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Chapter 23: Why don’t you act according to the script?

Lin Wei walked forward slowly in the darkness, holding a golden spear tightly in his hand and casually slung over his shoulder.

Although he couldn't see anything, Lin Wei knew clearly that this was no longer a shrine - the Yaemura Shrine could be seen from the end at a glance and was not that big at all.

Lin Wei didn't know how long he had walked forward. There was no point in counting heartbeats, because this was the space of consciousness. How fast is the speed of thought? No one could quantify it. Sometimes it was like a flash of lightning, recalling a whole life in just a few seconds; sometimes it was like a snail's pace, just a moment of daze and slacking off, and the whole afternoon had slipped away.

Therefore, Lin Wei only knew that he had been gone for a long time, but he himself had no idea how long. Later, he simply figured it out and just walked away.

As for how long we will walk, who knows? We will talk about it when we are tired. At least we are not tired now.

I kept walking until I felt my vision and my heart were dazed, and suddenly a small wooden door appeared in front of me.

Lin Wei seemed to be thinking about something, it seemed that he had arrived at the destination.

He reached out his hand, turned the doorknob, and slowly pushed the door open. He looked inside and smiled.

It was the familiar dormitory and the familiar He Kun.

Lin Wei was speechless. He returned to this broken place again. When would it ever end?

What does that mean? The end is the beginning, right?

Spiral, right?

Weiwei is actually me?

No matter how Lin Wei complained in his heart, he walked in without stopping and closed the door.

Click.

"He Kun", who was lying on the bed playing games on his mobile phone, heard the voice, turned his head and showed a weird smile.

"Hey, Dawei, you're back?"

If you scream again, I'll call the police.

Lin Wei was too lazy to pay attention to him. She lowered her head slightly and glanced at the game he was playing excitedly.

Good guy, here is a paradise~

Looking again, it's another good guy.

The hammer is still Aponia~

Lin Wei felt that this scene was a bit absurd.

Really, other time travelers are playing Honkai Impact 3rd inside Honkai Impact 3rd, but everyone can get along happily, and finally a world is created where no one gets hurt.

Why is it that when it’s my turn to see a Honkai Impact 3rd character playing Honkai Impact 3rd, I feel like Mobius is crawling all over my body?

I feel cold all over...

Lin Wei reflected on himself and wondered if he was too unqualified as a time traveler.

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Just put it on, this is my level, do whatever you want.

Lin Wei's heart moved, and he took out the key to open his own closet, which contained winter clothes and bedding.

It looks familiar.

But it’s not the same as last time.

Lin Wei smiled. Are you posing here with me?

"Tsk..."

"He Kun" had planned everything but never expected Lin Wei to do something like this, and he was immediately thrown into disarray.

After she merged with Lin Wei, her consciousness was entangled with him. She read Lin Wei's memory along the information flow, and indeed got the "answer" that Lin Wei promised her.

Lin Wei did not lie to her, but the answer she got made her rage even more intense.

She couldn't accept that the pain and torture she had endured were just a few light words written by someone else as a joke.

Is there any shame more absurd, more ridiculous, and more infuriating than this?

No!

So she became even more angry.

So, she decided to severely torture this ridiculous ant who had humiliated her fundamentally and had no idea of ​​his own limitations.

Since you want to save Yaesakura, then you can become my new toy in her place!

And you still have the audacity to want to save me?

ridiculous!

I am a God! The God who destroys the world!

God doesn't need to be saved!

So, she constructed the room that Lin Wei was most familiar with according to his memory, and personally played the role of the person he was most familiar with, preparing to humiliate this arrogant and laughable annoying guy in the same way she had tortured Yaezakura before.

The plan was very good and perfect, and just thinking about it made her excited! But now she found that she seemed to have forgotten one thing.

This guy is a piece of shit...

The script she had envisioned was this:

She was in the place he was most familiar with, using the identity of someone close to him to do the thing he was most familiar with but the most absurd thing at the moment. Lin Wei must have been extremely alert, carefully approaching him with that ridiculous spear, and then she could look down on him and start to mock and ridicule him crazily.

This is how it should be...

Who would open the cabinet first to check if anything is missing?

(╯‵ ′)╯︵┻━┻

Tsk, that’s it?

Lin Wei curled her lips in disdain and even thought that this Herrscher was a little cute.

At the same time, I feel that even if the Herrschers of the previous civilization had humanity, they were fundamentally different from the Herrschers of this era.

Look at the Herrschers of this era. Let's put aside how powerful each of them is. Not only did he kick Wendy out, but he also threw away the insane Herrscher of Meteoric Ice.

Every other Herrscher is proficient in killing people and destroying their souls~

Look at that Herrscher of the Void~

Look at that Herrscher of Thunder~

Look at that Ruler of the Thousands again~Ah!

Plus that Herrscher of Corrosion~yue...

And there is the Herr of Knowledge.

Don't be fooled by the fact that they look stupid and easy to deceive. Don't you know that the more straightforward the words are, the more hurtful they are?

Do you understand that children speak without restraint?

Oops, missed one.

And the Ruler of Reason...

Do I need to say more about how murderous and heartbreaking YaYa is?

Now look at this Herrscher of Corrosion who lived 50,000 years ago...

