Give the child a little shock to the world view

In other words, Despair is very good at grasping the deepest weaknesses in people's hearts. After changing into that person's appearance, it will not only read the other person's memory and copy all the abilities, but also have a special attack suppression effect on that person.

In short, the inner demon becomes at least three times stronger after turning evil.

It knows best how to break down a person's psychological defenses.

It would be fine if it was just an ordinary person, but the target it chose was Mayumi Hanega... This was enough to make the little bear feel extremely difficult.

The mental condition of people in this world is relatively healthy, but Mayumi Haga is different.

Just the sadness that Xiao Xiong felt when he first met Mayumi Haga made him realize that Mayumi Haga's mental state was probably not normal.

Even though she looked normal, with no weird words or behaviors, and just seemed a little cold, Mayumi Haga's heart was indeed full of holes, and her sanity was in jeopardy.

It is a miracle that I can still maintain such sanity now.

Once Mayumi's heart is invaded by the Desperate Monster, the consequences will be unimaginable.

The speed at which the Desperate Monster took shape was so fast that Xiao Xiong was just half a step slow in coming to help. The Desperate Monster in front of him looked not much different from Mayumi Hanega himself.

Mayumi Haga, who is transformed by the Desperate Monster, has short black hair of the same length as the original body, exactly the same facial features, and clothing of opposite color to the Guardian suit that Mayumi Haga usually wears, but there is a slight difference in her expression.

No, it should be said that there is a considerable difference.

Because the whites of the Despair Monster's eyes are pitch black, but his pupils are snow-white.

It... or should I say "she" now, looks much more cheerful than Mayumi Haga herself.

Ignoring the parts that Xiao Xiong, the emotional monster, can perceive, in fact, the Despair Monster looks more upright and reliable than Mayumi Hanega herself.

Compared to Mayumi Haga, who always has a gloomy face and wears gray and black clothes, the color tone of the Desperate Monster is completely opposite, it is pure white.

The dark patterns that were originally hidden in a low-key manner are clearly revealed after the clothes turn into a white base.

The decorative patterns on clothes, which have been overlooked for a long time, actually give people a very delicate texture. They look heroic against the girl’s white clothes and neat dress, with a beauty that is completely different from this world.

The brave men in those stories, those legendary warriors, those final saviors in the legends...perhaps they were dressed like this.

It should be Mayumi Haga's despair, but he is more heroic than the original owner and closer to the image of a decent person.

After becoming like this, the Desperate Monster did not launch an attack immediately. Instead, he raised his hand and looked at his open palm. He seemed a little confused, as if he was still thinking about why he was here.

Then, she saw Mayumi Haga standing behind the little bear with a calm expression.

The two eyes, one black and one white, looked at each other, and the latter had an incredible expression on his face.

Because he was completely immersed in the position of [Haga Mayumi's Despair], the Despair Monster's body was completely out of control at this moment. Driven by the strong emotion, his body moved on its own.

She ignored the little bear's obstruction and quickly tried to get closer to Mayumi Hanega's real body. She couldn't utter a word and could only make "uh uh" sounds, but one could hear panic and disbelief in her voice.

She stretched out her hand towards Mayumi Hanega, but red gradually seeped out from under her white clothes. Her bones made a sound of being crushed, and her body gradually twisted and began to melt like crushed meat. The little bear was so frightened that his scalp went numb and he was at a loss, not daring to make contact with her.

Mayumi Hanega stood there without moving, just staring at the other person's eyes gradually moving downwards, and finally lowering her eyes to look at the struggling thing on the ground, realizing that the other person would turn into orange juice as soon as it lost its vitality, or return to the original black fog state of the Desperate Monster.

This thing looked like herself with her healing abilities completely out of control.

Mayumi Haga was not surprised at all by this result.

She had long since given up on her own despair.

Otherwise she wouldn't have been able to stay sane until today.

Chapter 121: Mental Protection Fails

Mayumi Haga will not be crushed by her own [despair].

This does not mean that she has completely lost her negative emotions. In fact, she is still an emotionally healthy person.

This is the content of her contract with the world consciousness.

Her spirit is protected by the World Consciousness Contract and will never reach the point of collapse. Even if the pressure continues to accumulate, she will only remain on the brink of collapse and will not completely lose her mind.

