My queen always makes my survival more difficult

After Norelle glanced at me, she slowly closed her eyes...

"Norel! Norel!!!"

Looking at Noelle lying on the bed, I felt complicated. At that moment when the collar began to shrink, I thought she was going to kill me.

That kind of fear, that kind of fear almost made me collapse in an instant, but...

When Lenora was about to kill me, she came out and protected me.

I don't understand. I don't understand why Noelle is doing this. I don't understand. I clearly have a chance to defeat Lenora. If I defeat Lenora, will I have any impact on this feminist country? What are you afraid of? Why let me...

Her face was pale. Lenora withdrew her sword, but the sword energy could not be withdrawn. The sword energy tore through Noelle's body. The wound had healed under the treatment of the court physician. Because the wound was not very deep, it was still a little red and swollen, but it was not serious. However...

I feel extremely complicated right now. I don’t understand. I really don’t understand why you should do that. What good will it do you?

Noelle, if you didn't want to kill me, why did you suddenly tighten my collar at that moment and then run out to save me.

Why exactly?

Siel is right next to me. I can't commit suicide. The slave contract will stop me if I do. But I can kill her. If I kill her, I will die too...

How does this world treat me? I don't know. Honestly, I still don't have any thoughts, but I don't like the way things are now. I don't dislike Norelle, I don't hate her, but I have to admit, the moment the collar tightened, I truly felt murderous intent towards her...

This is real...

My life is at stake, so I won't lie to myself. I really wanted to kill Noelle at that moment, but it was just a fleeting thought. Later, when she was protecting me, the thought disappeared in the blink of an eye. It was also just a matter of a moment.

I don't know. If I kill her now, the slave contract will kill me too!

In my last life, I took a gamble and opened the Gate of the World with all my might. Back then, I had power, but now I have no power at all. I can't open the Gate of the World. If I die again, I don't know what will become of me...

Am I reluctant to give up? I must be reluctant to give up something, or maybe I am a coward, I am afraid of death, I don’t want to die again, I mustered up the courage at that time, but I may not be able to muster up the courage a second time.

I was so torn. This tangled feeling was making me feel uncomfortable. What should I do? Siel was right next to me, and now Lenora wasn't with Noelle anymore. It was just me and the unconscious Noelle here. What should I do?

"She saved me..."

This is an unchanging fact. She saved me in the end and didn't let me die. If I did such a thing, I would be worse than a scum!

But...

I couldn't imagine what Noelle would do to me when she woke up.

I was very scared. I was very afraid of her, but the fear made it impossible for me to hate her.

"Brother...Brother...I will protect you...Brother..."

"I'm sorry, Noelle, I'm sorry..."

As expected, I can't do that kind of thing, Noelle...

Why on earth would you do that...

Chapter 47 Her Heart

night...

Noelle slowly opened her eyes: "This is..."

The familiar ceiling, the familiar smell, the familiar touch of the bed. At that time, it seemed that I ran away to protect him, using powers that I was not good at.

But he should be fine...

Huh...huh...

There was also the sound of breathing beside her. When Norelle turned her head, she saw him beside her. Seeing that he was safe and sound, Norelle breathed a sigh of relief. As long as he was okay, it was fine. It was her fault at that time. If she hadn't been afraid of him because he was too powerful...

The collar will never tighten...

After calming down, Noelle felt that her brother was so amazing. He had never learned anything, but he knew everything. His sword skills and fighting style were as if he had really fought before. But it was precisely because of this that she was so scared, afraid that he would leave her side.

If he is too powerful, he will definitely try his best to escape from me.

Noelle knew that he didn't actually love her, but was only willing to stay by her side temporarily to protect and take care of her because she was his sister. If there was no slave contract and bondage, he would definitely escape from her!

Don't do this! Absolutely not! I must keep him by my side no matter what! No matter what means!

Facing herself like this, Noelle felt very despicable, but as long as he was by her side!

It doesn't matter! Even if he hates me, it doesn't matter! Expecting his love? Norelle is well aware of how much she has done to him!

But I almost fell deeply in love with him! He was gentle to me! He was kind to me! He was always by my side!

Just like my mother said, if you like something, you must do whatever it takes to get it! No matter what the cost!

"Brother...Noxiu..."

She called his name softly. It was not because he was her brother that she liked him. If possible, Noelle would also like to call him Noxiu instead of brother. Unfortunately, she was his sister.

The union of brother and sister is against the will of heaven and is also not permitted by the ethics of this world.

But...

Her love for him was enough to make her not care about anything else, even if it meant destroying the Kingdom of Edvira.

She was definitely not a qualified queen, which led to the current situation. The Kingdom of Edvira was obviously a feminist country, but because of her negligence, men were given power that they should not have and were restrained.

When the high and mighty crown fell on her head, Noelle could only accept the cruel reality.

Not worthy, not worthy of being a queen, she just wants to be by his side.

Either make him your slave or send him away through a political marriage.

