A world only known by the God of Lost Love

"It's so rare... This is the first time I've seen Suzuki look so lethargic."

"Did you not sleep well last night?"

"It's definitely because of watching Sese's stuff, right?"

"Nonsense, you are the only one who would do such a thing!"

"Ahaha...Sorry, I just read a little more, it's no big deal."

Facing the curious eyes of her classmates, Ren Suzuki, who was weakly holding her chin with her right hand, gave this explanation.

"If I fall asleep during class later, remember to wake me up."

"Can I take a photo of your sleeping face and sell it to an anonymous forum?"

"Well, it would be okay if the pictures were better-looking."

"Reject me!"

"........."

No wonder I didn't receive his "good morning" in the morning. Unexpectedly, Suzuki-san didn't sleep well either.

Thinking of this, Goto Ichiri's mind subconsciously came up with the word "tacit understanding", which felt too good about himself.

But when this empty joy dissipated, she immediately began to guess what book Ren Suzuki was reading so late...

Well, with Ren Suzuki's academic ability, it would be impossible to do her homework that late... So, are you doing some previews or extracurricular tutoring?

But... is this really necessary for him, a super academic who only has single-digit full marks in each subject?

I always feel that things are not that simple.

Thinking of this, Goto Kazuri raised his head again and began to carefully observe Suzuki Ren's appearance.

During the subsequent observation, she suddenly discovered that Suzuki Ren's expression changes today were much slower than usual.

It felt like... it was difficult to mobilize my facial muscles.

Regarding this situation, Goto Kazuri still has some say.

One possibility is that Ren Suzuki is really sleepy to the point where she can't even control her expression.

Another possibility... is that his mind is filled with other things, preventing him from reacting to the outside world immediately.

Is it because you feel unwell?Or did he encounter something that made it difficult for him to sleep?

No matter what the situation is, it is very worrying.

However, even if she knew this, there was nothing she could do for Suzuki Ren.

Thinking of this, Goto Ichiri's mood suddenly became extremely depressed.

She has known her weakness and incompetence a long time ago, but she has never been as eager to grow and mature as she is now.

Do you want to ask on the phone?But...wouldn't this make her look too self-righteous?

If Ren Suzuki didn't encounter any complicated situation, just ordinary insomnia...then would the worry she expressed make the other party think that she was too verbose?

For her, Suzuki Ren's existence was so important that she didn't want him to have even the slightest dislike for her.

So, what should we do...

Looking at that "shaky" figure, Goto Ichiri fell into a deep tangle.

…………Lunch break…………

"It's not good... I'm really sleepy."

Ren Suzuki, who had slept less than three hours, had no appetite at all.

Considering that he still had a part-time job at [STARRY] this afternoon, Suzuki Ren decided to give up lunch and lie down on the table to take a nap.

However, just as he was lying on the pillow made of books and preparing to close his eyes, his peripheral vision suddenly caught sight of an inconspicuous pink color walking between the desks and slowly moving towards where he was. near……

"Goto-san? What is she doing..."

Suzuki Ren, who felt very strange about Goto Ichiri's behavior, just stared at her approaching figure.

And not long after, Goto Kazuri's sneaky look slipped in front of him through the gap between the desks in front of him.

"...Eh? Suzuki-san, you...it turns out you're not asleep yet..."

Goto Kazuri, who looked at Ren Suzuki, suddenly showed a rather flustered expression.

Ren Suzuki, on the other hand, maintained her position lying on the "pillow" and tilted her head slightly:

"What's the matter? Goto-san? Ah, maybe you plan to go to the broadcast room from noon today. If that's the case——"

"Ah! It's not like that!"

Seeing Ren Suzuki preparing to stand up, Ichisato Goto quickly shook his head.

"I just feel that Suzuki-san is a little...not very energetic today, so I just wanted to come and observe the situation..."

"...That's it."

Suzuki Ren, who knew the other party's intention, nodded gently.

"I really didn't sleep well last night, so I have been very tired this morning... I'm sorry for making you worry."

After hearing this, Goto Ichiri immediately waved his hands in panic:

"No, no, no! Suzuki-kun, there is absolutely no need to apologize to me! It's just that I'm worried about you...so..."

"...Ah, look at my brain, I really shouldn't apologize here."

After all, her groggy brain affected Suzuki Ren's judgment.

Based on his usual habits, what he should say at this time is actually——

"Thank you for worrying about me, Goto-kun."

As Ren Suzuki spoke, he reluctantly twitched the corner of his mouth:

"But I really have nothing to do, including the reason for insomnia...it's actually nothing special. I just wanted to try composing lyrics, so I spent a little more time."

"Written, composed lyrics!?"

After hearing this, Goto Ichiri showed an expression of extreme shock.

"Suzuki-san has already started writing lyrics for our original song!"

