A world only known by the God of Lost Love

"...Even if my opinion doesn't have any reference value?"

"kindness."

"Then... I'll trouble you."

After getting Suzuki Ren's reply, Yamada Ryo didn't hesitate and directly pressed the play button in the center of the screen——

........................

Now that things have happened, how should we summarize that memory?

sad?If it were him at that time, he might indeed be able to use this word to summarize it, but now, he does not define that memory with such pure emotion.

Lost?Well...of course there are emotions in this regard, but if it is just to emphasize this point, then the pattern of this lyric would be too small and limited.

Miss you?Although I do feel this way, but...compared to the reflection on this matter, these little memories can only be regarded as a small part of it.

Relieved?This is a bit self-deceiving, after all, if he had really completely let go, then he would not write these things.

……

Sure enough, it is impossible to fully summarize just one emotion.

But, is there really a melody in this world that can accommodate these emotions?

Just when Ren Suzuki was still doubtful, Ryo Yamada had already played the last accompaniment——

"……!This is it!"

Suzuki Ren suddenly stood up and said to Yamada Ryo:

"I choose this accompaniment!"

"………………Knew it."

After getting Suzuki Ren's reply, Yamada Ryo showed an expression of "I knew it was so".

Then, she turned to look at Goto Ichiri and said to her:

"That's it, little Bochi. As expected, you were right."

"..."

After hearing this, Goto Ichiri looked away in silence.

On the other side, Ren Suzuki showed a slightly puzzled expression:

"What do you mean... being told right by Goto-san? Does the accompaniment just now have anything to do with Goto-san?"

"The first six accompaniments were all written by me independently, and the last seventh section was written by us together after I listened to Little Boqi's suggestions."

After putting the phone back in his pocket, Ryo Yamada said to Kazuri Goto, who was bowing his head slightly:

"Compared to me, it seems that the only one who can complete this song is you, who has been watching him. Then, little Boqi, the next arrangement work will be left to you."

"……Eh?"

After listening to Yamada Ryo's words, Goto Ichiri suddenly fell into a deep daze.

Chapter 54: A brief stare is not enough to draw a conclusion

"Hmm~ Even though it's shopping, it's really hard to decide where to start."

After lunch, it was time for shopping as planned by Ren Suzuki.

As for the place to go shopping, naturally it is also at the shopping street in Shimokitazawa.

"Are you going to a clothing store? A video store? Or a musical instrument store~"

After Ichichi Hongka recited a few options, he looked back at Ren Suzuki.

"Suzuki-kun, what do you think?"

"…………"

"Student Suzuki?"

"...Ah, I'm sorry, what did you just say?"

"Hey, Suzuki-san has been a little dull since he came out of the family restaurant."

"Sorry, I've just been thinking about something."

When Suzuki Ren heard that it was Goto Kazuri who composed the accompaniment that penetrated his heart, he has been in a state of absent-mindedness.

Of course he knew that Goto Kazuri had been paying attention to him, but he did not expect that she could create such a degree of work just by observing herself...

Although he only heard a short piece of unfinished melody, Ren Suzuki clearly felt that Goto Ichiri seemed to have a considerable degree of mastery and understanding of his past...

So after she glimpses her dark and heavy past, how will she view herself who has experienced this?

Will you be afraid?conflict?Or is it about other feelings besides this?

Ren Suzuki has been thinking about this since the beginning.

But for him now, it is obviously not the time to think about this.

"Let's start with the clothing store."

After putting aside these unanswered questions for the time being, Ren Suzuki refocused his attention and said:

"I would like to take this opportunity to finalize the style of our band's uniforms."

"Eh?! Are you going to design team uniforms next?"

After Yi Ji Hongxia heard this, the hair on his head even stood up excitedly.

"As expected of an agent, he really thinks everything through!"

"Don't be too happy. Considering the budget, your first team uniform is probably just a cultural shirt with the same logo printed on it."

"That's enough! Just the cultural shirts already make us feel like a band!"

Yijizhi Hongxia's tone was still very happy.

"In this case, let's go shopping without further delay! Let's go!"

"...Well, let's go."

Sometimes, Ren Suzuki would be very envious of the passion and sense of responsibility Hijika Itachi has for the band.

This kind of positivity that makes people have no hesitation, and the clarity of being able to regard it as a goal at any time, makes Suzuki Ren feel very valuable.

