Li Xi suppressed his inner uneasiness and said, "Aine, what do you want to say by calling us here?"
After hesitating for a long time, Aine finally spoke: "I came here today... to announce something."
Chapter 261 I want to leave mygo
Familiar words, familiar scenes, familiar rainy days.
The difference is that the person in front of him changed from Xiangzi to Aine, the person he trusted the most.
[I came here today to say something. I want to... quit Crychic.]
The past events were replayed in Deng's mind. Gradually, Ain in front of Deng turned into Xiangzi, and then changed back.
Deng, who was kneeling on the ground, wanted to stand up, but found that she seemed to have no extra strength to support her body. She wanted to breathe, but under the impact of Aine's words, this simple action seemed so luxurious.
No...Aine-chan, don't go on...Please.
Deng raised her hands tremblingly. She seemed to have the answer in her heart. She wanted to stop Aine, but...
Aiyin lowered her head and said what she wanted to say. Although her tone was not strong, it was heard clearly: "I want to... quit mygo."
Every word that came out of Aiyin's mouth, the cold words hit Deng's heart and penetrated her body fiercely.
"Eh?"
The words that Deng least wanted to hear finally came.
A ringing sound rang in Deng's ears. It happened again... Why, why did Aine-chan also want to leave me?
Deng shakily got up from the ground. She wanted to grab Aine's hand, but found that she was so far away from her: "Did...did I do something wrong, Aine-chan?"
Li Xi quickly said, "It's not the lamp's fault."
“Then… why is it Aine-chan…” Deng turned around, a sad face.
"Because..." Li Xi was speechless for a moment. She knew why Aine quit, but she couldn't tell Deng.
"Tomorin, you saw it before, I fainted during a live performance... I have ALS... I can't be in a band with you guys for the rest of my life." After Aine finished speaking, Li Xi was already stunned.
Eh? No, this is different from what we said before... Why did Aine tell Deng directly? She's not afraid...
Su Shi blinked and lowered her head. Although she supported Aine in telling the truth, she still felt heavy and depressed when the incident really happened.
"Huh? ALS?" Deng muttered to herself, repeating the word Aine had said. This word was both familiar and unfamiliar to her. She was familiar because her biology teacher had mentioned it several times in class. She only remembered that it was a terminal illness, an incurable one...
The reason she felt unfamiliar was that she knew the probability of contracting this disease was very low and she had never seen it before.
But now... there is one in front of me, and he is my good friend.
After saying that, Aine turned around and reached out to open the door of the rehearsal room.
“Aine-chan…” Deng came to her senses and called out to Aine softly, as if trying to make her change her mind, “Don’t… don’t leave…”
Seeing this, Li Xi quickly stood in front of Aine: "Aine..."
Li Xi gritted her teeth and wanted to say something, but when she saw Aine's red eyes, all the words that were about to flow into her throat were swallowed back.
"Tomorin, Lenai, we will still be good friends from now on. You can come to see me anytime you want, but... the band should just disband." Aine released her right hand from the doorknob, gently pushed Riki away, and slowly walked out.
Without much thought, Su Shi followed.
With a "thump", Deng collapsed to the ground. She couldn't believe that Aine would really quit mygo.
A trembling voice uttered from Deng's mouth: "Lixi... Is Aine-chan's ALS a terminal illness?"
Lixi wanted to deny it and keep the last bit of peace of mind for Deng, but when she saw Deng's trembling body, she sighed and nodded slightly.
"Rikki..." Lenai's voice came from behind Riki.
"What's wrong?" Li Xi turned around, but was surprised to find that Lenai's eyes no longer had the liveliness and vitality of the past, but only sadness and confusion.
For Lenai, all this happened so quickly and suddenly that he didn't have much time to react.
"There's no new place to live..."
"Wild cat..." Li Xi shook his head, "You don't have to be like this. There will be a place to live."
"But..." Lenai squatted aside, holding the guitar in his arms, "The person who played guitar with me...quit."
Deng gently tugged at the corner of Lixi's clothes: "Lixi... tell me, is not forming a band the right choice?"
