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"Your Alicia is dead."

Lin Wei took the poor figurine from his hand expressionlessly, with a tone without mercy or compassion.

"This is my Alicia."

As he said this, he wiped the little man on his hand with paper in disgust, for fear that he would accidentally get it stained with the saliva of the man when he was crazy.

"mean!"

He Kun protested, and then his little hands stopped being dirty. He just stood aside and marveled at the dazzling array of gadgets.

"Did you clear out the Mihoyo store? How come you have everything? Look at this and this, they've been sold out for a long time."

He Kun pointed and talked, as if accusing the local tyrant of being ruthless.

Lin Wei was unmoved. Isn’t it normal for me to have all these?

Huh? Is this really normal?

Some strange feelings emerged in Lin Wei's heart again.

He continued to collect the items, and then as if he saw something strange, he carefully placed the cardboard box on the ground, reached into the cabinet, and rummaged around, pulling out two small badges.

One of the badges has a dark blue engine pattern and a gold number "3" on the background, with "1th" bordered in white above;

Another low green badge, with a depressed Otto on it, with a bruised face and bandages on his head and face.

Isn't this a game prop? How can it appear in reality?

"Brother Kun, do you remember when you started playing this game?"

Lin Wei always felt something was wrong. He remembered that He Kun was a popular person who liked Three Kingdoms Kill more than Sanbengzi. How come he didn't remember that he had played this kind of two-dimensional game?

Moreover, Lin Wei vaguely remembered that he seemed to be the only one in the entire dormitory who had played Honkai Impact 3rd.

And even I have already quit.

After the final chapter, Lin Wei had no interest in the subsequent stories. He only saw some fragmentary information while browsing video websites, and knew that "Oh, a female version of Su" and "Oh, Xier became a Herrscher".

Wait, isn't Honkai Impact 3 over? Why is Herrscher appearing again?

I was a little curious, so I clicked on the comments and took a look.

Oh, the Herrscher of the Quantum Sea, what a strange new setting...

Tsk, forget it, the screenwriter has the final say.

Before the time travel, it seemed that Big Moon appeared again, which was the one He Kun was going to draw; and there was also Big Greyxiu who only showed his face once.

Wait, time travel?

Lin Wei felt something flash through his mind again, but he couldn't grasp it at all, and couldn't remember it no matter how hard he racked his brains.

"Tsk, you're a server player, what's there to brag about? Are you showing off your old bones?"

He Kun curled his lips, thinking Lin Wei's expression was hateful. "I got into it late. I started playing the version after Firefly. What's wrong with that?"

Lin Wei shook his head and said it was nothing. He felt that the disharmony was always there and not there, and he was not sure. So he lowered his head and continued to pack his things.

He thought of his own gaming experience.

I am indeed an old player of Honkai Impact 3, but it doesn't have much value.

In 2016, I saw an amazing video on my phone, in which a white-haired girl leaped from a high altitude, passed through the clouds and streaked across the sky like a meteor in the evening sun. So I downloaded this game for the first time, but the operation experience was not good at first, and I couldn't understand the plot.

Why do all the people start with this character relationship? What happened? I have no idea. The game experience was extremely bad, so I quit the game for the first time.

Later, I heard that Honkai Impact 3rd had an open world map, so I returned for the second time and finished Sakura Samsara, which was pretty good. I even finished Xuanyuan and Chiyou as the map closed.

Then, he returned in the version of Anthem of Divine Grace. Because of his good luck in drawing cards, he easily graduated from the newly released S-level Theresa, which allowed him to play for a much longer time, until the version of War of Destiny. Because the levels were too difficult, Ji Zi, who was equipped with a fusion core, could not defeat Yuelun Fuhua, the boss. The frustration of the game and the obstacles of real life made him quit the game completely.

Then comes the boring real life, studies, exams, family conflicts, bullying, arguments, resistance, graduation, leaving and so on.

I didn't play games for a long time, but I learned some stories about it when I occasionally went online.

For example, animation has started to be released; Himeko died; Honkai Impact 3rd is also known as "Fu Hua " and so on.

It was not until later, when Lin Wei had enough time to play games again, that he happened to catch up with the birth of the Herrscher of the Fire.

The sword, filled with boundless passion, split the haze that had long shrouded his heart.

From then on, he truly fell in love with the story and remained involved until the end.

He didn't want to participate in the new story after the end. Their story was over, but he had his own story, so he decided to say goodbye again.

But now...

Thinking of He Kun's words, it always feels a bit too coincidental, Lin Wei thought to himself.

"Wow, look, Gray has grown up!"

"Tsk, tsk, tsk, someone is probably about to cry, but I won't tell you who it is."

Lin Wei, whose thoughts were interrupted again, looked in the direction of the voice with a strange expression, only to see He Kun sitting back on the bed at some point, holding his laptop and shouting.

Haha, you’re persecuting Fu Hua again, right?

Lin Wei was happy, he knew there was a joke about "8＞50000", he also knew that Yuexia and Grayxiu grew up separately.

It's really interesting. Lin Wei smiled knowingly and was about to reply when suddenly alarm bells rang in his heart. He felt a big "danger" pop up above his head, telling him that there would be danger next.

what happened?

Lin Wei was confused. But this seemed to be a clue, so he decided to try his luck. Maybe it was the key to breaking the deadlock?

"What's there to cry about? In today's inflationary world, flat breasts are a rare resource. It's a competitive advantage that others can't envy."

Hmm, that’s strange, I seemed to hear a sneer?

It was as if nothing had happened.

Illusion?

Lin Wei touched his head, feeling vaguely uneasy, as if someone was about to open his skull.

But nothing happened.

"Tsk, you are worthy of being Brother Dawei, you have a unique vision."

