I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

"...Ah...Hmm..."

This reaction left Ming Xinxi confused for a moment, and she simply answered her.

"At that time... I hadn't expressed my feelings yet. And from Hao's perspective, I simply hated the way he looked... So the responsibility for what happened was all mine... It wasn't Hao's fault."

This is a shocking statement...

"...But...he might be in love with another girl now...Xiaohui, you definitely won't accept it, right?"

"of course not."

Any normal person would give this answer.

"so..."

"But I've already expressed my feelings to him, just now. I told Hao that I've liked him from the very beginning... Maybe it can be said to be accidental, or maybe it could be someone else. But he did bring me happy times at that time, and I haven't forgotten them yet. And the joy I want to share, the words I want to say... the first person I want to tell is him. And who can say that our meeting was just accidental... I met him so naturally, and then fell in love with him, and it hasn't changed until now."

"...Hui..."

"That is to say, people cannot control whether they like or dislike someone. Since I have the right to like Hao, there is no reason for others not to like him. I can't force that girl to leave him, right? That would be too barbaric. However, I have enough confidence. Based on my experience with Hao, the feelings between us are incomparable to others... If you want to take him away from me, then you can try, I will never lose."

She exudes the aura of a queen... I have to admit, the words just now really gave me a deeper impression of her. I'm sure the seniors beside her felt the same way.

"...Is that so...So I've been thinking wrong all along?"

Ming Xinxi showed an expression of understanding on her face, and she didn't seem to be so bothered by the previous topic.

I didn't know what Ming Xinxi was thinking...but at that moment, I seemed to understand roughly what she was thinking wrongly.

She should have understood that what she had always thought was Li Yinghui's love for her senior for no reason, like a princess's love for a prince, actually had a deep foundation.

"It depends... and she should understand."

I muttered to myself, looking towards the stairwell. If nothing unexpected happened, Senior Sister Lu Yunzi would have heard what I had just said.

That's probably all I want her to understand. Without a certain amount of self-confidence and persistence in a person, the words of confession won't be so confident.

"So... what should we do?"

Should she retreat when faced with difficulties, or accept the challenge... No matter which choice she makes, it will be very difficult for her.

And it's not just Lu Yunzi. What attitude should the senior respond with? I always feel that the senior will be completely devoted to Li Yinghui because of what she said.

If it were me, I would definitely...

"...Well."

Naturally, some images flashed through my mind...and naturally, I couldn't assert what I wanted to assert.

A bitter taste appeared at the corner of his mouth.

"This summer vacation really won't make people feel bored..."

For some reason, this sentence suddenly popped into my mind.

The breeze does not stop

"So... is that so...?"

After I came to my senses, I realized that I had been standing in the dark and listening to their conversation. Whether it was about the two of them or about Ah Hao... I heard it all.

I thought my emotions would spiral out of control after hearing this, and I'd get all worked up and rush to confront Li Yinghui, rebutting her and explaining my stance... I'd been with him for a long time, and I loved him just as much as anyone else...

However, after listening to what that person said, I found that I did not act as I imagined.

I just stood there blankly, feeling that my head was empty and I had nothing to think about, but I also felt very confused and seemed to have a lot of thoughts.

It was only at this moment that I began to realize what that guy Sheji wanted me to understand.

"Ah... What should I do..."

I don't want to give up... because I haven't expressed my feelings yet, because I think my feelings are no less than hers... But it's too late now. Didn't she already confess her feelings to Ahao? There's no reason for two people who like each other to be apart.

"...perhaps..."

Just to a certain extent, I realized what I should do.

So, I started walking, not towards the hall where the two of them were, but towards the hospital exit.

Perhaps, I should forget what happened today and just keep in mind the shortcomings I realized.

Chapter 43: The Breeze Never Stops

"I understand... I was really too extreme in my thinking..." Ming Xinxi revealed a look of self-blame, "I almost did something unforgivable... If things really turned out like that..."

"Don't think about it anymore." Li Yinghui interrupted her, "At this time, we should be thankful that there are no ifs in the world..."

"...That's right...After I calmed down, I always felt that I wouldn't do such a thing...But after understanding the specific situation, I realized that everything I thought before was wrong."

"Even if it's only a slight difference at first, the erroneous way of thinking that arises from that difference will cause your perception to continually diverge from reality...and the conclusion you ultimately reach will naturally be wrong." Li Yinghui paused briefly after speaking, then smiled. "It's the same with Hao and me. If we don't resolve the misunderstanding, I'm afraid we'll continue to harbor our own misconceptions."

“...Yes, is that so?” Ming Xinxi seemed to have just learned about this.

"Well, after all, it's all in the past, so let's not talk about it anymore."

"Okay... then..." Ming Xinxi suddenly stood up and bowed to Li Yinghui, who was sitting next to her on the chair. "I apologize from the bottom of my heart for the ridiculous things I did before... I'm really sorry. Please forgive me."

"...As much as I want to say it's okay...but in this case, I still have to ask for forgiveness from the person involved. So the person I should apologize to isn't me, but Ahao...and the junior who stopped you in time, I should thank him sincerely."

"...Hmm?" I couldn't help but wonder after seeing this scene.

