The correct attacking posture of Shirai Kuroko

"...You weren't beaten?"

After hearing what Chen Zixuan said, Lao Wu subconsciously asked this question.

After hearing Lao Wu's question, Chen Zixuan shook his head slightly at Lao Wu.

"No, but I think I have to go home today. After all, I can't miss work just to avoid her, right?"

"...Please come in first and talk to me~Come in first~"

Thinking that it was not a good idea to let Chen Zixuan stand at the door and talk with a box of beer and some braised dishes, Lao Wu quickly pulled Chen Zixuan into his room.

Afterwards, when Chen Zixuan put down what he was doing and sat down at the dining table of his house with a heavy heart, Lao Wu immediately went to the kitchen to get two plates and poured all the braised dishes bought by Chen Zixuan on the plates. He then opened the box of beer that Chen Zixuan brought, took out two bottles and pried them open with chopsticks.

One bottle was given to Chen Zixuan, and one was kept for himself...

"You said that violent girl from your family went to your company? What was her reaction when she saw you?"

"Well... how should I put it? He didn't do anything, nor did he say anything. He just sat quietly beside me and watched over me all day while I was working..."

"Is that so..." After hearing what Chen Zixuan said, Lao Wu lowered his head and fell into a brief contemplation.

"Old Chen~"

"Ok?"

"You didn't seem to tell me about the two of you, did you?"

"Ah."

"Then can you tell me about it now? I'd like to see if I, as a bystander, can give you some advice. After all, compared to you, who haven't been in either relationship for more than a week, I have some experience in this area."

"...ha?"

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"That's probably what happened, Lao Wu... Did you hear anything wrong..."

In accordance with Lao Wu's request, he told Lao Wu in detail the whole series of events, from the time he met Miss Heizi in bed to the day when Miss Heizi came to the company to find him.

Looking at the policeman in front of him who was frowning as he listened, Chen Zixuan couldn't help but make this inquiry tentatively.

And when Chen Zixuan asked this question, Lao Wu's expression immediately became exaggerated!

"What problems did you hear? I heard a lot of problems! Do you know, Old Chen? The real situation you and your little girl are in now!"

"...What kind of situation is this?" A puzzled look appeared on Chen Zixuan's face.

Lao Wuneng did not immediately respond to Chen Zixuan's question. He just picked up the beer next to him and took a big gulp. Then he asked Chen Zixuan in return.

"Old Chen, do you know what it means to be in love?"

"Dating? Isn't it the process where two people who love each other find each other pleasing to the eye at first sight and then try to be together?" Chen Zixuan replied.

After hearing Chen Zixuan's answer, Lao Wu continued to ask back.

"So, Lao Chen, when you first saw each other, did you both like each other?!"

"Um... this..." Lao Wu's words could not help but bring back Chen Zixuan's memories. He thought back and it seemed that when he first saw Miss Heizi on his bed, she kicked him off the bed with one kick...

Then he ran away in despair with a sad face...

How can that be called pleasing to the eye?

"It seems... not very pleasing to the eye..."

"It's more than just not pleasing to the eye! You fucking raped me! It was just an unconscious rape! It wasn't your intention!"

"..." Well, at this moment Chen Zixuan fell into a brief silence...

"...But, Lao Wu? What do you mean by this and how does it relate to the current relationship between me and Shirai?"

"Contact? Haha..." Hearing Chen Zixuan's question that was trying to change the subject, Lao Wu chuckled, then picked up a piece of braised meat from the plate in front of him with chopsticks and put it in his mouth to chew.

"Lao Chen, you are a 99% good person, but you have a problem. This problem is both your advantage and your disadvantage, that is, your sense of responsibility is too strong! Why is it an advantage? Because a strong sense of responsibility means that no matter what you do, you will complete it very seriously, and work meticulously at the specified time and place, trying to achieve the best possible way to complete the matter! As for this super strong sense of responsibility, mixed with your 99% good person component, in some aspects, it has become your disadvantage!"