If it is under her leadership, the Ending Band will surely have a correct and fulfilling future.

And leaving Goto Kazuri to such a band will be a very reassuring thing for him.

Thinking of this, Suzuki Ren subconsciously turned back and looked in the direction of Gotou Isri.

However, at the same time, Gotou Kazuri was quietly watching his back from behind——

"..."*2

After a brief look at each other, Suzuki Ren immediately turned his head back.

Before this, he had only regarded Goto Ichiri's gaze on him as pure longing, but now, Suzuki Ren no longer thinks so simply.

Under that quiet and hidden sight, there was enough insight and understanding to explore the depths of his heart, and besides that... there were probably other emotions hidden that Suzuki Ren had not yet identified.

Anyway... at least I hope it won't offend her.

Looking at the number in the [Navigation System] that had not yet changed, Ren Suzuki sighed slightly in his heart.

........................

After Suzuki Ren turned his head back, Goto Ichisato immediately lowered his head and shifted his gaze to the ground at his feet.

(Although I am indeed happy that my arrangement is recognized, but Suzuki-san... shouldn't he hate me because of my unnecessary efforts...)

Recalling Ren Suzuki's stunned expression at the family restaurant, Goto Kazuri couldn't help but beat a drum in his heart.

(Secretly guessing about other people’s emotional experiences is indeed not a commendable act, especially when that memory is so important to Suzuki-san... Wow... I didn’t mess it up by accident, right? )

(Although Ren Suzuki didn't say much after that, he just silently acknowledged Yamada-senpai's statement... but I always felt that the way he looked at me was slightly different from before...)

(You really need to apologize, right?! You definitely have to apologize!)

But...if I apologize, what should I say to him?

"I'm so sorry for taking the initiative to pry into your past!"

But in the final analysis, it was Suzuki-san who wrote the past into the lyrics...

"I'm so sorry for arranging your memories into such a tune without permission!"

But even if the arranger is not myself, someone will eventually complete the arrangement.

Eh?Could it be that...she didn't actually have to apologize to Suzuki-san?

"Well... Little Pochi, don't move, let me take a look."

While Goto Ichiri was still thinking wildly, Ichichi Hongka suddenly came to Goto Ichiri with a round-neck T-shirt, and placed it in front of her for a little comparison——

"No, no, it's too obvious, next one."

"Let me try this one!"

Immediately afterwards, it was Kita Ikuyo's turn holding a V-neck T-shirt.

And after she repeated Yiji Hongxia's actions, she shook her head in displeasure.

"What's worse, we will definitely see a ditch next!"

"???"

It was only then that Goto Kazuri finally realized that he had followed everyone into a clothing store.

At this time, Hikaru Itachi and Ikuyo Kita were selecting patterns that could be used as band uniforms——

"...If we let Little Pochi put on a bikini and perform on stage, our band will definitely become famous overnight, right?"

"Eh……"

Ryo Yamada, on the other hand, was seriously considering whether to sell out the appearance of a certain member in exchange for the prosperity of the entire band.

As for Suzuki Ren...

"…………"

At this time, he was standing silently in front of the clothing store, looking at the crowded streets outside, as if he had no intention of joining them.

……

That being said, Ren Suzuki did occasionally silently withdraw from their ranks like this.

For example, when he was in the recording studio, after serving drinks to everyone, he would leave immediately without stopping at all.

On the way to the graffiti wall at the beginning, he also deliberately kept a distance from them.

As for taking group photos, he even naturally wanted to exclude himself...

I always feel a little concerned.

Ren Suzuki is indeed a gentlemanly boy...but no matter how you put it, it's a bit too much to do this.

Could it be that this is also due to the influence of his ex-girlfriend?But... I always feel like something is weird...

For some reason, an inexplicable feeling of discord arose in Goto Ichiri's heart.

Driven by this sense of dissonance, she seemed to have completely forgotten what she had been worrying about for a long time, and came directly in front of him and said to him:

"Suzuki-kun...won't you come and choose with them?"

Chapter 55: One-size-fits-all T-shirts for five people

"Well...after all, the band uniform has nothing to do with me, right?"

Ren Suzuki tilted her head.

"After all, I don't need to go on stage to perform with you, so it doesn't matter if you don't have to think about me—"

"Eh? Are you talking like this again?"

Itachi Hongxia, who came with a new piece of clothing, happened to overhear the conversation between the two.