Just a magical girl who picks up trash

Qian Xin is not much worse than her in this regard. It is more like because of their relationship in the 'previous life', she may be able to develop more system functions than herself. However, it is obviously surprising that she lives so simply under such circumstances.

Of course, Zhao Yingcao didn't ask much about these things. Everyone has their own living habits. She just took a look and didn't think much about it. Qian Xin, on the other hand, seemed not to care. He opened the door and walked to the windowsill to sit down. He took out a can of beer and opened it to drink.

Of course, he hadn't thought of giving Zhao Ying a can of grass. He just looked at the other party, indicating that he could say anything.

Zhao Yingcao was obviously used to this kind of attitude that was obviously cold and a little bit unwelcome, so she didn't care too much about it. Therefore, Zhao Yingcao just found a place to sit down casually. She didn't beat around the bush and said directly to the point, as was her character:

"You want to pursue Ming Chuo?"

Beneath the calm words, when the two words 'Ming Chuo' fell into Qian Xin's ears, the girl couldn't help but be stunned. The beer in her hand paused for a moment, and then she put it down as if nothing had happened, but her body tensed up slightly.

Zhao Yingcao and Ming Chuo have only met once. According to the plot, when Ming Chuo came to the base this time, he should have been able to create some sparks with Zhao Yingcao, but they missed it because of her. Therefore, in Qian Xin's memory, the relationship between the two should be just a one-time encounter.

Although Ming Chuo has shown some interest in Zhao Yingcao, Qian Xin couldn't say much about it. After all, this kind of thing is really hard to say. But as for Zhao Yingcao... the other party obviously didn't have a high impression of him when they first met, so why did he suddenly bring it up now?

Thousands of thoughts flashed through his mind, and he finally opened his mouth but did not deny his feelings:

"Yes, love at first sight. Any objections?"

Qian Xin didn't know that her biggest secret had been discovered while she was sleeping, and naturally she didn't know that Zhao Yingcao already knew about her rebirth. The other party suddenly asked this question at this time. Maybe it was because she was too excited when they first met?

She thought in her heart and answered like this, but after she said this, what she got in return was Zhao Yingcao's fixed gaze on her.

"..."

The sudden gaze made it difficult for people to react in time, and when Qian Xin came to his senses, he was directly... scared by this gaze.

Yes, it was this kind of look. I suddenly remembered that in my previous life, the other person looked at me with this kind of eyes.

There was no joy or sadness in his eyes, as if there were no emotions at all, but he inexplicably gave people a chill from the heart, and more of a feeling as if the whole soul was trembling.

This feeling scared her, and coupled with the psychological pressure of Zhao Yingcao, she had the illusion that she was about to collapse.

"You...why are you looking at me like that?"

He couldn't help but speak, but his voice was filled with fear and trembling that he could hardly suppress. Perhaps he noticed that Qian Xin's reaction at that moment was a little bit wrong, Zhao Yingcao frowned slightly, but the little bit of popularity between his brows finally made Qian Xin relax instantly.

This psychological shadow... is it really so big?

At this moment, recalling how he had just glared and pressed the button, Qian Xin felt his heart filled with depression and even a hint of despair.

Am I really going to have to live under the other person's shadow for the rest of my life?

Having experienced the past life, I understand very well what it is like for a psychic to reach the later stage. Although it is not as serious as the inner demons described in the novels about cultivating immortals, there is no doubt that psychological trauma and psychological shadows will plant insurmountable obstacles on the road to becoming a high-level psychic in the future.

But now, Zhao Yingcao is her obstacle and her fear. If she cannot overcome it, it does not mean that she cannot become a high-level psychic or even a higher level in the future, but that she will never be able to become the other party's enemy again.

Because unless he and Zhao Yingcao really become strangers or just good friends, there will be this psychological shadow. As long as he has murderous intent and malice towards the other party, this shadow will invade his whole body, leaving him with no possibility of resistance.

This is a shackle and a curse, something that can never be erased.

And it was at the moment when this thing appeared that Qian Xin was destined to live under the other party's shadow forever in this life.

