I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

Although he is an uneducated guy, Xingsi has an inexplicable sense of closeness to him. Later he found out that this guy's last name and first name both appeared in Kamen Rider.

[The first Kamen Rider: Hongo Takeshi, the second Kamen Rider: Ichimonji Hayato]

"Where is your sweetheart..."

Before I even started explaining, the other boys started complaining.

"Ah, it's so nice... to have a cute childhood sweetheart."

"This guy is so ungrateful that he doesn't even know how lucky he is."

"The country owes me a childhood sweetheart!"

"Hey, where did you hear this joke?..."

Faced with the class that suddenly became chaotic, Xingsi still walked to his seat calmly.

"Yuko..."

How do you really view her...

【six】

..............

【Flame Dragon Fang Shattering Strike! 】

With a loud bang, the boss was finally defeated by Beidou.

"Come out...Come out...The equipment I've always dreamed of..."

With a flash of light, orange light radiated from where the boos disappeared.

"Kita! (It's coming!) It's the color of miracles!"

Beidou roared excitedly and quickly rushed towards the equipment in the light.

At this moment, the room suddenly fell into darkness.

power cut.

"Nani!!!"

【Seven】

.................

"Is that why you're so lost?"

Yuko asked Xingsi beside her.

"Yeah... I finally managed to type it out... but why did the power go out at this exact moment?"

"I don't know..." Yuko looked at the sky quietly.

"The stars are so bright today. Is it because there is no moon?" asked Yuko.

"Yeah... After all, the moon's light is too dazzling. Compared to it, the light of the stars is simply... too weak."

For some reason, Xingsi suddenly remembered himself.

Compared to Yuko next to me, I still look so dull...

"When will I be able to be so dazzling..."

Xingsi said softly.

"Hmm? What?"

"No... nothing..." Xingsi also looked up at the night sky.

【Eight】

"Xiaoxing, your grades are so bad again..."

Yuko looked at Xingsi's report card with some familiarity.

“Give it back to me…”

Xingsi just said this and didn't reach out to grab it.

"Well, why don't I teach you, Xiaoxing? After all, we..."

"No thanks." Xingsi seemed to have touched a nerve, "I won't touch games again."

As he said that, he took the report card from Yuko's hand.

【nine】

.................

During the first few days, there were still noises coming from the window, but Xingji ignored it and looked at the textbook that he couldn't understand no matter how hard he tried.

"hateful..."

Xingji threw away the book and lay flat on the bed.

"I'm really unlucky..."

【ten】

...................

"Hey... What's wrong with Xingji lately? He doesn't fall asleep or stare blankly in class. He's really listening..."

"Yeah, I also wonder if he was provoked by something... Did he have a fight with Yuko or something?"

"impossible..."

"It's possible. I didn't see them going to school together today, and Yuko-chan looked sad for the first time. But she's still cute."

"So, we still have a chance?"

"Don't let your imagination run wild... I heard that Yuko..."

【eleven】

...................

I haven't heard the sound of the window opening for many days.

And it seems that Yukiko has not been in contact with her. Even though they are in the same school, they don't meet often.

"That's all right..."

Xingsi thought so and started on his way home.

However, when approaching home, I suddenly found that there were a lot of furniture piled up in front of Yuko's house.

"Ugh?"

Xingsi was inexplicably panicked and quickly ran to Yuko's house and looked at the door number, but the door number was no longer "Xing", but "Takagi".

Yuko...moved?

【twelve】

"Oh, I thought you already knew. Otherwise, why have you been working so hard lately... I thought you and Yuko had made an appointment to get into the same university."

Xingsi's mother asked Xingsi in surprise.

"...Damn...I only just realized it now..."

For a moment, Xingsi felt a little regretful.

【Thirteen】

As it turned out, it was useless for the unlucky Xingsi to study hard. He failed to get into a decent university and had to try to find a job. Of course, Yuko had not been in contact for a long time, and Xingsi would occasionally log in to check out that game, but that name never appeared among his online friends.

"How unfortunate..."

For three years, this sentence filled with countless helplessness has become Xingsi's catchphrase.

...................

【fourteen】

"Take care, Mr. Kanda."

"Okay...bye."

Finally found a job that could barely support myself.

After that, he would have to find odd jobs elsewhere to pay the rent.

Of course, such a life would be tiring, but for an unfortunate guy like me, this is fate.

"worn out..."

Xingji sprawled out on the bed.

"Okay... I still have a few hours to rest. The job I found today is the night shift, so I need to go to sleep quickly..."

He muttered to himself and closed his eyes.

"dong dong dong"

There was a knock on the door, but it suddenly made Xingsi excited.

Because this way of knocking on the door was surprisingly very familiar to me.

"No way..."

Seiji eagerly ran to the door and opened it.

The person in front of me was Yuko, whom I hadn't seen for several years.

"You...why?"

"Because I'm looking for you."

...........

【fifteen】

It turns out...you are my greatest luck.

........ . . . . . .

OK, OK, OK!

It’s a very cliché story, but the meaning is very important... because I successfully gave you a lot of dog food!

Hahaha! I'm asking you to urge me to update! Urge me! Urge me! Dog food tastes pretty good, right?

You don't have girlfriends, do you? You don't have a beautiful childhood sweetheart you grew up with? Hahahaha! Haha...ha...ha...wu ...

So... that's it, I'm going to cry for a while, and no one can stop me, unless a beautiful female sister kisses and hugs me.

cough cough.

Incidentally, this Mid-Autumn Festival happens to be my birthday, which is quite impressive just to think about...

I don’t want to say much more about this extra chapter. That’s all I can say about how well it’s written. Thank you all for your support.

If you want to complain, just complain...

A potentially exciting extra chapter

【Extra Chapter】 This is just an extra chapter, tentatively titled "Wind and Cloud Wushuang"

"Yanzi, come here!"

The voice of my bad friend Haokong came from the headphones.

"Got it." I answered simply and controlled the character to walk into the bushes.

Okay, okay...success or failure depends on this one move.

If I win this promotion match, I will be a diamond...

"Now is the time, ultimate move!"