mygo, but Cthulhu

"Xiangzi, do you still want revenge now?"

Li Xi couldn't help but raise his voice at this time, looking at the blue-haired girl with disapproval, his irritable expression mixed with fatigue.

"We have been through so much, are you still obsessed with getting satisfaction by killing the murderer? Even if you do, the real Ruomai

He won’t come back, so you should take us away from here as soon as possible…”

"Even if Ruomai won't come back because of this, how can I give up on revenge?!"

Toyokawa Shoko gritted her teeth and interrupted her. Li Xi was stunned for a moment and her expression became more serious. Before she spoke, Shoko took a deep breath and looked up to meet her questioning gaze, then spoke first painfully and persistently.

"Lixi, I understand your concerns... But didn't you hate that AI just as much before? You tried to kill her time and again. You should understand how I feel. Important friends were taken away like this, and we lost them forever... How can I tolerate living in the same world with Kurata Mashiro?"

"But even if Deng committed suicide because of that AI, I still believe that the surviving companions are more important than hatred. Xiangzi, don't let hatred cloud your mind..."

"Of course you can say that, because neither Deng's suicide nor Aine's true nature change was intentionally targeted, but Wakamu's death is different!"

Li Xi frowned and wanted to continue persuading, but Xiangzi roared out in anger. She clenched her teeth tremblingly, feeling the hatred that had been suppressed due to self-deception surging again, controlling everything in her and making her roar madly.

"Although the AI ​​was a factor, Deng ultimately chose death of her own accord. And the reason Aine was infected by that monster's flesh and blood was because of Roselia and Mizono Watari. The former never imagined such a thing would happen, and the latter is already dead. Your misfortune can be attributed to an accident, but what about Wakamugi?! What about my friend?! She was murdered by Kurata Mashiro!"

She stared into Li Xi's eyes, and the latter frowned and looked at her, squeezing out a cold voice.

"So, you're going to go for revenge regardless of the consequences? And you're going to drag all of us along with you?"

"Oh, if you don't want to come with me, then of course I can let you leave here directly, and we will stay..."

Toyokawa Shoko sneered, but before she could finish her words, her collar was grabbed by Li Xi. The black-haired girl approached her, her delicate face slightly distorted with anger, and she spoke slowly, word by word.

"Listen up, Toyokawa Shoko, if you want me to punch you again, then keep talking. You can just treat us as your own bastards and abandon us. You can just ignore everything we've been through together and use such contemptuous words to disdain our feelings for each other... Even if you do that, I will just beat you up and then treat you as if I was just blind and mistaken... Speak, Toyokawa Shoko!"

"……sorry,"

Her fierce and painful eyes gradually calmed down Toyokawa Shoko. She sighed tiredly and apologized softly, only then realizing how excessive her words were.

"Lixi, I'm sorry, I didn't mean that... I know I'm very important to you, otherwise you wouldn't have to sacrifice so much for me... I just lost my mind for a moment."

"...Luckily you can still speak human language, otherwise I really would have beaten you up."

After a moment of silence, Shiina Riki sighed and let go of her, looked at her with a complicated look and asked again.

"So, what are you thinking now? Do you still want to stay here?"

"I... I'm sorry, Lixi. I know it's wrong to cling to hatred, but I really can't get rid of it. Ever since I had to wake up from my self-deception, I can no longer suppress the pain and hatred... I can't forget the scene of Ruomai's chest being punched with a bloody hole."

Toyokawa Shoko closed her eyes and tried hard to squeeze out a sound, while Li Xi could only sigh silently and nodded weakly.

"Well, since you can't give up, we can't abandon you... We will bear all of this with you."

"Thank you, Lixi."

Toyokawa Shoko expressed her gratitude sincerely, and the black-haired girl waved her hand, while raising her voice to emphasize.

"No need to thank me. I just need you to promise me that after we successfully kill Kurata Mashiro and complete our revenge, you must take us away from here. Can you do it?"

"Of course, after killing her, I'll have no reason to stay in this city."

Toyokawa Shoko nodded without hesitation, but at this moment she suddenly remembered something, her expression became a little subtle, and after hesitating for a moment, she looked up at her.

