A journey into an infinite dimension

The girl said rather angrily.

"By the way, the Shantak bird is that guy's servant, right? Could this be the guy's signal?"

"No, it was really just an accident."

Putting down his hands that were covering his ears, the middle-aged man said with a strange expression.

"When I went to ask Him, He was just in the process of rebuilding the Shantak bird clan."

"But, it's such a coincidence. I feel like someone is plotting against me."

Scratching his head, the young man said.

"Alright, alright, stop taking up so much space. Observing us is a task that's completely beyond the scope of my writing. Please be considerate of the observer."

Waving his hands, the man smiled helplessly.

"When you say this, it basically ruins the show."

After making a casual complaint, the young man waved his hand indifferently.

"Okay, it's up to you whether you want to stay or not."

......

[In fact, if you calculate your soul age in this life from the moment you were reincarnated, you are already in your twenties.]

Ge Jiuye said softly.

Although your physical age is only 6 years old, you are actually living a second life without reincarnation.

The relationship between you and your previous life is not the common past life and future life, but the first life and the second life—or the first life and the second life, just like the relationship before and after amnesia.

Therefore, although you have lost your memories and your body age has been reset, your soul has not been reborn. So strictly speaking, whether it is your first life or this life, you are still yourself, just like you cannot say that a person who has lost their memory is no longer the same person they were before.

"..."

My relationship with my past life is like the relationship between the person before and after I lost my memory?

Ye Jian discovered that he would often learn all kinds of important information from Ge Jiuye unexpectedly, which made him question his life.

————If he hadn't had the utmost trust in her, and if she hadn't promised to tell him everything sooner or later, he might have had the urge to ask her how many things she had hidden from him.

However, after being informed of this information, no matter how hard he tried to suppress and ignore it, his trust was finally shaken.

"...In that case... you, who know so much, weren't born simply because my spirit couldn't bear that filthy information...right?"

Ye Jian's voice was trembling. He was praying that Ge Jiuye would deny his suspicions and confront him as usual.

He was willing to do all kinds of things to beg her to forgive his suspicion and distrust of her——Ye Jian would rather atone and repent for his doubts about Ge Jiuye.

As long as she denies it...

[…I am a different aspect of your same soul who gained self-awareness when you were 16 years old and fell into a near-death experience.]

Ge Jiuye could clearly sense Ye Jian's thoughts.

If she wanted to, she could completely follow Ye Jian's idea.

In this way, everything will be peaceful and it will be a happy ending.

...But, she just didn't want to lie to him.

Perhaps anyone in the world could deceive him, but she couldn't.

Chapter 403: Old thief, I doubt you, I want to fight you! [Get lost]

Lying on Yue's back, Ye Jian stared blankly at the pendant in his hand. The jade with a cool and restrained glow was clearly reflected in his bright eyes, and he was filled with confusion and hesitation.

This was a habit of his when he was in a trance.

The pendant in his hand was, of course, the dragon neck jade pendant that he had been wearing since he was a baby.

And this state of his has lasted for quite some time from the beginning to now.

Looking at him like this, Ge Jiuye wanted to speak, but didn't know what to say.

If she put herself in his shoes, she could understand Ye Jian's feelings.

What's more, she and Ye Jian share the same emotional perception.

It was precisely because of this that Ge Jiuye was unable to speak to break the silence, feeling the surging emotions in his heart.

Faced with the current tense atmosphere, the people who were with Ge Jiuye were all doing their own things with their eyes and noses focused, and no one spoke.

This is a matter between Ge Jiuye and Ye Jian, and it is not appropriate for outsiders like them to interfere.

"...Hey, Kakuye."

After a long silence, Ye Jian finally spoke.

【......Um?】

Seeing that Ye Jian finally stopped being silent, not only Ge Jiuye, but also the young man and others beside him breathed a sigh of relief.

It’s okay as long as you can speak. What I fear most is silence without saying anything.

The person involved is afraid, and the bystanders are also embarrassed.

"Tell me, who am I?"

Gently placing the pendant on his chest, Ye Jian looked at the gorgeous and dreamy starry sky above his head, where meteors streaked across from time to time, and spoke slowly.

"Who is the real me, the me as 'Yejian of Penglai Mountain' or the me in my first life?"

"Even if you say it's the same me, the differences in family background, experiences, life, and experiences are enough to make a person with amnesia have a completely different personality from their pre-amnesia self."

"Although I am still Yejian of Penglai Mountain before my memory is restored, the me after I regain my memory should be the me of my first life."

"So, is 'Henglaishan Yejian' just a transitional existence?"

"After I regain my memories, after the 'me' of my first life revives, everything that the vanished 'Horaisan Yomi' possessed will be taken by that 'me' that is not me—every time I think of this, a terrible feeling wells up in my heart..."

"But compared to me, you must want that 'me' back more, to see that 'me' again."