"lamp……"
Before Li Xi could finish her words, Deng interrupted her: "If we hadn't formed a band... would Aiyin have gotten ALS?"
Li Xi shook her head at this. Now that things had come to this, there was no need for her to hide anything. "But... Deng, it's not like that... When she first came to us, she had already..."
"Huh?" Deng raised his head.
"That girl... has been like this for a long time." Li Xi lowered his head. "In the previous rehearsals and live performances... she always endured physical discomfort to participate... So, she has been working hard to fulfill the promise she made to you, for the rest of her life..."
“Lixi…” Deng lowered his head, his eyes flushed, “But Aine-chan left Mygo, and the promise of a lifelong band… is also broken…”
Li Xi shook his head: "The lamp, I don't think it will be broken, rather... quite the opposite."
"Huh?" Deng was stunned.
After leaving the rehearsal room, Aiyin walked down the stairs step by step. Sushi stayed beside Aiyin and reached out to support Aiyin.
Aine lowered her head, her long hair covering her face, so her expression couldn't be seen: "Well, Soyorin, you don't have to support me. I can still go downstairs now."
"Yeah." Su Shi nodded in response and maintained a safe distance from Aine so that if anything happened to Aine, Su Shi could catch her in an instant.
After leaving RiNG, Su Shi quickly opened the umbrella to shield Ai Yin and herself from the misty rain.
After taking a few steps, Aine suddenly stopped.
"Aine-chan?" Su Shi followed behind Aine and also stopped.
Aine turned around, hugged Suye gently, and sobbed softly: "So, Soyorin... I, I don't want to leave Tomorin, I don't want to leave Rikki and Rakuna, I can't bear to leave Mygo..."
"I know, this isn't Aine-chan's fault." Su Shi held the umbrella in one hand and gently patted Aine with the other to comfort her. "I know better than anyone how Aine-chan feels about Mygo and everyone else."
“Even though I told Tomorin and the others the real reason for leaving the group,” Aine’s sobs gradually grew louder, “but… I still feel so guilty inside. We clearly agreed to be together forever…”
Su Shi shook her head: "Don't blame Aine-chan, no one wants this to happen. This is already a good exit..."
Seeing that Aine was crying harder and harder, Su Shi quickly said, "Okay, Aine-chan, stop crying. Your health is more important."
"But...I can't stop."
Aiyin's breathing became heavier, and then Su Shishan lifted Aiyin's face and kissed her gently. After a moment, she let go of Aiyin.
"Are you feeling better?" Su Shi smiled slightly.
“No.” Aine shook her head, but her crying was not as intense as before, just soft sobs.
"Okay, there are too many people on the street, let's go back first." Su Shi held Aine's hand and walked towards home.
After taking a few steps, Su Shi turned back again. He didn't know what happened to Xiao Deng and Xiao Lenai. He should have a good talk with them and enlighten them later. He couldn't let them get hurt like this.
It was already noon, the lights came out of the RiNG, and the rain in the sky had stopped at some point.
The air in the city was rarely fresher, but Deng had no intention of enjoying it. She walked on the street with her head down, holding a notebook in her hand.
In her mind, Aine's words just now kept repeating: "I want to quit myGO because I have ALS and can't be with you forever."
Chapter 262 Gravity Collision
The next day, Deng was walking alone on the road to Yugaoka, holding a notebook.
Sure enough, it failed again, all... failed.
We had agreed to form a band for life, but... because of this reason... Aine-chan left mygo.
ALS... I hate it. It took Aine-chan away from me... I don't want this. I want Aine-chan to always be on mygo...
But... this is also selfish.
After passing the red light and crossing the road, I didn't know how long it took before the light arrived at the gate of Yuqiu School.
I don't want to cry anymore, nor do I want to be in pain anymore. As expected, maybe from the beginning, this band—mygo, all of this... shouldn't have existed, right?
What should I do? I want to have a good talk with Aine-chan, hoping she can listen to my feelings, but...how can I convey them? Or...sing? But...Aine-chan...said she has a terminal illness. Will this...really work?
When I arrived at the classroom, my classmates saw the lights and greeted me with smiles.
"Good morning, Lantern."
