"Yeah, I get it. I won't tell her."
However, she herself was also listening silently.
Feeling the hand gripping the fabric of his pajamas tighten slightly, Ji Hui added this sentence in his mind.
"Huh, finally I can say these words. I've been holding it in for so long, it's killing me."
With Ji Hui's agreement, Yuzen Kana, who knew nothing about this, patted her chest lightly and seemed much more relaxed.
"It's okay. If you have anything else you want to talk about, you can always find me."
Ji Hui waved his hand and spoke casually.
"Don't look at me like this, I'm still pretty good at getting along with kids."
"I'm not a child anymore."
Just like the reaction of most children who were treated as children, Yuzen Kana pouted and said something dissatisfied, which made Ji Hui just smile and responded.
However, time passed quickly, and her expression showed some concern and hesitation, which made Ji Hui smile and ask proactively.
"What's wrong? Anything else?"
"Brother Ji Hui, my sister often acts stubbornly because of her heavy responsibilities."
After hesitating for a while, Yuzen Kana slowly spoke and looked at Ji Hui with a look for help.
"Don't be fooled by my sister's confident and handsome demeanor. She's actually quite fragile inside, and she often keeps herself sad and upset for fear that I'll find out."
"I don't want to make my sister worry, so I won't really tell her many things, and I can't be there to help her."
"Brother Ji Hui, my sister has very few friends, especially after the falling out with the magical girls. The number of acquaintances she can talk to is even smaller."
"So, if my sister acts stubbornly outside, or encounters danger, can you help her? At least don't let her go into such a dangerous place alone."
"Although I know that my sister is doing this for the good of me and the shrine, I still hope that she can be safe rather than being in an unknown place, where her life or death is uncertain."
Looking at Kana Yuzen's uneasy and worried expression in front of him, as if she had just woken up from a nightmare, Ji Hui was silent for a while, then smiled brightly.
"Don't worry. After all, your sister has helped me a lot. It's impossible for me to abandon her."
"Rather, the most dangerous person in this city should be me, the Outer Realm Demon. Even I am helping her, so how could she be in any danger?"
His smiling face also made Kana Yuzen's expression relax a lot, and she also giggled.
"Well, I feel more at ease if Brother Ji Hui is here."
However, driven by her instinct late at night, she quickly yawned again, causing Ji Hui to smile and say so.
"Alright, alright, let's leave this kind of thing to us adults. You still have school tomorrow, so don't lie in bed and make your sister worry."
"Well, thank you, Brother Ji Hui. Remember not to turn off the lights and look at your phone."
It seemed that she was really relieved, so this time Yuzen Kana agreed quickly. She rubbed her eyes and stood up shakily. After reminding Ji Hui worriedly, she closed the door again and slowly returned to her room to sleep.
The smile on Ji Hui's face gradually faded away. He slightly lifted the quilt that had been covering her, allowing Chizuru Yuzen's lowered head to appear again.
Her expression was a bit sad and helpless, and there seemed to be a slight moisture in the corners of her eyes, which made Ji Hui notice the slightly red eye sockets.
Chapter 115 The weight of experience
"Thank you"
Feeling the slight rubbing sensation coming from the side of her eye socket, Chizuru Yuzen, who had already sat up, nodded slightly.
Ji Hui also withdrew his fingers and pulled up the quilt, draping it over Yu Ran Chizuru who was sitting in front of him, covering her large areas of white warm jade.
The warmth from the quilt dispelled the cold of the night and seemed to make Chizuru Yuzen feel a little more at ease. After a moment of silence, she slowly spoke.
"I didn't expect that child would think so much normally."
"Many times, children's intuition is sharper, and they can even see things more clearly than adults."
Ji Hui also spoke calmly, and then a helpless smile appeared on his face.
"What's more, in many cases, they are also used to subconsciously taking all the blame on themselves, subconsciously thinking that they did something wrong that led to those things happening."
His words made Chizuru Yuzen raise her head slightly, and look at Ji Hui in front of her with her eyes that were slightly stained with red.
"Was it the same when you were a kid?"
"Me? I'm sure I'm not."
Ji Hui waved his hand, and there was a hint of relaxation in his tone, as if he wanted to ease the current depressing atmosphere.
"Unfortunately, I was an orphan to begin with, so I had no chance or lingering regret."
