My queen always makes my survival more difficult

Twelve bright moons hung in the sky. Noelle looked up at them with a complicated expression and eyes full of pain.

"I'm sorry... I can't let you be born now, I'm sorry..."

Noelle unfolded a light array, and the power of the secret technique flowed towards her.

"I'm sorry, I'm not only an unqualified queen, but also an unqualified mother. Only by keeping you in my belly will he not leave me, and he will love me twice as much. I'm sorry... One day... when I'm sure I have everything from him, then..."

Tick ​​tock...

Tick ​​tock...

Tears were dripping down her face, but Noelle had no regrets. She had already made up her mind that no matter what means she had to use, she would keep him by her side. She had even considered cutting off his hands and feet, but Noelle did not want to hurt the person she loved the most.

Now it's fine, no matter what, even the most despicable and inappropriate means, as long as he can stay by my side...

"Sleep peacefully..."

Noelle lowered her hands, and the child fell asleep. She would sleep quietly until she could unlock the secret.

"Please protect me forever...Brother"

This chain kept him by her side forever.

This concludes the second volume.

The first volume was handled really badly, and I admit that I didn't grasp the hero's character very well. If you have any dissatisfaction, please feel free to point it out and I will make changes. I accept criticism and trolls, and I will do my best to correct the mistakes pointed out by readers. Of course, typos are a problem... I can only say that the input method is rubbish (trying to shift the blame)

Noelle will probably become darker and darker, and the male protagonist will act as her regulator...

Well...

I don't like tragedies, and don't expect me to write a plot where the hero is killed. I'm not that crazy...

Well, please take care of me.

black rabbit

In the kitchen, Elolinewei looked at the ingredients in front of her.

That was a whole chicken that had been processed. In fact, no one was willing to let her do this job because Ai Luolinwei was a fool and could not cook. No one could eat the food she made.

Before becoming Her Majesty the Queen's maid, Eloline was just an ordinary slave.

Ailolinwei is an orphan. Her parents died in the war, and she was then captured by slave traders and used as a commodity. There are many people who like the rabbit-eared people, and she was regarded as a commodity with potential.

The previous owner was a chef, and he was also a close associate of an imperial emperor. In order to obtain intelligence, he bought a large number of slaves, both men and women, trained them in cooking, and sent them to infiltrate various countries to gather intelligence. Eloline was one of them, but she was not a cook.

Everyone else around her gradually learned those things after being trained, except Elolinwei. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't learn. If she couldn't learn, she would be asked to work harder. If she couldn't do well even after trying hard, she would naturally be subjected to violence.

She met Queen Norel because one time when her master was sending some trained people to the Kingdom of Edvira, she quietly hid in a carriage. She was so hungry that she even fainted on the road. In the end, she was discovered by her master, who used his power to force her to wake up and abuse her.

At that time, it was Queen Norel who saved her from being abused by her master. The Kingdom of Edvira is a matriarchal country where women have a higher status than men.

At that time, Queen Norel was like a god to Elolinvi, saving her and giving her food and water, which were almost enough for a slave to survive.

Noelle said: From today on, Elolinewei belongs to her.

That was the first time that Elolinwei saw hope and light.

From then on, Elolinwe swore allegiance to Queen Norel, who was her own god.

However, even her God was unwilling to eat a bite, even just one bite... of the food she made.

Until one day, someone ate her. The man who tried to do something to her, the man who made her feel scared and disgusted, reminded her of the time when she was abused by her master. Ai Luolinwei still remembered that she was so scared at that time that she didn't even dare to move.

Fear...deeply...as if I were back in the days of being a slave.

Even Elolinewei could see that her god liked that man, so she didn't tell anyone about it.

Ai Luolinwei was not sure whether she could be compared with that man in the heart of her god. Ai Luolinwei had seen people in the palace who were expelled from the palace for seeing that man. Ai Luolinwei did not want to leave her god.

