People in Shijiao, the man behind Ichinose

After returning to the dormitory, Yuan Yuyuan carefully thought about everything that had happened with Shiina Hiyori and found that he could no longer be said to be at a disadvantage; he was simply being led by the nose!

Did he even expose Kushida Kikyo on purpose? Or... was it fake?

At night, Yuan Yuyuan heard a knock on the door and stood up solemnly to open the door, and said to the visitor in a deep voice:

"You came."

"Yes, I'm coming!"

"You shouldn't have come!"

"Huh? Didn't Yu Yuan ask me to come?" Ichinose Honami scratched his head and said puzzledly.

"…At this time, I should say, "I'm already here!"

“Okay, okay.” Ichinose Honoki put his hands on his hips and looked at Yuan Yuyuan majestically: “But I’m already here!”

"It feels like that." Genyuen pulled Ichinose Honami to sit beside his bed.

"Honami, close your eyes first."

"What's so mysterious?"

Although she said this, Ichinose Honami still closed her eyes obediently.

Yuan Yuyuan took out a small gift box from his trouser pocket and placed it in front of her.

"You can open your eyes now."

Ichinose Honoki looked left and right but couldn't figure out anything: "This...could it be a diamond ring?"

"Unfortunately, it is not. And there is a little-known fact that can be revealed."

"okay."

After opening it, Ichinose Hoba found that the gift in the gorgeous package was not expensive, but it surprised her very much.

"This is...."

"It's the hairpin from before." Yuan Yuyuan reached out and gently stroked her little head.

"Yu Yuan misunderstood. Actually, I..."

"Shh—" Gen Yuyuan interrupted Ichinose Honami's words.

"I don't know why Fan Bo is staring at it, but this should be something that has a profound impact on Fan Bo's past, right? If you really can't let it go, how about at least trying to face this lifeless person first?"

ps: I really have some problems recently. I can’t even fart for a long time. I’m going to sleep first.

First Grade, First Semester: Chapter 143 Chapter Let go of the desire to help others and respect the fate of others

"Yuyuan..." Ichinose Hoba bit her lips, as if she was hesitating about something, but in the end she gave up.

"I appreciate it, but...but I don't deserve this."

"What nonsense are you talking about? It's just a hairpin. What does it have to do with whether it's worth it or not?"

Yuan Yuyuan carefully considered his next remarks, and then he realized... in this situation, no matter what he said, the other party would think that he was trying to intrude on other people's privacy.

Yuan Yuyuan simply stopped talking and just patted her back gently, wiping away the tears that were rolling down her eyes.

"Yu Yuan, I don't know... I really don't know how to tell you - I am too willful, right? We are obviously lovers, but I always hide things from you. I am not a competent person at all..."

"Can you calm down for a moment, Honoki?"

"I'm sorry..." Ichinose Honami stretched out her hand to wipe away her tears, but found that she couldn't wipe them away no matter what she did.

"Here, wipe it first."

"Thanks...."

Ichinose Honami took the handkerchief tremblingly. After an unknown amount of time, she raised her head with red eyes.

"Yes...I'm sorry for always letting Yu Yuan see my most useless side."

"Idiot, because Fanbo is a girl." Yuan Yuyuan hugged the other person with pity.

He didn't know what had happened to Ichinose Honami, but he knew that he should make her face her past.

Instead of always being an ostrich, letting this matter stay in your heart and tear yourself apart.

"Honami has always been a very strong girl. I've seen all of this, but there are some things where being strong is useless, right? How about you try to rely on me?"

Ichinose Honami's eyes flickered. She did not answer Genyuen's question, but just kept apologizing.

"Yu Yuan...don't, don't blame me, okay? I will let it go, I will definitely..."

"Honami got it wrong from the beginning."

Gen Yuyuan was a little angry at her for not fighting back. Even at this critical moment, Ichinose Honami was still thinking about others. Even though she was the one who was hurt, she was obviously more afraid that others would be disappointed in her than letting go of the past.

Yuan Yuyuan was at a loss for words. He couldn't understand why a person who was afraid of disappointing others was not worried about his own image being damaged, but was worried about others being infected with negative emotions.

He also knew that if he didn't know the whole story, there would be no way to solve it, but when someone talked about this matter, he would just cry and change the subject.

It is even more unrealistic to force the other party by force, and a gradual approach will only result in the other party's self-protection keeping you out.

If possible, Yuan Yuyuan didn't want to use the method he had thought of before, but he was afraid he had to do so.

Now we have to calm this crybaby down first.

"Honbo, do you know what your biggest problem is?"

"What is the biggest problem...?"

"You care too much about other people's feelings. Don't rush to refute, and don't say it's because of our relationship."

Gen Yuyuan withdrew his hand with a cold face. He didn't want Ichinose Honami to think that he would always accommodate her.

"Think about it carefully. Even when we were not together, Fanbo would give up his own opinions to cater to me, right? Maybe I, who benefited from this, shouldn't say this, but it's wrong."

Gen Yuyuan stood up and brought a chair to sit in front of Ichinose Hoba, forcing her to look at him.

"You can't please everyone. It's impossible to do so, especially if you sacrifice yourself."

"I don't...."

"Be quiet and listen to me!" Genyuu interrupted Ichinose Honami sternly.