"Riki, I've heard recently that corpses with signs of gnawed flesh have appeared all over Tokyo... Was this your doing? Has Aine's condition deteriorated to this extent?"

"...We can't do anything about it. She's been hiding in her room all day, her consciousness is often confused, and her time spent awake is getting shorter and shorter. What she craves most is human flesh and blood, as if she's never satisfied. No matter how much we feed her, she still wants more."

After a moment of silence, Li Xi explained softly and tiredly, while Xiangzi was stunned for a moment and couldn't help frowning.

"So... has she attacked you guys so far?"

"No, she'd rather hurt herself than do anything to us... I know what you're thinking, Xiangzi, but she hasn't been consumed by madness, at least not yet."

Li Xi sighed, and after realizing the purpose of her question, he shook his head with a serious expression. Xiangzi also pursed his lips, hesitated for a moment, and then spoke softly and seriously.

"Li Xi, I'm afraid she's about to lose her mind. I know you don't want to kill her, but her strength cannot be ignored. If you really can't bring yourself to do it, I can help you..."

"I told you, it's not time yet."

Li Xi interrupted her coldly, and looking at her expression, Xiangzi knew that he shouldn't say anything else and could only sigh.

"I'm sorry, I just don't want anything to happen to you either."

"I know, but you don't need to worry about that. Even if she goes completely crazy, we should kill her because she is the guitarist of Mygo."

Shiina Riki responded softly, and after a moment of silence, she turned and left without saying anything else. Toyokawa Shoko looked at her back with a complicated expression as she gradually walked away. As she frowned and thought, she suddenly felt her sleeve being pulled, and she subconsciously turned around to meet deep purple eyes full of desire and worry.

"Xiaoxiang, are you okay?"

"I'm fine, Chuhua, I'm just worried about something... Do you want my flesh and blood again?"

"A little bit...but I actually want you, Xiaoxiang, more."

Chuhua trembled and whispered her desire. The ambiguous words and the eagerness in her voice made Xiangzi understand what she meant. She sighed, then gently hugged Chuhua, which made the latter stunned for a moment. After he reacted, his breathing became more rapid.

"Xiaoxiang, are you willing to accept me?"

"I'm sorry, Chuhua, but I've only ever considered you a friend... and besides, I'm really not in the mood to do anything like that right now."

As Toyokawa Shoko answered, she felt the warmth in his arms and her body stiffened for a moment. Before Chuhua wanted to say something painfully, she spoke first in a soft tone.

"But, other than that, you can do whatever you want to me. The Jugborn will not let me die easily, and I am willing to endure the pain for you... because you are my friend."

"..."

Sanjiao Chuhua trembled as she hugged Xiangzi tightly, feeling the warmth of her most precious treasure.

The uncontrollable desire and the hatred for himself were torn apart by each other, and after a long while, he slowly squeezed out a whimpering sound.

"Xiao Xiang, I'm sorry. I don't want to hurt you, but I really can't help wanting to have more of you. I'm sorry, please forgive me..."

"It's okay, Chuhua..."

As Toyokawa Shoko spoke softly, Sankaku Hatsuka suddenly lowered her head and moved close to her slender neck. She bit desperately with tears in her eyes, and then carefully licked Shoko's broken flesh until her teeth tore the girl's carotid artery.

"Woo... Gurgle..."

The smell of blood that made her ecstatic filled her mouth. She swallowed hard, using magic to collect as much of Xiangzi's blood as possible. Despite this, their clothes were still stained dark red, and they stuck together stickily.

Shoko Toyokawa still held her body tightly, and never let go even though weakness and pain continued to surge. She closed her eyes tiredly, and as the blood loss reached a dangerous level, a familiar force soon came from her lower abdomen, allowing her blood to regenerate quickly.

"The heir of Yug... the heir of Yug again!"

However, this breath instantly angered Chu Hua, who was in a state of ecstasy. She let go of Xiangzi's neck and roared softly. When the girl opened her eyes unexpectedly, she met the purple eyes full of madness and jealousy.

"Chuhua?"