"shortcoming?"

"Well, your shortcomings in dealing with issues between men and women! Do you know why your last two relationships didn't last more than a week each, and why you haven't had any relationships since?"

"...Because I found out that I don't really like the person in a relationship, but I like the feeling of pursuing that person? After seeing this clearly...I don't want to be in this kind of relationship that will mislead others and myself? So I'm still single?"

After thinking about it, Chen Zixuan told Lao Wu exactly what he had said when he comforted Miss Kuroko who was in despair after discovering the truth about the world of "A Certain Magical Index".

"That's right! Your attitude towards love is just that you like chasing after the person you like, instead of really liking that person! So you didn't fall in love afterwards, and you didn't want to satisfy your own desire to chase after girls and waste other people's youth. This already shows that you are a good person, but this is just one of the reasons! There is another important reason why you don't fall in love, and why your two previous relationships didn't last more than a week!"

"Wha...what?"

"Responsibility!"

"..." When Lao Wu said the word "sense of responsibility" again, Chen Zixuan rarely did not refute. Or rather, he wanted to refute, but found that he could not find the words to refute.

"You've noticed it yourself, right? Your strong sense of responsibility has become the most critical stumbling block when you deal with relationships between men and women! I'm sure the reason why your previous two relationships broke up was because you had already developed to the point where the woman agreed to go to a hotel with you to get a room! Because at that time, you were a virgin! A virgin who had never had any sexual experience! Your yearning and views on love are not much different from those of the older generation before the reform and opening up who would blush just holding hands! You just think that after you have slept with the other person, you must take responsibility for the other person to a certain extent! This is the embodiment of your sense of responsibility! But this sense of responsibility does not bring you the courage to successfully sleep with a girl! Instead, it is the reason for your fear! You are afraid of sleeping with others! You are afraid of taking on the responsibility that you have added to yourself after sleeping with someone! So you are afraid of falling in love with girls!"

Lao Wu's words were so heartbreaking that Chen Zixuan was speechless...

It was not until a moment later, when Chen Zixuan completely understood what Lao Wu said, that he continued to ask Lao Wu with a sullen face, as if someone had revealed his true nature as a human being.

"So... if you say so... I want to pursue Shirai and confess my feelings to her... am I out of my mind?"

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Chapter 73: Two Idiot Lovers Pecking Each Other

"So... if you say so... I want to pursue Shirai and confess my feelings to her... am I out of my mind?"

Finally, after pondering for a moment, Chen Zixuan frowned deeply and asked Lao Wu this question. When Lao Wu heard Chen Zixuan's question, he just smiled and shook his head.

"Well, what you said can be said to be right or wrong. Because if you absolutely don't like someone, or if you don't have the slightest affection for the other person, you won't confess to the other person, right? So now you don't dislike that cruel girl in your family! It's just that you don't like her completely. If you really let me evaluate your current situation, your current situation is 30% love and 70% responsibility. As for why I say 30% and 70% is because your love is born out of responsibility, and this responsibility is nothing more than the mentality in your heart that 'since you have slept with someone, you must be responsible for her.'"

"Then... then Lao Wu, do you think it's necessary for me to pursue you?"

"What do you think?" Lao Wu asked back, but his question was met with an instant answer from Chen Zixuan!

"I want to chase!"

"Why do you want to pursue her?" Lao Wu continued to ask.

However, Lao Wu's question, which was a continuation of the previous topic, made Chen Zixuan not know how to answer.

"this..."

"Let me explain this to you. I've said before that because of your strong sense of responsibility, you don't dare to go to bed with girls easily, and you don't dare to talk to girls easily. But now you have already had that kind of relationship with her and slept with her! This has caused your sense of responsibility, which originally had the two choices of 'continue talking to each other after having sex' and 'break up with each other' before you slept with the girl, to no longer have the right to choose. Forced by your sense of responsibility, you can only continue talking to the other party~ Otherwise, you will think that you are a heartless guy~"

"so?"

