My personal opinion on Gensokyo

Therefore, Gu Mingdijue wanted to "compensate" Shang Yang.

All along, Jue always believed that his intention was simply that he didn't want to owe Shang Yang anything.

However, as Jue kept watching him, he slowly discovered that it was not just a simple desire to compensate him for his feelings.

This is not something complicated or difficult to understand.

Gu Mingdijue's feeling towards Shang Yang is one of love.

It was born from many opportunities, and gradually sprouted, grew, and settled into a sincere heart over the long period of nearly a thousand years.

PS1: It turns out that scheduled releases are prone to problems now.

PS2: So I decided to push the emotional progress of other heroines as well.

PS3: These days, it seems like white learning and persecution are what attract the most traffic. I'm thinking of trying it. (Nods)

Volume 6: Miss Jue's Distress Chapter 405

Thinking of this, Gu Mingdi felt a little confused.

I only have the theory. Objectively speaking, this is my first time facing my own relationship and I don't know what to do.

Although she did not understand her love from the beginning, over the hundreds of years, the eldest daughter of Gu Mingdi gradually realized her inner feelings, but she almost never expressed her feelings to Shang Yang.

From this point of view, Miss Jue is more worrying than Miss Ai.

Before meeting Shang Yang, Gu Mingdi felt that he had no wishes.

Because she hated being excluded, she closed the eyes of the monster Jue clan and became unconscious. Her sister has always been a knot in Jue's heart.

I didn't take good care of my sister.

In the past, when he and his younger sister Lianlian were still living in the human world on earth, due to his negligence, his younger sister actually gave up the Eye of Awakening because of the disgust and rejection of the monsters and humans on earth, and denied the existence of the Awakening clan, which were monsters that could read people's hearts.

This is a knot in Jue's heart that he will never be able to let go of.

From then on, Ben was only concerned about his sister's sleep and never thought about his own affairs. He just took care of his sister who was gradually becoming unconscious wholeheartedly and closed his heart.

After leaving the human world on earth and settling in the underworld for hundreds of years, Jue never spoke to other monsters from hell except his sister.

For hundreds of years, the sisters of the Gu Mingdi family have lived in the desolate and lonely other world, living quietly there, leading a solitary life with almost no one disturbing them.

Until, when I met Shang Yang...

He glanced inconspicuously at the young man with gray hair who was leaning close to Ai's ear and whispering comfort to the girl in his arms, and felt complicated.

A thousand years ago, when Jue first met Shang Yang on the banks of the Sanzu River in the other world in search of his sister Lianlian who had run away from home, he was extremely wary of Shang Yang.

Shang Yang not only accurately said the name of Jue, who had lived in seclusion for hundreds of years, in his heart, but also had a deep understanding of his sister Lianlian, who possessed unconscious power.

Jue almost completely believed that Shang Yang was a vicious monster who had set his sights on his sister Lianlian. At that time, he almost took action immediately and killed the evil-minded Shang Yang on the banks of the Sanzu River...

What made Jue even more panicked at that time was that as his mind-reading ability continued to work, Jue actually read Shang Yang's thoughts and saw the future of the sisters...

...The scene of her panic at that time has become a shameful black history that Miss Jue cannot bear to mention.

Afterwards, Shang Yang never dared to mention this matter in front of Jue again, for fear that Miss Jue, who would be so embarrassed that she would explode, would kill him on the spot...

At that time, Shang Yang, who had gone out to search for the Yama of the otherworldly underworld, accidentally ran into Miss Komeiji Kaku, whom he was very familiar with, by the Sanzu River. Seeing that the vague memories he subconsciously recalled had made the lavender-haired girl in front of him extremely panicked, he immediately released his consciousness to the lavender-haired girl, allowing the girl with the ability to read his mind to read all his memories...

She shook her head to let these confused thoughts dissipate from her mind, and the girl with lavender hair felt a little depressed.

It’s not that he was worried or unwilling to reveal his feelings to Shang Yang. In fact, this matter was not up to Jue to decide.