But it’s a pity that this hellish joke didn’t change the atmosphere at all, but instead seemed to make it even more depressing.
"Feel sorry"
"It's okay. It's not something I'm sad about. In fact, I'm actually quite lucky."
Ji Hui seemed to be completely unconcerned, which made Chizuru Yuzen's eyes flash with curiosity.
"why?"
"Because I was suddenly pulled out of the abyss, instead of being pushed down while enjoying everything."
"If I were the latter, maybe I wouldn't be the person I am now, cynical to a degree I wouldn't even dare to imagine."
"So, in terms of the sweetness after the bitterness, I can say that I am very lucky, because I have already experienced most of the hardships of life at the beginning."
Ji Hui spread his hands, causing Yu Ran Chizuru to remain silent for a while, and then she couldn't help but clench her hands that were grabbing the corners of the quilt.
"Really? No wonder, you are much stronger than me."
Although she is not used to using her status and experience to pressure others, deep down in her heart, Chizuru Hazen has always felt that she is different from those who have a happy and complete family because she has the burden of a declining family, has to take care of Kana Hazen, and depends on her sister.
It is a kind of scrutiny and arrogance that is almost invisible, and even the person himself is not aware of it. It is a habitual psychology possessed by people who have experienced pain that ordinary people can hardly accept.
But it was obvious that what Ji Hui had experienced was far more painful and uncomfortable than what he had experienced.
It is precisely because of this that he can still maintain an optimistic and positive attitude, which is even more commendable.
"I thought I had a rough life, but compared to you, it's nothing."
"There's no point in comparing misery. After all, there are always people in this world who are worse off than you."
Ji Hui waved his hand gently, which made Yuzen Chizuru, whose hair was a little messy because of hiding in the quilt just now, speak.
"If you tell others about your experiences, more magical girls will probably be willing to accept your existence."
But her words made Ji Hui shake his head, and his originally relaxed expression became serious.
"It's true that my words carry more weight because I've experienced them. But..."
"Slapping a label on yourself about your own tragic experiences is no different from relying on sensationalism to attract attention."
"If even this point is forgotten, then those so-called tragic experiences lose their most important meaning and become the same as profiting from human suffering."
As he spoke, he gently poked his chest with his fingers.
"So some things are best left unsaid. Unless you're using them as a pretext to persuade others, don't bring them up casually at other times."
Looking at Ji Hui's smiling face in front of her, Yu Ran Chizuru couldn't help but blink slightly, and realized something.
"Is it the same as now?"
"Well, that's about right. Are you feeling better now?"
In response to his question, Chizuru Hazen also felt that her heart had begun to calm down unconsciously compared to the beginning, and she couldn't help but nodded slightly.
"Hmm...I'm feeling much better now. Thank you for everything that happened with Kana just now and now."
"It's okay, it's just a small favor. After all, we are friends, right?"
Ji Hui waved his hand gently and said with a smile.
After what happened tonight, Ji Hui also realized that perhaps it was because he was concerned about his ability that he behaved too distant and polite in many places, which made people who knew him feel uneasy.
So he also stretched out his hand and placed it in front of Chizuru Yuzen. After hesitating for a while, she also stretched out her hand and shook hands with Ji Hui.
"Um"
However, without the restraint of the palms, and the original fabric was very smooth, the heavy quilt slid down directly and fell along Chizuru Yuzen's shoulders that were not covered at all.
Although the cheongsam was not taken off by the heavy quilt because of the neck strap, the half-covered state and the fact that the redness in Chizuru Yuzen's eyes had not completely faded at this moment made the hazy cover of the quilt better than nothing and the closer clarity than before more lethality.
Perhaps he had noticed this as well, or perhaps Ji Hui's gaze was too obvious and fiery, but after shaking hands, Yuzen Chizuru quickly retracted his hand and covered it in front of himself.
But under the skylight, her gravitational gap still made Ji Hui work hard to move his eyes to the side.
The ambiguity created by the close distance and the bed beneath them made Chizuru Yuzen's cheeks become even redder when she reacted.
"In short...in short, just like Kana said, we are very happy that you can live here with us, so you don't need to worry about anything, and there is no need to leave in such a hurry."
After leaving these words, she seemed to finally be unable to bear the shame in her heart. She stood up and hurriedly ran away with her shoes in her hands.