The queen asked her to obey the man, and although Elolinwei was reluctant, she agreed. After that, he made a request, to give him some food, no matter what it was.

Elolinewei felt that there was no food in the world more disgusting than the food she made, so to punish him, Elolinewei made something for him herself, but...

He ate...

That was the first time that Ai Luolinwei felt a very strange feeling. She watched him eat the food she made with a painful face, and then his expression was distorted because of the unpalatable taste, but he had to eat those things with a very painful expression, and still had to put on a smile!

Ai Luolinwei was excited. She felt so unusually happy and comfortable from the bottom of her heart that it seemed that hatred and disgust were no longer so important.

That feeling made her excited. Ai Luolinwei didn't understand why, but now she wanted to feel that feeling again all the time, so there must be a chance by his side.

"Hey?"

When Ai Luolinwei reacted, she found that the whole chicken in front of her had been split into two halves for some reason, and the kitchen knife was still in her hand.

Bang!

The kitchen knife fell to the ground.

"Hey?"

Ai Luolinwei didn't know what she had just done.

"Why am I here?"

Picking up the kitchen knife that fell on the ground and looking at the chicken that was cut in half by herself or someone else, Ai Luolinwei couldn't help but think of that person.

"Noxiu...Lord Noxiu..."

"Um..."

I was reading the report and I felt a chill. What happened?

My Queen always makes my life more difficult. I dress as a female secretary and want to serve her.

My Queen always makes my life more difficult. I dress as a female secretary and want to serve her.

Chapter 97: My Secretary

The Kingdom of Edvira.

A feminist country ruled by a queen.

It is not a country with a long history, nor is it a country with a clear system, and it cannot keep up with a country that can be called rich and powerful.

The Kingdom of Edvira has been constantly attacked by the three surrounding kingdoms because it has rich mineral resources, especially iron ore. There are large amounts of iron ore resources distributed throughout the Kingdom of Edvira.

Under the constant attacks of enemy countries, the Kingdom of Edvira has been struggling for hundreds of years.

Now I have a task every day, which is to comb Noelle's hair. She seems to like me combing her hair very much. Of course, I am still very confident in my skills.

A week has passed since I defeated Zach, Prince Devia lost power, and I became Noelle's secretary, Novi Tilinger.

During this week, I stayed by Noelle's side and kept in touch with the political affairs of the Kingdom of Edvira. Although my identity had not yet been recognized, especially by Lenora, she didn't dare to say anything because Noelle was there.

Her opinion of me is getting lower and lower. The only good news is that she finally recognizes me clearly. My position in her heart is equivalent to that of a bug.

Ugh...

Used to it.

"All right"

I put down the comb, I have already combed my hair beautifully.

Noelle looked at herself in the mirror and smiled sweetly: "Okay, sister, let's go."

"what..."

Although it's still a little awkward to hear her call me sister, I can only say, you get used to it, you get used to it...

The task every morning is to go to the Council Chamber, just like attending court. It happens almost every day, but there is not always something to do every day. Sometimes I go there just to resolve things that were not resolved yesterday.

When we walked out of the bedroom, Elolinewei, several maids and palace guards were already waiting for us at the entrance of the courtyard.

After the ceremony, Elolinewei smiled at me. I knew what that smile meant. I should be used to it. Wearing women's clothes, I really didn't look much different from other women, except that my chest was flat. Elolinewei suggested that I could just stuff something inside to solve the problem.

I reject!

Absolutely refuse!

Since she didn't give me any orders, I didn't care. Keeping it like this had already made me feel so ashamed that I couldn't continue, but it hadn't exploded yet.

When we arrived at the council chamber, everyone who was supposed to be there was already there.

They are all familiar people, the Lom sisters, Lenora, Prince Devia and several ministers and officials. They are all old women, the kind who stand in the middle, and are not fence-sitters. Everything is the same as before. It is Devia who seems very abrupt here. After all, I am a woman's dresser, and there seems nothing abnormal about it. He seems to deny that he has lost power and comes back every day.

