mygo, but Cthulhu

"Death? You're a data entity evolved from an inferior race. You know nothing about death. How dare you rashly talk about this great word?"

At this moment, the Kunyang man in front suddenly laughed. He didn't care about the smart weapons aimed at him. He opened his arms with a sneer. While feeling the destruction of the city, his face showed intoxication and fanaticism.

"Do you know what true horror is? You don't understand anything. The essence of the universe is fear and nothingness. We fight against all this with madness and satisfaction. Look at you..."

"boom!"

Ruomai was too lazy to listen to his nonsense and directly controlled the instrument to tear him and other Kunyang people into pieces. Seeing that all the obstacles had disappeared, Tsugumi Yuzawa immediately wanted to rush in, and Misaki Ozawa also quickly grabbed her shoulders.

"Wait! You heard what he just said. Your friend can't see you now. If she gets provoked again, we might all be blown to pieces. Calm down first!"

"But……"

"My thoughts are exactly the opposite of yours. Uehara Himari's flesh and blood has now permeated the building, and she has completely fallen into madness. Apart from her friends, anyone who enters will be attacked directly by her."

Just as Tsugumi Hanezawa was about to say something anxiously, Mashiro Kurata's calm voice suddenly rang out. Misaki Okuzawa unexpectedly turned her head subconsciously, and the white-haired girl calmly met her gaze and shook her head slightly.

"If she goes in, Feimali might lose control, but if she doesn't go in, Feimali won't be able to wake up and save the situation, and we will all be blown to death soon."

"What about Mizukuri? At least she's capable of protecting herself. She'd be more suitable to go in and comfort Himari... Miss Yutenji! Do you have a way to teleport Mizukuri here?!"

Misaki Ozawa looked anxiously at the instrument next to her, and Ruomai could only sigh at this time.

"I'm sorry, but the chapel's loss of control is beginning to interfere with other functions in the city... I can't remove this restriction right now."

"how so……"

Ozawa Misaki frowned anxiously, and Hanezawa Tsugumi took a deep breath and made up her mind. She looked at her trembling hands, trying to draw strength from the memories related to Himari, gritted her teeth and nodded vigorously to Misaki.

"Senior Oze, please let me in. I will take care of everything. I also believe that Feimali will not hurt me. Please."

"All right……"

Seeing that the whole city was shaking more and more violently, Ozawa Misaki hesitated for a moment and could only nod silently. She sighed and handed the transmission beacon to Yuzawa Tsugumi, and whispered some instructions to the girl.

"You must pay attention to your own safety. I brought you here, and I also hope to be able to take you back... If your friend goes completely crazy, crush it immediately. Its source is a trapezohedron. Although Naya's power is untrustworthy, at least it can break through the limitations and get you out of here... This is your last resort."

"Thank you, Oze-senpai, but I don't need this... If Feimali wants to kill me, I won't resist. I owe her too much."

Tsugumi Hazawa gave her a grateful smile, but still shook her head silently, and returned the teleportation beacon to Misaki Ozawa. The latter was stunned for a moment and wanted to continue persuading her, but the girl had already turned around resolutely and walked into the chapel without hesitation.

The whistling dust subconsciously wanted to attack her the moment she entered it, but the next moment it felt the familiar breath on her body, and quickly retreated, frantically cutting other things with great violence.

"Ahhhhh! Ahhhhhh!"

The closer Tsugumi Yuzawa walked into the place, the clearer the familiar yet unfamiliar crazy wailing became. She could see countless piles of sand and dust around her, and after realizing that they were all once part of Himari's body, she could no longer control her tears. In the painful dizziness, her vision gradually blurred.

She reached the deepest part, and at this time she also saw through the transparent wall that Feimali's whole body was trapped in the mechanical core. Her body kept repeating the process of cutting and reassembling, but what drove her crazy was the seemingly endless torture before. Even though her mind had been frozen, she would rather sink into madness, spitting on the cold and desperate reality, and was unwilling to wake up.