"Yeah...it's a pity that it didn't go smoothly..."

Ren Suzuki closed her eyes and said in a voice that was almost whispering:

"Because I don't know much about bands and rock, I listened to a lot of songs at once...but...the more I listened, the more confused I became. What exactly do I want to express, and what is worthy of being used as lyrics? ...is written into your music..."

Consciousness gradually became blurred, and the voice began to become smaller and smaller.

"Finally...I finally thought of..."

"Yes, what is it?"

"I want to...record my feelings when I was broken in love...as lyrics..."

Under Goto Ichiri's astonished gaze, the unconscious Suzuki Ren muttered in a low voice:

"Now I have a framework...wait until I finish writing...and then...give it to you...huh."

Finally, Suzuki Ren's consciousness still failed to resist the invasion of the Sandman, dragging him directly into sleep before he could finish his words.

However, on the other side, Ichiri Goto, who heard the explosive speech, could not calm down his turbulent mood——

Just now, Suzuki-san said...how do you feel when you are broken up in love?

Lost in love?Suzuki-san...does he have a history of falling out of love? !

Looking at Ren Suzuki's calm and peaceful sleeping face, Goto Kazuri quickly distanced himself, took out his mobile phone, and opened the chat window of "Kita Ikuyo"——

"Emergency call, emergency call! Kita-san! I have something very important to discuss with you!"

Chapter 29: Women’s gossips don’t need a reason

"...Isn't this normal?"

After listening to Ichiri Goto's description of the situation just now, Ikuyo Kita said in an extremely calm tone:

"Rather, wouldn't it be weirder for a handsome guy like Suzuki-san with such a good personality and a good mind to never have a girlfriend?"

"This...I understand, but my focus is not here!"

Goto Ichisato shook his head, and then said in a very serious tone:

"What surprises me is that there is a girl who is willing to break up with him! You know that, right? That's Suzuki-san!"

"Well……"

After hearing this, Kita Ikuyo thought for a moment, and then guessed in an uncertain tone:

"Indeed, it's hard for me to imagine that a girl would take the initiative to break up with him, so I guess there is a high probability that Suzuki-san dumped him."

"But Suzuki-san is a person who can be gentle even to people like me! What kind of girl would be dumped by him?"

Gotou Yisato pointed at himself:

"I don't think there is anyone in this world who is more troublesome than me!"

"Indeed... ahem, no, this is indeed a bit concerning."

Although admitting this statement is tantamount to admitting that Goto Ichiri is a troublesome person, Kita Ikuyo does agree with her point of view...

"Say, I suddenly remembered something."

"what?"

"Obviously, Ichichi-senpai and I were both shocked by your hidden giant R that day, but Suzuki-san behaved so calmly... Combined with the fact that he has an ex-girlfriend, I have reason to suspect that his ex-girlfriend is a A girl with bigger breasts than you!”

Kita Ikuyo said with an extremely confident tone.

"…………"

After hearing this, Goto Ichiri stood there blankly for a long time. Then she opened the zipper of her sportswear a little and looked down...

"Maybe we broke up just because it was too big..."

"How much do you dislike your own breasts! If you don't need them, give them to others in need!"

Kita Ikuyo complained angrily at first, and then continued his analysis with a serious face:

"Seriously, I don't think that would be the reason for breaking up anyway... Since Suzuki-san is willing to date the other party, it means that Suzuki-san can definitely accept that size!"

"Isn't there a reason why the other party has been wearing sportswear so he is not exposed..."

"Only a weirdo like you would do this. Also, if you continue to dwell on the topic of breasts, I will take off your sportswear."

"Hey——! Yes, I'm sorry!"

Looking at Kita Ikuyo's unsmiling eyes, Goto Kazuri decided not to make a fuss about breasts anymore.

"Then you said...are there any other reasons for the breakup?"

"How do I know? I've never been in love..."

Kita Ikuyo spread his hands:

"But I have heard from my friends that many problems between couples are only discovered after they start dating... After all, if you think about it, the longer two people get along, the easier it is to discover things about each other that they have never discovered before. Once these shortcomings are unacceptable to oneself, it is very likely that the two of them will break up in the end."

"..."

After hearing this, Goto Ichiri felt his heart go cold.

As a regretful girl full of shortcomings, it doesn't take much time to get along with her to pick out a lot of shortcomings. If this is the case, then there may not even be a "start" between her and Ren Suzuki... …

The more I think about it, the more desperate I become!

"Let me tell you... I think it would be better for Goto-san to wait until he wakes up and ask him directly than to have baseless thoughts here."

Seeing Gotou Ichiri's face getting paler, Kita Ikuyo couldn't help but curled his lips:

"Anyway, Suzuki-san loves you so much, so maybe he will tell you about it."

"…………"

After hearing this, Gotou Ichiri hesitated for a moment, and then slowly shook his head.