"So go after her! If you can't let her go! And that girl is so pretty and young! Why wouldn't you go after her?! Only a fool wouldn't go after her when it's come to this!"

Lao Wu shrugged and finally gave Chen Zixuan an answer.

After hearing the answer given by Lao Wu, Chen Zixuan nodded thoughtfully, and then continued to ask.

"What about Shirai? What does she think..."

"Her thoughts? Well... I can probably understand a little bit from what you said before, your experiences with her and her attitude towards you, but it may not be correct. After all, I don't know her, and my only knowledge of her is your oral account, except for the time she smashed my ashtray. So, the analysis of her that I am going to talk about next, just take it as a reference."

Lao Wu said these words to Chen Zixuan very honestly. After hearing what Lao Wu said, although Chen Zixuan did not answer, he picked up the wine bottle in front of him and clinked it with the bottle in the other person's hand.

"Her~ Do you know why she has been bullying you so much recently, even to the point where she can't even take a joke anymore and is making trouble for no reason?"

"..." (shakes head)

"The reason is very simple~ That's what you told me, she can't go home~ and she can't see the person who lives in her heart before you (@炮姐)~"

"Can't go home? But didn't she... already tell me..." Chen Zixuan's face showed confusion and a little entanglement.

"Wait! When did she tell you that she wanted to let it go? Did she tell you that she no longer cared about not being able to go home and never seeing the person she loved again?"

"Uh...it seems she didn't say..." Chen Zixuan thought about it carefully, and finally realized that although Miss Heizi was comforted by him when she was hospitalized some time ago, she never told him that she had completely let go of the things about not being able to return home and not being able to see the person she loved!

That is to say...

"Do you understand? In other words, the smile and the nonchalant attitude she showed to you later were actually mostly just a show of strength for you to see! If, as you said, she is a girl who likes to show off! Then the nonchalant look she showed in front of you now is completely a show of strength!"

"But...what does this have to do with her punching and kicking me at every turn?" Chen Zixuan continued to ask.

And what about Lao Wu? He couldn't help but raise his eyebrows after hearing Chen Zixuan's question!

"Relationship? It's a big relationship! Have you studied psychology? Psychology has said that if a person faces three pressures from three directions at the same time, he or she may commit suicide! She is showing off in front of you, which means she is hiding the series of pressures she is facing from you! And if a person is under too much pressure, what will he or she want to do first?"

"...Venting?" After thinking about it for a while, Chen Zixuan gave this answer.

"Yes! To vent! But now! In order to prevent you from seeing the pressure in her heart about 'maybe she will never be able to return home (Academy City)' and 'never be able to return to the person she loved deeply (Misaka Mikoto)', she chose to show off in front of you and hide all the pressure in her heart. What is the result of doing this?"

"What is...?"

"It turns out that she is smiling at you on the surface, but in fact, she is using you as a punching bag unintentionally! She is unconsciously using bullying you as a way to vent the pressure hidden in her heart that she can't vent!"

When Lao Wu made this analysis, Chen Zixuan was completely stunned by what Lao Wu said.

"But...but, Lao Wu~ if you say so... then why did she come to apologize to me today?"

"Well, it's easy to explain. Maybe she unconsciously realized that she had used you as a punching bag before, so she felt bad and came to your company to find you, asked you to go home and apologize to you. It's like when you are in a bad mood one day and you run into a shamatte on the street and you want to beat him up just by looking at him. As a result, when you really beat the shamatte and put him in the hospital, the administrative detention and the huge medical expenses you have to pay will definitely make you regret it. She is now persuading you to go home and apologize to you. This is the mentality of using you as a punching bag and then feeling guilty!"

As he spoke, Lao Wu picked up two braised peanuts from the plate on the table in front of him with chopsticks and threw them into his mouth.