Seeing this scene, Tsugumi Yuzawa couldn't help but open her eyes wide. She ran over tremblingly and wanted to rescue Himari, but she had no way to break this transparent barrier. She could only sob and beat it desperately, leaving her hands with skin torn and blood smeared on them bit by bit.

"Feimali! Feimali! Wuwuwu... I'm sorry, Feimali, you have endured so much for us, I'm sorry..."

At this moment, Tsugumi Yuzawa only felt the familiar and disgusting powerlessness swallowing her up again. She looked at the transparent barrier that had not been damaged at all despite her desperate pounding, and slowly knelt on the ground in despair. Her bloody fingertips stroked the distorted face of Himari through the barrier, and she spoke in a low voice with pleading and sobbing.

"Feimali... Can you hear my voice? Can you see me? I'm sorry, I know you've endured so much for us, and asking you to wake up again might just be cruel... But I want to help you endure it, I want to hug you, please, Feimali, respond to me, no matter what the price, I want to help you, please..."

The transparent hard material should have blocked her voice, however, it could hardly be called luck or misfortune, her existence was still deeply engraved in the depths of Feimali's consciousness even now, and she still held on to these precious memories.

In the sea of ​​blood, Feimali, who was falling towards the depths, suddenly opened her eyes in a daze. She saw a familiar light appearing in the scarlet. She subconsciously wanted to reach out to it, but her body was suddenly grabbed by more blood-stained broken hands. Countless painful and crazy Feimali tried their best to pull her down, staring at her with a twisted face, and screamed with resentment and panic.

"Feimary! Have you forgotten how terrifying you are?! Don't get close to your

My friend! You can't stay awake for long, you'll kill her!

"I……"

Himari couldn't help but hesitate, and when she heard the faint sobbing of Tsugumi Yuzawa, she gritted her teeth and made up her mind to tear their wrists apart.

She desperately chased forward in the ocean of blood, and before her eyes were scenes of blurred memories of the past. They were fragile and beautiful, and even though she had endured so much, it was because of them that she could maintain her self-identity and not completely become a monster.

"Thrush, thrush!"

She rushed out of the broken limbs and flesh, screaming and desperately reaching out her hands. As she grasped the light, she suddenly saw her friend's surprised face with tears in her eyes.

She fell heavily to the ground with her, and blood and internal organs instantly covered Tsugumi Yuzawa's body. However, she didn't care about it at all. She just hugged Himari tightly with trembling hands, fearing that all this was just an illusion.

"Feimary! Are you awake?! That's great, really great..."

"Don't cry, I'm fine now, Thrush..."

Uehara Himari forced a smile with trembling hands, and at the same time hugged her warm body tightly back. She wanted to comfort her friend, but now she found herself sobbing uncontrollably, and her body was breathing rapidly without her permission, because she felt strongly uncomfortable with this unfamiliar softness.

"Feimary, what's wrong with you? Feimary?"

Uehara Himari heard Tugumi's worried cry, but she could no longer speak normally. She raised her head but only saw her own falling head. She stretched out her hand but only felt the familiar broken pain. Even if she closed her eyes regardless, she still saw only scarlet. This monotonous and terrifying color was more than the black that should have been there, more than everything else, until the end of the world.

"hahahahahahahahahahaha!"

She heard herself laughing uncontrollably. She had been trying so hard to get used to all the pain and collapse, but her frozen body could never adapt. At this moment, after a long period of relaxation, she suddenly collapsed, like a rag bag completely bursting with blood.

"Don't come near me! Thrush! Hahahaha! Don't come near me! Kill me! Eat me! Destroy me! Please!"

She subconsciously wanted to keep her friends away from her, but her frantic voice was already chaotic and incoherent. She wanted to cover her head, but she couldn't be sure if she really did it, or if she subconsciously cut open her body.

She was crying, she was laughing, she was wailing, she was in ecstasy, she had everything, and she also had nothing, she was a slave to that beautiful paradise, she was the master of this bloody hell... She had already been twisted to the limit.

