My queen always makes my survival more difficult

The books stored there all look rather ancient. What I am looking for is a book that I read when I was a child. I remember that book recorded all types of power in this world. I don’t know if that book is still there, but I still remember what it looked like because it left such a deep impression on me.

If I were to explain why it left such a deep impression on me, it was because I was caught by my mother when I sneaked out to read. By the way, I was twelve years old that year. After that, I was contracted as a slave and became Noelle's slave. That was my last memory before I lost my freedom. How could I forget it?

Walking inside, I scanned every book, looking for traces of that book. If I wanted to find out my power, I could only rely on that book. In addition, I had to learn how to control power, which in a sense was the same ability as word magic.

"found it!"

His eyes locked onto a book with a brown cover. There was no name on it, only something that looked like dirt.

I picked up the book, and the heavy feeling made me feel much more at ease. I didn't expect it was still here. I just came here to try my luck.

Chapter 35: Bad Words

Elolinewei on the side looked at the man in confusion.

He looked at the book in his hand with excitement, but this excitement was different from that time. Although Elolinwei hated and even hated the person in front of her, for some reason, she was still attracted by him.

He seemed to exude an indescribable charm.

Bang bang bang~~~

Patting her little face, Elolinewei didn't want to look at the man again. Although he stopped, she still suffered a lot of injuries. As for why she didn't report it to Her Majesty the Queen, she couldn't say it now.

He agreed to a duel with General Zack. He was apparently quite handsome at that time, but what happened next completely shattered his good impression of him, destroying it completely without leaving any trace.

Even for Her Majesty's sake, I can't tell you about that now, and...

I am just a little maid. If I tell her about that, will she be executed by Her Majesty the Queen? It can be seen that Her Majesty the Queen cherishes this man very much.

Elolinewei's mind was full of thoughts, and in the end she could only sigh silently, feeling bad for her own incompetence.

"If you don't like being with me, you can leave at any time. I know what you are thinking, so there is no need to force yourself."

Ai Luolinwei looked at him, feeling truly terrible! If it weren't for Her Majesty the Queen's order, how could she possibly stay here? This man had defiled her, even though...

Elolinewei couldn't wait to see him killed by General Zack right now! Although she hated Zack, she hated this man even more. She really couldn't forgive him for taking her first kiss.

It was true that the food he cooked that day was delicious, but I wasn't the type of girl who could be bribed by food!

Everything is for Her Majesty the Queen!

Ah!

It's for Her Majesty the Queen!

I scratched my head. Although I didn't know what she was doing, it was quite cute to see her clenching her fist and raising it as if to cheer herself up.

Even though she hates me.

But whatever, I've said what I need to say.

I took the book to a quiet and well-lit place and opened it. The densely packed text immediately gave me a headache.

Reading is something that requires patience, especially reading this kind of book, which requires you to understand it bit by bit.

However, being stared at by her like this really makes me feel uncomfortable...

Putting down the book, I sighed helplessly: "That... Although I don't want to say that, but you looking at me with such a covetous gaze, it really makes me uncomfortable..."

"Well..."

Elolinewei clearly showed a look of fear. In fact, she was still very afraid of me. If she was so afraid of me, why did she stay by my side? Really...

This was a huge blow to me, even though I thought it was all my fault.

"Why are you still in the mood to read here? You're going to duel with General Zach soon. Although I hate General Zach, he's still a very powerful man. Aren't you afraid of death?"

"Your attitude towards me and your attitude towards Noelle are completely opposite... Well... It doesn't matter. I'm not afraid of death. People who are not afraid of death are either brave or fools, and I'm obviously neither of those."

"You're a scumbag!"

Chapter 36 Quietly Quietly

"You're a scumbag!"

I sighed helplessly, unable to refute. He was indeed a scumbag.

"Well..."

"Ok?"

She was still looking at me, with an expression that seemed to be unsatisfied.

"Aren't you angry?"

"So, why should I be angry? There's no need to be angry about this. You're not a child anymore."

I say my mental age is actually over 60 years old, do you believe it? But unfortunately, I still have the mindset of a kid, even though I refuse to give in on these matters.

Ai Luolinwei looked at me with dissatisfaction, as if she wanted me to do something. What on earth is this guy doing?

Even though he doesn't like seeing me, he still stays by my side and stares at me like that. It makes me feel embarrassed and uncomfortable, okay?

"that..."

"Ok?"

"Can I ask you a favor?"

"Can't!"

I answered very firmly, so what are you trying to achieve by doing this? It's so contradictory.

"I haven't had breakfast yet. Can you get me something to eat? Anything will do."

Ai Luolinwei looked at me doubtfully and then turned away, but she would still turn her head to look at me from time to time until she disappeared at the door. I sighed helplessly: "Shi Yin"

【Owner】

“Analyze this book and find out what I want.”

After saying that, I started to flip through the book in my hand quickly, my eyes scanning every page. Of course, I didn’t actually see anything. Everything was relying on Shi Yin to find the content I wanted for me.

I flipped through the book several times and then stopped.

"Have you found it? The content about my power"

[Answer: Page 274]

As expected of Shi Yin, she quickly found what I wanted. I immediately turned to page 274 and saw the word "tyrant".

But it was at the last line, so I had to turn the page.

"this..."

