The android girl will not dream of the fairy knight sister

　"You're right... I'm really feeling gloomy inside."

　I have been running away, running away from the fact that I have eaten the person I love.

　You see?

　There is no essential difference between you and those beasts.

　There is a voice in my heart that keeps telling me this.

　Nothing can be done, nothing can be changed.

　Every time, I was dominated by desire and turned into a beast.

　The sins of the past have come to me. Even without looking with my eyes, my body can feel the desire in my blood.

　Lips, throat, esophagus...

　Everything is craving for flesh and blood, and the endless hunger and devouring feeling are constantly eroding one's sanity.

　No one can get rid of such desire, and no one can break free from such bondage.

　so...

　An ominous black aura began to emerge from Bagster's body.

　"Are you still a Knight of the Round Table? Why do you think your so-called lover willingly accepted your love?"

　The piercing piano music exploded in my ears, and the sharp words pierced deeply into my heart like a sharp blade.

　for what?

　"Good morning..."

　"Good evening..."

　"What happened today?"

　The young man lying on the bed seemed to appear in front of him, and scenes from the past began to flash through his mind.

　yes...

　He is, for what—

　Only then will you be willing to be eaten by yourself?

　Isn’t the answer simple?

　Desire is unlimited.

　And love is also infinite.

　At the moment he was eaten, the boy smiled, without a trace of pain, and uttered the same words as always:

　"I love you."

　It was time to wake up from the dream. What had happened could not be undone. All she could do was accept the reality and then—

　The dark clouds slowly dispersed.

　The demon dog was already within reach.

　Tristan and Bagster still stood there without moving at all.

　"Bear this sin, and continue on!"

　Crystal tears flowed across Bagster's eyes, and golden sunlight shone on the earth.

　"As a Knight of the Sun! I won't tolerate even a single cloud of darkness in my heart!"

　Blood was dripping, the sharp horns were held in the palm of his hand, and hot flames rushed out.

　"Your desire—"

　Flames and magic power that were even greater than those of the demon dog burst out from Bagster's body.

　The chains kept colliding in the air, making a sharp sound.

　The demon dog kept struggling, trying to get rid of the chains on its body.

　"I'll satisfy you!"

　The sharp horns, wrapped in flames and magic power, smashed heavily on the demon dog's head.

　"Kneel down! Blackdog Galatine!"

　A body as huge as a mountain was smashed into the ground.

　Visible ripples spread through the air, and strong winds tore through the clouds above.

　With just one strike, the demon dog almost lost all its ability to move.

　The hunger was satisfied, and the pain that filled every part of the body was satisfied.

　"This is the sin of both of us, before I die..."

　As Bagster spoke, he raised his blood-stained face and looked at the sunny sky.

　"You must atone your sins with me."

　434

　Until the infinite desires are exhausted.

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　Fairyland: Fifty: Everything Can Start Over Again

　The dark clouds dispersed, and the sunlight shone through the gaps between the clouds.

　It started to rain lightly in the sky at some point.

　Tiny raindrops fell continuously from the sky, and the sun's shadow flickered above the crystal clear surface.

　The sky cleared and it rained.

　Her long hair, as beautiful and dazzling as blood, swayed gently in the breeze.

　why?

　The inner voice kept questioning myself.

　Why can’t I remember?

　Didn’t you resurrect quickly?

　but why?

　Insult after insult, wreck after wreck.

　Resurrection after resurrection, the painful memories from beginning to end will keep echoing in my mind.

　Body, soul...

　All the pain seemed to be like a tide that was about to completely drown me.

　but why?

　I have no recollection of Darlington's demise?

　I was being tortured one second ago, and then I lost all my memory the next second.

　When I opened my eyes again, the person I saw was my mother.

　Where does the missing memory go, and what kind of memory is it?

　The sound of the chains rubbing against each other kept ringing in my ears like an illusion.

　Don't get hurt for your tenderness...

　but...

　What is the definition of gentleness?

　Lost on this road, I completely forgot the definition of gentleness, what gentleness looks like, and the one who treats me with gentleness...

　Witch-sama.

　Unconsciously, the original intention has been distorted and I have embarked on a path of no return.

　His hands were already stained with blood.

　The victim took the position of the abuser, laughing and killing the demon in front of him.

　People always inadvertently become the person they least want to be.

　In this way, there is no difference between you and a fairy, right?

　The same desire, the same release.

　In the end you'll find out...

　My hands, which I thought were spotless, were now covered in blood stains that were difficult to wash off.

　Because of loss, we understand.

　Because I understand, I am afraid of losing.

　Like a whirlpool, I fell into a vicious circle.

　The more you struggle, the more you want to get something, but in the end not only do you get nothing, but you end up getting yourself deeply trapped.

　The balance between good and evil has long since collapsed, leaving the side of good standing high, and no one can put it down.

　Because the side that represents evil is completely overweight.

　The hard lever of the scale could not bear the weight of evil and was completely knocked over by it.

　If it were my old self, I would probably continue to degenerate like this, sinking deeper and deeper into the vortex, until I finally turned into a monster that even I wouldn't be able to recognize, right?

　But that is just if, just a fantasy.

　A gentle smile, a happy smile.

　The smile that had disappeared for a long time appeared in his eyes again.

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　For a moment, this emotion really surged into my heart.

　Why?

　That’s what I was questioning in my heart at that time.

　Then, the moment I saw the other person in person, I understood.

　As white as snow, pure goodness.

　Mother longs to be what she can be...

　Like the sun, warm and gentle.

　I want to reach out and hold on tightly.

　but...

　Hands covered in blood and filth, are you really qualified to touch them?

　To touch that "self" that I long to become?

　Isn’t the answer simple?

　After all... she could always start over again no matter how many times.

　Because she is the disaster of Su Sheng, an existence that can come back again and again.

　Sooner or later, the accumulated original sin will slip away from your hands due to rebirth.

　But... don't want to get dirty.

　Pure things only need to remain pure, and that is enough.

　Every evil has its reasons, every evil has its principles.

　Just this time...even if it goes against my mother's wishes, I want to keep it this way.

　The world is cruel.

　Good people may not necessarily be rewarded, just like my former self, who was constantly hurt because of my gentleness.