Jue and Shang Yang are connected through the bridge of mind, and it is difficult for either of them to hide anything from the other.

Even if you deliberately tell yourself not to think about it, your secret thoughts will occasionally be revealed to the other person unconsciously.

I've gotten used to it a long time ago.

This is not something worth hiding.

Hundreds of years ago, almost when Jue understood his true feelings, Shang Yang also knew Jue's feelings.

However, Jue never clearly expressed her feelings to Shang Yang, and Shang Yang pretended to know nothing about it.

Jue and Shang Yang, who were in sync with each other, also chose to wait for an opportunity.

Waiting for the most suitable opportunity to express this feeling.

This is the desire of awakening.

but……

Looking at the girl who, even after hearing Shang Yang's comfort, still cuddled in Shang Yang's arms, too shy to see her love, Miss Jue sighed softly.

For fifty years, although a certain witch had never visited Yunzhongting Hot Spring Villa, she had indeed influenced the girls there.

...It's not that I'm jealous of her, but looking at that shrine maiden, she was a little unsure about what to do in her first love experience, so she wanted to "take it step by step." Jue, who had never expressed his feelings for hundreds of years, had been confused and self-doubting for the past fifty years.

"Should I...shouldn't I continue to insist on these 'rituals' that seem to be asking for trouble..."

Recently, Miss Jue often falls into these vague troubles.

What happened a few days ago made Jue feel more and more distressed and troubled.

That happened a few days ago when Shang Yang went to look for the witch who had sadly passed away fifty years ago because of his way of doing things.

As if to make "compensation" for the witch who had passed away regretfully in the past, Shang Yang deliberately withdrew all his power in the face of the resentful witch, knowing that the witch who had returned to the human world still deeply resented him.

Afterwards, Shang Yang, who was stabbed by two magic-destroying arrows, did not deal with the two magic-destroying arrows because he needed to come back to deal with other things. Instead, he went straight back to Yunzhongting Hot Spring Villa.

That was the scene that appeared in front of Miss Jue a few days ago.

It is normal that Shang Yang did not care about this matter. For Shang Yang, who will never die, the Demon-Breaking Arrow can only bring some pain to his body, but cannot really hurt Shang Yang.

Logically speaking, Jue shouldn't care about this matter.

After all, it was indeed Shang Yang's responsibility, and it was normal to be resented and retaliated against.

But, somehow, when she saw the young man with gray hair standing outside the door, whose heart and abdomen were pierced by the sharp magic-breaking arrow, but who still looked calm and composed, Miss Jue suddenly felt very angry.

It was an almost uncontrollable rage.

Therefore, Jue, who seemed not to care about Shang Yang's two complaints at that time, seemed to be completely controlled by the anger and showed a "bad" and indifferent attitude that surprised Jue himself afterwards.

Although Shang Yang had keenly sensed the anger hidden behind Jue's surprisingly indifferent attitude and had not provoked him any further, and Jue had quickly adjusted his mood and calmed down, the unknown emotions that lingered from that time had been causing him some distress in recent days...

He sighed softly again and temporarily gave up his self-inflicted discomfort.

After quietly conveying to Shang Yang, "I'll let you go this time," Jue glanced at the TV screen to distract himself. Five hundred years later, Kagome Higurashi was still in a cafe on a bustling commercial street in modern Tokyo, "dating" the short-brown-haired Hojo classmate.

However, according to the notes of the ancestors of that Hojo classmate, Higurashi Kagome may not end up with Inuyasha as in the "original work", but instead marry an unidentified powerful person in the Warring States period, and may even become the concubine of Shangyang, the human incarnation of Shangyang. Komeiji Kaku, who had only read the history of the Japanese Warring States period five hundred years later with Shangyang, was also a little surprised by this.

"...Theoretically, Higurashi Kagome, who left no notable trace in Warring States history, would not have come into contact with the daimyo of the Warring States period, let alone anything that would have happened to 'Shangyang', who is currently in Kiyosu Castle in Owari Province and has not yet traveled to Kyoto with Oda Nobuna, the princess of the Owari Oda clan."