This was the threat from her mother, but Noelle chose to make him her slave. She liked him, and had liked him for a long time. He was born for her, and he was the man who belonged only to her!

"I don't care what my mother says, and I don't care what the world thinks of me! I don't care whether you love me or not. I just want to keep you by my side. I just want to do this. I love you deeply, Noxiu."

After saying that, she supported her body, and even though it was painful, Noelle still gently touched his lips.

Chapter 48: Dead Tsundere

"Norel!"

I was pleasantly surprised.

When I opened my eyes, I saw Norelle's face right before my eyes. She looked at me with a little surprise, and the touch of her lips...

"Are you okay?" I no longer have time to care about that kind of thing! I accidentally fell asleep just now, and in my dream, I dreamed that Noelle left me. I felt that real fear. I looked Noelle up and down in front of me. In addition to her pale face, it was better to say that a lovely blush flew on her pale face, probably because of what happened just now.

"Why did you wake up suddenly? Who allowed you to wake up?!"

"I..."

What is this? Is this just a rage? I didn't mean to wake up. How could I not wake up after having such a nightmare?

You've obviously done more things for me, so why did you get so angry just because I caught you kissing me secretly?

I really don't understand this guy. One moment he wants to kill me, and the next moment he comes to save me. There's really no hope for me...

"How is your health?"

"fine"

She replied to me impatiently, and I was stunned for a moment. I was really concerned about you! I felt like I was a little crazy caring about someone who almost killed me!

"Forget it, are you really okay?"

"fine!"

"Just to ask, why did you suddenly tighten my collar?"

This is the answer I want to know most now, and I know I must get an answer.

"Will you believe me if I tell you the truth?"

"I can"

"I'm scared, that's why your collar is tightened"

Is it really because of fear...

In a matriarchal country, if the guards around the queen were defeated by me, then you can imagine what the consequences would be. She definitely doesn't want me to defeat Lenora in order to stabilize her own power.

Now, the Kingdom of Edvira is so unstable because of the emergence of powerful men. What if someone like me appears again?

"Then why are you protecting me?"

"Because you are my love"

I probably guessed that this would be the result. She doesn't want me to achieve anything, nor does she want me to get hurt. She is as contradictory as I am.

When I sat next to her, I didn't know what to say anymore. I couldn't say anything.

I know very well that Noelle loves me deeply, but I also hate this kind of behavior. I don’t want to encounter that kind of thing again. Only I can understand the despair at that moment. That woman wanted to kill me. If I made a mistake for a moment, I would die.

"Brother, if I apologize, will you accept it?"

"I... honestly, I don't want to accept it. I can beat Lenora. I have the confidence to beat her. If I were given a little more time, I could wear her down. You've prevented me from winning. Honestly, I feel bad, so I don't know whether I should accept your apology. You don't want me to lie, so I'm telling you the truth now."

"I didn't expect my brother to be so capable. Brother, can you answer a question for me?"

"Say"

With my back to her, I didn't know what expression she had, and I didn't want to guess. It probably wasn't a good-looking one.

"Brother, why are you so powerful?"

“Learned in a dream”

To me, everything in the past was like a dream. I'm not lying, but it does sound a bit idiotic. I learned so much in a dream...

is it possible?

"That's it..."

Noelle smiled faintly.

Chapter 49: Flocking in

"Your Majesty..."

As soon as I opened the door, Lenora and Elolinewere about to rush in, so I hurriedly stopped them. Although nothing happened, Noelle had fallen asleep, so I should let her have a good rest.

I closed the door and walked out.

"How is Her Majesty?"

"She's fine now. She just needs to rest. The blow you struck wasn't deep enough to endanger her life. She's fine now with the healing power."

Lenore really cared about Noelle's affairs, which could be seen from her expression, and Noelle did not have any hatred towards Lenore. Although she was hit by a sword, she was not angry with Lenore.

This is what she said herself. It can be seen that Lenora is also very important to Noelle.

"Your Majesty..."

Lenora drew the sword from her waist as she spoke.

"What are you going to do? Commit suicide?"

"I am going to kill you!"

"you!"

After saying that, the crazy woman actually raised her sword and slashed at me. I hurriedly dodged. When she saw me running away, she immediately raised her sword and chased after me.

I left Siel in the room and didn't bring her out. I don't have anything to fight her with!

I ran all the way to the end of the bedroom, and she approached me step by step. It was impossible for me to fight her with my bare hands without a weapon.

"Do you still want to kill me now?"

"If it weren't for you! Her Majesty the Queen wouldn't... Why would you, who is fine, let Noelle..."

"Hey! Don't go too far! You were the one who cut Norelle!"

"Go to hell!"

Click!

Her sword hit the wall behind me and got embedded in it. I immediately pushed her away and ran to the side. She suddenly pulled out her sword and slashed at me. I lunged forward to avoid the blow and fell to the ground. I quickly rolled to the side and got up.

"Don't push me... It's not that I can't beat you..."

"If I don't kill you, I won't be able to relieve the hatred in my heart!"