Love music home.
Aine sat calmly in the yard. She had been discharged from the hospital for a few days. Deng and Li Xi had both expressed their desire to visit her, but Aine refused.
At this moment, Aine's eyes were fixed on the cucumbers she and Hemu had grown. "These cucumbers are getting a little old."
Aine stretched out her right hand and gently stroked the uneven surface of the cucumber.
The wind slowly blew by, causing a few green strips to dance while also lifting Aine's pink hair.
After staring blankly at the cucumber for an unknown amount of time, Aine supported herself on the back of the chair and stood up. Although her left hand was better than when she was in the hospital, it was consistent with what Dr. Yamada said. She could only lift her left hand to the vicinity of her chest at most, and it was a luxury to lift it any higher.
As for the strength that the left hand can exert, it is not very much.
Aine stretched out her left hand. Now, she felt that her left hand was both familiar and unfamiliar. It looked the same as she remembered, but it felt completely different. It seemed as if this left hand did not belong to her. She wanted to clench her left hand, but at the moment, her left hand could only support half a clench.
A tear fell on her left hand, and it felt as cold as ever.
“Alas.” Aine sighed. “I asked Dr. Yamada about it the day I was discharged from the hospital, but it turns out the surgery is nowhere in sight.”
It’s so terrible! Why did I get this disease?
After a long while, Aiyin calmed down, said hello to her mother, and slowly walked towards the nearby park.
Not long after Aine left, Su Shi knocked on the door of Aine's house.
Aine's mother pushed open the door. "Ah, it's Sushi-chan. Are you here to see Aine?"
Su Shi smiled and nodded: "Well, yes, auntie."
"But, the kid just went to the park."
"Oh, I see." After Su Shi handed the gift she brought to Aine's mother, she turned and walked towards the park.
Su Shi opened her phone: "The park, it's not too far. Why are you running around instead of resting up, Aine-chan?"
Turning off the phone, Su Shi walked towards the park not far away.
Not long after, Su Shi arrived at the park and saw Aine sitting by the river at a glance.
Seeing Aine's lost look, Sushi's heart sank, but she still had a smile on her face. She walked behind Aine and called out softly, afraid to scare Aine: "Aine-chan?"
"Huh? Soyorin..." Aine was stunned. She didn't expect Soyo to appear here.
"Why do you suddenly want to come to the park, Aine-chan?" Su Shi gently stroked Aine's long hair, which was a little prickly.
Aiyin didn't say anything, but just stared at the river calmly. The sunlight shone on the river, reflecting in her eyes, reflecting the rippling waves.
"I asked Auntie, so it was easy to find Aine-chan. Do you want to watch a TV show together at home this afternoon?"
Listening to Su Shi’s gentle words, Aine curled up even tighter.
Even though it's disgusting to do this...but...I should explain it to Soyorin...My current body will make me a useless person from now on, and I don't want to drag down Sakki, Soyorin and Mumu anymore, they...have their own lives to live.
Thinking of this, Aine raised her head and looked at the endless river: "Soyorin, I know my own body very well. You... should just give up on me."
Unlike what Aine imagined, Su Shi didn't freeze or feel sad when she heard this.
On the contrary, Su Shi's mood was unusually calm. She reached out and gently hugged Aine: "Aine-chan, I know what you are thinking. You just don't want to drag us down."
Chapter 258 Soyorin, I'm so scared (still owe six chapters)
Aiyin didn't say anything, just let Su Shi hold her.
The wind blew from the river, bringing with it a damp breath, lifting the bangs on the foreheads of the two people.
Long before arriving at this park, Su Shi had roughly guessed Aine's current mood and was mentally prepared to say such words.
Su Shi gently stroked Aine's hair and buried her face in Aine's neck: "Aine-chan, I've said before that my heart is yours. It won't change now, and it won't change in the future. I love you."
After hearing this, Aiyin couldn't bear it any longer. She tried to push Su Shi away with her hands, but found that she had no strength at all. Her voice gradually changed from soft sobs to loud tears.
The wind gradually grew stronger, and the river water hit the rocks on the shore, making a dull sound.
"Why! Soyorin, why don't you leave..."