Thinking this way, Gu Mingji Jue frowned slightly.

"…While it's difficult to completely deny the existence of a 'human merchant sheep', I won't be interacting with Kagome Higurashi, who has returned to the Warring States Period."

Five hundred years later, Japanese history books recorded that the historical figure "Shoyo" who was called "Kirara Shoyo-kun" by Hojo, a classmate who had a crush on Higurashi Kagome, was described in history as an "elegant person" who liked pretty girls.

During his life, he had romantic relationships with many noble ladies, princesses, daimyo, and young samurai girls. He is an elegant person in Japanese history books who can be compared with the "Genji" of the Heian period.

Just as The Tale of Genji, written by Murasaki Shikibu in the Heian period with Genji as the protagonist, has been passed down to this day, The Tale of Konyabu, written after the end of the Warring States period with Kira Shoyo as the protagonist, has also been circulated in modern Japan five hundred years later, depicting a beautiful story that makes countless young girls envy and fantasize about it.

PS1: There will be additional chapters updated later.

PS2: I feel it’s better to post as you write occasionally, as scheduled posting is somewhat unreliable.

Volume 6: Thoughts Across Time and Space: Chapter 406: Higurashi Kagome's Anxiety

It is precisely because "Kira Shoyo" has such a high reputation in the history and literature of later generations that Kagome Higurashi, who is not very familiar with history, will think of "Kira Shoyo" when she first comes to the Warring States Period and hears Grandma Kaede of Maple Village talk about the ancient monster "Shangyang".

Although due to the difference in personality, it was difficult for Komeiji Kakui to regard the "human Shang Yang" as the other side of the Shang Yang she loved, but Miss Komeiji Kakui, who loved reading, felt a pain in her temples when she read the stories of the noble ladies, princesses, and young samurai girls who had a romantic relationship with "Shang Yang" and later became his concubines in history books, and did not take the initiative to read this part.

By the way, although Miss Jue, who likes Shang Yang, doesn't care too much about the future relationship between Shang Yang and the girls in the hot spring villa, after roughly reading the "Human Shang Yang" recorded in history books five hundred years later, Miss Jue feels from the bottom of her heart that it is great that the Shang Yang she likes is not like that philandering human who has improper relationships with many girls.

"...However, it's difficult for Higurashi Kagome to come into contact with the daimyo and samurai of the Warring States Period. Although it's not certain that the 'human merchant sheep' will have any contact with Higurashi Kagome who returned to the Warring States Period."

"Perhaps there are some discrepancies in the records of Hojo's ancestors regarding Kagome Higurashi. Perhaps..."

Recalling the misunderstanding in the "original work" because this Hojo classmate's ancestor Hojo Akimi failed in his pursuit of Kagome Higurashi who returned to the Warring States Period, and arbitrarily changed the name of his wife who he met later to "Kagome", Miss Jue found it difficult to trust the accuracy of the notes of the Hojo family's ancestors.

"...Perhaps, as Hojo Akizumi noted, Kagome Higurashi was indeed unable to be with Inuyasha, but for some reason, she married someone from the Warring States Period."

Shang Yang, who used the bridge of mind to perceive Jue's thoughts, also conveyed his thoughts to Jue.

"If that's the case, it's going to be difficult to handle."

"...That's right."

Sensing Shang Yang's concern, Gu Mingdijue also felt a little worried.

"Although the love between Kagome Higurashi and Inuyasha stems from their own hearts, the future of Kagome Higurashi and Inuyasha living together in the Warring States Period is still a 'fate' determined by the cause and effect of history."

"If this outcome has changed, perhaps it's because you caused Kikyo's life to deviate from its destiny, causing the original structure of all historical cause and effect during the Warring States period to be significantly altered."

Five hundred years later, in a cafe somewhere in the bustling commercial street of modern Tokyo, Japan.

"Inuyasha... doesn't care about me..."

