My queen always makes my survival more difficult

"Lady Edith, you've heard what Norelle thinks, so I'm sorry. It would be wonderful to marry someone as beautiful as you, but I belong to the Queen now. I can only serve her. I'm sorry."

I wiped the cold sweat from my forehead. Although Noelle was desperate, she still kept her rationality. I didn't want to see her go crazy. If she did, I would be the only one who would suffer.

"Her Majesty is such a greedy person. Not only did she get the Kingdom of Edvira, she even got a..."

"If you want the Kingdom of Edvira, I will give it to you, but the royal brother is mine."

"enough!"

I held Noelle back. This was the only thing I wouldn't agree to! It didn't matter if Noelle was irresponsible as the Queen, and I didn't want to say anything more, but I absolutely couldn't do such a thing.

"You are the queen who is high above everyone else, the ruler of Edvira. Don't say such things... If you want me to stay by your side, you'd better think about how to become a good queen. Don't you want me to like you? What I can tell you is that I will like a queen who can make the Kingdom of Edvira stronger."

I didn't say it was a queen who could set me free. I wanted to take a gamble, to see what Noelle would do.

Noelle stared at me blankly. Edith and Nadia, too, looked at me with strange eyes. I seemed to be saying something very stupid, even provocative, but it didn't matter...

"Sure enough, His Highness Nuo Xiu is a person worth associating with."

"But unfortunately, I am now Her Majesty's wife."

"It's okay, this is just the beginning. Sorry, I was rude just now."

Edith didn't say anything strange anymore, and Noelle drank her tea calmly. I felt more and more uneasy. Sometimes calmness is the most terrifying thing. No one knows what they are thinking at this time. I can't guess what they are thinking just by looking at their expressions.

After that, we didn't talk about those things anymore, but talked about the affairs of the Kingdom of Edvira. Edith was very knowledgeable about the Kingdom of Edvira, and she understood various things more clearly than Noelle.

Even I would agree with many of them.

It’s a pity that such a person is Noelle’s enemy. I don’t understand why these two people want to be enemies of Noelle. What is the reason?

On the way back to the royal city, I kept thinking about this matter as the carriage swayed as it moved.

"Norel, do you want to go on a date with me?"

"Ok?"

Chapter 104: Date in Progress

"It's rare that you're dressed so beautifully today, and you've even left the royal city. Don't you want to go out for a walk?"

"Brother wants to go out for a walk, right?"

I spread my hands and said, yes, I finally got out, it would be a pity to go back like this.

We are still some distance away from here to the royal city. After hearing what I said, the coachman slowed down the speed.

Noelle looked at the busy streets outside and said, "Well, let's go for a walk with my brother."

I opened the carriage door and jumped out first, then held out my hand to her. She grabbed my hand and was about to jump out when I hugged her up. She was obviously stunned for a moment, and I didn't understand what I was doing...

This reminds me of my childhood. It was always like this when she needed to go down from a higher place. I, her older brother, would carry her down. It seemed like I had spoiled her too much back then...

I carefully put Noelle on the ground and didn't let go of her hand until she stood firmly.

"brother"

"Ok?"

chirp~

She pecked me gently on the cheek, leaving a trace of warmth. I don't know why, even though we'd already done more extreme things in a certain sense, this gentle peck of hers made my ears start to burn and my heart pound...

"Brother, let's go."

"and many more..."

I walked to the front and said, "In about three hours, we will return to the central street. You will wait for us at the place closest to the royal city. Do you understand?"

"Yes, Your Highness"

I explained a few trivial matters to the groom. These were what I should do as the Queen's secretary. Noelle might not care, but the groom looked very anxious, so I had to explain it. I used Shi Yin's power to check the time. It was five o'clock in the afternoon, and it would be eight o'clock in the evening in three hours. It was almost time to go back.

Three hours...

Three hours is enough to cover a lot of ground.

I'm a little excited. It's been five years. How have I been spending these five years?

Standing on the streets of the capital once again, a feeling of emotion came over me. There are so many places I want to go, and I even don’t want to go back.

"Norel"

I extended my hand to her. This was the first time we went shopping together. When Noelle was the crown princess, she had almost no chance to step out of the palace and go to these places. I was the one who sneaked out and brought back the things she wanted.

Her little hands are cold, and her constitution has always been cold.

"It feels like it's been a long time since I last felt this way. Since that day..."

"Well, but I don't regret it. Even if I start from that day again, I will choose to tie my brother to my side. No matter how many times, I will do the same thing."

I smiled helplessly. If it were her, she would definitely do the same. If I could do it again, I would definitely not let the ending become like this. I would definitely do better.

"Let's go eat something."

"Listen to my brother"

"Well, let's go see if the barbecue restaurant I found before is still there. If it is, how about having dinner there?"

"Well, I'll listen to my brother."

Noelle looked towards me, carefully watching the people passing by her.

Come to think of it, she seems to be very shy.

She is the queen who is high above me, and she is my little sister who has done so many things to me and is even a little crazy.