"Please leave soon... Really, I beg you." Aiyin lowered her head, her voice filled with despair.
"Aine-chan, I won't leave. I will always be with you." Su Shi reached out and wiped the tears from Aine's eyes.
"Soyorin... I'm so scared... I can feel like my body isn't mine anymore..." Aiyin hugged Su Shi tightly, not daring to let go. Her voice was a little hoarse, "I'm sorry, Soyorin, don't leave me..."
Whenever Aiyin searches for ALS patients, photos of various late-stage patients would pop up. Even though she was mentally prepared, the thought of herself becoming like this in the future made anxiety and fear spread like wildfire in her heart.
Although she said that she wanted Su Shi and Xiangzi to leave her peacefully, she still felt a pang of pain in her heart when she actually said this.
"Well, I won't leave you." Su Shi could clearly feel the body of the person in his arms trembling constantly. When had he ever seen such an ain?
In Su Shi's impression, Aine's expression is basically smiling. Except for the occasional look of regret when she is angry, she has rarely seen any other expression.
But now, Aine was hugging him tightly, not daring to let go. This little girl... could also show fear.
"Soyorin... I'm so afraid of failing to live up to your love... You all obviously like me... but, I'm so afraid that I won't be able to respond."
As she said this, Aine’s voice kept shaking.
“Is that so…” Sushi’s voice was very gentle. She lifted Aine’s chin with her finger, ensuring that their eyes met. Then, Sushi smiled slightly, “Aine-chan, you don’t need to feel any psychological burden. When we said we liked you, we gave our hearts to you.”
"So...we will always be together and will never separate."
“Together forever…” Aine shook her head, directly denying Suye’s words, “I can’t do that. Up to now, Dr. Yamada has not given any news on the surgery. I feel… my body can’t hold out until then.”
"I will, Aine-chan." Su Shi left a kiss on Aine's mouth, "I definitely will."
Su Shi seemed to be saying this to Aine, but also to herself.
The wind visibly died down, and Su Shi's words rang out clearly in Aine's ears.
"Aine-chan, you don't need to be afraid. Don't forget, Dr. Yamada said that there is hope for your ALS to be cured."
"but……"
“Have some faith in yourself.” Suye cupped Aine’s face with both hands. “Where is the confident and energetic Aine-chan I knew?”
Aine turned her eyes away: “Is this the way…”
Seeing that Aiyin was not depressed, Su Shi was happy: "Sodayo."
“Really… full of confidence and energy…” Aine muttered to herself, lowering her head. “Indeed, Doctor Yamada also told me to maintain a positive attitude before…”
After mumbling for a long time, Aine nodded heavily: "Yes, I understand!"
"I'm glad you understand." Seeing this, Su Shi smiled.
Aiyin raised her head and looked at the smiling Su Shi, and recalled the conversation she had with Su Shi in the hospital: "I'm sorry, Soyorin... I made you worry again..."
"It's okay," Suyo shook her head, "I'm happy to worry about Aine-chan."
“Pfft.” Aine couldn’t help but burst out laughing. “She told me to be obedient at the hospital earlier, but now she’s changed again.”
Su Shi turned around and looked at the river, a hint of an ambiguous smile on her lips: "Is that so?"
Worrying about Aine-chan's matter... At least, I still have someone to worry about now... This is a blessing in disguise.
"Yes." Aiyin nodded, then pounced on Su Shi.
"Eh? Aine-chan?" Before Su Shi could react, Aine threw her to the ground.
Aine gently hugged Sushi: "Soyorin, I like you guys."
"Silly." Su Shi smiled slightly, "I'm the only one here right now. I'll tell you I like you after Xiaoxiang and Xiaomu come, okay?"
Aiyin naturally understood what Su Shi said. She stuck out her tongue and smiled: "Okay, I like you."
"Well, I like you too."
The two of them lay on the lawn, and the breeze blew their hair together.
Aine raised her right hand and rubbed Soyo's face repeatedly: "Hey, Soyorin, I have something to tell you."
"You say." Su Shi didn't mind this and just let Aine play with her.
After much hesitation, Aiyin finally said, "I...want to quit mygo."
"Is that so?" Su Shi's reaction remained calm, as if he had expected it.