After learning about her "future" from Hojo, Kagome Higurashi became more and more lost. She was completely immersed in the feeling of loss that Inuyasha, whom she cared about, did not care about her and allowed herself to be taken away by others.

Of course, Kagome, who was immersed in such a depressed mood, did not realize that her heart had subconsciously admitted the fact that she had a crush on Inuyasha, the arrogant guy.

"...Hojo-san."

When the kind-hearted Hojo classmate with short brown hair and a charming personality, who was sitting opposite Higurashi Kagome, felt at a loss in front of the girl who had a crush on her but was extremely lonely for some reason, Higurashi Kagome barely suppressed her disappointment and asked softly, seemingly not caring.

"Why didn't that miko, Ms. Li, end up with that dog-like half-demon?"

Barely suppressing the desire to ask Hojo-san, "Why didn't that Inuyasha stop me from being taken away?", Kagome Higurashi continued to ask calmly.

"That miko, Ms. Li, is in love with the silver-haired dog-like half-demon who travels with her, right?"

"Uh, I don't quite understand this..."

Seeing that Kagome seemed to have returned to her normal attitude, Hojo, who finally breathed a sigh of relief, scratched the back of his head in distress.

"To be honest, Higurashi-kun, when I first read this story in the notes of our ancestor, I felt the same confusion as Higurashi-kun. I was puzzled as to why that beautiful miko, Ms. Kagami, couldn't end up with the person she loved."

"The notes of our ancestor, Hojo Akimi-sama, don't seem to record the reason for this incident."

Having said that, Hojo-san thought for a moment and hesitated.

"...But I do have a guess."

"In the notebook of our ancestor, Hojo Akimi-sama, 'Akimi-sama's Chronicles,' there's a considerable amount of space devoted to Akimi-sama's youthful travels to the Eastern Kingdom. It seems that Akimi-sama deeply cherished those early years, and so, in the subsequent chapters of 'Akimi-sama's Chronicles,' he embarked on a career as a samurai, serving His Highness Nobuna and Lord Shoyo for many years. Because of his devotion to duty, Lord Shoyo granted him the title of Land and Travel."

"After peace was restored to the world, our aging ancestor, Hojo Akimori-sama, diligently searched the eastern kingdom for the last traces of the shrine maiden, Ms. Li, the silver-haired dog-like half-demon, and the eccentric, lecherous wizard."

"Although the results were modest, the ancestor did learn about their later lives, such as the fact that the shrine maiden, Miss Li, eventually married a prominent figure in Kyoto. This was something the elderly ancestor, Master Qiushi, learned during this search."

"Our ancestors also recorded the subsequent deeds of the other mages and others, but strangely, none of these subsequent records contain any description of the dog-like half-demon with long silver-white hair and a strange broadsword in hand."

"Higurashi-san, I suspect it's because that dog-like half-demon died shortly after our young ancestor, Akishima-sama, parted ways with the miko, Ms. Li, and her companions..."

After hesitating for a long time, the kind-hearted Hojo classmate still did not say the three words "dead".

However, there was no need for him to say this. Kagome Higurashi, who was once again at a loss because of the facts revealed by Hojo, muttered to herself in a daze.

"...something happened shortly after we parted. Perhaps he's dead..."

Thinking of this possibility, Kagome Higurashi instantly recalled the terrible wound on her abdomen when Inuyasha pushed her into the Bone-Eating Well a few days ago, and thick blood oozed out...

"Inuyasha's injury hasn't healed yet..."

"No, it's not just that. Or, maybe it's because of this incident that Inuyasha..."

"Perhaps, Inuyasha is about to die now..."

Because her mind was in a state of confusion, Kagome was becoming more and more delusional, scaring herself, and biting her cherry lips lightly with her pearly teeth.

No, you can't!

I, I want to go back to the Warring States Period! I don't want Inuyasha to die!

Having made up her mind, Kagome Higurashi no longer cared about the date in front of her. She grabbed her bag and apologized to the completely stunned Hojo classmate with an anxious look on her face.

"Sorry, I'm sorry! Hojo-kun! Let's make a date next time! See you next time!!!"