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Chapter 192 Reasonable Love

Tao Yunjiang bit her lip, looking a little conflicted.

She didn't know what to say.

There was no doubt that Xie Lingwan's behavior was the kind she hated the most. Logically, she should have scolded her now.

But her starting point was for Fang Weihan's own good.

The girl thought for a long time but still couldn't figure out how to comment on this matter.

She finally said:

"She's... amazing."

Yes, that’s all Tao Yunjiang could say.

After all, it is undoubtedly incredible that a thirteen-year-old girl can think of this.

"Yeah, she's amazing."

Fang Weihan let out a sigh.

How could the destined heroine not be amazing?

“It’s so powerful that it scares me.”

Tao Yunjiang held his hand and comforted him silently.

"What then?"

The girl asked softly.

"Then...you didn't adopt her strategy. How did you escape?"

Fang Weihan smiled.

"You haven't reacted yet?"

"what?"

Seeing Tao Yunjiang’s dazed look, Fang Weihan pointed at himself with amusement.

“I gave it up on my own initiative.”

“Think about what I did afterwards.”

Tao Yunjiang finally reacted.

He was talking about...the things he had done.

"Are you doing this... to defile yourself?"

Her voice was a little low.

Obviously, it is a very uncomfortable thing for the girl to see her lover forced to choose a path that hurts himself for some undisclosed reasons.

"Self-pollution? Not really."

Fang Weihan shook his head.

“I’m just making a statement.”

"I spent about three years offending almost all the noble families, and from then on I completely faded out of the power center of the empire. Anyway, I didn't like them in the first place, so it's better to say that I was just doing things according to my heart."

"Those speculators and adventurers thought I was not a good partner. They rushed to withdraw their gazes from me, leaving only the bad reputation on me."

Tao Yunjiang murmured, not quite understanding:

"So...is that really what happened?"

Fang Weihan chuckled and said:

"But you know what, it feels good to be what they call a dandy young man."

After all, the playboys don't have to follow so many rules, nor do they have to put on themselves a layer of shackles that appear out of thin air.

Free, yet extremely lonely.

"It's just... Ling Wan has been wronged."

When Tao Yunjiang heard his words, he couldn't help but hold Fang Weihan's hand tighter again.

"She always wanted me to work hard to climb up and eventually stand at the pinnacle of power with her."

Fang Weihan was repeating to Tao Yunjiang what Xie Lingwan had said to him over the years, feeling extremely complicated.

"But in the end...I failed to live up to her expectations."

There are always some memories that we may never remember in this lifetime unless we deliberately recall them or see something related.

Those looks of embarrassment, pain, or anger can only find their place in some unknown corner deep in memory.

We haven't forgotten, we just don't want to remember.

"I have never been very enthusiastic about becoming an emperor. I would rather be a general at the border than be a traitor in the court with those sinister and cunning people."

"An idle prince can certainly become a general, but this also means that he has given up the path to becoming a crown prince."

"I also destroyed Xie Lingwan's thoughts with my own hands."

Fang Weihan said somewhat dejectedly.

"What then?"

Tao Yunjiang had quietly sat up straight without anyone noticing.

The love between Fang Weihan and Xie Lingwan is inherently romantic, not to mention that their story has nothing to do with the word "smooth sailing".

All of this fascinated Tao Yunjiang.

It even made her subconsciously forget that this was the love between her lover and another girl.

"later……"

The smile on Fang Weihan's lips became even more bitter.

All first loves may not be happy. Being young and immature, we don’t understand how to love someone.

We try hard and love clumsily, but often while trying, we lose our original love.

But Fang Weihan was lucky, as the situation between him and Xie Lingwan did not come to this.

Why?

"Later, when she realized she couldn't change me, she started doing it to herself."

"She no longer asked me to do anything, but instead imposed my share of responsibility on herself."

"Most of the things she used to face with me, she now has to bear by herself."

"That's what they call...she came to protect me."

Tao Yunjiang finally understood.

"She's so awesome."

The girl said the same thing again.

Tao Yunjiang was a little envious.

If it were her, she would probably make the same choice as Xie Lingwan...

An inexplicable joy and sense of mission rose in the girl's heart.

Tao Yunjiang didn't know where this feeling came from, but this did not prevent her from having another opinion:

She wanted to meet Miss Xie even more.

Listening to Tao Yunjiang's sigh, Fang Weihan finally couldn't continue.

The more he talked, the more guilty he felt about his past behavior.

How many times did Xie Lingwan and I quarrel at that time?

Fang Weihan couldn’t count them anymore.

But he could still clearly remember the last time they quarreled. After Xie Lingwan was silent for a long time, she said to him:

"If this is your choice, then I support it."

From that day on, Xie Lingwan never quarreled with him again.

People only saw that Xie Lingwan turned a blind eye to his advances, but failed to see the girl's difficulties.

Fang Weihan was only concerned with playing the role of a domineering prince, but he never thought about Xie Lingwan's situation.

They were all sulking.

But the difference is that Fang Weihan did meaningless things out of anger, but Xie Lingwan silently took all the responsibilities.

What was left of the bond between them?

A promise, and a love that can never be given up.

Fang Weihan came back to his senses.

The memories of the past should never be thought about too carefully. If you do, you will want to go back to the past and slap yourself hard.

What do you think I was so angry about at that time?

Isn’t it good to listen to Wanwan?

But fortunately, I realized it not too late.

Xie Lingwan's attitude towards herself has changed slightly recently.

Fang Weihan knew that this was because his recent actions were very much in line with Xie Lingwan's expectations.

She... maybe she thinks she has turned over a new leaf?

What a pity this happened.

Fang Weihan knew that Xie Lingwan's departure without saying goodbye was more like a statement of attitude.

He knows Xie Lingwan too well.

He could even imagine the idea of ​​his childhood sweetheart appearing in his mind.

I was wrong, she was not wrong, but she felt guilty.

Xie Lingwan's dignity prevented her from apologizing, so she chose to leave.

This was her way of apologizing.

But Fang Weihan couldn't go to see him off.

Even if I went, she probably wouldn't stay.

And more importantly, giving it would mean that he accepted Xie Lingwan's apology.

I accept shit.

He really wanted to tell Xie Lingwan that she didn't need to apologize for this matter because there was no need.

For a girl who puts other people's lives above her own interests, Fang Weihan can forgive whatever she does and whatever mistakes she makes.

He wanted to correct Xie Lingwan's wrong idea.

Then he couldn't apologize, but had to prove it to Xie Lingwan in other ways.

Prove that you have changed.

"Ugh."

Fang Weihan sighed.

"What happened between Xie Lingwan and I is a complete mess that cannot be explained."

"If you keep cutting, it will become messy."

"She is such a rational person, but she insisted on telling me who is right and who is wrong."

"So she left."

"And I don't want to argue with her about right or wrong, so I won't try to keep her."