I, who advocate giving up, feel like a disqualified person

Chapter 3 Closing Remarks and Answers to Some Questions

Chapter 3 closing remarks, haha, I'm just kidding. And answers to some questions.

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Before I give my speech, I would like to tell you something that happened to me, so that you can feel the state in which I write, and also let you see my mother's working style.

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On a sunny but slightly hot morning, I, a painter who works in a school out of town, had almost run out of money on textbooks and miscellaneous painting supplies. I remembered that my mother had said a few days ago that she would transfer the money I had spent, so I asked my roommate to help me find an ATM machine corresponding to my bank card.

It was easy to find it by following the map on my phone. It was just a little far away, but it didn't matter much.

So I put my bank card into the card slot.

Just then, I suddenly realized that I had forgotten my password...Oh my god.

But I still bit the bullet and entered the password based on my memory, and then I succeeded.

The card is locked.

So I shared this good news with my roommate. He was delighted and called me a moron. I was also delighted and even hit him in the face.

So I decided to go to the bank branch to unlock the card, after all, I needed to withdraw money.

After looking at the map, my roommate said it was too far and didn’t want to go with me. Then, as I was directionally challenged, I decided to find the bank by myself.

Fortunately, I could get there by just walking straight, so I didn’t get lost.

I got to the bank and lined up. When it was my turn, I was greeted by a very kind older woman. She asked me what was wrong, and I told her that I had forgotten my password and locked my card.

Then she swiped the card on a machine and asked me to enter the password again.

I entered the password thinking to myself, "I'm sure I'll make a mistake again." Sure enough, I was told that the password was correct.

Although it was a bit awkward, the older sister's kind smile eased my embarrassment, so after thanking her, I went to the ATM next door to withdraw money.

I inserted the card into the card slot, entered the password, and then checked the balance.

"0.00 yuan"

I checked carefully in disbelief to see if I had missed a "1", but no, there was no money on my card.

My first reaction was to check the bank card number I had sent to my mother, because the worst-case scenario was that she had used the wrong card. After verifying that it was correct, I finally understood what was going on.

She didn't send me any money at all.

I actually used an empty bank card to withdraw money and then locked the card, and then went to the bank lobby to unlock the card.

I feel like I'm mentally retarded.

So I was unwilling to give in and sent a text message to my mother to confirm.

So she really didn't give me the money, but promised to give me 1000 yuan tomorrow.

Time flew by, and when the appointed time came and I was about to withdraw the money, I suddenly remembered the lesson from last time. Moreover, I suddenly remembered that I had opened SMS banking, and I should be reminded when I received the money.

Sure enough, my mother's reply was that she was out on business and had no time to transfer money to me. Her bank card was different from mine and she couldn't transfer money... There must be a way to transfer it, but there would be a handling fee.

Then he promised to transfer money to me the next day and asked me in a text message with great concern, "No money for food?"

This sentence shows the greatness of my mother and has given me the idea that I am her biological child.

So I replied with emotion, "Yes, if you don't send me money, I really won't have money to eat," and added, "Hurry up."

After more than ten minutes, I received a reply from my mother.

"Hahaha! This is exactly the effect I want. Otherwise, how would I get any news from you? You only think of your parents when you're hungry."

When I saw this message, my mind was in a mess. When I calmed down, I found that there was a smile on my face... but it was a helpless smile... (distant vision)

The above is what I, the author, encountered...So it is not easy for me to persist in writing.

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You should continue to read the following remarks, because this is just the main story without the plot (laughs)

This is the first time that a chapter has not ended after twenty chapters. Actually, this was planned because according to my plan, this chapter will have about forty chapters... at least thirty chapters. After all, the chapter has not yet been titled, so how could it be finished so soon?

Anyway, please give us your support.

This chapter is still mainly about contradictions. Various kinds of contradictions.

If any story is to be dramatic, it must have contradictions, because contradictions can lead to plots.

It is not difficult for us to encounter contradictions in real life.

It is not difficult to resolve conflicts between yourself and others, but it is difficult to resolve conflicts with people around you.

A reader posed the question: "Three people are walking side by side. You are the person in the middle. As you walk, there is a rock in front of you. The person on the left wants to step over it, and the person on the right wants to step over it. They are arguing with each other. How should you solve this problem?"

At first glance, this situation is laughable... but it's definitely a cryptic statement. It means "Two people around me (probably friends) have a disagreement about how to solve a problem. One advocates a compromise (step over it), and the other advocates a confrontational approach (step over it)."

Logically speaking, if it were me, I wouldn't want to get involved in the conflict between the two of them... After all, it's none of my business, and if I intervene rashly, I might be hated by both of them.

If you want to ask me for a solution, I have two.

One is to kick the stone away.

That is, you try to make the problem disappear, but you will sacrifice some of your own things and may even get hurt.

That’s right, this is the Great Sensei’s usual skill.

The second is to choose whether to cross or step on it.

In fact, according to my idea, it is mediation, both sides take a step forward, the so-called "compromise in everything".

But since mediation is impossible, we have to choose one of the two.

How to choose depends entirely on your inner thoughts.

If you hesitate, you may not even have the chance to choose.

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Speaking of which, two months ago when I told Liu Yan (the prototype) about my contract, he asked me how many consecutive days I had to update to get the bonus.

I answered him a month, and sighed, "It will take a long time."

He answered me, "It's not long. A month goes by quickly. It's just three long breaks."

Now that I think about it, time really flies.

Work hard, it's time to win your first perfect attendance award.

