I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

"Then... then there's nothing we can do... [Taimu] left it at the altar, it's locked. I'll go with you to get it..."

As he said this, he was about to stand up.

"Don't bother." He stretched. "Just tell me where the altar is."

.......【altar】.......

The mysterious man looked around and came to a location.

“Here…”

He muttered to himself, and then his bandaged right hand began to glow blue.

"The resonance is so strong...it seems to be a divine object..."

As he spoke, he hammered the ground with his right hand. The surface of the altar quickly cracked, and the debris flew in all directions. The mysterious man had already taken the sacred object [Taimu] in his hand.

"It seems...that day isn't far off..."

As he spoke, he put the not very big golden ring-shaped object, which was the divine object [Taimu], on his right hand. Then, after emitting a strong light, the object seemed to disappear. Then, the arm that was originally shining with blue light became warmer.

At the moment when [Taimu] disappeared, the mysterious man's originally gray hair became lighter and began to approach white.

"Ah..."

The man looked up at the sky, wondering what he was thinking.

After a moment, he snapped his fingers, rushed into the sky at incredible speed, and disappeared.

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Episode 1

Some people say that this world was created by God, while others say that this world was formed naturally.

But I still prefer to believe that this world was created by God.

Because it is created, it is acceptable to have some shortcomings.

The people around me are always marveling at the beauty of the world, but I don’t feel it at all.

What is the sky, what is the stream, what is the light, what is beauty... I have absolutely no way of feeling it.

The unfair God seemed to have forgotten to give me the right to see his other masterpieces when he created me.

So, how can I, who cannot observe this world, think that this world is beautiful?

Chapter 1: A World Without Beauty

"Good morning..."

I woke up and quickly got up and said hello to the person next to me.

In fact, there is no difference between day and night for me who is blind, except that the day is noisier.

"Um..."

A slightly hoarse voice came from my ear, and it seemed that the voice was still half asleep and half awake.

My father, as the rest of the town called him...waste of money.

Apart from three meals a day, he uses his spare money to drink, and after drinking, he lies down at home to sleep. To others, he seems to be a waste.

In my opinion, this is already very good, because this way he won't run around, and it is enough for him to stay by my side. Although he may not say a few words to me in a month, this is enough... After all, he is my only relative.

Maybe this is the greatest luck I have ever had...

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This is a small town in the east of the Safi continent, belonging to the [Teliya] Empire, called [Soya].

Due to our unique location, all kinds of travelers pass through our town, stopping briefly before heading off to their destinations. Therefore, there are many hotels here, and the residents generally have high incomes.

But these have nothing to do with me. My family’s only source of income is from me begging on the street.

I had no choice but to do this. If I could see, how could I, with all my limbs intact, be willing to take other people's things for free?

There's no point saying this now...

He groped his way to the spot where he had always been and placed an empty bowl there.

Waiting for the sound of coins falling, and then saying a "thank you very much" that I don't know if it comes from the heart... This kind of thing will probably continue forever... I don't expect to change anything. After all, it's already like this, what else can I change...

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"Kang Dang"

A familiar voice sounded.

"Thank you very much," I said reflexively, but all I got was a bunch of chuckles.

Heh... a prank?... those same guys...

Thinking of this, I reached for my bowl.

But I found nothing...

"Hey, are you looking for this?"

Just as I was wondering, a sound rang out, accompanied by the "rustling" sound that only comes from shaking the coins in the bowl.

Damn it, he’s just a little kid... Even though I’m a little kid too... I still think they’re very disrespectful.

"Give it back to me." My tone couldn't help but become a little cold.

"Wow, that's really scary."

"Yes, it's really scary." "Who are you trying to scare?"

As I was speaking, it felt like someone hit me on the head.

"Heh..." Because I didn't know where they were, I could only rub my head which was hurt by the hit.

"What are you going to do..."

"Nothing, you seem too relaxed, so I just came to play with you."

"Yeah, you've been sitting here for so long, you should at least move around." "That's right, we'll come and play with you."

Hehe...you're just teasing me...

The more anxious I get at times like this, the more they'll get irritated, and the more they'll play tricks on me. So, acting nonchalant is the only way to make them lose interest.

Don't ask me why I know.

"It's such an honor to play with you all, but I can't see, so I'm afraid I can't play with you..."

"What does it matter? It's just that you're blind so you can play this game."

Tsk...what an uneducated fellow...

"Come on, the game is easy." "Yeah, it's easy."

"We've put your broken bowl in a place. You have to follow our instructions to find it."

"So you have to listen to our instructions." "Are you ready?"

...these three guys definitely won't tell me the truth, however, the money...

"I'm ready..."

As I said this, I stood up.

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"Left...a little more to the left, haha."

"It's obviously the right side. Don't talk nonsense. Listen to me and go right."

"They are all giving blind orders, but they are actually behind you."

They seemed to be enjoying themselves, laughing and giving instructions that were definitely fake.

However, after I took a few steps according to their instructions, I didn't want to move anymore. I had had enough.

"Why aren't you moving?"

"Yeah, hurry up." "You don't want your bowl anymore? Huh?"

They seemed very unhappy.

"Hey, you guys have messed with me a few times, right?"

I ignored their urging and told them, and they seemed stunned by my words.

"Huh? Why are you asking that?" "Yeah." "It's inexplicable. Are you stupid?"

As I was speaking, I was hit on the head again.

However, I didn't know where I got the courage from, along with the anger, I punched something hard, and then heard a scream, and I felt inexplicably refreshed.

It seems to have hit it.

"You still dare to take action?"

"You blind idiot..."

My head seemed to be hit by a hard object, and judging from the sound of coins scattering afterwards, it was my bowl...haha.

Then I felt a huge pain in my stomach... I think it was a kick. I fell to the ground and curled up to defend against the next attack.

Well, they will leave after the fight, and we can pick up the scattered money then. There is plenty of time anyway.

After you piss them off, you can get rid of them by giving them a beating.

Don't ask me why I know this.

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There is no beauty in this world.

Whether it is humans who claim to be superior or children who are called innocent, they all follow the law of the jungle.

It's so boring... The same scene repeats itself in different forms. I guess this is how I am destined to get along with the world.

If there really is a God, if He really is watching over this world, why wouldn't He change my humble fate?

As my body endured blow after blow, as my senses continued to feel pain, I couldn't help but think this.

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Episode 2

"Baji, baji, baji, baji..."

A very rhythmic chewing sound.

"Hey. Can you spit out your bubble gum?"

He wore a brown mask on his face and had neat short golden hair. When he spoke, the part of his mouth not covered by the mask was curled up, fully expressing his dissatisfaction.

[Disiya.Alisha] [LV.9939] [Swordsman]

"Huh? Me?"

The woman in a brown robe and pink curly hair asked him with a confused look on her face.

[Luole Wendy] [LV.7399] [Priest & Mage]

"Who else could it be if not you? Your smacking noise is so annoying! It's hindering my walking."

Ariska yelled at her.

"Ah... I'm really sorry... but it's really uncivilized to spit bubble gum randomly."

"This is a forest, why worry so much?"

"No, that would disturb the elves..."

The handsome man with long white hair suddenly spoke, and his voice was so moving.

[Sosphia Macbeth] [LV.8409] [Archer]

"Elves...are there elves in this kind of forest?"

"Ah, although it's not a dungeon, there are still elves here. However, the ecosystem is extremely fragile, so even something as minor as spitting can potentially destroy the elf ecosystem here."

"Wow, that's serious... Let's just forget it..."