"call"
It was not until the door closed with a click that Ji Hui finally breathed a sigh of relief and let his almost stagnant breathing start again.
"Friends"
Feeling the faint fragrance coming from Chizuru Yuzen lingering around him, Ji Hui's expression became a little helpless.
"That guy Feng Yingying seems to have hit the mark."
Chapter 116 Floating
"time to eat."
Following Chizuru Yuzen's voice, Ji Hui and Kana Yuzen, who had just washed up, also sat down at the dining table. After she served the toasted bread and fried eggs, they began to feast on them.
Whether it was Ji Hui, Hanezume Chizuru, or Hanezume Kana, they all tacitly pretended to be completely unaware of what happened last night. They just talked about today's events while filling their stomachs.
However, no matter how much you pretend, it is impossible for something that has already happened to not really have happened.
Therefore, when Ji Hui's eyes accidentally met Yuzen Chizuru's, she immediately felt as if she had been electrocuted. Her expression became stiff, and she quickly lowered her head and began to bite the bread slices with a crunching sound.
Damn, this is embarrassing.
I've already changed back into my own clothes, but why do I still feel cold all over like yesterday?
Under that inexplicable feeling of shame, even Ji Hui's subconscious gaze on her seemed to become real, making her feel as if something was crawling all over her body and she felt uncomfortable all over.
It wasn't like this before when I was hit by this guy's ability, but after one night, it started to become more and more uncomfortable.
Could it be that this guy's ability has been upgraded to the point where even the lenses can no longer block it?
Secretly watching Ji Hui eating silently, Yu Ran Chizuru couldn't help but think suspiciously in her heart.
While Chizuru Yuzen was muttering to herself, Ji Hui, who was eating, was not as calm as he appeared.
Damn...Is it because I haven't done that kind of thing for too long that I'm going crazy? Why does she look exactly like she did last night when I look at her now?
Whenever he saw Chizuru Yuzen's cheek, he would always unconsciously think of her wearing a cheongsam. It was as if he could see through the long-sleeved shirt she was wearing and see what was inside. This made Ji Hui dare not look up at Chizuru Yuzen at all.
I'm not a castrated Japanese anime hero. How could I not have a normal reaction when I saw Chizuru Hanezame's look? ∽啪(勿(?Ⅰ≈∝淇≮零∽捌∪8¤
Rather, if it weren't for Kana Yuzen's arrival last night that put a brake on him, he might really have been unable to resist and solved it that night.
Thanks to the Eye Demon's ability, he has seen many beautiful scenery during this period of time. The reason why he can still hold back is simply because he does not have a fixed residence.
In order to survive and conserve energy, and given the wild environment and the fact that my hands were not clean, I never had the time and energy to take care of these things.
Not to mention that he is now living in Chizuru Hazen's house, and he feels a little guilty for doing that kind of thing here.
Well, in a sense, the reason why he wanted to find a place of his own so much was also partly because he needed a private life.
But on the one hand, on the other hand, no matter how stupid he was, he knew that things had come to that point, and he would definitely not believe that Chizuru Hazen had no feelings for him beyond friendship.
Unless she is someone who can really show her interesting clothes to other men, but they have been through so much together, and it’s not a lot. But no matter what, Ji Hui is still very sure that Yuren Chizuru is definitely not that kind of person.
Then, I have to think about what Feng Yingying said when I was chatting with her before.
If the other party has already shown signs of that, should you continue to play dumb, or directly confront them, or even try to force them to do something worse?
Although I have always believed in going with the flow, now that it has suddenly happened and nothing is stable, I have started to feel a little hesitant.
To be honest, he admitted that he was secretly a little happy in his heart. After all, there was such a beautiful girl who remembered his casual joke and actually wore that kind of clothes to feast his eyes. In addition to being moved, he was indeed a little proud in his heart.
To sum up, it's a bit drifting.
Therefore, even though there was no clue about the relationship, he knew that thinking like this was a bit foolish, but Ji Hui still couldn't help but think in his mind what he would do if he really developed a relationship with the other party, or if the other party really confessed to him.
4So, with the two of them each having their own agenda, Kana Yuzen was the only one at the table who was simply enjoying the rich breakfast and chatting with the two without any psychological burden.
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