Maybe he was expecting something.

"Greetings to Her Majesty the Queen"

"Um"

Noelle answered casually and sat down in her own seat, while I sat next to Lenora.

Noelle gestured and I stood up. Now I am the Queen's secretary, and many things have to go through me. I am also the one who announces what needs to be done every day.

In a sense, the secretary's power is not great, but it is very important.

"Today's topic is that the Rockdala Kingdom's attacks on the Edvira Kingdom are becoming increasingly fierce. Patisia requested Zeng Bing to protect the Edvira Kingdom."

Chapter 98: Chaos in the Government and the Country

"Didn't Cai give General Patricia an army of 10,000 men not long ago? Why do you want another army? What are you planning to do?"

"Have you ever been to the battlefield? Don't you know that people die in war?"

"Even if people die, will they die so quickly? Shouldn't we suspect that there is something wrong with General Patricia's command?"

"How can someone who has never even held a weapon say that about General Patricia!"

I sighed helplessly and started again. These people were messing around every day. It was really a miracle that the Kingdom of Edvira was not destroyed?

These two people quarreled almost every day. Edith and Lenora quarreled whenever they met, but Edith had a calm expression and didn't care about the angry Lenora at all.

After spending some time together, I kind of understood what kind of person Lenora is. She has a strong sense of justice, is straightforward, and says whatever she wants to say without hiding anything. She hates men, especially me.

Edith...

She is extremely cunning. Until now, I have never seen Lenora suppress her in the slightest. She is a very formidable person.

Even though the look in his eyes when he looked at me was always smiling, it gave me the creeps...

"Your Majesty! The situation on the front lines is tense. We should consider General Patricia and send out troops, Your Majesty!"

"Lenora, do you know how much stockpiled supplies and troops the Kingdom of Edvira still has? It's not that we don't want to, but the Kingdom of Edvira can't provide them. If you don't believe me, you can ask Her Majesty the Queen."

I sighed helplessly. Although Edith seemed like a villain, she was often right. She could accurately grasp the intelligence of the Kingdom of Edvira, and she knew almost everything that happened in every place, even faster than the Queen.

As for Lenora...

This guy is just a fool with a strong sense of justice. He is no match for Edith at all. No matter how much he argues, he is suppressed by Edith.

"Lady Edith is right. The current supply reserves of the Kingdom of Edvira cannot meet the requirements put forward by General Paticia, but I will do my best to deliver what General Paticia needs. The front line is in a tight spot, and this is what we should do. There is no need for you two to quarrel."

"Haha, His Highness Nuo Xiu is the one who understands."

"Sorry, my name is Nuo Wei now, Nuo Xiu has disappeared."

When I said this, Devia kept glaring at me, and his eyes seemed to want to eat me. It doesn't matter, I don't care. Anyway, I have made Nuo Xiu disappear and replaced him with Nuo Wei. I did not go back on my words.

But he has no rights now, and even if he is dissatisfied, he can't do anything to me.

"Haha, whether it's Nuo Xiu or Nuo Wei, can you come to my garden for tea today?"

"Can"

I was stunned for a moment, because it wasn't me who answered, but Noelle. Noelle turned her head and looked at Edith: "I wonder if you can invite me to go too?"

"If Her Majesty the Queen also wants to taste the snacks I made, then I will naturally be happy to ask Her Majesty to come along."

"Yes, I will go with Secretary Novi."

I looked at Noelle, wondering what she was thinking.

"Regarding supplies, transfer a quarter of the current reserves to General Patricia. Recruit 5,000 soldiers from various locations and hand them over to General Patricia. Lenora will be in charge of this. Edith and Nadia, compile a new catalog as soon as possible. Secretary Novi, please also compile the relevant documents as soon as possible."

Norelle can be very decisive sometimes, especially after I became her secretary.

Is this for me to see?

Chapter 99 I'm by your side

"What on earth do you want to do?"