My queen always makes my survival more difficult

"Hahaha! Okay! The battle will be held here in three days. I will call all the officials to watch the duel. Just focus on how to survive, Your Highness."

Zack showed an extremely sinister expression, with a disdainful smile on the corner of his mouth. He was probably thinking how badly I would lose, but you are just being used by me, and it is really uncertain who will win or lose.

"What on earth do you think?"

After Zach left, Noelle looked at me with a little anger and asked.

My idea is very simple. If I want to duel with Zack, then Noelle will have to remove the effect of the slave contract that suppresses power on me. I still don’t know what my power is. Everyone in this world has power, and naturally I have it too. In Shi Yin’s skill bar, my power has always been blocked and invisible, and Shi Yin has no way to remove the blockade for me. The restrictions on the slave contract restrict me, and Shi Yin is naturally restricted because he is one with me. If it was the Shi Yin of the past, this small restriction would not be a problem at all, but now it is like a part of my soul, and there is no way to remove this restriction. I am restricted, which means it is restricted.

"To be honest... I do want to protect you. I've said before, I don't hate you, I'm just unhappy with you for imprisoning me. No matter what you do to me, in my heart you are my sister, and that will never change because of anything."

What I said was like rejecting her, but she didn't show any dissatisfaction. Instead, the corners of her mouth curled up slightly, as if she was very happy.

Elolinewei on the side was stunned by what we said. She just stood there blankly without saying a word. She probably didn't understand what we were talking about.

My relationship with Noelle is probably only known to Noelle and me, whether it's physical or anything else...

These are facts that cannot be changed, and I no longer expect to change anything, so I hope that at least I can do something before I continue to distort them.

Man...As a man, I have no complaints, except that the other party is a younger sister.

"What are you going to do? You are no match for Zack."

"So, I hope you can untie my restraints, okay? Noelle"

This is my goal, I have to do this. Even if I can't defeat that guy, at least I have to let Shi Yin know what my power is.

"Elolinwei, that's enough for today, you should go back first."

"Ah! Ah... Yes! Your Majesty!"

Ai Luolinwei was startled. After she came to her senses, she spoke hurriedly and followed Noelle's instructions and left.

Looking at that departing figure, although it's regrettable, I currently can't complete Shi Yin's mission. I can only take this gamble! This gamble! If I can win, just like Zack said, he will call everyone to watch the fight. That will be my chance to completely expose my existence. Judging from Zack's situation, everyone thinks I'm dead. No matter what means, I must do everything I can to reduce Norelle's imprisonment of me. This battle may be my turning point!

"Brother, do you really want to protect me? And not for other purposes?"

Chapter 19 Don't Want to Betray

“For other purposes”

"That's it..."

The chain around her neck did not tighten, which meant that she was not angry or dissatisfied with my truth. I could see a hint of sadness on her little face, but it was hidden in the deepest part of her eyes.

"Tell me the truth, what exactly is going on with your current situation?"

"Since the death of my mother, the government of the Kingdom of Edvira has mostly fallen into the hands of men."

The Kingdom of Edvira is a feminist country. It was founded by a great queen who had been oppressed by men. Therefore, after its establishment, the Kingdom of Edvira was ordered to be a feminist country.

Now it is estimated that this ancient system is heading for extinction. Feminism means that the country's strength will have a period of transition, especially in foreign wars. Not every generation of female soldiers and female generals will be as strong as the first generation. The transition period will happen from time to time, which is nothing new.

If a country gradually declines with the times, it will definitely be beaten...

This country only allows women to hold power. When I met Zack today, I was wondering why there were male generals. So that's why.

Noelle ascended the throne as Queen of Edvira immediately after her mother's death. At that time, she was just a child. Even now, she is still just a child, only sixteen years old...

"Zack is Prince Devia's son, and my mother's younger brother. On the day my mother died, before I ascended the throne, Prince Devia conspired with the Twelve Elders to gain some power. Those hateful old women!"

Anger, dissatisfaction and shame could be heard in Noelle's tone.

The Twelve Senators are the most powerful people besides the Queen, and they are also women. After they succeed to the throne, they will begin to train their own heirs.

But what surprised me was why the Twelve Elders would cooperate with Prince Devia?

It's a little unbelievable that men in the feminist Kingdom of Edvira have almost no say, and even nobles rarely get the opportunity to hold real power.

"vomit..."

While I was thinking, Noelle suddenly started to retch, and her face became extremely ugly.

"what happened to you?"

"It's okay, I will untie my brother, but my brother has to promise me one thing."

Norelle doesn't look well, her complexion looks so bad, is she really okay?

"What is it?"

"No matter what... please don't betray me. I can tolerate whatever you do, but I hope you... won't betray me."

This is what I wanted to say, betrayal. In my last life, I was betrayed by the person I trusted the most, even the person I regarded as my life mentor. My own clone also did the same thing to me. Although I don’t know how they are doing in that world now, this distorted thing can never be restored.

No matter what my sister did to me, perhaps it was because of her twisted love that I knew she would never betray me. I don't hate her... I don't dislike her...

Maybe I am a masochist. I have been subjected to so many damn things, but even so, I still don't hate Noelle.

"I know that if I tell a lie, you will expose it. I don't know what kind of behavior would be considered a betrayal of you, but what I want to do may be a betrayal of you."

Chapter 20 Overly Complicated Thoughts

As long as you don't leave me and don't become my enemy, it's not betrayal.

These words still echo in my mind...

That's not betrayal, are your desires just that low? Then why do you imprison me here?

Today, Noelle didn't lock me up. She just sent me here to lie on the bed and fall asleep. I sat next to her and looked at her cute sleeping face. Perhaps only when she fell asleep would she show the most natural expression.