Aine was a little surprised: "Soyorin agreed so easily?"
"I know your situation very well. If it were Li Xi, she would agree too." Su Shi was silent for a moment and asked, "When do you plan to tell Deng and Lenai?"
“I…I don’t know.” Aine shook her head.
She has been thinking about this matter since she was in the hospital, but she still hasn't made up her mind.
Although my life in mygo was busy, it was fulfilling and happy. That's why I couldn't make up my mind to leave the group for a long time.
Su Shi turned her head and said, "Aine-chan, actually, I think... it might be better if you just tell Xiao Deng and the others directly."
“Eh? But wouldn’t that hurt them even more?” Aine’s voice was hesitant.
"To be honest, I don't think so," Su Shi shook her head. "You clearly told Xiaoxiang and us all about it back then. Wouldn't it have been better to just tell us the reason? With your encouragement, Xiaoxiang also told everyone the reason for leaving the group, and we all reconciled."
"This..." Aiyin was speechless for a moment.
Yes, what Soyorin said is true, but if I really did that, what would Tomorin think? Would he think I was a liar?
Thanks to "Psychotic Cow" for the gold treasure chest
After dinner, I came back and found that I had collected a lot more. I took a look and realized that they were rewards from the big guys! Oh, a golden treasure chest!
Special thanks to "Psychosis Cow" for the treasure chest reward! Also thank you for your support: monthly ticket reward comment post, love.
However, I can’t update more chapters at once, as I don’t have much time to write right now, and I still have six chapters left that I owe to my readers (how embarrassing, it’s been so long, and I still haven’t paid them back).
After that, I will work harder. After finishing these six chapters, I will take the time to code more as a reward (I am sure)
Chapter 259 After Leaving
At night, moonlight streamed in through the slanted window. Aiyin lay in her bed, tossing and turning, unable to sleep. Her mind was filled with the conversation she had with Su Shi during the day.
After I quit the band, should I tell them the reason directly... or should I do the same as Sakki did? What if I really tell them the reason and they can't accept it?
Aiyin took out her phone and opened the photo album. There were many pictures: various scenes, pictures of her and Xiangzi and the others...
When she turned to the first photo of mygo, her hand suddenly stopped.
“That time was so good.” Aine’s originally heavy heart was amused by the people in the photo, and she temporarily put aside the worries of leaving the group. “Soyorin looked reluctant, and what was Rakuna-chan looking at? Ah… My expression at that time was so abstract…”
After laughing, endless emptiness and sadness filled Aine's heart again.
"Even if Soyorin said that, I still have to consider their lives after I leave..."
Aiyin lay on her side on the bed, looking at the cold moonlight on the floor. Although she felt lost, she had to think carefully.
Aine is well aware of the harmonious personalities of Shoko and Suyo.
Sakki has a strong sense of self-esteem. Although she is willing to explain things to everyone now, she will not easily show her soft side and wants to handle everything on her own.
Soyorin appears to be very gentle, but in the end she is still a little girl who is afraid of being alone.
And Mumu... If I really left, the three of them would definitely handle it on their own and wouldn't want to confide in anyone...
Not to mention tomorin, rikki and little lenai.
Thinking of this, Aine sighed, and then a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth. Really, each of them makes me worry.
Aiyin closed the photo album and opened Miaomeng's contact information. Then... after she left, she could ask Miaomeng to take care of them... At least after she left, they would have someone to talk to, so they wouldn't be devastated.
[Ain: Meow Dream Kiss?]
Not long after Ain sent the message, the notification changed to "read".
[Meow Dream: Aiko, how are you feeling now?]
[Aine: Much better. Do you have time tomorrow?]
[Meow Dream: Yes.]
[Aine: Tomorrow, I want to talk with you, Umirin, and Hatsuka, is that okay?]
[Meow Dream: Sure.]
Although Miao Meng had doubts in her heart, she still told Hailing and Chuhua about it.
The next morning, in an unknown coffee shop.
Aiyin gently pushed open the door, and Miaomeng and the other two were already waiting at the table in the corner.
Seeing this, Aine slowly moved in front of them, raised her right hand and greeted them with a smile: "Good morning."
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