The moment I turned the page, I simply couldn't understand what it was. The page was blank, with no content at all. It felt like it had been deliberately deleted. I turned it to the back again, and there was content at the back, but it had nothing to do with the tyrant.

The content of this page seems to have been deliberately deleted. What is this? Why would they deliberately delete this page? Is there something that the tyrant's power cannot reveal?

I was already clueless about my abilities, and now they're even more mysterious. It's like this world is messing with me. Shi Yin can't figure out what the Tyrant's abilities are, so I can only rely on myself to find the answers. It's really troublesome...

I have no choice but to find a way to use the power. Although the time sound system can assist me, I still have to control this ability myself.

"Shi Yin, can you learn the power skills of this world?"

[Answer: The power system has been equipped]

"That's it"

In this way, I can learn the power skills of this world, which is probably something similar to magic, but it is activated in the form of commands. It is also a bit like words, a combination of words and magic. That's how it feels.

By the way...

Although I didn't mean to notice it, that girl seemed to be hiding at the door and watching me. I thought she had really left.

What I said just now could only be considered as talking to myself, after all, no one could hear what I said.

What on earth is this guy doing?

I secretly glanced at Elolinewei who was looking at me from the other side of the door. She probably thought I didn't notice her.

Chapter 37 Hidden Sadism?

"for you"

Elolinwei placed a plate of something in front of me.

The food in this world is no different from the other worlds I live in, but what exactly is this that Elolinwei brought?

It's pitch black and seems to have a burnt smell. It's not to the point of being inedible, but it's just weird just looking at it. Is this charcoal?

"Just a question, what...what is this?"

“This is the breakfast you wanted.”

What kind of attitude does this guy have? Is he pretending in front of Noelle? But that shouldn't be the case. I really saw fear of me in her eyes.

I really don't understand...

If you're afraid of me, why are you going around in circles trying to piss me off? You don't want me to scold you, do you? I can't bring myself to say this, but looking at the food in front of me, while it's not inedible, the dark color makes me lose my appetite.

Forget it, I might as well try it to see what it is. If it is poisonous, then it’s just my bad luck.

I picked up a piece with a fork and put it into my mouth. It had a burnt taste when it entered my mouth, and it seemed to have a very familiar taste. In addition to the bitter taste, there was also a caramel taste, and a very familiar taste that I couldn't remember. Although it was so unpalatable that I wanted to spit it out immediately, but looking at her expectant expression, how should I put it, I felt that I really couldn't do it.

"How's it going? Is it delicious?"

“Is it delicious or not…”

It tastes terrible!

This is simply not food for human beings. I can also taste the strange smell, it is the taste of milk. What on earth did I just eat?

I swallowed it with difficulty and looked at her with a complicated expression: "What is this?"

“You did it yesterday.”

"What did I make yesterday? What I made yesterday was...I made cream stew yesterday. This is ash stew, right..."

"Um...really?"

Ai Luolinwei looked at the black thing in the plate, and it seemed to be different from the one yesterday.

But the method should be correct. Did I forget some steps?

Well...

Elolinwei looked at the charcoal ash stew in front of her with a distressed look.

"Never mind, this is your breakfast, please finish it."

"this..."

"Didn't you say that you would do anything for me as long as it's an apology? Then finish it."

"tsk"

She had to bring up this topic to pressure me at this time. I sighed helplessly and thought, forget it, as long as she is happy, nothing else matters. It's just eating charcoal ash stew. The first time I cooked, it wasn't much better than now.

Crunch, crunch, others say it tastes like chewing wax, but to me it tastes like chewing charcoal.

"Hee hee~"

Eloline looked at me with a look of enjoyment, but I felt that this smile was not right...

It was the most unpalatable. Listening to the crunching sound, the bitter taste that kept renewing itself in my mouth, and the unacceptable strange taste, it felt like my tongue was being trained. I probably won't be able to forget this strange taste for a long time.

"Hehe~ So cute"

"Um?!"

What did this guy just say? So cute? What's so cute? What the hell? Why is that smile so weird? He looks like he's enjoying himself!

Hey Hey hey...

Could this guy be a hidden sadist? Is he trying to teach me a lesson?

No, no, it’s not good enough to be treated like that by Noelle, but I have to be treated like this by a maid. Even if this is a feminist world, it’s not allowed to be played like this!

(Happy New Year's Eve to everyone! I'd like to congratulate everyone here! By the way, I'd like to ask for monthly tickets or something... Oh, by the way... the editor asked me to change the title of the book... otherwise I'd be put in the black room, so the name of this book will be changed after the New Year, but the content will not change for the time being. Also, I plan to maintain three updates in the future, and after this volume is finished, I'll change it to 2,000 words per update. P.S.: Actually, I've written a lot, and I don't want to release it all at once =W=)

Chapter 38 Female Knight (Happy New Year's Eve, Everyone!)

"Hum~"

Ai Luolinwei, who was walking in front of me, seemed to be in a very happy mood, but I could only hold my stomach and walk behind her. I didn’t want to taste the charcoal ash stew again. This guy was definitely a hidden sadist. Maybe all women in this country have this tendency. After all, it’s about feminism.

The morning schedule is over, and now it’s time to meet up with Noelle. Noelle has to work in the morning, but doesn’t seem to have much to do in the afternoon.