I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

I turned around and asked her angrily, but suddenly I found tears in her eyes.

"leaf..."

I was not very angry to begin with, but I panicked for a moment.

"Stupid brother!"

As he said that, he punched me in the chest, but it didn't hurt.

"Idiot... Seriously... Just an idiot!"

...It seems that this key accidentally brought back her sadness... Sorry...

"Yeah... didn't you call me an idiot a long time ago..."

"How dare you say that!" Another punch followed.

This punch hurts a bit...

"Well...listen to me..."

"it was all your fault!"

"Hello...."

"If you hadn't said that!"

I stopped the fist that was about to hit me.

“…It’s her own decision…”

"You lied! It's all your fault..."

Immediately afterwards, the other fist was also blocked by me.

"Let go!" She tried to break free, but her fist was held tightly by my hand.

"...I talked to her."

"Stop making excuses!...It's all your fault..."

Then he started kicking me.

"enough..."

I also started to get a little angry. After all, this was unlike the usual calm Ye Jin...he was still a child after all.

But Ye Jin still didn't stop.

"Huh..." I sighed helplessly...Forgive me.

I tilted my head back and it quickly collided with Ye Jin's head in front of me.

"Oh!"

Ye Jin stopped kicking me and subconsciously wanted to cover his head with his hands, but his hands were restrained by me.

"What are you doing! Are you an idiot?!"

She raised her head and yelled at me.

"Are you calm now..." I said to her coldly.

"Huh? Calm down, you're letting me..."

"boom!"

I used my head to install her again.

"Hey! That hurts!"

"boom!"

"Ah, didn't I say..."

"boom!"

"You..." She seemed even angrier.

"Are you calm now?" I asked her.

"It's impossible to stay calm! Let me go if you have the guts!"

It seems that you are still... too young!

"boom!"

"Uu ...

Since you won't calm down, I'll tell you this...

“She didn’t tell me what she was thinking, but I could feel it…”

"Stop talking nonsense! Can you..."

"boom!"

"Mmmmm!"

"She had some considerations, so she didn't tell you in advance..."

"You old bastard..."

"boom!"

“Wow…”

"I'm just afraid that I won't be able to make up my mind when the time comes."

“.......” Ye Jin didn’t say anything.

"boom!"

"Do you understand or not?"

"boom!"

This time it wasn't me, but Ye Jin who took the initiative to attack. I was caught off guard and subconsciously let go of my hand.

“.......” “........”

"...Calm down?"

I rubbed my head and looked at her expression...she should have woken up.

"Ah..." she replied, also rubbing her head.

"This is the first time you've been so impulsive..."

"It's not because of you..."

"Well..." I smiled helplessly, "It's my fault... To express my apology, please have something to eat."

Ye Jin's expression also relaxed.

"Don't think I'll forgive you just by treating me to a meal."

"Ha..." I didn't say anything.

Suddenly I remembered something:

..........................

"It hurts! What are you doing?!"

This guy Ye Jin actually hit me with his schoolbag. Isn’t that too much?

"You still have the nerve to show up in front of me..." she said as she pounced on him.

"Ah..." I closed my eyes and prepared for the next flying kick or punch, but it didn't hurt as much as I imagined.

Because what hit my chest was not fists or feet, but Ye Jin's hug.

"Hey... this isn't good..."

I looked at the passers-by around me with some embarrassment.

"......"

She suddenly buried her head in my chest and seemed to be sobbing.

"..."Look at this, you must be very sad.

Why should I care about what others think...

"It's fine..."

I touched her head and said, "She will come back."

"It's all...it's all your...your fault..."

"It's not me." I sighed, "It's her own choice..."

.....

Obviously....I clearly imagined this scene in my mind...

It's just a matter of principle

Although it was unintentional, I always feel that I have done something unnecessary.

When Xiaoye came to me in person to urge me to submit my manuscript (although she could send messages to urge me to submit my manuscript, she never did so once), I inadvertently asked her about the Valentine's Day gift.

“Ahhh?!”

She first made a nervous and slightly shy sound...which was quite cute I have to say, but I had a feeling she had misunderstood something.

"Um... this... Valentine's Day gift?"

He frowned slightly, as if he was thinking.

"Uh... it's... something like giri..."

Because I was inexplicably scared, I explained it.

“Oh…Oh…” For a moment, he revealed a look of disappointment. This must have been my shameless illusion.

"Then... whatever..."

Looking back now, Xiaoye's eyes were slightly unhappy at that time.

I always feel like...I said something wrong.

Well, anyway, I have finally finished writing the article to be published, and the next step is the key to the development of things.

"Oh ah..." Xiaoye read the content he had just written as usual, and actually made a surprised sound.

"What's wrong... typo?"

I already knew it couldn't be a typo... because I wouldn't be that surprised.

"Do not..."

He even went out of his way to deny it.

"Why..."

"Forgive me for adding the word 'once' to something that has brought me good things."

Xiaoye placed the written content in front of me and deliberately pointed out this sentence for me.

“…There’s no typo…”

"That's not the question!" She seemed unwilling to tolerate my joke, so she slammed the table.

"...Is it because the protagonist is leaving...?"

"That's right! She'd already found a city where she no longer had to wander, met a "second female lead" who gave her solace, and been asked to protect it. She'd also developed a certain affection for that "second female lead," but why did she still decide to leave? Huh? I'm upset, let alone the audience!"

...Actually, I don't feel very comfortable either...but the plot has to go on...How can I continue writing if I just stay here...until they get married, have kids, and grow old together?

I always feel that the audience will not buy it even more.