He Kun hummed perfunctorily, and seeing that the card pool had not yet opened, he felt bored and started looking for fan creations online.

I told you not to yell...

Lin Wei was helpless, as she had never called me that before.

I can’t afford it!

Then, the dormitory fell into an awkward silence. He Kun went online while Lin Wei continued to pack his "luggage".

"Tsk, tsk, tsk, there are so many fan creations."

He Kun's voice suddenly became sarcastic. He turned to look at Lin Wei who was confused and asked:

"If you were to travel through time and space to this story, would you also want to save this person, help that person, and then embrace everyone and enjoy the happiness of having everyone?"

"Who doesn't want to have two wives?" Lin Wei was proud of his honesty. He puffed out his chest and rolled his eyes at him. "It's okay to daydream. After all, no one can control you. But forget about this kind of happiness. Those Valkyries can kill a crying monster with one punch, and you are so small."

Lin Wei looked He Kun up and down and said with disdain,

"With your conditions, if you want to play the game of Time Management Master, you will probably get punched and die instantly without even a chance to whimper."

"Humph, what if I have a golden finger?" He Kun was unconvinced.

"So are you yourself, or a slave of some 'Golden Finger'?"

Lin Wei didn't know why He Kun asked her this question, but since he seemed to be asking it seriously, she should also answer it seriously as a sign of respect.

"To put it another way, even if your cheat code is not mandatory and simply allows you to gain powerful strength, if it is a real world, these girls are no longer paper figures on the screen, but real people with thoughts, souls, and selves."

"If that's the case, then at least we should maintain an attitude of mutual respect, right? You're still talking about having two people together, what? Do you really think you're the protagonist? Do you think the world has to revolve around you?"

He Kun snorted and smiled mysteriously, and asked slowly, "Have you ever thought about getting involved? Have you ever thought about reversing the ending? Saving the girl who is struggling in pain?"

Chapter 16: Let’s go!

"Isn't the ending good enough now? Why do we need to reverse it?"

Lin Wei feels that He Kun is acting weird right now. What’s going on with this feeling at the defense?

Although he felt very dissatisfied, Lin Wei still answered the question seriously. As the saying goes, if the other party asks seriously, he should also respond in kind. Lin Wei thought it was polite.

Then he thought about it and gave an explanation.

"I thought about it because the story was so painful, but then I stopped thinking about it because the pain was worth it."

"Let me tell you my story. When I was young, my parents often quarreled. My father liked to drink, and every time he drank, he would beat my mother, often in front of me."

"Later, when I was eight years old, one afternoon, my mother asked me to go to the kitchen to get her a knife. After a while, she gave me some money and said she was not feeling well and asked me to go to the pharmacy to buy her some medicine."

"Then, my mother died. When I grew up, I realized that it was the sleeping pills that killed her. Then I thought, if only I had been a little more rebellious and not so obedient."

"When I was nine years old, my father was stabbed eight times by my grandparents and two uncles. He was covered in blood that could not be stopped and flowed all over the floor. I watched him being pushed into the operating room, and I also saw him being rejected by the doctors at the door of the hospital because the doctors said he could not be saved after examination, but they still saved him."

"I am very grateful to the doctor. It was his full-scale rescue that saved me from becoming an orphan and allowed me to at least have a relative in this world. Even if it was just my terrible father who had accomplished nothing."

"I am also very grateful to my father. He allowed me to have someone to rely on in this world, so that I would not end up living on the streets or starving to death in an unknown corner one day. Even if my life is not happy in the future, even if I am beaten at home and bullied at school, I can endure it. Because at least I can continue to live, right?"

"As long as we are alive, it is enough. As long as we are alive, there is a future. As long as we are alive, there is hope."

"But I often wonder, can someone come to save me and get me out of all this?"

"Unfortunately, it didn't happen. So I kept on trying, and there was even a time when I thought I was going crazy."

"It's a good thing I didn't."

“When I finally made it through and had the courage to look back at my past, I realized that my redemption was complete.”

"I don't want to go back to the past, that experience is too painful; nor do I want to deny the past, because it is an indispensable part of me."

"So I often wondered later, if someone really came to save me from the suffering, what would the story be like? Maybe I would be better now, or maybe I would get used to relying on others and end up doing nothing. It's hard to say."

"But at least, I am quite satisfied with who I am now, so I don't want to deny the past."

Lin Wei put away her memories and continued to confess to He Kun.

"Experience determines character, and character determines destiny." Lin Wei pointed to the box full of action figures and peripherals, "Since the current ending is not bad, why should I intervene rashly?"

"Changing their life trajectories will of course bring about infinite possibilities, which may be better or worse. But how can you be sure that you will bring them a better outcome?"

"Relying on some illusory golden finger? Forget it..."

Another long speech.

Why did I say again? Lin Wei felt strange.

He Kun listened carefully without commenting. After a moment of silence, he spoke again.

"Since you have already traveled through time and predicted the future, I would like to ask you a question."

He Kun thrust his face forward, with an imposing manner.

"Can a future that has been predicted still be the future?"

Ok?

Lin Wei felt confused. It's just a game, why are you making such a big deal out of it?

Then I suddenly felt a panic in my heart and was confused again.

It's just a game, why should I panic?

He Kun retracted his body, as if the momentum just now was an illusion.

"And, as you know, the reason why Kiana and the other two were able to defeat Kevin in the final battle was because of the help of the player captains outside the screen."

He paused for a moment and said jokingly,

"Do you think that if this were the real world, would the three of them still have so many Pinduoduo friends to help them cut a knife?"

"If not, what will be the ending?"

Lin Wei felt even more panicked.

He was very confused. Why was he so nervous?

Failed the defense?