"I know that Fanbo feels guilty about something, but that doesn't mean you owe anyone anything. You can satisfy everyone, but what about yourself? You've fulfilled everyone, so who would care about your feelings?"

"Fanbo, you don't live for others. You have your own life. You should put your own feelings first, put aside your overflowing empathy, and live for yourself, just for yourself."

"No, it's not like that! It's like a flood or something, because Yu Yuan is different!"

Ichinose Honami hasn't recovered from crying yet, but her red eyes are full of determination.

"I don't want to... I don't want Yu Yuan to think that I'm useless! I don't want this to happen anyway."

Yuan Yuyuan was not moved, but shook his head with disappointment.

"Fanbo still doesn't understand. It doesn't matter whether I think so or not. You should make sure you are happy first, instead of..."

"No, I understand." This was the first time that Ichinose Honami interrupted Genyuen.

"But Yu Yuan, you know what? You are different, because... because my so-called feelings are nothing compared to Yu Yuan's."

Yuan Yuyuan, who should have been moved this time, was still worried at the moment, because he didn't think that the other party had the ability to do what he said, so the problem was still the same problem, everything was just a temporary solution and not a fundamental solution.

He had tried many times to resolve this matter without hurting the other party, but the results were somewhat unsatisfactory. Now Yuan Yuyuan only had three options. The first one was -

(1) Let go of your desire to help others and respect their fate... Are you kidding? This is his girlfriend.

(2) Waiting for an opportunity for her to tell the whole story. The problem is that a semester has passed and, not only is there no opportunity, but even the symptoms have not improved.

The only way left is to open up her old wounds. I hope she won't blame me after she finds out. It would be best if she never knows. After all...

Sometimes if you want to get something, you have to give up something first.

"I understand, Fanbo, I understand everything. I don't have to force you. In this case, how about trying not to care too much about what others think?"

"Okay..." Ichinose Honami was very hesitant, but she still chose to agree. Otherwise, the change she had always talked about would really be on her lips forever.

Gen Yuyuan didn't take it to heart. It didn't matter what Ichinose wanted to do. If everything went well, he could force the other party to correct his thinking, and God would forgive him.

But is she still the same person as before?

Yuan Yuyuan hesitated. He felt that he was just like those parents who said it was for their own good but forced their children to do things they didn't want to do.

He opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say, so he could only say vaguely:

"I believe that Fanbo can do it well, keep working on it."

"Ok!"

Ichinose Honami nodded heavily with a tearful voice, and once again used her special skill - clenching her fist super hard!

"I will! I will also encourage Yu Yuan!"

"...I am still alive and well for now, so you don't even need my share."

ps: I slept for three hours today, but I still can’t fall asleep. Maybe you won’t see me tomorrow.

First Grade, First Semester: Chapter 144 Chapter Thank You for Loving Me

Gen Yuyuan stroked Ichinose Honoki's long pink hair lovingly. Thinking about it carefully, it seemed a little unkind of him to do so, but he was also very conflicted.

"Is there anything going on with Fanbo? If you are free, please stay with me."

"Of course. We haven't been alone together for a long time, right?"

"Right..."

Yuan Yuyuan scratched his head awkwardly. To be honest, he and Ji Yexue were the ones who rarely spent time alone together.

Ichinose Honami was also a little nervous. This was her first time being alone in a room with a boy, and she couldn't help feeling a little at a loss.

"So what should we do next?"

“That’s a question for me…”

Yuan Yuyuan looked at the room which was basically the same as when he entered school except for the computer...

"Ahem, what does Fanbo usually do in the dormitory?"

"Dormitory...I'm rarely in the dormitory."

"??? What a disgusting statement from a popular person."

Yuan Yuyuan rubbed his brows helplessly. It didn't matter if he was alone at ordinary times, but inviting a girl to visit his empty dormitory was indeed too abstract.

"Why don't we go out for a walk? There's nothing interesting here."

"It's okay. I think it's pretty good." Ichinose Hoba pointed to the only computer in the room and said, "Let's watch a movie. Let's use this."

"use this?"

Yuan Yuyuan's smile gradually became...perverted: "Hehehe...hehehe."

"What is Yu Yuan thinking about?"

"Nothing, nothing."

"Then let's get started. I'm already forcing..." Looking at the chair in Ichinose Honoki's hand, Yuan Yuyuan's forehead was filled with black lines: "What is Honoki doing?"

"Of course we're going to watch a movie together, what's wrong?" Ichinose Honami asked puzzledly.

"So that's it..."

Why does this school need to prepare chairs for guests?! You should buy these things yourself to show your sincerity!

"Yu Yuan seems very disappointed, why?" Ichinose Hoba lowered his head like a child who had made a mistake: "Could it be that Yu Yuan's words were just polite..."

"No, no, it's because...it's nothing, don't take it to heart." Yuan Yuyuan waved his hands as if nothing had happened, but his eyes revealed sadness that anyone with a discerning eye could see.

"There must be one, right?" Ichinose Hoba leaned forward and stared into Yuyuan's eyes. "It's so strange. I always feel like he's hiding something from me. Yuyuan, please don't learn from me."

"It sounds weird...it's nothing, but if, what if, what if..."

"what?"

Ichinose Honami shook the Riddler's arm and said, "Hayabuchi, stop keeping me in suspense. Tell me now. I won't be able to sleep if you keep going like this."

"Alright, alright, stop shaking. I don't know who Fanbo looks like."