My queen always makes my survival more difficult

"Unless I dress as a woman, that's what Norelle said. Unless I become a woman, I won't get power. Do you think I would do such a thing?"

Elolinewei was stunned for a moment, then suddenly reached out and grabbed my face, staring at me intently.

"Hey, let go, what are you doing?"

"Your Highness, Noxu! Her Majesty the Queen is also a very important person in your heart! Because you said those words to me before, and you did those things for Her Majesty the Queen, so Her Majesty the Queen is a very important person in your heart."

"In a sense, yes."

"So, since you can already do something like that, why not dress up as a woman? It's much better than hurting a girl's heart!"

"That's not nice at all! Why would you say that! What does hurting a girl's heart have to do with me dressing as a woman? I simply don't want to dress like a woman, that's all!"

"But there's nothing wrong with wearing women's clothes."

"..."

Maybe it doesn't matter to you, but men shouldn't wear women's clothes. This is a deeply rooted idea of ​​mine that cannot be changed in a short time, and I don't think about changing it.

"Mrs. Noshu is very beautiful. She will be even more beautiful if she wears cute clothes!"

"Even if you praise me like this, I won't be happy at all..."

Seeing how serious Ai Luolinwei's eyes were, I always felt that this little girl was really going to do something to me. I still owed her a promise. If she ordered me to dress as a woman...

Tsk...

For having such thoughts, I really want to kill myself completely!

It is impossible for me to dress like a woman, I will never dress like a woman in my entire life!

Yes! I will keep this mindset! I will never dress like a woman!

Even if I, Nuo Xiu, die! Die outside! Never have a chance to rise again! I will never dress like a woman!

After closing the book, Noelle was about to come back. This book was about the geological features of the Kingdom of Edvira. I had an idea and I would tell Noelle about it later.

"You should go back, Noelle will be back soon."

"Then, Your Highness Noxu, the agreement between you and me still counts, right?"

"tsk"

This little girl is really a hidden sadist! She would find those things to mess with me. If I had known that, I would not have said such things in the first place. Now I am really...

"Your Highness, you must help Her Majesty the Queen, even if you have to dress up as a woman. This is my current wish. Please save the Kingdom of Edvira."

Chapter 88 I Don’t Want to Be a Man!

"You damn bitch, you're really a hidden sadist!"

"Sadistic?"

I held my forehead. Why! Why! Why did I say such words at that moment out of guilt? Now she has caught me! I really don't want to break my promise to someone else!

hateful! hateful! hateful!

"In short, Your Highness Noshu, please help her, help my hero... I'm counting on you!"

After saying that, Elolinewei bowed deeply to me.

I sighed helplessly, helping Noelle, but how can I help her...

"brother"

"yo"

After Elolinewei left, I kept waiting at the door for Noelle to come back. She came back just a few minutes after Elolinewei left.

When I saw her expression, I roughly knew what was posted today.

“It’s been a difficult day today too.”

"Well, it's just a little trouble."

As she spoke, Noelle sat next to me and leaned on my shoulder: "Brother, what should I do? I want to protect you, and I also want to protect the Kingdom of Edvira. I want to protect both sides, but if I have to make a choice, I will definitely choose you."

"Then you are a completely irresponsible queen."

"I know..."

There was a hint of loss in her voice.

I've said before, I'm not the type to comfort her, because I can't comfort others. I can't even comfort myself, so how can I comfort others? In the end, both sides will be hurt, so I won't comfort anyone.

"If you have to choose, I hope you choose the Kingdom of Edvira."

"no..."

"I say, kill Noxiu."

"elder brother!"

Noelle suddenly became anxious.

I smiled without saying anything. The "kill" I was talking about didn't mean really killing me. Noelle wouldn't kill me. No matter what I did, she wouldn't kill me. I don't know why I had such confidence.

The killing I mentioned was indeed killing, but the thing being killed was not what Norelle had in mind.

"Norel, I have a way to help the Kingdom of Edvira. It depends on whether you are willing to do it."

"any solution?"

"Before I speak, you have to answer me a question. Are you willing to give me certain powers?"

Noelle looked straight at me and then shook her head. "The Kingdom of Edvira is a feminist kingdom. I can't do that. I will find other ways to protect you, absolutely!"

This silly girl is still thinking about me at this time. She is totally unqualified as a queen and can't figure out the reality.

"That's why I said, kill Noxiu."

"I don't understand what my brother meant by killing Nuo Xiu."

"What do you mean? Isn't it what you desire, cross-dressing pervert? Do you understand?"

"Brother...are you serious?"

I smiled bitterly and nodded. I was serious. If you ask me why, I had no choice but to do so because I wanted to gain power.

First: so that I can have the opportunity to go to more places. Although Noelle is not tying me up now, there are only a few places I can go, just the palace.

The second is to resolve the crisis of the Kingdom of Edvira. Only after the crisis of the Kingdom of Edvira is resolved will I have the opportunity to implement my plan without being disturbed.