Perhaps her essence hasn't changed. She's still the same Noelle who's shy and loves to rely on me...

But what exactly is this sense of disharmony?

Everything is so normal, but why do I feel this sense of disharmony in my heart?

"Brother, what's wrong with you?"

"without..."

Maybe it's just me...

Norelle looked at her brother. Everything he saw and heard was true. However, he didn't know...

With the power of dream manipulation, Noelle created a Noelle that was completely different from her real self, who accompanied him and occupied his heart constantly. So now, he just had to play the role of the Noelle he created.

At this moment, the arc that flashed across Noelle's mouth was fleeting and then disappeared under the smile that was unclear whether it was real or fake.

Chapter 105: Dating in Progress (2)

On the busy streets of the capital, I held Noelle's hand and searched for the barbecue restaurant in my memory.

But I probably can’t find it. It’s been five years. A lot can change in five years, but some things haven’t changed.

"Boss, two servings of snow pear candies."

The boss is still a taciturn man like before. He has been here for many years, doing business in snow pear candy. Although it is not a valuable thing, he can sell the finished snow pear candy every day because the business is very good.

I have missed this taste for five years. After paying, I handed the other piece of pear candy to Noelle and couldn't wait to taste this flavor that I hadn't seen for many days.

It’s still the familiar taste, the same familiar recipe.

"tasty..."

Noelle said with a sweet smile.

I touched her head and said, "Well, as long as you like it."

As we walked forward, we didn’t find the barbecue restaurant that I remembered. It must have closed down. It was a pity, so we could only find another place to eat.

We turned off a small road and brought Noelle to an alley full of snacks. This place is almost hidden in the bustling capital. It is a paradise for ordinary people living in the capital. The food here is delicious and cheap.

"where is this place?"

"This is a street for common people. Nobles won't come here. In a sense, this is the dirtiest place in the capital, but it's also the happiest place. There are many things here that you can't see in the royal city. Noelle, do you want to try having dinner here?"

"Well, I listen to my brother. I listen to my brother."

Sure enough, what's going on with this feeling of incongruity? They all listen to me, as if they are willing to be dominated by me. This feeling makes me very uncomfortable.

But Noelle seemed quite happy...

Forget it, don’t think too much about it. I’d better take her to see more of the world. The royal city is a birdcage, and the capital is also a big birdcage. Since there are birdcages everywhere, why not discover more possibilities of the birdcages, so that your life will not be too boring.

I feel very excited now. I can hardly stop. I don’t want to stop for a moment. I just want to look around and go to more distant places.

I was like a child, chasing something, until Noelle suddenly pulled me and I stopped.

She was staring blankly at a certain place, so I came behind her and looked in the direction she was looking.

Over there, there was a small alley. A little bit into the alley, there were two people standing there. The girl lifted the boy's chin with her slender fingertips and looked down at him. The boy was shy and didn't dare to look at the girl, but the girl grabbed his chin. Just when the girl was about to kiss him, she seemed to notice the gazes of Noelle and me, turned her head to look at us, showed an unhappy expression, took the boy's hand, and disappeared into the dark alley.

"What's wrong?"

"envious"

"envious..."

“Yeah, I’m envious.”

Many people envy you, but what you envy is what you can do, which you don’t quite understand.

After seeing the two people disappear, Noelle sighed with regret. That was the attitude that lovers should have, and now she was just playing the role of the younger sister...

"brother"

"Ok?"

"Come with me to the alley, this is an order"

As she spoke, a red light suddenly flashed, and the chain appeared in response to Noelle's call. She grabbed the chain and dragged me towards another dark alley.

"Hey, hey, hey! Are you planning on... Hey!?"

"Gong Suinv, fuck you!"

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Chapter 106 Gunsmoke

I don't know how long it took before we walked out of the alley.

Noelle held my hands contentedly, and I didn't know what to say...

My feelings were complicated. I had indeed treated Norelle as a lover at that time, and under the dual impact of guilt and betrayal, I seemed to be even more...

Shi Yin reminded me that it was almost time to return to the royal city, but Noelle didn't seem to have any intention of going back.

"Alas...if we were just ordinary people..."

"Brother, I want to eat that!"

Did you finally remember that we have nothing to eat?

Then she dragged me over, as if the crazy Noelle had disappeared. To be honest, I couldn't understand her at all. Who was the real her? The crazy one or the gentle and lovely one?

Maybe it's not important to me anymore...

"I had a great time today, thank you brother"

"what..."

On the way back to the royal city, there were still a lot of people on the central street even now. We kept passing by passers-by, but they didn't notice us.

Perhaps the people of the Kingdom of Edvira don't know what their queen looks like. Who could have guessed that the girl walking beside me and hugging my arm tightly like she is in love is the queen of the Kingdom of Edvira.

boom! ! !

Suddenly, there was a sound of explosion in the distance. The sound of the explosion came from the direction of the royal city, and flames shot up into the sky.

Something happened in the royal city?

"what's up?"

"explode?"

People on the street began to look towards the royal city.

Many people also walked towards the royal city, as if they wanted to find out what was going on.