For her, despair is an emotion that only exists when she is on the verge of collapse, but it will be eliminated by mental protection in the next second and will not affect her.

This is why, although the Despair Monster can absorb Mayumi Hanega's despair, it cannot take shape and can only collapse.

Mayumi Haga calmly watched the person who looked exactly like her gradually lose his shape.

It is obvious that the Desperate Monster does not have the regenerative ability of Mayumi Haga, so after his body collapsed, although he tried hard to piece together the fragments of his body, he still turned into a pool of unknown liquid on the ground.

This scene may be horrifying and disgusting to other people. After all, it looks like "oneself" is dying miserably in front of them. Even though they know that they are fine, any normal person would get scared when seeing someone who looks exactly like them become in such a horrible state.

However, Mayumi Haga was already accustomed to it.

Even a little bit nostalgic.

After coming to this world, one's body will be quickly harmonized, and there will be no such thing as rotting before being collected in time like before... Mayumi Hanega hasn't seen herself in such a miserable state for a long time.

Whether it was being swallowed by the water monster Mograne and then resurrected to rip open the other's stomach, or being smashed in front of Tono Hitomi, it didn't matter to her.

In order to lure out a scavenger demon, Mayumi Haga smashed her own head into a bloody mess, then cut open her stomach and pulled out her intestines to make it look like they were torn apart by wild beasts. She then threw the body in the wilderness, pretending it was the body of a traveler who had unfortunately died. She then guarded the body for thirteen days until the scavenger demon chewed her head into pieces.

The weather was very hot, so the smell was unbearable and the food rotted very quickly.

Having experienced many more outrageous things, a scene like this is nothing.

However, what puzzled her was why the desperate weirdo in front of her did not immediately turn into a pool of orange juice?

Is it because Despair is not dead yet?

Yes, he just absorbed the despair of others and then collapsed as a whole. This way of dying is too hasty even in this world.

Since his body had not lost its vitality, Despair was still alive and could not be judged to have turned into orange juice.

Mayumi Hanega flipped her wrist, and a short blade inlaid with light blue gems appeared in her hand.

Dig out the core and crush it, so you can kill it completely.

This is the information that Mayumi Haga learned through some information stored in the agency certificate.

When she was a human, she could not use the props in the agent certificate, nor could she read the information inside. The agent certificate would even disappear around her neck and could not be touched.

She cannot use it when she is a human, but the time she can transform into a cat is limited every day, and it is extremely torturous to her body and mind, which greatly reduces Mayumi Haga's learning efficiency.

Even so, Mayumi Haga worked hard to learn the basic knowledge contained in it and gained some understanding of the monsters' weaknesses.

In the Magical Girl's Common Sense Handbook, the description of the core of the monster is as follows:

[The body of the monster is usually located inside the monster. After the magic power is exhausted, it will turn into a gray glass bead. At this time, it will be very fragile, so be careful not to step on it! ]

Mayumi Haga: I understand. Dig it out and crush it.

The guardian, whose behavior is completely opposite to that of the magical girl, was about to wipe out the root of the problem, but then she realized something.

Because Urzana-senpai's core had not been triggered these days, and because she wore the necklace to school and was noticed by her homeroom teacher, Ms. Kirino, she put the core in her pocket.

...Why wasn’t the senior’s blessing triggered during the battle just now?

strangeness.

Clearly, even when Rania was about to take off her clothes, the senior's core reacted. Why did the core stop moving when encountering a real enemy?

Mayumi Hanega's hand paused, alarm bells rang in her heart, and she subconsciously took a half step back.

At the same time, the little bear also smelled a strong sense of crisis.

"Mayumi!"

Just as the desperate monster suddenly opened his eyes and the flesh-colored thing came to life and jumped into Mayumi Yuga's hands, the little bear couldn't help but scream.

Her mind was blank, and the turmoil in her heart was greater than she had ever felt in her entire life. It was as if something deep inside her had broken, and dark emotions poured out.

She instinctively reached out to Mayumi Hanega.

Mayumi Hanega's reaction was even faster than Xiaoxiong's. The moment the Desperate Monster suddenly attacked, she realized the enemy's general idea.

After devouring Mayumi Haga's despair, the enemy in front of him could actually be regarded as an existence of the same origin as Mayumi Haga.