Why did these two people suddenly mention me? Could it be related to my hand injury?

"That's right..." Ming Xinxi raised her head a little embarrassedly, "Then...then where are they now?"

......................

It seems that not letting them know my whereabouts was the right choice... After seeing such a perfect scene, it’s time for me to hide my achievements and fame and leave here quickly.

"Looks like the conversation is over... Senior, you should be here soon, so I'll take my leave now. Overall, it's a good thing..."

I said, sighing with relief and patting my senior on the shoulder.

"And you've finally resolved the knot that's been in your heart. You don't have to doubt your writing skills anymore. If you want to write a book in the future, I don't mind being your first reader."

I thought I acted relaxed enough, but the senior's expression didn't change at all. He just turned his eyes towards me and nodded slightly.

"I will...if I have the urge to create. You just said you wanted to go back, right? Well, I won't try to keep you...well, there's no point in trying to keep you. So, be careful on the road."

This... looks like something's bothering him. But it doesn't seem like a big deal... I guess that's the case.

"Um...well...I'm leaving then."

No matter what, what happens next is not my business.

....................

I took another detour to the stairwell where Lu Yunzi was, but I didn't see her.

"...Did he just leave?" I guessed.

But given her personality, she definitely wouldn't leave so easily after my provocative words. In other words, she left after we finished our conversation... Well, in that case, there's nothing to worry about.

"Then please let Hui and I talk alone again."

When I was about to leave, I suddenly heard the voice of my senior... I was a little worried, so I looked at the situation. It seemed that the senior was talking to Ming Xinxi, and from his serious expression... it seemed that he really had something to say to Li Yinghui alone.

"That depends on Xiaohui's wishes..."

"Okay...but what are you going to say? Why can't we do it here..."

"..."

The senior didn't respond, but just looked at her quietly.

"Okay, okay, I get it. Don't make that expression." As if she had noticed something, Li Yinghui pretended to stand up and said, "Then let's go talk somewhere else where there's no one."

"Thanks..."

Afterwards, the senior helped Li Yinghui leave.

"I always feel...it's so suspicious..." Ming Xinxi could only complain silently behind the two of them.

"...Huh." He didn't seem to care about anything. "Then... let's go back to playing games."

Looking back, it has been a while since I played games with peace of mind.

. . . . . . . . . . . .

After an unknown amount of time, Li Yinghui, who had left with Sun Hao, reappeared in Ming Xinxi's sight. However, Senior Sun, who had been with her, had disappeared, leaving only Li Yinghui, with an injured leg, slowly approaching Ming Xinxi.

"Ahh, what's going on?"

Seeing this scene, Ming Xinxi quickly got up and rushed to Xiaohui, then supported her.

"Where's that guy? Didn't he go with you to talk about something? Why is there no sign of him at this time..."

"It doesn't matter... He, he also has his own reasons." Without giving a precise explanation, Li Yinghui responded vaguely to Xiao Qian's question.

"What happened?"

Ming Xinxi always felt that Li Yinghui was being bullied, so she was very dissatisfied at the moment.

"...It's nothing, it's just that the conversation just now made me understand something." However, Li Yinghui's expression did not show any sadness, but instead a sense of relief. "He really hasn't changed. He's still that gentle and slightly cowardly guy."

"...Hmm? What's going on? Tell me about it..." After hearing this, Ming Xinxi's curiosity became even stronger.

"Hmm, he's a person..." Li Yinghui opened her mouth as if to say something, but suddenly stopped, "What's going on? I really can't tell anyone~"

As he spoke, he showed a hearty smile.

"Damn it, are you kidding me?"

"No, no... I just think it's better to keep things to yourself."

“I always feel so concerned…”

"Okay, okay, stop worrying about this and tell me what we want to eat tonight."

"Oh... let me think..."

"Then let's go to the nearby supermarket later."

"Oh~ Now that I mention it, I feel hungry..."

"Hold me tight, don't get so excited."

"Then tell me what was said."

"Don't even think about it..."

Before they knew it, the relationship between the two of them seemed to be no different from before. However, the changes behind this, the changes that their relationship had undergone, perhaps only they themselves could understand.

"Hey, come to think of it, there's still a lot of summer vacation left."

When Li Yinghui was selecting ingredients, she suddenly mentioned this to Ming Xinxi who was standing beside her.

"...Yes, that's right." Ming Xinxi, feeling that there was something behind her words, silently put the snacks she had just picked up back on the shelf.

"Well, then let's enjoy it from now on."

Although I want him to have a good time with me the most, I still have to wait for a while.

This is also the agreement between him and me.

...................

【Class. Conclusion】

"What exactly do you want to say? Hmm..."

Before she could react, Li Yinghui received a hug from Senior Sun.

When she realized she was leaning against his not-so-strong chest, Li Yinghui felt shy for the first time in her interaction with Senior Sun. She had thought this guy would remain inert, but now he had made such an incredible move.

Should I say I'm happy? But if I'm happy about something like this, then compared to other couples... it's really pathetic.

"What happened? Why so sudden?"

"I don't know... I feel like I'm a cunning guy. I feel like I'm enjoying happiness that doesn't belong to me."

"...Why do you say that?"