. Potato and peacock dance are two different ways. The front door of the house is like a high wall blocking there. Grandma became very strange. The world has become strange. It seems that she has only one choice at the moment. A moment later, she left her yard and closed the door. Go all the way to dachacun primary school.

in the house. Grandma came to her grandfather's bed.

Qiu He's grandfather can't speak, but his ears are very useful. Grandma doesn't need to feel it at all. She can know what happened just now. She can't escape the ears of grandfather Qiuhe. His calm expression, is how the mood fluctuations. Grandma knows it like the back of her hand. She opened her mouth bitterly, as if answering grandfather Qiu He's question. Even though he didn't ask. But Qiuhe's grandmother knows that he must want to hear it“ I know that one day, rather than let us be her stumbling block... Let her go, grow up. " Then grandma stared at grandfather's yellow eyes. There's ripple like material moving. She knew what her wife was thinking. Their daughter was so independent at the beginning.

Grandma immediately said: "her father and mother love to dance peacock dance."

Grandfather's eyes rolled down. The corners of the mouth are opening and closing. It's like remembering the parents of Qiuhe in grandma's mouth. There are fuzzy pictures in my mind, which is the picture of many years ago. Several young people's back slowly disappeared at the foot of dacha mountain, submerged by light. In their back, there is endless yearning and longing for the future. There is also the taste of pursuit and dream. The wrinkles on the old man's face have relaxed a little. He looked back to his granddaughter Qiuhe.

He didn't say a word, but Grandma responded with a feeling: "hope. Who doesn't want it? I also know that she should go to the other side of the mountain to have a look. But the two of us, we can't fall down yet. We have to bite our teeth as hard as we can and be the back of the children. She's still young after all