I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

We are used to Lin Yi being extremely happy after finishing his meal.

"Hey, Sheji," Lin Yi came over and said to me, "this is the first time you've been out for so long."

That’s right... After all, I usually stay at home and don’t go out. However, this time it seems that I got the passive skill that allows women to not get tired while shopping, so I was able to persist for so long.

It’s really scary when you think about it.

"It's nice to go out and play sometimes." I said to myself, "I'm free anyway, and school starts again tomorrow, so I should play with you."

"Hehe." Lin Yi hugged my right arm, "That's right, let's enjoy our vacation now!"

...Well, it's really hard to stand such energy.

.........[Outside the playground]...........

"Sheji, I want to eat cotton candy." Lin Yi pointed at the stall and said to me as soon as he arrived at the door.

"Didn't you just eat? Aren't you afraid of gaining weight by eating snacks?" I responded to her helplessly.

"Hehe, the place in the stomach for food and snacks is different!" Lin Yi answered me with a proud look on his face.

Such a reason...Are you an elementary school student?

"Okay, okay." I took out my wallet.

"Ah! I also want the candy apple next to it! Oh, I smell meat! Ah, and..."

Are you here to play or to eat?

.............【Playground】..............

In a joyful atmosphere, the idle people gathered here were wasting who knows how much time they had left.

It's like there's some kind of magic that when you come to this place full of entertainment facilities, even the most depressed mood will be brought to a cheerful state by the atmosphere.

"Oh oh, Sheji Sheji!" Lin Yi called my name happily.

For a guy like this who is usually full of energy, this place is simply a holy place.

"Why didn't you respond after I called you so many times!" He then came to pull me. Although he didn't use much strength, it was probably because my body had turned into a female's, so it felt a little painful.

So I was dragged to a certain place by her without any resistance...ah, I felt so passive.

"Come on, as a small first step in our entertainment, let's take a photo booth!"

“I refuse…” Before I could finish my sentence, I was dragged into the photo studio… and then I didn’t know how to react, so I was photographed with a confused expression on my face.

So stupid.

"Hahaha, Sheji is so cute!" Lin Yi smiled as he looked at the photo and even touched my head...

"Don't touch my head." I said to her coldly.

"Well, okay, I won't judge your expression anymore," she said, handing me a few photos. "Here, you can stick them on your phone or in your diary later."

"I'll throw it away."

I said as I took the photo and put it in my pocket.

"Hmm~hmm~"

Lin Yi glanced at my movements and made a meaningful and somewhat complacent sound... What a nagging thing.

"Hey, let's go play bumper cars!"

"What's so fun about it? Just a bunch of people driving toy cars and bumping into each other. You can easily bite your tongue..."

Well...I should have realized long ago that it's impossible to reason with Lin Yi.

I was forced to buy a ticket and dragged onto the bus.

"Go!" Lin Yi controlled the steering wheel, yelled and stepped on the accelerator.

The car rushed towards other people at a very fast speed. Every time it collided with other cars, Lin Yi would smile happily, and then look for the next target even more happily.

...For people's safety, I hope she will never get a driver's license.

"Huha! That's awesome! Right, Sheji."

"Yes...yes." When I said this, I couldn't help but hold my forehead which was a little dazed.

"Well, very good. Next..." Lin Yi looked around for the facilities that interested him.

Well, I don’t particularly dislike it, so I’ll just let her be for now... No, I’m not very happy about not feeling that way!

"Want to ride that? The roller coaster."

Even if I object, you will still pull me over without any explanation, right?

"Just play, don't mind me..." I responded a little helplessly.

"Hey... I was worried that you would vomit after doing it." Lin Yi said to me with some concern, "It would be embarrassing to stand with such a person."

This is what I'm worried about...

"Well, it's okay, as long as you are happy."

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"Sheji, are you okay? You look so bad..." Lin Yi asked me with concern.

"......" I shook my head to show that everything was fine.

As for the reason, it’s probably because he was scared after becoming a woman, haha.

"Well, that's good. We still have many projects to explore," Lin Yi said, looking around. "How can we continue to be the scriptwriter without going out to collect materials? Art comes from life."

That's true, but you have so much material. You want to tire me to death as the one responsible for painting.

"Well, it's decided! This time we're going to play on the video game console!"

