A journey of seven souls escaping from the basement

If it were in the past, he might try hard to figure it out on his own. After all, if he had to ask the other party what he did wrong when he really did something wrong, it would be like saying that he didn't do it at all. Feeling like you are at fault will hurt the other person's heart.

But now, in such an environment, he has no way to have more time to think about it. All problems can only be solved by knowing what is wrong.

Therefore, he directly asked Elena, the most direct question.

He wanted to know, why?

"...Why...in this...way, force yourself to stay here."

"Why?" Elena repeated Yabu's words, and she could hear the unclear answer clearly, "Yabu, you ask...why?"

Seemingly confused by this answer, she repeated it again in a murmur, but did not give any answer. Instead, she slowly asked a strange question.

"Why...then let me ask you, Yan Bu, is it uncomfortable to feel like you are unable to breathe and about to die?"

"..." Yabu didn't know how to answer this question for a while. It wasn't that it was difficult, but the answer was so obvious that Yabu didn't know which answer was right.

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Chapter 191 One of them has to be cut off, you choose.

Does it feel uncomfortable to be unable to breathe and about to die?

This is simply a worthless question.

Being on the verge of death due to fragmentation of consciousness due to suffocation is not a pleasant thing no matter how you think about it.

His heart was like a broken water pump. He tried his best but couldn't pump any force. He tried hard to fill his lungs with air, but was blocked by the tightened threads.

The lack of oxygen supply made him feel like he was constantly switching back and forth between vague consciousness and reality, unable to distinguish himself, but the pain always clung to him, whether he was awake or not.

If he is awake, it will be tortured to the point that his body can only reduce the pain through self-deception of blurred consciousness. If the blur of consciousness passes, the pain will wake him up and make him have to endure all the torture.

Compared with this pain, simply dying may be a relief.

"The feeling of suffocation is my past, a past that I absolutely don't want to experience again." Elena stretched out her hands and grabbed the blue bones covering Yabu's body.

He tried to destroy it with both hands, but it had no effect. After all, as long as it is a moving object, it is absolutely impossible to destroy the material created by this patience.

"You ask me why?"

Seeing that the destruction was fruitless, Elena did not continue to try to break the bones, but instead retracted her hands.

"Because there's a reason why people have to breathe."

Elena looked at Yabu who was able to breathe again but kept gasping for air. Under Yabu's puzzled gaze, she slowly raised her hand, pointed at the blue bones in front of her, and moved her hand little by little. Clenched into a fist.

"Zhao Bu, I already have nothing left..."

Then, throw a fist.

boom--!

Without any reservation, the punch hit the cyan bone pile with all its strength, making a sound so dull that it could cause phantom pain.

But those bones cannot be destroyed, and the only one injured may be Elena herself. Under the huge force, the uneven surface left some bruises on Elena's hands.

"You are the pillar of my existence and the meaning of my life." As if she didn't know the pain, Ellena punched again, staining the blue bones with some of Ellena's blood.

boom--!

"Alena...!"

"If you leave me, Zibu, I will be overtaken by my past again and drown in it." Elena raised her other uninjured hand, clenched it, and made a gesture ready to swing. , with no intention of stopping at all.

Listening to Yabu's voice and expression becoming increasingly panicked because she was injured, this actually made her feel a little happy because Yabu still cared about her.

...My past self actually followed the rules to approach and retain her carefully.

It's ridiculous.

Desires and emotions should be humbled if they are thwarted?

boom--!

Because someone else has the leverage, so we can only compromise and give up?

boom--! !

What a joke.

My feelings for Yabu are not such cheap things.

For someone like me, who has already "died" once in the depths of that dark alley, if I can't get this quietness, if I can't have it, if I can't be recognized by him, even if I live, it's meaningless.

The doctor, who has always been able to get this quietness easily, has no idea how important and precious he is. What qualifications does she have to compete with herself? !

Don't use your own emotions and desire for things to try to understand his importance to you! ! !

boom--! ! !

Important things must be completely controlled by oneself, without any room for compromise.

"Ha..." Elena would feel pain after all, and her clenched fists had begun to tremble uncontrollably.

It hurts so much, it hurts so much that it feels like my hand is going to rot.

But...it's just pain.

Compared with the past, compared with death, compared with losing the person in front of you... No, pain is not qualified to be compared with them at all.

The clenched fist once again swung the bones in front of him with all his strength without any hesitation. The force was so strong that it even made some noise in the air.

After this punch hits, will the bones in front of me be broken, or will my own bones be broken?

Elena didn't know that she was completely occupied by her emotions at the moment. Apart from pulling Yao to her side again, she didn't care about other things at all.

Even if the brain goes completely crazy, the body is damaged from beginning to end, and the spirit and will are no longer normal, there is no need to hesitate.

Beyond that...there is no room for anything.

boom--......

The imagined pain of broken bones did not appear, because all the bones in front of her disappeared the moment she punched out. Elena was carried forward by the inertia of her punch and fell forward on the bed. This punch Because he couldn't stop the car, it hit the bed, causing the wooden boards under the bed to crackle.

"Ha...haha...ha...桠bu, 桠bu..." Her shoulders were clearly shaking because of the pain coming from her hands, but Elena, who was lying somewhere, suddenly She laughed, and then supported herself to raise her head to look at Yabu and kept chanting his name. That happy smile made people feel as if she was reciting the best things in her opinion.

"Zhaobu, you are really a good person."

Facing her like this, he was not afraid of her. The only thing he was afraid of was that he was afraid of getting hurt, so he took back the Origin Stone skills.

Even now, even now... there is not a sound of negative emotions towards her from Yan Bu.

It's incredible.