"Xiao Xiang, why?! Why are you pregnant with Yog-Sothoth's child?! How dare this damned fellow defile you... If only I had the ability to protect you, then you wouldn't be taken away from me, and you would still belong to me..."

Sankaku Hatsuka spoke quickly with sobs and disgust, and Toyokawa Shoko gradually realized that something was wrong at this time, frowned slightly and asked tentatively.

"Chuhua, are you okay? You look more painful and confused than before..."

"I'm so sorry! Xiaoxiang, why?! Why can Yug's offspring protect you? I can't do it?! Everything about you should belong to me, but now Yug's offspring is growing in your belly... The child inside should be ours."

Sanjiao Chuhua's face was distorted, and she spoke anxiously with pain and madness. At the same time, her vision began to flicker. She seemed to hear the sound of mice again, and their screams became stronger than ever, full of sarcasm and ridicule.

Stop denying yourself, Sanjiao Chuhua. You've always longed for your Xiaoxiang, haven't you? You once made a promise with that AI and others to try to love, but it turned out to be nothing more than a ridiculous lie. Now you're going to hunt that AI with the others. Do you still care about the so-called avemujica? The only person you care about is Xiaoxiang.

Admit it, Triangle Chuhua, you have always been jealous of Yog-Sothoth, and you even suffer terribly because of it. You want to inject your dirty genes into Xiaoxiang's body, completely defile her, so that her belly can give birth to your offspring... Your meanness and abomination cannot be suppressed at all, why do you keep running away?

"No, no no! I don't think so, I absolutely don't think so! You all shut up!"

Chuhua panicked and collapsed, covering her ears desperately, screaming madly as she backed away. Toyokawa Shoko was stunned and wanted to reach out to her, but the blonde girl's eyes fell uncontrollably on her lower abdomen, and her pupils suddenly contracted.

Look, Sanjiao Chuhua, your Xiaoxiang's belly is still relatively flat now, but what about in a few months? Can you imagine that filthy bastard pushing her belly up little by little? Can you imagine that scene? Can you allow that to happen?

"Shut up! Shut up! Stop talking, just shut up!"

Sanjiao Chuhua wailed and fell to her knees. While Toyokawa Shoko worriedly tried to approach her, the frantic blonde girl covered her head tightly. She trembled and shook her head desperately, but the jealousy and madness boiling in her heart still consumed her, and she saw the following scene before her eyes:

She used a dagger to cut open Xiaoxiang's belly and then dug out the bastard. Although Xiaoxiang would definitely feel pain, it would only be temporary. She could dig open her own belly and then stuff her reproductive organs into Xiaocai's belly. As long as she could use magic...

"Snapped!"

Chu Hua slapped herself hard. The burning pain on her face instantly sobered her up and made her suddenly realize how horrible her thoughts had just been... She actually wanted to hurt Xiao Xiang?! How could she have such an impulse?!

"Chuhua?! Are you okay?! What happened to you?!"

At this time, Chuhua also heard Xiangzi's worried cry. She stared at the anxious familiar face for a moment, then showed a weak and miserable smile, and spoke with trembling sobs.

"Xiao Xiang, I just had the urge to dig open your stomach... I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm almost losing control, Xiao Xiang, please kill me, I'm afraid I'll hurt you..."

"I will never kill you, Chuhua."

Even after hearing her words, Toyokawa Shoko still responded solemnly without hesitation. She hugged her tightly, then responded softly with great determination, her tone full of resoluteness.

"I'm almost broke. Chuhua, you're my friend, I'll never give up on you... Don't worry, I'll let Meizhulan eliminate the madness in your blood. You won't lose control, I'll always be by your side..."

"Xiao Xiang..."

Sanjiao Chuhua hugged her tightly, the extremely strong panic and guilt still tormented her consciousness, but she also felt a strong sense of happiness that almost covered her whole body, making her uncontrollably intoxicated and willing to drown bit by bit.

...Even if the future is filled with madness, at least she is hugging her Xiaoxiang now, and that is enough. This is the most precious satisfaction for her.