Oh my god...

...........【Four hours later】..........

I have always been passionate about games, but suddenly I feel resistant to them.

If you ask why... can you believe that Lin Yi and I frantically played all the games in the arcade within four hours?

I even played dance machines, basketball machines, and even baseball! What a huge amount of exercise! Even my normal body couldn't handle it, let alone my current body.

I sat exhausted on the bench with a half-finished drink next to me.

It was already dark, but the various lights in the amusement park made the atmosphere even more lively than during the day.

"Yeah, I had a lot of fun today." Lin Yi affirmed his own words to himself.

"Well, isn't it time to go back?" I asked her weakly.

"Ah, it's time to go back," she paused, "but I still have one last activity I want to try."

..................................

My perspective slowly rose, the ground became farther and farther away from me, and correspondingly, I could see more and more buildings.

Buildings stand on their own, neon lights shine on their own, people walk on their own, and cars flow on their own.

At this moment, everything becomes part of the night scene.

At this moment, I realized that I had never carefully observed the city where I had lived for more than ten years.

"It's beautiful, isn't it?"

"Ah," I replied.

"I'll be leaving here in a few years."

Why are you suddenly saying something like this?

I couldn't help but look at Lin Yi next to me.

At this moment, we are the only ones in the Ferris wheel cabin.

"Time flies." Lin Yi smiled, but I didn't think it was a happy smile. "The things from our childhood seem to be still before our eyes, but now we are about to become high school students."

"Yeah." I sighed, not knowing what to say.

"So we should remember carefully," Lin Yi looked out the window, "remember what we care about. This city, and the people we think are important."

"Ah."

So I am very important to her... But what she cares about is probably the me who has not become a woman... Why is there this inexplicable heartache?

"Hey, what are your plans for the new semester?"

"...I don't have any plans...right?"

"That's it."

We fell silent.

As for the future...it seems like I really don't have any plans.

Ordinariness is what I pursue. I think life will continue like this. I have never considered whether Lin Yi and I will be separated one day, nor have I considered the future.

I always feel that the road ahead is still very long, but no matter how long the road is, there will come a time when it will be completed.

Looking back on the past, it seems that Lin Yi has always been there to support me in every troublesome situation.

It's the same this time. Although she looks so excited and happy on the surface, she must be feeling uncomfortable inside.

....landing.....

"Lin Yi..." After I came out, I was about to talk to Lin Yi, but she interrupted me.

"Ah, I think I said something that ruined the atmosphere. Sorry, sorry~" She looked me straight in the eye with a happy expression. "I'm a little hungry. How about coming to my house for dinner? Try the food I made myself?"

"Ah."

Now that we've come to this, there's no reason to refuse.

...................................

I was in the kitchen with Lin Yi wearing an apron that didn't fit me well.

Coincidentally, there was no one at Lin Yi's house today.

Even though she knows nothing about housework, I still can't bear to let her cook alone.

"Is there anything I can do to help?"

"Although I think you're doing me a big favor just by sitting in the living room and watching TV, since you're so sincere, could you please help me wash the vegetables?"

What's with this tone of distrust?

"After washing the vegetables, go out and watch TV." Lin Yi said to me as he started the rice cooker.

"Don't distrust me so much. Even if I can't help you, it's okay for me to watch you from here."

"......" Lin Yi didn't say anything and silently prepared the cooking tools.

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When the hot oil meets the various ingredients, it seems like a collision, making a very loud sound and a very fragrant taste.

As the sound gradually subsides, the collision sound of the spatula and the pot begins to become rapid, which also indicates that a dish is completed.

Since there were only two of us, one dish was enough.

"How about trying it?" Lin Yi picked up a piece of meat, blew on it, and then passed it to my mouth.

"Hmm... well..." Although I felt a little embarrassed, I still ate it.

tasty.

“It tastes delicious.”

"That's good." Lin Yi handed me the plate. "Put this on the table. I'll bring the soup."

"Oh oh." I quickly took the plate.

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Now I am still wearing an apron that doesn't fit me well and washing dishes in the kitchen with Lin Yi.

Since I didn't use much, I finished it in a short while.

"Well, your cooking skills are pretty good." He couldn't help but praise Lin Yi's cooking skills.