The next moment, Uehara Himari tore open her eyelids with force, but she did not see her friends. She only saw a familiar figure. They all had scarlet crosses on their faces, and hanging on their broken faces were sarcastic and crazy smiles.

"You're so pitiful, one of our kind. Why are you so unwilling to accept all this? It's obvious that as long as you choose to sink, you will feel the same happiness as us... Why do you reject us?"

"Because I'm different from you! You bastards!"

Fei Mali rushed forward in rage. She used all her strength to tear their bodies apart, and her flesh and blood were also shattered. She cut off their throats and tongues, and the cold air flowed into her lungs unimpeded, making it impossible for her to suppress the upward curve of her lips.

"Hahahahaha!"

No matter how she destroyed them, the number of Blood Crosses never decreased. They never resisted, but just laughed wildly and pointed at her, as if they had seen the most ridiculous thing in their lives.

“Hahahahaha! You… you damn things, you are nothing… Hahahahaha!”

In the end, Feimali was completely out of strength and fell to the ground exhausted. Then, she panicked and found that she was laughing. She tried desperately to cover her mouth, but the growing fangs also bit her palms clean. The twisted smile continued to expand through the pale finger bones, devouring everything of Feimali.

She fell again, without end, without interruption.

Chapter 331 Silent Despair

"Femme Marie! Femme Marie!"

Tsugumi Yuzawa called out to her friend anxiously, but the pink-haired girl's crazy self-mutilation did not stop at all. Her face was distorted into an appearance that Tsugumi Yuzawa could not imagine, full of collapsed pain and ecstasy.

Tsugumi Yuzawa tried desperately to stop her actions, but she was unable to suppress the crazy Himari. The latter trembled and kept pulling out her internal organs and flesh, convulsing and crying and laughing and screaming, and it seemed as if there was no hope for her to wake up.

"Feimary... I'm sorry, I'm sorry. If I hadn't insisted on waking you up, perhaps you wouldn't have endured so much pain from the counterattack..."

At this moment, Tsugumi Yuzawa could only kneel on the ground, sobbing. The familiar feeling of powerlessness once again swallowed up everything in her, making her feel that all her willpower was gradually collapsing and completely turning into intense hatred towards herself.

...She thought she could do something, she thought she could help Feimali, but she was still so useless, she could do nothing but cry and despair. Her existence briefly restored Feimali's consciousness, but instead made her suffer more torture... What should she do to help her friend?

"Shut up! Shut up! You bastards! Damn Blood Cross!"

At this moment, she also saw Feimali suddenly get up from the ground and roar furiously. She tore her face desperately, causing her eyeballs to be quickly torn to pieces. She wailed in a hallucination and desperately slammed into the wall next to her, making her body become more and more broken.

At this moment, Tsugumi Yuzawa suddenly realized something. She opened her eyes wide with tears in her eyes, and then she couldn't help but clench her teeth and hold the dagger in her pocket tightly.

...Blood Cross, it was because of those lunatics that Feimali became what she is now... She couldn't take revenge on those who had already died, but now she already knew how to help her friends.

She has always been in pain and has always been hurt, but she has never hurt anyone else... If she has already collapsed and become twisted, then let me bear her madness. At least in this way, she can finally find a channel to vent.

"I'm sorry, Feimali... I've always been protected by you and Lan. I've always been a burden to you... But at least, this body of mine can help you."

Tsugumi Yuzawa clenched her teeth, tremblingly pulled out the dagger, and desperately fought against her fear as she cut the skin on her face, leaving a scarlet cross on it.

If happiness is elusive for Feimali, then at least she hopes to make her friends feel happy, because she really doesn't want to continue to see Feimali collapse to this point, but still have nowhere to vent...even if the price is her life.

"Flammary,"

She tried hard to endure the pain and trembled as she squeezed out a sound slowly. The pink-haired girl covered in blood also trembled suddenly. She huddled in the corner in panic. Even in the bloody hallucinations, she was still afraid that she would hurt Thrush. She frantically tore her body open again and again, creating pain to fight against the sea of ​​blood that was drowning her, causing a pale dust to accumulate on the ground.