Qian Xin was very clear about these things, so naturally she had to work hard to overcome them. However...how to overcome them?

Having lived two lives and experienced death in one, that fear has long been engraved in her heart and soul. It can be said that it has truly become a curse that binds her for generations to come. Even if she erases all her memories of Zhao Yingcao, she still can't suppress the fear in her heart the moment she sees the other person.

This is a fact that comes from the heart and cannot be changed.

At this moment, Qian Xin even felt a sense of despair.

I had imagined that building a good relationship with the other party, making him deserted by everyone and finally taking his life was the best way of revenge, but it was obvious that after discovering my own problems, this plan was doomed to fail.

Maybe she has succeeded. Didn’t she see that Zhao Yingcao’s favorability has reached 100%?

But what happens next?

The other party accepted everything with good intentions, but he had no way to kill the other party, and even had no way to attack Zhao Yingcao. This alone directly limited all possibilities in the future.

So what can I do in this situation?

At this moment, Qian Xin's eyes became confused. For the first time, the sarcasm and hidden murderous intent on her face faded away when she faced Zhao Yingcao. Instead, she was confused about the future and even... confused about living.

I thought that if I were to live my life again, I would be able to live a different life, with a new starting point and a new future.

But she never thought that even if she had to do it again, the final result would still be as if it had been predetermined. Such a result... she couldn't accept it!

"No problem, it's your freedom."

A calm voice suddenly sounded at this moment. Zhao Yingcao frowned slightly, but her eyes were looking at Qian Xin who was obviously distracted at the moment. She didn't know why the other party suddenly became like this. It seemed to be related to her attitude just now... Could it be that she remembered things from her previous life again?

In his previous life, he killed the other person with his own hands. Although Zhao Yingcao did not feel that this statement was real, it was obvious that just by thinking about it, he could imagine how much impact this kind of thing would have on the other person.

Under this influence, my attitude just now... could it be that it reminded the other person of some bad memories?

When Zhao Yingcao thought of this, he couldn't help but feel a little nervous. His attitude just now didn't actually mean anything. He was just subconsciously hiding his emotions when he was in a bad mood. He didn't expect that it would have such a big impact on Qian Xin.

A hint of worry flashed in her eyes, but she was not good at speaking, so after thinking it over, she could only answer Qian Xin's question honestly.

It is indeed Qian Xin's freedom to pursue someone, so Zhao Yingcao herself has no other thoughts or opinions. After all, she is not related to the other party now, and falling in love is a personal freedom.

But at the same time, it is naturally impossible to say that there is no discomfort in my heart, even if I know that Qian Xin likes Ming Chuo, so what?

Since you have made up your mind, then pursue her with all your heart. After all, the relationship between the two of you has not really progressed to the next level. In this case, you may not be without a chance.

And even if the two of them really got together, so what?

This is the end of the world, and the death of one or two people... doesn't seem like a big deal, right?

Thinking of this, a hint of darkness seemed to flash across his eyes for a moment.

Zhao Yingcao is not a naive girl, but a true "iron-blooded" heroine. Once she is determined about something, she will definitely carry it out to the end, even in love.

Although Lily's side has been criticized, but since she has repeatedly confirmed her feelings and repeatedly confirmed that she likes Qian Xin, then Qian Xin can only be hers, so there is no option of giving up no matter what, there is only a way.

In the small room, two people were thinking about their own things. The scene seemed to have fallen into silence at this moment. No one knew how long this situation lasted, until the moon was between the eyebrows and shone into the dim room from the window.

The light from the desk lamp that was originally placed aside had begun to gradually dim. In the dim light, the two of them seemed to have a tacit understanding and raised their heads at the same moment, and at the same time, they looked at each other's bright eyes in the darkness.

"..."

"..."

They were both stunned at the same time, as if they didn't know how to react for a moment. They just stared at each other for a long time, so long that it seemed as if the passage of time had completely disappeared at this moment. But it was Qian Xin who finally broke the calm. If she continued to be silent like this, she would be driven crazy by her own pressure!

"So, who I like is none of your business!"

181. Who wins

"Ok?"