Isn't she a little thin...

Every time she sits on me, I don't feel the slightest bit of burden. Have I always imagined my sister to be too...

She may be just an ordinary girl, with a twisted love for me. Apart from that, she is just an ordinary girl who can cry, laugh and feel tired.

From the day my slave contract was engraved on me, the way I looked at her seemed to have changed. She was no longer that lovely sister, but someone who took something away from me.

Am I the one who is twisted, or is it Noelle who is twisted?

Time Sound

I called out to Shi Yin in my heart.

【Owner】

Am I the one who is twisted, or is it Noelle?

[Answer: The Master's initial transformation began on the day he was betrayed by Novi.]

Is that so...

What Nuo Wei did to me that day is still deeply engraved in my memory: her twisting waist, her seductive gasps, and that obsessed look...

And I...

Horror, helplessness, sadness... and immense disgust!

If I am also twisted, then just as Shi Yin said, my initial twist started from that time.

Noelle is not Nowei. They are two completely different beings. On the day Noelle did that to me, I felt as if her and Nowei's figures overlapped. Disgust and sadness, helplessness and fear, those negative emotions kept pouring out of my heart, so...

Do I hate Noelle or Nowei?

There is no doubt that I absolutely hate Nuo Wei. She took away everything from me. I unconsciously overlapped the figures of Nuole and Nuo Wei. In my heart, even though I did not hate Nuole, I was resisting Nuole and wanted to escape from her?

why?

The question I've been thinking about until now is, why? Why do I want to escape from Noelle?

I don't hate her, why would I want to escape?

Is it just because I overlapped Novi with her?

She never betrayed me.

Shi Yin, do you know what I am thinking?

[Answer: Master’s thoughts are too complicated. I cannot answer your questions.]

Yes, you are just a computer-assisted existence. Even if I ask you, you will not get any answer.

Noelle's only extravagant hope for me is that I stay by her side and don't become her enemy. Then anything else won't be considered a betrayal. What a humble wish... As her brother, I won't become her enemy, but I will always be by her side. Do I have that awareness?

This different world, I shouldn't think with my normal mind, but...

“Brother…Brother…Brother…”

The sleeping Noelle suddenly called out softly, her little face full of pain. Did she have a nightmare? What kind of nightmare could scare you?

wrong...

I was wrong. My sister...maybe she is just an ordinary girl.

I gently held her little hand, which was cold, like a piece of jade.

"Feel sorry..."

Chapter 21 Borrowing Someone

After Noelle fell into a deep sleep, I left the bedroom.

When I was a child, I walked through the entire palace several times. Even though I haven't left the palace for several years, I still remember clearly how to get around the palace.

It's still early and Noelle is already asleep, so this is my best chance.

“This is it.”

I stopped and found myself at my destination. From a distance, I saw many people in maid costumes walking around. When they passed by me, they just looked at me curiously and then left. I was looking for that figure in the crowd.

This is where the maids work. If the people they serve don't have anything for them to do, they will return here. This is also one of the rules of the palace.

So it shouldn't be difficult to find her here.

"found it"

Sure enough, after a while I found Elolinewei in the crowd. She was chatting with an older maid beside her. Unlike in front of me and Noelle, her expression was the most natural.

It’s a little regrettable. If it were Noelle and I, we wouldn’t be able to see such a lovely smile.

I walked towards her, and she noticed me turning around, and her expression immediately changed to the same one as before. Although I had known this would happen, I still felt a little regretful.

"Hello"

“You…you…”

"My name is Nuo Xiu, and I'm Nuo Lei'er's brother. However, I don't have any title to the outside world yet, so I'm not considered a noble person. You can just call me Nuo Xiu."

How could Ai Luolinwei dare to do that! Even if he didn't have a title, he was still Her Majesty the Queen's brother. And from the Queen's eyes and behavior before, it can be seen that the Queen cherishes this person very much.

The maid beside me looked at me with a subtle expression.

"You are...Prince Noshu?"

She was probably the maid who took care of me before. She looked somewhat familiar. Maybe she knew me. There should be many guards and maids in the palace who know me. I used to walk around in the palace.

"Yes"

"You...you are not..."

The maid's face turned pale, as if she was announcing to the outside world that I was dead. In fact, I was just imprisoned in the palace for five years.

"If I remember correctly, you once took care of me when I was young." Of course, I was just guessing, and I wasn't sure what the actual situation was.

"Are you really... His Highness Noxu?" The maid looked at me with some doubt. In their perception, I was a dead person. Never mind, it didn't matter, unless I had to prove my identity.

I took it out.

I leaned close to her ear and whispered a few words to her, telling her what I had just recalled.

After hearing this, her face changed drastically, and it was obvious that she remembered it.

"This matter is confidential. I think you should understand that Norelle will explain my affairs later. Now I want to borrow her for a while. Is that okay?"

I pointed at Elolinewei and asked, my memory gradually became clearer. She must be the head maid in the palace. After all, not many people knew about that incident.

Although I don’t know if she is still the head maid now, it won’t be wrong to say hello regardless of whether she is or not. After all, I want to take Elolinevi away.

"Okay, Your Highness, Eloline, then you can go to His Highness's side."

The head maid's face looked extremely ugly. It seemed that I was right. This was a good thing, as it gave me something to use.

"Yes"

Ai Luolinwei glanced at me cautiously, then walked over and bowed to me: "I am Ai Luolinwei, from now on I will serve His Highness Noxu. Please give me your instructions, Your Highness."

"It's not that troublesome. I just want to go to the kitchen and need your help. Is that okay?"