"It's okay, Scarlet Mary... Don't be afraid, I am the Blood Cross... Take revenge on me, kill me.

Come to me, take out all your pain, your madness, and your despair on me... at least this way I can help you."

Blood flowed into Tsugumi Yuzawa's eyes, but she didn't care about the pain in her eyes. She walked step by step towards her bruised friend in this scarlet vision. She knelt beside Himari with tears in her eyes, gently held her head, and let her face with the scarlet cross appear in her crazy eyes.

At this moment, Feimali's eyes suddenly froze, and Yuze Tsugumi also saw the despair and hatred gradually burning in her eyes, and she couldn't help but hug her body tightly. The satisfaction of finally being able to help Feimali completely overwhelmed the fear in her heart, and she couldn't help but smile.

"Come on, Scarlet Mary."

"Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah!"

Uehara Himari wailed and stretched out her hands forward hysterically, and in front of her was the scene of Mitakeran and the others being torn to pieces bit by bit by the Blood Cross. She had obviously changed everything, but this extremely desperate scene still appeared here, making her even more crazy.

She knew that these were all fake, but the boiling blood still flowed on her body, making it impossible for her to distinguish them. She tried her best to tear and grab the blood cross that was holding her, but her limbs could not be destroyed no matter what, so she could only repeat the wailing over and over again.

"Tear,"

The next moment, with an exceptionally clear sound of flesh being torn apart, Feimali was shocked to find that she had easily broken free from the blood crosses around her. They retreated with sarcastic and pitying expressions, and she had no time to think and rushed forward with all her might.

Ran, Mocha, and Tomoe disappeared in an instant, leaving only Tsugumi Yuzawa with tears on her face desperately reaching out to her. Himari Uehara frantically and desperately knocked away a bloody cross that was pressing on her. As the other figures around her disappeared one after another, she grabbed the girl's throat tightly, with only the bloody cross in her eyes.

"Damn bastard! Maggots! Excrement! How dare you touch her?! How dare you?!"

She screamed madly and tore open the Blood Cross's abdomen with her palms. As the body below trembled, she suddenly discovered unexpectedly that these eyes were different from those of the other Blood Crosses. There was a clear sense of pain in them.

"Pain... Hahahaha! Do you feel pain too?! You damn monsters! Aren't you crazy about all kinds of stimulation?! How can you feel pain?!"

Fury and surprise instantly engulfed Fei Mali. She turned her head to look at Yu Ze Tsugumi, and only relaxed after confirming that she was okay. With a distorted face, she loosened the neck of Blood Cross under her, used magic to heal her slightly to prevent her from dying too quickly, and then punched hard into her exposed abdominal cavity, causing her stomach and intestines to shatter instantly.

"Ah ah ah ah ah!"

Afterwards, Feimali was even more surprised to see that the Blood Cross actually screamed. This unprecedented experience of causing pain to others made her feel as if she felt a cool and long-lost comfort. Even her long-numbed senses were restored bit by bit, and her buzzing mind was filled with ecstatic excitement.

"Hahahaha! It seems that you are not completely infected! Why are you screaming like a human?! Answer me!"

She swung her fists repeatedly with a sad and sinister smile, beating the lower half of Blood Cross's body into a bloody mess. The shrill screams became louder and louder, making Fei Ma Li realize for the first time that torturing others could be such a pleasurable thing. While shedding tears, she couldn't help but curl up the corners of her mouth.

…She seemed to gradually understand why these lunatics did this. The screams that did not belong to her were so novel and fascinating that she felt as if all her consciousness was sucked into them. Every part of her body was clamoring to claim the blood debt, plunging this Blood Cross into the deepest despair.

**, this extremely unfamiliar feeling began to flood into Feimali's mind, making her laugh uncontrollably, and she used all the means she had experienced to torture the Blood Cross desperately. She had been thirsty in pain for too long, and such a novel and addictive sadomasochism was like a clear spring in the desert, making her wish to drown in it.

