I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

Phew, calm down, calm down.

"Ahem," I tried to organize my words, and then asked Rin Quanchuan: "Is President Rin's home far away?"

"Um?"

Linquanchuan, who was walking side by side with me on my left, seemed to be surprised by my sudden question and was stunned for a moment before answering me:

"Yeah, it's a bit far, so there's usually a car to pick me up."

So this is ah.

In that case, there is nothing to worry about. All we have to do next is send Yehui home.

"Is there something wrong? Do you want to come to my house? Oh my, really..."

Rinquanchuan was in the middle of his usual sharp words towards me when he suddenly stopped.

Well... after all, Ye Hui is still here.

"I don't want to go to your house, I'm just a little worried about your safety on the way home... But since you have a special car to pick you up, I don't have anything to worry about."

"Oh, I see." Rinquanchuan responded lightly and fell silent.

Yehui didn't say anything along the way, so the three of us walked quietly to the front of the school.

There was an expensive-looking car waiting for Rinquanchuan.

"Goodbye." I waved to Rinquanchuan's back.

"See you tomorrow, Xiao Lin!" Ye Hui also said goodbye to Lin Quanchuan.

However, Rinquanchuan did not react, but just walked towards the car silently.

..................................

So Yehui and I walked home together.

I must have been excited and happy to go home from school with a beautiful girl.

"Hey, Sheji." Ye Hui spoke first.

"Hmm? What's wrong?"

"Xiao Lin is a very nice person." She said.

I know, I understand very well.

But I didn't say anything.

"But she doesn't seem to like me very much."

Ye Hui smiled, seeming a little helpless.

"I don't think so," I shook my head. "Rinquan...President Rin is just a little shy. She'll get better after spending more time with strangers. It's not that you're disliked."

"That's it."

"Ah."

However, I felt a little uneasy.

It’s like there are two stores selling the same products, and because I chose one, I don’t dare to face the owner of the other store.

Although the metaphor is not very appropriate, I do feel a little uneasy.

As for the reason, it was probably because he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when Rinquanchuan said that someone would pick him up.

Since the reason is unclear, I feel a little guilty.

It's really unreasonable to blame myself.

"...Hey, Sheji." Ye Hui suddenly said to me.

"You actually care about Rinsen River, right?"

Huh? Is that so? No! You must be joking! That kind of guy... well... when I think about it, it seems...

"You agree by not saying anything?"

"......" Although he wanted to speak, he didn't say anything in the end.

Well, let's just leave it at that for now. I know Ye Hui isn't the type to overthink things.

"That's right, Rin-chan is quite worrying. Even though she seems indifferent to others, she's not a hard-hearted person, right?"

After saying that, he looked at me, as if expecting me to give a positive answer.

"Yes."

That's the truth, I have nothing to add.

"Sheji actually wants to send her home, right?"

"No." I denied it decisively and shook my head firmly.

I really don't have this idea, but if Ye Hui has the same reason, I will also accompany her home, but it is definitely not because I want to achieve a certain purpose, but out of a sense of responsibility... although the meaning of this sense of responsibility is unclear.

"Is that so..." Ye Hui was silent for a while, as if thinking about something.

It seems like he's already caring about Rinquanchuan as a friend? Should I say congratulations?

"Rin, you and I should have a good relationship in the club, right?"

"Yes."

When answering, I couldn't help but think of her sharp tongue.

"Sheji, if it were you, what would you think when your good friend played with a stranger and you couldn't intervene at all? How would you feel?"

After saying this, Ye Hui didn't look at me, but continued walking silently.

I should probably let myself think about it.

...Is that so...

"Thank you, I know what to do now."

"Yeah." Ye Hui nodded. "That's right, do what you think is right."

"what."

Looks like there are some things I have to do tomorrow.

...................................

It was still an ordinary day.

Enter the classroom as usual.

As usual, I watched the class gradually fill up with people.

As usual, I ignored Liu Yan's meaningless remarks.

As usual, he didn't even glance at the Rinsen River on his right.

Everything is the same as usual.

Everything is very different from usual.

Suddenly I felt that time was passing so slowly, because I had something to say; because I was looking forward to the result; because that time had not yet arrived.

All I have to do is say something to Rinquanchuan, something that is both important and worthless.

This is the choice I made.

............After school............

Unlike usual, I didn't wait until everyone in the classroom had left and then stayed in my seat. Instead, I waited until Rinquanchuan left, and then I picked up my bag that I had packed long ago and left after assuming that she had arrived at the club.

He couldn't help but quicken his pace.

For some reason, my heart started beating very fast the moment I arrived at the club entrance.

Inhale and push the door.

Without a trace of hesitation.

Rinquanchuan was still sitting in his seat, apparently preparing to make tea.

She seemed to be surprised that I would come to the club so soon.

I checked and found that Lingcan was not in the activity room.

"Hey, President Rinizumikawa," I started.

"Huh?" She looked at me in confusion.

"Would you like me to go home with you today?"

It is just such a simple sentence, but it has already made my position clear and is better than any long speech.

Rinquanchuan seemed to understand the meaning of my words. After a moment of hesitation, he said something similar:

"Oh no, no."

Well, the expected answer.

However, this is exactly the answer I was hoping for.

I guess I didn’t choose the wrong option.

arrogance

Guilt is a self-determination based on one's own behavior. The key lies in one's inner resilience and ability to reflect on oneself. To put it bluntly, the thicker one's skin, the weaker one's sense of guilt, and vice versa.

In short, guilt is self-determined.

However, the world's standard for measuring guilt and innocence is based mainly on the opinions of the majority.

Rules that are accepted by the majority become the standard.

Even though I don't have any awareness of it, my actions are being watched by others, and they must be measuring me by their own standards, right?

Now, please take a look at what sins I have committed in the eyes of others.

Episode 10 [Seven Deadly Sins] Pride

Although he is called a junior, Yi Sheji is indeed an arrogant guy.

That’s pretty much the impression I left on Senior Lu Yunzi.

This impression probably came about because I rejected my senior's invitation to join the club without any hesitation for the first time... I don't have any feelings about it. After all, the rejection was too direct, and it was inevitable that it would leave a bad impression on the person I met for the first time.

Anyway, there won't be any contact in the future, so this level of first impression doesn't matter.

That’s what I thought at the time.

...................................

Even though I received a rejection-like answer from Rinsenkawa, I still felt at ease.

Because this answer shows that Rinquanchuan's mentality has returned to its original state. No matter what, it should be said that it is a good thing.

At this time the door was opened, and it was Ling Shen.

"Hey, Useless Knight, someone's looking for you outside. It seems to be your senior."

She said, pointing to the door.

Senior...I guess he wants to discuss their club's affairs with me again.

Thinking this, I went out.

In addition to the seniors, there are also senior Lu Yunzi and senior Jia Lidu... It seems that their actions are really unified.

"Hey, long time no see." A greeting from a senior.

Actually, it didn’t take long.

"Hello, Junior Yi, how are you getting along with the girls?" Greetings from Senior Jia.

"It's okay..." he responded helplessly.

"Your script is very well written. We've all read it." The senior paused. "Although I've asked before, I still want to confirm. Do you want to join our club?"