At the beginning, in order to absorb Mayumi Hanega's emotions, the Desperate Monster did not actively attack her, so it was not judged as an attack and did not trigger Urzana's blessing.

Then the part of her ability that later affected Mayumi Haga's self-healing ability was not considered an attack.

...How can it be considered an attack if I just gave Mayumi Haga's things back to her?

In other words, it was Mayumi Haga's own [Despair] that was forcibly separated by the mental protection.

Mayumi Haga sensed something was wrong, and the Despair Monster was in a state where she couldn't be selected or frozen. Seeing that the thing was about to fall on her, she pressed the self-destruct button to escape.

Suddenly, everything in front of my eyes went dark.

The splashing liquid was less than one centimeter away from Mayumi Hanega's fingers, but they were entangled by the deeper darkness, and she could not move even though she struggled violently.

Following the direction of the dark light, I saw a hand stretched out. I didn't know why I could control the Desperate Monster's bear.

After reacting, the little bear no longer cared about being confused. The despair that was entangled with her was suppressed and pulled towards her. She immediately held it down and sealed it... Only then did she finally breathe a sigh of relief.

"Huh...? Why can I control this...?" Xiao Xiong was confused after realizing it belatedly. After he couldn't think of an answer for a while, he hurried to Mayumi Yuga with tears in his eyes to check on her condition, "Mayumi, are you okay?"

Mayumi Haga still looked a little dazed. She raised her hand and spread her five fingers, as if there was an illusion of water dripping on them. The guardian who had just forced the self-destruction of his head was half a beat slow, perhaps waiting until his brain recovered before replying: "... should be."

It seems like a drop splashed just now.

She frowned, feeling a little uneasy.

I must change my current body when I go back.

...

As soon as Mayumi Haga got home, she went straight to the bathroom. The door was not closed at home. Megrane, who was barely turning her head on the sofa, was very confused: "Hey? Mayumi, the door is not closed?"

What happened? Why are you so out of control today?

Did the cat fall into an uncleaned litter box?

Do I have to close the door myself?

But I'm not a pet in this guy's house who can help open and close the door, and it's difficult to do that with my current size... It's really too much.

Despite her complaints, Megalane, after eating another potato chip with her hair as a hand, still decided to get up and see if she could close the door by hitting it with her forehead.

"Um, um, excuse me..." A strange girl's voice came from the door.

——Did this guy bring other girls home?

Megrane was not so surprised about Mayumi Haga's interpersonal relationships. After all, even in a world where information flow was not convenient, Megrane had heard some subtle rumors about this guardian.

However, she really didn't expect that Mayumi Hanega would actually bring someone home.

After all, she is still in this family, and Mayumi Hanega would not just sit there and scare people.

Anyone who can follow Mayumi Haga back should be more trusted by her.

At least, I can accept the existence of Megrane.

So what kind of person was poisoned by Mayumi Haga...

Megrane leaned toward the door.

But unexpectedly, the next second, what came into view was a half-human-height white polar bear doll.

The doll's voice was that of a weak girl. She cautiously poked her head in and said, "Mayumi family... eh?"

The doll and the blue crystal head on the sofa looked at each other.

The former raised his hand blankly and greeted Megrane blankly: "Hello..."

Megrane:?

"What are you?" The water fairy was confused, "Bear spirit?"

That’s not right, this doesn’t look like a real bear?

It had been a long time since it attacked humans, so it had rarely appeared on TV. Megalane, who watched TV at home every day, could not recognize the little bear as a weirdo, and his ears drooped in frustration.

...Wait, who is this?

Little Bear suddenly remembered that the last time he came to Mayumi's house, he had never seen this Miss Brain.

The stuffed bear opened its mouth with a shocked and hurt expression.

"...Why didn't Mayumi let me live in her house, but let some other weirdo move in..." The little bear felt more and more aggrieved. After politely closing the door, he looked at Megalane who was sitting (or should I say, lying) on ​​the sofa with the attitude of a host, and tears fell from his eyes.

After her last visit, she never came again because she didn't have Mayumi's permission.

Megrane stared blankly at the little bear in front of him who suddenly started crying, and his mind was still confused:

Why is this little toy crying? Does Mayumi like this?