Hmm? What's going on?

So what is happening now?!

A trace of confusion and a bit of daze flashed across his mind, and his heart seemed to have suffered a huge impact like a nuclear explosion, and there were earth-shaking changes in it. However, he could not describe what this change was like.

Qian Xin's only reaction was to blink her almost dazed eyes and stare blankly at everything in front of her... It was not everything, but it was not the case.

Because at this moment, she was lying on her back on the soft big bed that she had specially made, which was the only comfort for herself in the whole room. What was reflected in front of her was only a pair of beautiful figures with calm eyes and a slight blush on her cold face, except for the pure white ceiling background.

I have to say that she is worthy of being the heroine. When she grows up, she is truly stunningly beautiful. Not to mention in the end times, even in peacetime, she is definitely a goddess-level figure.

Even though his mind was in a daze at that moment, Qian Xin still subconsciously had such a thought. Then, when this thought passed, he came to his senses and felt ashamed and angry.

“You…what are you doing?!”

Just when she casually said "Who I like is none of your business", in just a moment, so fast that she couldn't even react, Zhao Yingcao suddenly threw her onto the bed. Because everything happened so fast, Qian Xin didn't have time to react at all.

At this moment, when he came to his senses, what he saw was the other person's appearance like a domineering president.

To be honest, at that moment, she felt angry and ashamed, but there was also a hint of indescribable excitement mixed in. Qian Xin herself couldn't really tell what exactly caused these emotions.

At this moment, accompanied by Qian Xin's roar, Zhao Yingcao looked at Qian Xin in front of him calmly. After a long silence, he spoke:

"Then I like you...it should be none of your business?"

Qian Xin didn't know how to respond to this rhetorical question... No, this logic is a bit wrong, why do you like me but it's none of my business? This is clearly... Wait, what did this guy just say?!

Like...who?!

If it was Zhao Yingcao's confession before, Qian Xin's first reaction would probably be that the other party was calculating her certain thoughts. After all, in her impression, the other party himself was an abstinent and cold beauty. Let alone falling in love with girls, even when facing the "male protagonist" in the previous life, as far as she knew, the other party would at most hug her... at least that was the case on the surface.

However, now, this girl who had always been a cold goddess in Qian Xin's impression, even though she didn't want to admit it, once again so bluntly admitted the fact that she liked him. To be honest, at that moment, even though he knew that the other party was his enemy, looking at the face so close to him, it was undeniable... Qian Xin's heartbeat quickened.

However, after her heartbeat quickened, she began to struggle without even thinking... because she realized who the other person was.

Anyone can do it, except Zhao Yingcao. If you want to know why... If you want to know why...

The enemy, it seemed, was more than just that. However, Qian Xin, whose mind was in a mess, could not distinguish it at all. Or it could be said that there was not much rationality in her mind at all. The only thought in her mind was to break free from the other party as quickly as possible... and leave here immediately!

Because she sensed some danger, something... potentially very serious.

Yes, although Zhao Yingcao no longer has any suspicion of attacking him and his favorability towards him has reached 100%, but precisely because of this... it is even more dangerous.

Thinking of this, Qian Xin's struggle suddenly became more intense, trying to escape from the other person's arms, but it was just an imagination.

Strength... can't beat it.

There's a difference in body size...

Strength...unmatched.

To sum up, Qian Xin was ruthlessly suppressed after struggling for only a few seconds, which made her face look shocked and angry in an instant. Her face flushed red, but she didn't notice that looking at Qian Xin like this, Zhao Yingcao's serious look became increasingly dim.

So attractive, I want...

Zhao Yingcao never had too many concerns about what she wanted to do, so at this moment, when she saw the lovely Qian Xin in front of her, she acted completely out of instinctive impulse and rational indulgence. The next second, she suddenly lowered her head, and then, while Qian Xin's expression instantly changed from struggling to being stunned, she kissed her soft lips.

The awkward first kiss was only for Zhao Yingcao. After all, Qian Xin had quite a bit of experience in this area in her previous life.