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I usually have no interest in some things, but there are still things that interest me.

Although I don't have much desire to win in terms of ranking, I still try very hard to win when playing LOL.

So, losers are not actually uninterested in anything, but are only interested in things that interest them.

So, everyone has something in common: everyone wants to be recognized and everyone hopes that their efforts will bear fruit. However, reality is often cruel, which is why many people are obsessed with games.

But the game is not fair either, and has rules that are no less strict than reality.

For a long time, people who have never been exposed to games are always willing to believe the information that "being addicted to games is harmful". While they criticize games, they have never thought about why some people are addicted to games, nor have they thought about whether they are addicted to other things.

Games aren't just about killing each other, nor are they mindless. Playing with your brain is what makes them a game.

If reality were worth cherishing, then no one would be addicted to games, right? So, rather than forcing people addicted to gaming to quit, it's better to guide them step by step, allowing them to see the beauty of the world... However, this is ultimately just a fantasy, because people can't understand each other, and there are people who want to get rich by quitting internet addiction... Haha, this is just the tip of the iceberg of contradictions in reality, which are clearly there, but there is no way to solve them.

Because reality cannot be changed, we must change virtual things. This applies not only to games, but also to comics, novels, and anime.

Because of the kind of life you yearn for, you write about that kind of life; because of the kind of story you want to happen, you arrange that kind of story to happen.

This should be the original intention of writing novels.

Looking back, when I wrote my first chapter, I had no idea it would get this far. I guess what's going to happen next is also unpredictable. It would be boring if I could predict it. That's why I look forward to every day, because I never know whether I'll be happy or angry the next moment.

This is life. Although it is a bit bitter, there are also times when it is sweet.

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Regarding the direction of this book...that damn loneliness|conservation is always talking about this and that. If I wasn't familiar with him and I wasn't in another place, I would have beaten him up long ago.

The direction of this book is very good. Readers can just ignore his complaints about the plot. I always lay the groundwork when I write.

Besides the [True Title], there will also be [Easter Eggs?] in the future, using a bird's-eye view to slightly reveal the plot direction. Everyone is welcome to actively guess the plot at the end of this chapter. If you guess correctly, there will be a reward from me~

Verbal praise from the author! Not bad, huh? Guess what!

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Suddenly I remembered the comic "What Makes You Kill" written by Nisio Isin. A theory mentioned in it has always stuck with me.

When it comes to killing, humans have less resistance to killing lower-level arthropods, such as insects, than to killing higher-level vertebrates. This resistance to killing vertebrates, such as fish, is lower than killing higher-level mammals. Then, among mammals, humans always have some resistance to killing animals close to them. For example, it's easier to kill a pig than a dog, which is easier to kill than a monkey. And then there's the issue of killing animals within the same species.

According to this theory, humans actually have a very deep bond with dogs, cats, and the like. In other words, those who kill dogs and cats are not far from committing a crime. Please catch them quickly.

It's a sad thing to say. The dog I raised for several years never came back when I took it out for a walk.

Being sad and angry is of no use. I can only look at the yard where only another dog is left and feel melancholy.

People can arbitrarily control and deprive lives that cannot communicate without thinking about the value of that life.

This is probably the most selfish thing a person can do.

Class activity confirmation

After hanging up the phone, I found that my heart was still beating very fast... Was it because of those words? Now that I think about it, it’s a good thing that Rinquanchuan didn’t hear it, otherwise I might be even more embarrassed now.

Well, this problem has been solved for now. After listening to the advice of the senior, I found that it is not that difficult to solve. As expected, the senior is a senior.

However, we still need to quickly find an event that Rinsenkawa can participate in...

When I came to my senses, I suddenly found my eyes fixed on the notebook where I wrote the lyrics.

Ah, is this the legendary providence?

Chapter 21 Class Activities Confirmed

When I opened my eyes this morning, I found that my current state was very different from usual.

I have an inexplicable urge to get to school quickly...Isn't it inexplicable? I'm probably looking forward to Linquanchuan's appearance...right?

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but shook his head and smiled bitterly.

How is that possible? That guy is so arrogant and sharp-tongued. Wouldn't it be much quieter if he wasn't around? However, this kind of quietness should be a long-lost peace...

I'm a little uncomfortable with this.

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After arriving at the classroom, my eyes unconsciously looked towards Rinsenkawa's position... He was still staring at the book... Even though I hadn't seen him for only a short time, I still missed him so much.

"Good morning."

I said hello to her as I sat down.

"Ah."

His eyes didn't leave the book, and his tone was slightly cold... The original Rinquanchuan is back, and I feel at ease.

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I feel like the restless atmosphere in the class that's been permeating the classroom for a month is getting worse today... No way, could it be that?! That's it, that activity every class has to perform at the cultural exhibition. Is it going to be decided today? I know it's a matter of time... but I still don't want to accept it. Group activities are fine, I can just find a place where no one is around to laze... but this...

"Sheji, according to reliable information, today's class meeting will be used to discuss our class's activities at the cultural exhibition."

Liu Yan was still the same. He turned around and spoke to me excitedly.

Where does this reliable news come from?

"Aha... Okay, what about the cultural exhibition..." I answered him listlessly.

"What kind of activity are you going to suggest? I recommend the maid activity! Wouldn't it be exciting if the girls in the class dressed up as maids and entertained guests?"

"I'm not interested in uniforms..." I replied somewhat dissatisfiedly, "Besides, where does the class get the money to buy maid costumes? You'd better save the money."