"My friends who I thought I had good relationships with had murmurs in their bodies. My biological parents also made murmurs in their hearts when they faced me."

"When I was a refugee, people who sympathized with me would make noises, people who helped me would make noises, and people who looked glamorous would make noises. They were all wary of me, they were afraid of me, no matter how well they pretended to be, they The noise on their bodies also reveals their true inner thoughts, and everything and everyone they meet is like this."

"But only you, Yabu, only you..." Elena put her hand on the bed to stand up regardless of the pain, and swayed unsteadily as she walked towards Yabu, "Only you, It’s quiet, it’s always been that way, it’s never changed.”

If you want me, why are you willing to give up...

Let me come a little closer...

"Zhaobu, you know, I, very, very, very much hate the Doctor." Ellena's eye circles were a little red, and her gloomy gaze revealed the madness and persistence in her heart, "Because I... Every cell in my body tells me what the word jealous means."

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*Alena knew she couldn't break those bones in Yabu.

*She was relying on this method to make Yabu give in first.

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Chapter 192 Come on, do a simple multiple choice question

She spent the first half of her life living for recognition.

She keeps working hard to please her parents, hoping to get a little reward, a little quiet time, and a little recognition from the heart.

But, never.

"They have never... recognized me, never..." There was a hint of crying in Elena's voice.

But here, the care that she couldn't get until she died, the care that she couldn't get even with all her efforts, could be obtained for free and could be requested endlessly.

How can anyone who has never experienced this feeling understand it? She was like a person who spent the first half of her life trying hard to please someone just to take a breath but couldn't. In the end, she was about to suffocate to death. She saw a place. There is air for you to ask for, and you don't have to pay anything.

In her mind, that was what she fantasized about, what she longed for, home.

But the home does not belong to you.

This home belongs to others.

The thing that he has always longed for is here, the thing that he is willing to give everything for is here, he doesn't even need to give everything by himself, he doesn't need to give anything by himself.

The brain was pushing and instructing like crazy, asking her to keep Yabu and possessing Yabu.

But he doesn't belong to himself.

This ownership is just because the doctor met Yabu first, and it is just because the doctor is luckier than himself...

Elena felt envious, envious of the doctor's good luck, and then she was so jealous that she almost lost her mind. She was so jealous that she hoped that that person was herself and that she could replace her.

That could have been my own, that position...why couldn't it be my own.

"Only you can give me support, only you can give me peace of mind. I just ask to stay by your side, I just ask that you can stay with me forever, and I can already feel happy."

She had no time to be distracted and controlled the tears from the corners of her eyes. Knowing that her ability had expired and that she had no chance, she just wanted to vent her emotions at the moment.

Elena walked up to Yabu, grabbed Yabu and pulled him down hard, making him look into her eyes: "Stay with me here, okay? Please, don't leave me, don't be alone. I’m alone.”

"Child, Elena...we are just moving, really." Yabu couldn't understand why it was just a move, and it was like parting for life or death, "I never left you, I won’t abandon you either…”

"But as long as you leave here, the doctor will snatch it away."

"Child... I am not an object, there is no such thing as snatching away. And even if I am, the doctor will not do that kind of thing..."

"She just knows how to do it!!!" Elena roared loudly, denying Yabu's words.

She knew what kind of person the Doctor was, very clearly. This was not only because the Doctor had revealed his true intentions in front of Ellena, but also because Ellena could feel and realize that the deep nature of the Doctor and herself were the same. of.

And what makes Elena despair the most is that this is... just one person.

What about the future?What about after going to a new place?Just one person made her feel collapsed. What if there were others in the future?

Valuable things cannot be exposed to the outside world. Once exposed, they will be targeted by more people. This is why wealth should not be exposed.

There is only one, and someone will definitely keep an eye on it, and someone will definitely come to rob it. The way to protect precious objects is to hide them and lock them up. Before that, just don’t let people know about it. Only by solving the problem at its root can we is safe.

"It will definitely be taken away...even if it is not...even if the doctor doesn't take it away, it will definitely be taken away in the future...in the future."

She always believed in Yao Bu, but she didn't believe in herself.

There is no profit exchange, never used as a slave, and it is not a threat of violence, but you can get something that you have never been able to get, this relationship, this feeling...

Incomprehensible.

When something too beautiful suddenly comes into someone's hands, they will try their best to hold this unreal beauty in their hands. At the same time, they will also be unconsciously afraid and uneasy, questioning, and racking their brains to think about how they are doing. Only in this way can this beauty be preserved.

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"Here, I can still do something for you, Yabu, I can still help Yabu, I can still do something for you, I can cook for you, I can clean the room for you, I can have something that belongs only to me I can still be useful for what I can do for you. But what about after I leave?"

But what about going out?

If you leave here, if you go to a bigger place, people like you will have no ability to compare with others.Compared with those people with names and surnames, whether a marginalized person like himself or a monster like himself is dead or alive has never been important.

People like him who are of no use will one day be abandoned. Even if he just wants to stay with Yabu and occupy a little space, he will one day be replaced by others.

There's simply... no way to grab it.

If you leave from here, you will only face one future, and that is to watch Yabu being gradually taken away from you, without leaving even the last bit of space for you.

The meaning of her own life will one day be taken away from her... Ever since she discovered that she was of no use at all, Elena seemed to be able to hear the countdown to death but could not stop it, enduring it all the time. This is unsettling to the point of maddening torture.

"I can't keep up...I can't keep up at all. After I leave, Yabu will definitely get further and further away from me..."

The person you love is getting further and further away from you, but you can't catch up anyway. You can only watch the other person getting further and further away from you, and go to accompany others.