But it was precisely because of her experience that, even though the girl, who was clearly a first-time kisser, approached Qian Xin with an active and domineering attitude, she almost subconsciously responded with her own sophisticated methods because of this familiar relationship.

And then... there will be no more.

A kiss can make one confused, and confusion can make one infatuated.

From the initial resistance, Qian Xin was forcibly tied up in Zhao Yingcao's arms. Soon, her hands, which were originally tucked in front of her chest, began to change from the initial fierce struggle to small fists. Then she directly grabbed the other party's lapels, and her body, which had unconsciously relaxed, began to respond to the other party little by little.

Squinting his eyes, there seemed to be a cherry blossom-colored light flickering in them. The two blurry eyes seemed to shine upon each other by chance, but the next second Zhao Yingcao unconsciously relaxed her comfort with the other party.

In response to this, Qian Xin did not immediately escape from the other person's arms as she had imagined after gaining freedom. Instead, she hugged the other person back.

At this moment, completely acting on instinct, she put her arms around the other person and began to move her hands. One of them was an 'old driver' with rich experience in her previous life, while the other was a pure girl who was domineering but had probably never seen a movie in her life. Once provoked, the winner was immediately clear.

"?!"

With a start, just when Qian Xin had already reached a certain point, Zhao Yingcao's sudden reaction made her entire body tremble. Even the feeling of being overwhelmed suddenly came to her senses. She blinked and looked at Qian Xin in front of her. A rare flicker of panic flashed across her usually calm eyes.

As luck would have it, at this moment, because of Zhao Yingcao's reaction, Qian Xin also came back to his senses in an instant, just in time to see the flash of panic in the other person's eyes, which made Qian Xin stunned for a moment.

In his past and present lives, he has lived two lives as a human being. Although he cannot be said to be the person who knows Zhao Yingcao best, as an enemy, Qian Xin is definitely the "villain" who has dealt with the other party for the longest time.

However, even though she was like this, she could guarantee in her two lives that she had never seen the person in front of her show such an expression. The surprise she felt at that moment actually suppressed the hatred in her heart in an instant, making her suddenly feel that the other person was so... attractive?

Of course, what followed was some doubts... What made Zhao Yingcao react like this?

In fact, looking at the postures of the two at this time, the answer is already very simple. And as an experienced driver with many years of experience, Qian Xin, who is familiar with this aspect of things, almost instantly found the source of the other party's reaction: where her palm was placed.

So... could it be... no way?!

In an instant, her eyes widened as if she had discovered some shocking secret. Qian Xin's shock at this discovery even surpassed her discovery of her own rebirth and the knowledge that Zhao Yingcao possessed a system. That was Zhao Yingcao...actually...

No, no, no, that's unlikely. It's probably a coincidence, or maybe it's just the other person's sensitive spot, so it's just a coincidence... just a coincidence.

He instantly shook his head and denied this idea. He always felt that his image as a powerful "enemy" collapsed because of this small flaw, which made Qian Xin subconsciously unable to believe it.

However, even though I couldn't believe it, another thought involuntarily came to my mind, which was... what if?

What if this is true?

just in case……

It was impossible for him to defeat the other party, or rather, the other party had become his calamity, his inner demon. Under the pressure of psychological shadow, Qian Xin obviously had no possibility of killing the other party, because this fear would stop him at every critical moment.

This was an almost desperate answer for Qian Xin. She was unwilling to accept it, but she had no other choice.

But now... I suddenly felt like I had found a way to overcome this fear, which was to conquer the other person... Even though it wasn't in terms of strength, but in another aspect, but... wasn't that also part of my own strength?!

When I thought of this for a moment, my heart beat faster. It seemed that I had not considered at all that this kind of thing can actually only be done by close people, and no matter who is on both sides, they will undoubtedly give their feelings after this kind of thing.

At this moment, Qian Xin's thoughts were already in a mess. How could he have the time to think so much?

Just between this discovery and this sudden idea, the body had already taken action before the brain could move for a second. Qian Xin took advantage of Zhao Yingcao's inattention and suddenly exerted force to press the other party under him.

"Rubbish, this kind of thing... is how you do it!"