"After all, I am only a transitional substitute; one that is destined to disappear. What about the second life..."

It was originally a question, but in the end, it turned into deep self-mockery and unwillingness.

"..."

Looking at Ye Jian, who was smiling very sarcastically but felt so helpless and lonely in his heart, even with Ge Jiuye's sophistication, she couldn't control her emotions at this moment.

"enough!"

The figure appeared in reality, Ge Jiuye pressed on Ye Jian, interrupted his words condescendingly, and growled in a deep voice.

"Like I said, no matter what your name is, you will always be you. Even after your memory is restored, one life will not replace the other. Instead, the personalities and memories of the two lives will merge, becoming one being that is you in both lives at the same time!"

"...I want to believe in you. I want to believe that my relationship is just another facet of the same soul."

With a helpless arc slowly pulled at the corner of his mouth, Ye Jian said softly.

"But I couldn't believe you... I couldn't believe you because my mind couldn't bear the initial filthy information, and the second personality you created was born..."

In this life, Ye Jian has never been deceived by anyone.

Because no one can lie to him, and because, around him, no one will deceive him.

So Ye Jian never knew about it.

It turns out that the thing he can't accept the most is deception.

In other words, it is betrayal, which is made up of various factors including deception.

Once he has experienced this, he will subconsciously find it difficult to trust someone again.

Even, they will not regard the other person as an existence in their eyes.

Although Ge Jiuye's behavior could not even be considered deception in the usual sense, it was the first time that Ye Jian had experienced such a thing, and the object of his behavior had already occupied a special place in Ge Jiuye's heart. Ye Jian, who had no resistance at all, really could not calm down for a while.

He is in a very confused mood now.

It was so confusing that he couldn't figure out what he was saying.

"...Then, conduct a spiritual boost with me. As long as you fully perceive everything about me, you can reassure yourself whether you can trust me."

Feeling the slight pain in his heart, Ge Jiuye was silent for a while, then suddenly spoke.

[Wait! Stop causing trouble! !]

[Calm down! If things go wrong, all your memories will be seen by Aye through the spirit!]

[Stop it, scumbag! Xiaoye can't bear your memories! !]

[Damn it! You actually put down the ban in advance!]

"What is the spirit-promoting technique? I have already passed it on to you through my mind. How about that?"

Ignoring the Honkai Will and others who were jumping around like frightened birds, Ge Jiuye looked straight into Ye Jian's eyes and said.

According to the effect, promoting the spirit should normally be called "melting the spirit".

Make two different souls merge, share everything with each other, and even completely merge into one, creating a new soul formed by the combination of two souls.

However, unless the owners of the souls are twins, or an irreversible and complete fusion occurs, soul promotion will inevitably cause hidden dangers and defects in the souls of both.

Therefore, this method is basically only used to create a new fusion soul, and no one will use it just to share everything between the two parties.

Except when forced.

After all, everything is shared, and that naturally includes memories.

It is very suitable for digging out the information held by those who are stubborn, and you only need to sacrifice a puppet.

And if the targets of the spirit promotion are Ye Jian and Ge Jiuye, then there will definitely not be any hidden dangers.

Because the two people are the same soul, the closeness between them far exceeds that of twins. They don’t even need to do any special spiritual stimulation in daily life to achieve a similar spiritual stimulation effect.

However, in the current situation, only by using this special method can Ye Jian truly believe in Ge Jiuye.

So Ge Jiuye brought it up.

"...most of the time, people can't truly confirm their inner selves. If you do that, there's really no going back."

Looking at Ge Jiuye who was so close to him with complicated feelings and gazing at her determined eyes, Ye Jian wanted to look away, but he was involuntarily attracted by the brilliance in her eyes and was unable to do it.

At the same time, his thoughts also meant that he had already known what "spiritual promotion" was and chose to escape.

Just as he said, once he did this, no matter what the result was, the relationship between him and Ge Jiuye would be difficult to return to the way it was before.

He...is afraid of this change.

Also fear of possible consequences.

This is a possibility that he cannot actively guide or choose...

"Don't you believe us?"

Slightly tightening his hands that were pressing on Ye Jian's wrists, Ge Jiuye asked softly.

"...I want to believe you, so——"

"So you hate me?"

Interrupting Ye Jian's words forcefully, Ge Jiuye continued to ask.

"...I don't hate it."

"Do you like us?"

"....like."

Ge Jiuye smiled.

Although she knew that Ye Jian's definition of "like" was too simple and naive, she still couldn't help but smile.

"Then don't resist—"

Lowering her head and gently covering Ye Jian's lips, Ge Jiuye looked at him deeply, then slowly closed her eyes.

jingle---

Spark-like fluorescent light gradually spread from the two of them. Under the illumination of this light, the colors on their bodies seemed to fade a little.

At this moment, from the perspective of others, their figures seemed to overlap.