Every organ can be broken, every part can be tortured. Uehara Himari enjoys the screams and cries of the blood cross to her heart's content, satisfying her own hatred and pain. Whenever she is about to die, Himari will use magic to repair her body, adding a bit of despair to her gray eyes.

In the feast of blood, Feimali almost forgot everything. She hit her head hard, turned her head to look at the unconscious Yuze Tsubasa next to her, and then she felt relieved. She raised her hand in disgust and prepared to end the life of Blood Cross.

She pinched her slender neck hard, but when she was about to tighten her grip, Feimali suddenly met those blood-stained eyes. There was a familiar look in them that made her stunned for a moment, and then she felt an indescribable rage.

"You...what qualifications do you have to look at me like that?! Who do you think you are?! How dare you look at me like that?!"

Fei Mali roared and inserted his fingers directly into her eye sockets, digging out her two eyeballs as she screamed. She didn't know why she felt a surge of fear and anxiety. Something was desperately reminding her, but she couldn't find the source of this abnormality at all.

There must be something wrong with this guy's eyes. Yes, that's right. Don't scare yourself anymore. It must be because this guy is abnormal. It must be!

Fei Mali gasped for breath, repeating this in her heart desperately. She gritted her teeth and stared at the empty, bleeding eye sockets. After hesitating for a moment, she raised her hand and cast a spell, allowing a new eyeball to grow out again.

It should be normal this time, hurry up, let me see that familiar numb look, not that damn thing...

Feimali stared at her expectantly, but when Blood Cross's eyes recovered, she couldn't help but tremble and clench her teeth, her face distorted to the extreme with rage.

There was indeed despair and pain in those eyes, but they were only on the surface. In the eyes of this bloody cross, she could see a hint of tenderness that should not have appeared, an absurd love... She felt more and more familiar with this confusing contradiction, and it also made her more and more angry.

"Love?! Do you think a monster like you deserves love?! The only ones who love me are my friends! How dare you look at me like that?! Hate me! Hate me!"

Fei Mali roared madly and tore those eyes apart violently again. She tore the body of the Blood Cross apart again frantically until the spells were unable to heal the flesh and blood that was broken to the extreme, until the body of the Blood Cross gradually disappeared, leaving only the head that was barely kept alive by the spells.

At this moment, Uehara Himari also felt confused and dizzy. She didn't know what was wrong with her, but her body began to tremble for some reason. A warm liquid that was not blood flowed across her face, and when she raised her hand to touch it, she only saw coagulated blood smearing on her palm.

She... she was crying? She was crying over a bloody cross? How could this be possible?

Fei Mali stood there in a daze, and dusk fell on this wasteland made of flesh and blood. The distorted sun set little by little, and the pink-haired girl trembled as she held up the head of the Blood Cross. She cast a spell on her for the last time, causing eyeballs to grow out of her eye sockets again.

Under the setting sun, she saw those eyes again. Even after so much torture, there was still not a trace of hatred in those dim eyes. She seemed to realize that she would die, and the tenderness and love in them melted away little by little.

Desperate, trembling, he squeezed out a familiar voice bit by bit.

"Feimary... I'm so glad I could help you."

"..."

Fei Mali was stunned. At this moment, she suddenly realized that these eyes were the brown color of Yuzawa Tsugumi, and under the bloody cross wound, it was clearly the familiar face of her friend.

"Do not……"

She turned her head quickly in horror, only to see an empty space. The friend who should have been beside her had long since disappeared. The setting sun slowly sank into the flesh and blood ridge. As night fell, everything around her quickly melted away, turning into the cold scene of the chapel.

"No... no... you're Thrush? No, how can that be... no..."

Fei Mali regained consciousness, but this clarity brought her deeper despair. She looked at the head of Tsugumi Yuzawa in her hands, and felt indescribable pain flooding into her mind. It was so cold that she almost lost her perception. She could only sob and hug the remaining part of her friend.