Thin-hearted president, don't be too bad

Seeing LAN Ziting and an Zihao's car shadow go away, Du Yan'an breathed a sigh of relief, but his troubles increased inexplicably.

I can't say why. It's like a piece suddenly missing in the bottom of my heart. It's empty.

Du Yan'an pulled his tie angrily. Even if the woman left, she would still bring him these troubles.

Du Yan'an bit his teeth and walked slowly back to the house.

Looking at the empty room and closing your eyes, it seems that you can still see someone's figure. He looks cowardly and slender. He follows his side, hangs his head and rarely speaks. When he is angry, he immediately becomes flustered.

What's going on? Why is that woman in your mind!

Du Yan'an picked up a bottle of Martini from the wine cabinet, filled the high foot crystal glass with a full glass, looked at the clear glass smoked and dyed into another color by the liquid, frowned, took it up and drank it.

The bitter wine poured in from the throat, mixed with pain and pleasure.

The cold liquor suddenly sobered Du Yan'an's mind. He smashed the glass on the floor. After hearing the crisp sound, he was even happier.

Just like himself, he broke the most important things himself and made up his mind.

Du Yan'an's mouth wore a smile and a resolute smile.

After a while, the wine soon came. Du Yan'an sat on the soft chair by the window, full of wine, Jun's face was red, but his eyes were more and more empty.

"Lan Ziting... How cruel you are..."

Du Yan'an murmured. He didn't know whether he was drunk or just dared to reveal the most real thoughts at the bottom of his heart.

In the whole quiet room, Du Yan'an lay on the sofa and stared around.

Just then, the door was knocked twice. The housekeeper pushed the door in with some things. He looked up and saw Du Yan'an's drunken appearance. His face immediately became tense and asked, "young master, why do you drink so much wine? I'll ask the kitchen to make you a bowl of soup." then he was about to leave and order others to clean up.

"No." Du Yan'an waved lazily and said soberly, "I'll stay quietly for a while. Go out."

Seeing Du Yan'an, who is usually ruthless, showing his fragile side after drinking, the housekeeper couldn't help sighing in his heart.

Du Shao grew up watching him. He didn't know some things, but as a housekeeper of onlookers, he was clear in his heart.

Unfortunately, as his housekeeper, it was inconvenient to say more. He only silently put a diary on the table in front of Du Yan'an.

"This was found in Miss Lan's room." the housekeeper looked at Du Yan'an and said.

"What is it?" Du Anyan raised his bloodshot eyes and glanced at them.

"Yes... Miss Lan's diary," said the housekeeper, looking at the black diary on the table.

When he saw this book, he was also very shocked. Unexpectedly, a person in his weak body endured so many worries.

Oh, what a pity.

Du Yan'an smiled with drunkenness and self mockery, "she... Actually wrote a diary behind my back. I'm afraid it's all about recording how disgusted she is to me, ha ha..."

The housekeeper raised his head and tried to explain something, but he stopped. "Young master, you can have a look first." only after reading it, can you understand LAN Ziting's inner thoughts.

Du Yan'an stared at the diary with the black cover, waved his hand and asked the housekeeper to go out.

"Remember to have a good look at this diary, young master," said the housekeeper before he left.

Du Yan'an didn't speak and sat there quietly.

After the housekeeper left, the room was quiet again.

He stared at the diary for a long time. Finally, he straightened up, frowned and reached out to pick it up.

Uncontrollably, Du Yan'an stretched out his finger and stroked the cover of Japan.

The black cover can't see any font. The frosted material has a touch of skin under his hands, which makes him tremble.

She refused to say anything to herself, but poured all her thoughts into this diary. Did she really hate herself so much?

Shaking his hands, Du Yan'an hesitated for a long time before opening his diary.

The first page is all white, leaving three beautiful names - LAN Ziting.

Du Yan'an seemed fascinated. He looked at these three words and was in a trance for a while.

It was as if he wanted to see LAN Ziting's heart. At this time, his mood was a little nervous, just like waiting for a sentence.

"October 21... The doctor told me that a little life was born in my body. I was so surprised that I didn't know what to do. The birth of life is really magical. I'm going to be a mother..."

Surprise and surprise are revealed between the lines, full of happiness around LAN Ziting.

No wonder there were a few days at that time when Du Yan'an went to see LAN Ziting's suddenly blooming smile, so bright. But when he noticed that he was looking at her, he suddenly became silent,

Are you really so untrustworthy?

Du Yan'an questioned and continued to turn down.

"I feel a little tired recently. Is it because I have a baby in my body? I really look forward to seeing him after he was born. I don't know who he will look like..."

"November 3... Sunny... I'm so happy. I actually saw a little bean on the B-ultrasound list. Although it is so small, I seem to have a heart to heart electrical induction with it and look forward to the baby's early arrival all the time."

Du Yan'an turned page by page, but his face unconsciously showed a trace of sadness.

This thick diary, the contents recorded in it are all about LAN Ziting's pregnancy, bit by bit, describing a mother's joy.

The words and sentences she wrote in her diary were as vivid as if she stood beside her, stroked her stomach with a smile and whispered to herself.

Du Yan'an's eyes scanned every line of words. He became happy with the things LAN Ziting recorded in his diary. This was the first time he felt the joy of being a father.

These words and sentences are so vivid that they are written neatly in Juan Xiu's handwriting, just like LAN Ziting standing behind him at this time, and they share the joy of the birth of life together.

"I went to have a blood test today. The doctor said it would probably be a girl. I don't know if Yan'an would be happy if she knew. If it was a girl and looked like him, it would be a beautiful baby girl."

All these short words were just left in the diary. Du Yan'an had some desires. LAN Ziting could stand beside her and tell him these things.