Fifty thousand years have passed, and when it comes to torturing people, there are still only two ways: illusions and nightmares.

Lin Wei even felt that she was so naive that it made people feel sorry for her.

Seeing that the Herrer's purpose of taking the lead had failed, Lin Wei, who had achieved his goal, smiled slightly, closed the cabinet and walked to "He Kun". Without looking back, he reached out from under the table behind him and pulled a stool, bent down and sat down, sighing "Oh" very comfortably. Then he raised his head and said lightly,

"Okay, stop wearing that face. When I see that face, I want you to call me daddy. Be good and listen to me. Let's change the scene."

Who wouldn't kill someone and destroy their heart?

Lin Wei thought with disdain.

When he first formulated the plan, he seriously considered what would happen in the Stigmata space.

After all, when the stigma has entered the body, the next step must be to face the consciousness of the Herrscher directly, and there is no escape.

The question is, how can a mere mortal like me face the consciousness of the Herrscher, and why do I think I can defeat her?

Love and peace?

It’s too abstract!

When Lin Wei was deducing the plan on paper, he racked his brains when he reached this step and thought of various possibilities, but there was no good way to deal with them.

The only thing that is certain is that in the space of consciousness, two intertwined consciousnesses cannot directly kill each other.

Otherwise, no matter how weak the Herrscher's consciousness is, Yaezakura will not be able to resist it.

What’s more, this resistance lasted for five hundred years!

Consciousness cannot kill consciousness, this is the premise of everything. It is also the fundamental reason why Lin Wei dared to force the consciousness of the Herrscher to take on the stigmata together with his body, which was a suicidal act.

Late one night, when Lin Wei was tossing and turning in agony of fear of death and despair of having nowhere else to turn, he suddenly remembered this point. In ecstasy, he stumbled to the living room, fumbled for paper and pen, and was about to write down his stunning glimpse on paper and carefully deduce it, but the moment he put pen to paper, he roughly broke the pen and threw it aside together with the notebook with great force. Then he fell on the sofa with his head in his hands, thinking about it until his headache was splitting.

It cannot be put down on paper, important information cannot be left in a concrete picture, and it cannot be retained in memory!

Lin Wei knew very well that in this world, memories could be read, whether it was the memory reading devices of various organizations, or Fu Hua, whom he had never met at that time, Otto who might be hiding in any corner of the world, and the problem of the Herrscher's consciousness taking over that could not be avoided in the unfinished plan, they could read all the secrets directly in their own memories.

I can't resist, it's like being naked.

But is it really so?

What is memory made of?

Under the pressure of desperation, Lin Wei's hormones soared, his brain worked rapidly, and he deconstructed the "memory" in great detail.

The composition of memory is nothing more than the images you see, the sounds you hear, the smells you smell, the tastes you taste, other sensory perceptions of the body, the emotions that all of this brings about at the time, and the fragments of thoughts that are broken like codes and mixed in with the emotions.

Only when the emotional feelings are stronger, the more complete the fragments of thoughts they carry will be.

Yes, memory cannot include thinking, especially complete logical thinking!

Do not believe?

Please think back to the most memorable class you have ever taken, and then try to recall the changes in your thinking during the learning process.

Can't remember?

The more Lin Wei thought about it, the clearer it became - memory is partial, fragmented, incoherent, emotional, and concrete.

Therefore, he found his own reliance, which is rational and abstract thinking!

Therefore, all plans cannot be put on paper before they are implemented, but can only be worked out in the mind.

This process is extremely painful because it is not intuitive at all and it is difficult to find and fill in the gaps.

But Lin Wei had no better way. He was fighting against this world and the cruel fate on his own.

But in front of this world, Lin Wei is too weak.

If you want to have even the slightest chance of counterattacking against an enemy who can strike directly at your heart, you must deceive your own memory!

A consciousness cannot directly kill another consciousness that is entangled with it, such as Ling and Yae Sakura, or the Herrscher of the Sky and Kiana.

But consciousness can suppress and destroy another consciousness, such as Ling and Yae Sakura, and also like the Herrscher of the Sky and Kiana.

But the difference between him and Kiana was that Kiana had a body gifted with extraordinary talents, so that the more powerful Herrscher consciousness could easily exert enormous destructive power after taking control of the flesh, and pass on all the tragic consequences brought about by all this with a grin to another poor suppressed consciousness, transforming it into a sense of guilt and self-abandonment, further destroying the other party's consciousness.

Even Yae Sakura, after being influenced by the Herrscher's consciousness, massacred the village she had been protecting with great effort, and hurt Kallen who had tried hard to protect her, thus falling into irretrievable regret and self-blame.

This is a battle between consciousnesses where every effort is made.

But when it comes to Lin Wei, the style is completely different.

His body, which even the Herrscher cannot control for a while, is like a car that won't start no matter what. No matter how you drive, you don't have to worry about a car accident even if you step on the accelerator to the bottom!

What's more, there is a divine being from China guarding the driver's seat, so there is nothing to be afraid of.

Moreover, in this case, it is hard to say who will start to doubt their life.

I, Lin Wei, am a time traveler, and I am weak but I have a right to do so!

It’s done, do whatever you want!

Well, one problem has been solved. Consciousness cannot directly kill another consciousness, and a weak body that has been completely broken down cannot bring itself the destruction of guilt.