There was no bailing, no poisonous wine, no dagger in the prison. The dishes I eat are cleaned up every time. It's not so easy to die! But now that I have made up my mind, I will not go back. If the miracle doctor is willing to forgive me once, please keep his promise and follow me. I am willing to be a couple with him in the next life.

Finally, after I made up my mind to commit suicide, I found an opportunity. When I was eating, I deliberately pretended that the food was too hot and I couldn't hold it firmly and broke the bowl on the ground. While the officers and soldiers were cleaning up the remnants of the bowl, I secretly blocked several pieces of broken porcelain with my feet. In this way, the officers and soldiers cleaned up the leftover food on the ground and left the prison with a broken bowl, and claimed to me that they would not give me food and drink for three days.

Hearing the scolding of officers and soldiers, my heart was actually happy. If no one came to see me for three days, my death would not be found until three days later. I finally selected a sharper one from several pieces of porcelain and held it in the palm of my hand. This is the only thing that can take my life - I smile at the broken porcelain in my hand, thinking.

I tore a piece of cloth from my inner garment, pierced my right index finger with broken porcelain, and wrote on it:

"Shen Jun, words can no longer express my deep regret for you. I would like to end this life to make up for the damage I did to you that day. If you can forgive me, I would like to commit myself to you in the next life. If you can't forgive me, please marry another woman from a good family and forget your humble concubine!

Although I have traveled to ancient times for so many years, I still haven't learned how to write letters by the ancients, so I can only use the tone of the ancients and leave a few words to him like a note. I don't know if there are any mistakes in grammar. I hope he can see it after I die.

After writing, I looked at the bloody right hand and said to it, "since you hit him, I will cut your blood vessels. Please make atonement for the mistakes of that day." After saying that, I gritted my teeth, took the broken porcelain in my left hand and severely scratched on my right wrist. I only felt the hot blood gushing out, and my wrist clothes were quickly soaked with blood.

The dim moonlight outside the room shines into the prison through the small window hole. I stare at the deep red blood stream with my eyes, and I think it is really beautiful. At this moment, my heart has no pain and my wrist doesn't feel any more. With tears in my eyes, I watched the blood on my wrist gradually spread from the wound, and my mood was actually happy. Maybe I'm going back? Let me forget all about Mount Yi, Yang Mo, the doctor, and the unforgettable pain!

Looking at my wrist, my eyes gradually blurred and my breath was not smooth. I closed my eyes and silently said, "goodbye, doctor!"

My body became light, and I felt myself flying. So I flew to a white place, and I saw myself lying on a bed with pipes all over my body. The miracle doctor in his white coat was beside me looking at the instruments connected with the pipes. I saw the doctor's dedicated expression, and suddenly found that I love him so much. So I called out to him, "miracle doctor, miracle doctor, I'm linger, I'm here."

But the doctor didn't look up at me. He looked at me carefully, his eyes were straight. After a while, he took a board with white paper on his head and carefully read the words on it. Next, he said to the nurse beside him: "the patient's name is fan..."

"Fan Ling," the nurse said expertly, "is a kindergarten teacher. She was hit by a car in order to save her child. She is still unconscious and has multiple fractures."

The miracle doctor carefully turned my eyelids and said, "continue to observe! Besides, there are too many people to see her. Please leave after visiting time. "

"Good! By the way, Dr. Fan, the patient's family members and leaders want to have a talk with her attending doctor. Do you think you and Professor Ma make an appointment with them? " Asked the nurse.

"Well!" The doctor fixed to look at me on the bed, but did not speak again. The nurse looked at the doctor, shook her head and left.

Next, I saw the doctor stretch out his hand and gently stroke fan Ling's hair on the hospital bed.

Doctor, you still love me, right? How tender, caring and conscientious you care for me in bed. Please answer me, you love me, right? Am I right?

Looking at the scene in front of me, I actually envied and envied the person who got up. It was clearly me, fan Ling. Why would I envy her and envy her? Is it because she was taken care of by the miracle doctor, but I lost the doctor?

Just as I was flying over the bed to see how the miracle doctor was taking care of fan Ling in bed, I suddenly felt my body fall down in a hurry. Oh, my God. Am I going to fall into hell? Did God not even give me a chance to see him from afar?

I was so scared that I closed my eyes and felt that my body was falling all the time. Finally, I stopped and fell to a place, which made my whole body ache and my internal organs seem to fall apart.

Am I broken? I desperately want to open my eyes to see myself, but I can't open my eyes. I just feel that my breath is so hard, as if I'm breathing with all my strength. If the breath is so tired, so hard, or do not breathe good, I thinkBut from afar, it seems that there are bursts of calls: linger, wake up! Linger, linger, wake up and look at me. I don't blame you, I don't hate you, I love you so much

Whose voice is this? So familiar, so let me heart, let me think about who this is, why I can't remember it? Who is this man?

I finally had the strength to open my eyes, and a beam of light made me squint again. What is this place? The 18th floor of hell? I looked around at the strange environment, there was no one. It seems that I left the world alone and went to the underworld alone. I stretched out my arm and touched a man's hair. Who is this man? The man suddenly raised his head. He immediately grabbed my hand and said to me, "linger, are you awake?"

I squinted at the man for a long time before I could see that he was a miracle doctor. I sat up, grabbed him and said, "are you dead, too? Did you really follow me underground? Did you forgive me? " After that, I felt dizzy in my head and fell back when I could not sit steadily.

The doctor laid me down with his hand and gently said to me, "yes, I'm dead too. I've never had a grudge against you. I'm willing to follow you anywhere, as long as you don't blame me, don't blame me, don't hate me. "

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