As long as Xiaoxiang is by her side, no matter how much she has to endure, she has the courage to keep going... because, from the moment she killed her mother with her own hands, she has been everything to her.

Chapter 362 Aine's Pain

Shiina Riki walked silently on the road, but her heart was full of fatigue and depression. Heavy pain lingered in her mind, making her unable to help but think of what Xiangzi said. She gritted her teeth in annoyance.

...Aine's condition was actually much more serious than she said. The pink-haired girl she was familiar with had almost completely disappeared, and was gradually replaced by a crazy and terrifying existence... a completely irrational monster.

She felt pain because of this, but it seemed that all she could do was to capture more people to feed Aine, letting the smell of blood fill her nostrils and seep into the depths of her consciousness little by little along with despair.

...Is the ending already predetermined?

"Li Xi,"

As this thought flashed through her mind, a familiar voice suddenly sounded behind her. Li Xi stopped in surprise, turned around and looked at Shanghai Ling with a slightly complicated look, and subconsciously raised her hand to catch the panda milk jelly she threw to her.

"Hailing, what's the matter with you suddenly coming to see me?"

"I heard the news in the city. Aine's symptoms have worsened, right?"

"..."

Hailing asked calmly, and Lixi couldn't help but pause in inserting the straw. She pursed her lips, and in her heart she already understood why she came to see her. She sighed and nodded slightly.

"Yes, her symptoms have worsened, and we made those corpses... because she

The animal's mental state has become very unstable, and it even dislikes eating too much of a corpse, so we have to find more people."

"Among the corpses were not only gang members, but also many innocent people... Was this also done by you?"

Hailing frowned and questioned in a deep voice, and Lixi couldn't help but sigh again. She turned her head away and didn't look into those familiar eyes full of disappointment and incomprehension, and nodded silently.

“Yeah, that’s what we do too.”

"……Why?"

Although she had prepared herself mentally, Hailing was still stunned when she heard her admit it herself. She clenched her fists in pain and anger, and after a long while she managed to squeeze out a voice. Lixi also closed his eyes and responded softly in a tired voice.

"Like I said, her mental state has become very unstable... Gang members always have drugs and nicotine in their bodies, and she's tired of that. She wants more fresh human flesh, so..."

"So you guys satisfied her?!"

Hailing roared angrily, rushed to Lixi, grabbed her collar, and continued to question her in pain.

"Lixi, perhaps I have no right to blame you. After all, my hands are stained with the blood of innocent people... But, it is precisely because of this that I can best understand the pain of those who have been hurt... Even if we have to plunder others to survive and protect the lives of our companions. But, the corpses of gang members can clearly satisfy her needs, right?! Why are you doing this?!"

"...At this point, does innocence or not really matter?"

After a moment of silence, Li Xi responded softly, and Hai Ling couldn't help but open her eyes blankly.

"what do you mean?"

"Hailing, maybe you still care about the innocent people you killed, but I'm no longer interested in caring about that. Whether they're innocent or not doesn't mean anything to me. I only care about my friends."

Li Xi met her blank eyes tiredly, took a deep breath and answered slowly. Hai Ling was stunned for a moment and couldn't help but grit her teeth, her trembling voice full of anger.

"So, even if she's begging you for fresher human flesh out of mental confusion and madness, you'll still agree? Lixi, she doesn't need the lives of those innocent people. She's beyond help and will turn into a monster sooner or later..."

"I don't need you to remind me of this!"

Hearing this, Li Xi couldn't help but raise his voice abruptly, his face distorted as he pushed Hai Ling away. The latter staggered and almost fell. At the same time, the can of Panda Milk Jelly also fell heavily to the ground, the packaging shattered and made a mess on the ground.

"...I'm sorry, Hailing, but I really don't want to hear you repeat this fact again...I can't stand it anymore."

After seeing those eyes full of pain and astonishment, Li Xi's heart couldn't help but ache. She gritted her teeth tremblingly and responded softly in weakness and pain. The girl also looked at her silently for a moment, then smiled bitterly with a bitter expression.

"Lixi...are you still the Lixi I know? Why...have you suddenly become so strange that I can hardly recognize you?"