"Deng, you and Aine-chan are the best friends. Is she okay now?"
"That's what I mean. Everyone misses her so much."
However, Deng did not listen to these words. She was still immersed in her own world.
I don’t care about this terminal illness… I just want to be with Aine-chan… Mygo used to be so happy.
So many words were stuck in my ears, no... it was the sound of crying that echoed in my ears. We and Aine-chan, this shouldn't have been the end... We were so happy before, and Aine-chan was so gentle... She must not want this...
Before I knew it, the day's classes had passed in the darkness of the lamp.
It's always like this, it exists but becomes hard to touch, it can be seen but disappears without a trace, everything... disappears, nothing is left.
I don't understand. It was Aine who pulled me out of the shadow of Crychic, but why did you personally push me into the abyss of mygo? Aine...even if you really have ALS...I really want you to stay...
Coming to the planetarium again, Deng walked in.
Before, when Crychic disbanded, I said nothing, did nothing. But now, I... don't want to watch the good things pass me by...
I want to be... human.
But... would Aine-chan want to see me?
After the show was over, Deng came out of the planetarium holding a notebook.
"Xiao Deng, we meet again."
Deng only felt someone tapping her shoulder. She turned around and saw Chu Hua: "It's you..."
"That's right." Chu Hua smiled slightly, but when she looked at Deng's appearance, she retracted her smile, "Why do I feel like you're about to cry again?"
"It has ended."
"Huh?" Chu Hua was confused by what Deng said.
Deng sat on the steps, lowering his head: "Aine-chan... left mygo, and now... everyone is divided again."
"Xiao Ai quit mygo?" Chu Hua was stunned for a moment. Why did Xiao Ai suddenly quit mygo? It happened so quickly. She had clearly asked us to take care of her the day before yesterday...
Thinking of this, Chu Hua seemed to have a sudden epiphany.
Oh, I see. It's just like what Ruomai and Hailing said. Is it because of that disease? Apparently... Xiaoai didn't tell Xiaodeng.
I don't want to hurt their feelings...
"Xiao Deng, what if Xiao Ai had something happen and had to quit?" Chu Hua sat next to Deng and spoke gently.
"I had no choice?" Deng was stunned for a moment, then nodded. "Aine-chan... left mygo because of illness, but she said... we are still good friends and I can visit her anytime..."
After a pause, Deng curled up, hugged his knees with his hands, looking autistic.
"That's fine, we're actually still together." Chuhua was a little surprised by Ain's words. Although he had the heart to quit, he really couldn't bear to abandon his friends.
"But... I still want to be in a band with Aine-chan for life. That way... our promise... will be even stronger."
"Xiao Deng, you just said that Xiao Ai is sick. Everyone has a side that they don't want others to see, so you have to be considerate of Xiao Ai."
"A side you don't want others to see?" Deng lowered his head, curling up even tighter like a watermelon worm. "But... I really want to be with Aine-chan, to cry and rejoice together."
"Is that so?" Chu Hua picked up the notebook Deng had placed on the ground. Although he already knew the answer, he still asked again. However, it was more like asking Deng to confirm it himself rather than Chu Hua himself. "The original lyrics have already been conveyed, right?"
Deng nodded without saying anything, but just raised his head slightly and looked at Chuhua in confusion.
"So, you can continue to sing and convey your feelings to Xiao Ai." Chu Hua, like in the past, held the notebook in both hands and handed it to Deng.
The light turned on his curled up body and reached out to take it: "Continue singing?"
"Yeah." Chu Hua nodded, "You just said that you wanted to be with Xiao Ai, right?"
"Yes."
"Then let Aine return to the band and not perform live, right?"
Deng was stunned by Chu Hua's inexplicable words: "Huh? Why?"
"I know about Xiao Ai. She fainted during a live performance. She probably quit MyGO because she couldn't perform live. After all, she's the guitarist. If she can't perform live on stage, the band will definitely lose the right to perform live because of her." Chu Hua smiled slightly. "Xiao Ai is a very good girl. I know this. Xiao Deng knows it too, right?"
“Yeah.” Deng nodded, “Aine-chan is… very gentle.”
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