"And the reason you got angry with her and ran away from home these past two days is that you subconsciously realized that she was taking it out on you, and that it was for the person she liked in her heart, for someone other than you. However, you took her virginity, so you felt guilty and didn't want to fight back against her! You didn't want to lose your temper with her, so you subconsciously avoided her by running away! Imagine if it were me? The reason my girlfriend hit me was because she was still thinking about someone else besides me! No matter if the other person was a man or a woman! I couldn't stand it! And I didn't want to have an emotional conflict with my fickle girlfriend, so apart from breaking up with her, I had no choice but to run away for a while to calm my pure glass heart~"

"..." Chen Zixuan was silent, because what Lao Wu said could only be used as an analysis for reference, and every word he said touched his heart right now.

After all, Miss Kuroko had told him a long time ago that she had someone she loved very much, whom she called "sister", named Misaka Mikoto. Even the name of the person who added him on WeChat was [My Dearest Sister]. How could Chen Zixuan not notice this?

The real reason why he didn't notice it was because he had developed a crush on Kuroko and felt a heavy sense of responsibility, so he didn't want to care about it anymore...

It's just that the person named Chen Zixuan doesn't want to care about this matter...

"So you say... does she like me?"

"Yes, of course I don't like you. You did so many things for her. You got hit by a car for her, you cheated your uncle for her, you took her in when she was homeless, and you took good care of her when she was in the hospital. If she wasn't so heartless, how could she not like you? How could she not have a good impression of you? If she didn't like you, why would she go to your company to catch you and take you home? Why would she obey what you wrote on the note and kneel on the ground with the wash basin on her head to record a video to apologize?"

Having said this, Lao Wu spread out his hands towards Chen Zixuan, with a helpless expression on his face.

"It's just that both of you are newbies in love, and she has someone else in her heart besides you (@炮姐), so right now you two are in a situation where you haven't completely fallen in love with her, and she doesn't want to like you completely. This kind of coming and not going situation makes people anxious and embarrassed for you, just like two people who have just learned how to play chess, performing a duel of one attacking and one defending in the eyes of others! People who really understand love will want to say something when they see it."

Lao Wu stood up, then reached out and patted the shoulder of Chen Zixuan, who was already stunned by what he had heard.

"What you are doing now is just two love idiots fighting each other..."

"..."

After saying that, Lao Wu, who looked helpless, put down his hand and sat back in his seat. As for Chen Zixuan, he fell into a very long silence.

"Then Lao Wu... tell me, if I still want to pursue Shirai as I originally intended to do in order to find a wife... what should I do?"

"What to do? Wait for the right time and then pursue her by any means necessary. As for what means necessary, that's up to you. Don't think that playing tricks in private is mean, shameless, and selfish, because love is the most selfish thing humans have to do, because you want to possess the other person's heart. The most selfish thing is love with the purpose of marriage, because you not only want to possess the other person's heart, but also want to possess the other person for life!"

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Finally, Chen Zixuan left. Although he drank half a bottle of beer, he didn't eat a single bite of the food on the table. Lao Wu didn't try to keep him or remind him, because Lao Wu knew that Chen Zixuan might need to calm down after hearing what he said today...

"Two love idiots pecking at each other... It's really worrying... But... Never mind... As for this person~ There are many things that are useless to talk about. Only after experiencing them personally can one fully understand them~ It's like a dreamer who needs others to wake him up by force. He will never know the ending of his dream..."

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Chapter 74: What does it feel like to eat Dove with chrysanthemum?

Some people say that love is sweet, so sweet that it sticks to your teeth like dog food.

Some people say that love is bitter, so bitter that it is hard to swallow like stomach medicine.

In fact, whether true love is sweet or bitter, you will only know the taste after you have experienced it yourself.

For Chen Zixuan, his love for the existence of Shirai Kuroko may be like eating a piece of Dove with a chrysanthemum, although it is uncomfortable...