Third: I have no choice at all, right? I agreed to a promise like that made by Elolinewei, and even if I wanted to refuse, I couldn't.

"So, let's kill Noshu starting today."

"Kill Nuo Xiu, my brother's words are always so weird, kill Nuo Xiu, women's clothing, puff"

Noelle laughed.

I said in self-deprecation: "Sister! I don't want to be a man anymore!"

Chapter 89 So I’m wearing women’s clothes, so nice!

The person in the mirror no longer seemed to be himself.

Originally, because of the succubus genes, I had an extremely feminine face. It would not be an exaggeration to say that if I didn't have that thing, I would be a woman.

In my world, there's a saying about three evil arts: plastic surgery, makeup, and photoshop...

Although I have never believed it so much, I have to believe it now.

"Come, brother."

Noelle was happily applying lipstick on me, but I wasn't happy at all at the moment. Why did I say that?

Regret is completely impossible...

In the mirror, I see a slim figure. I didn't know that my waist could look so slim after corseting. Because I have a slender figure, some parts of my body are bulging out after corseting. Although I still have a flat chest, I look more charming.

Because he had not been exposed to sunlight for a long time, his skin was exceptionally fair and delicate. Although he had experienced several battles, he was not seriously injured and the injured areas were well covered by his clothes.

My face is almost exactly like Noelle's, except for the color of my pupils. My hair is originally very long, and when it is spread out, it looks no different from a girl's hair.

The clothes were prepared by Noelle in advance. After she said last time that she planned to let me wear women's clothes, this girl only wanted to make me hers and made a lot of preparations for this.

Although I can't say I used any means necessary, in the end, I still followed her ideas and embarked on this path of no return...

I refused at first...

My clothes are all black, black silk gowns. The noble costumes in this country are all in cool colors. Noelle's is the queen's dress with violet and black as the main colors, and decorated with the country's iconic dark purple roses. Mine are also dark purple roses, but my clothes have some ruffles and ribbons. Although I don't like this style, if possible, something simpler would suit me better.

"So beautiful~sister~"

"..."

Noelle held my hand. Standing together like this, you really can't tell that we are siblings. We look like sisters no matter how you look at us.

There are two beautiful women in the mirror, but who would have thought that I am a man.

Touching my face, I once again wondered if I knew I was born into the wrong family...

"Is my sister here? She's so beautiful. What if someone else takes her away from me? What will I do?"

Noelle's eyes suddenly became scary. Although she was smiling, there was no trace of a smile in her eyes. That smile made her feel like she was falling into an ice cellar.

"Hehe~ Sister is mine, no matter how she changes, she is still mine~"

"..."

"Those guys wanted to kill me, but what they don't know is that if it's for me, I'll do anything, even if it means destroying the Kingdom of Edvira."

She doesn't have this country in her heart at all. She is an unqualified queen. I will say this no matter how many times.

I hugged Noelle helplessly. She was a little surprised, then accepted my hug and buried her face in my arms.

"It's okay, I'll do what you can't do for you."

I have no way to retreat. I even wear women's clothes. What else am I afraid of? Just let go of the so-called dignity. Everything now is just empty talk. Only after rising up can we have real dignity. The weak are not qualified to talk about dignity.

It's up to me, I'm the one who changes everything!

Whether it is this country or Noelle!

If you want to benefit others, you should live or die! Why should you avoid it just because it is women's clothing?

Chapter 90 So Vicious

Boom boom boom!

"Your Majesty, Lady Lenora requests an audience."

"Lenora?"

Noelle said thoughtfully.

"I think something happened. I need to change my clothes."

I'm just taking a quick look today. After all, there is a big show to be performed. Now is not the time for me to really wear women's clothes. Now Nuo Xiu is still alive and Nuo Xiu is not dead yet.

"Sister, are you not going to continue wearing it? Didn't you say..."

"I have something important to tell you. Let's talk about it later. Now change your clothes first. I don't want to meet anyone in this dress, at least not today. Let me prepare myself mentally first."

"But I worked so hard to dress my sister up beautifully, I have to let others see it~"

Noelle said coquettishly, "But I won't buy it. I won't care about it in the future, at least not today. The less serious blow my heart suffers, the better."

The voice just now was from Elolinewei, after all, only Elolinewei could come in here.

"Don't be shy, Onee-sama~ You're so beautiful~"

"I don't want to be seen like this by Eloline and Lenora. Let's talk about it later. Aren't you going to see Lenora? Since she's here, it must be something important."

"Why do you keep talking about Elolinvi and Lenora? Are you more afraid of others seeing you in your current state than me?"

What the hell are you thinking about...

"It's a matter of face. Besides, Lenora and Eloline already have a problem with me. If they see me like this, I'll be completely hopeless in their eyes."

"I see. Well, brother, I'm going to go see Lenora first. Brother, you can continue changing your clothes."

Noelle put on a meaningful expression and tone, and then she went out.

"Hey! At least help me unbutton the back! I can't reach it!"

The buttons on this kind of clothes are extremely tight, and there is a button that can only be opened by pressing that button.