I seem to be being watched by them.

Su Yang didn't ask any more questions.

Just thinking about it, it's a bit tricky for my girlfriend's boss to take time off to "date" me...

Chapter 247 Liu Qiandai's Desensitization Training

The movie was actually not very interesting. When Su Yang and Liu Qiandai walked out, they felt that they had wasted an hour and fifty minutes of their lives.

"Do you think it looks good?" Liu Qiandai asked.

"Not very good." Su Yangrui commented.

"What a waste of time." Liu Qiandai sighed, "It's said to be a comedy, but there are only a few funny moments in the whole movie, and they like to exaggerate those 'touching' scenes. It's quite embarrassing."

Su Yang thought about it and suddenly remembered the Spring Festival Gala skits, which seemed to have the same effect.

"But fortunately, it has been confirmed that my male phobia seems to have really diminished when facing you." Liu Qiandai looked at Su Yang and said.

The chairs in the cinema were very close to each other. Liu Qiandai was a little surprised that she didn't feel nauseous at such a close distance.

Before this, Liu Qiandai just felt that having Su Yang sitting next to her was better than having some ungrateful strangers sitting next to her, but this better only meant that the symptoms Su Yang would bring to her would be milder. But in fact, with Su Yang next to her, she did not have any obvious discomfort. Of course, she still had some mild symptoms, such as a faster heartbeat, occasional chills, goose bumps and the like.

It cannot be said that Liu Qiandai is completely afraid of Su Yang, it can only be said that among many men, Su Yang is the one who causes her the mildest symptoms.

Su Yang said: "Maybe Sister Liu's condition has actually improved?"

"Definitely not. When I came out just now, a man came within one meter of me, and I felt a little sick." Liu Qiandai shook her head. "My symptoms definitely haven't improved, but you are special."

Su Yang scratched his head. "Sister Liu's life is too hard. When she was Aunt Meng's secretary, she had a lot of dealings with the opposite sex, right?"

"Yes, but they all gave face to Mr. Meng and wouldn't get too close to me." Liu Qiandai nodded. "I also tried to restrain myself at that time. Before, if someone got within two meters of me, my heart would beat so fast that I couldn't breathe. When I was in school, there were no male classmates around me, and I didn't dare to take the bus to and from school. My mother always rode a bicycle to take me to school. I once thought that my life might fall to the bottom because of this male phobia, but I didn't expect that I would be appreciated by Mr. Meng, and then I rose to fame..."

Su Yang could feel that Liu Qiandai was not only grateful to Meng Ying, but also admired her very much.

It feels like being a parent again.

"The symptoms are a little lighter now, but I still feel sick when a man gets within one meter of me." Liu Qiandai looked at Su Yang, "I actually want to try it. You are special. How close do we have to be to make me feel sick? Can we try it?"

what?

How do you try something like this?

"Come closer to me now." Liu Qiandai said to Su Yang. The two were now about one meter apart.

Su Yang hesitated for a moment and said, "Do you really want to try it?"

"Yeah." Liu Qiandai nodded.

Seeing this, Su Yang slowly approached Liu Qiandai.

"You just continue until I say stop." Liu Qiandai said calmly.

Su Yang nodded and continued to move closer.

The distance between the two people increased from one meter to ninety centimeters, to eighty centimeters, and to seventy centimeters, but Liu Qiandai still did not call for a stop.

Su Yang continued.

Sixty, fifty, forty, until thirty, Liu Qiandai called for a stop.

Su Yang looked at Liu Qiandai and found that she had goose bumps on her neck. It was obvious that she had a physiological reaction. He quickly distanced himself and said, "I think it should be about 30 to 40 centimeters away?"

Liu Qiandai felt a little uncomfortable, but soon returned to normal. She held her forehead and said, "You can actually get as close as 30 centimeters... You are really different..."

Su Yang felt a little embarrassed. Doesn't that mean he still can't have any contact with her?

Liu Qiandai sighed softly, "But even if it's you, you can't get any closer. Thirty centimeters is already the limit. If you get any closer, you'll feel nauseous and dizzy."

Su Yang said: "If this continues, Sister Liu may not be able to find a partner."

"I don't want to find one." Liu Qiandai put down her hand. "My mother knows my situation, so she never urges me. President Meng did remind me and helped me find a psychologist. I also took various tests, but this problem... is useless. I can only overcome it slowly by myself. At the beginning, I couldn't stand two meters, but now I can barely accept one meter, right?"

"It's better not to force yourself." Su Yang said.

"Actually, I still hope to overcome it." Liu Qiandai was silent for a while, then said, "Don't look at me like this, I have also thought about whether there will be a day when someone I don't feel disgusted with will appear. Then he must be the destined person for my life. I also had a period of love as a young girl, but unfortunately, I didn't meet such a person. For everyone except you, one meter is the limit, and you can only get as close as 30 centimeters."

"There are many people who don't want to get married now." Su Yang said, "Sister Liu, there's really no need to force yourself..."

Liu Qiandai looked at Su Yang, was silent for a while, and said, "Su Yang, can I ask you for a favor?"

"Sister Liu, just say it directly." Su Yang said.

"I hope... you can help me with desensitization training." Liu Qiandai said: "You are the person who has caused me the mildest symptoms. I think if you are willing to help me with desensitization training, I should be able to... adapt better."

Su Yang was shocked. Is it really necessary to go to this extent?

"I know this may be a little embarrassing, but... forget it, just pretend I never said anything." Liu Qiandai felt a little lonely.

Su Yang was still a little hesitant at first, but when he saw her expression, he remembered that she was just like him, with few friends and was all alone, so he felt pity for her.

"If Sister Liu wants to, I don't mind." Su Yang said, "I'm usually quite free."

Liu Qiandai looked at Su Yang and said thank you softly.

Su Yang smiled and said, "Sister Liu has always been very caring towards Hongli. I have to help her for Hongli's sake."

"Then it's settled." Liu Qiandai didn't really care why Su Yang agreed. She said, "Don't tell Hongli about this... We know it's desensitization training, but Hongli..."

After explaining it clearly to Hongli, Hongli might not misunderstand, but Liu Qiandai was obviously a little worried, so Su Yang nodded. Anyway, he felt clear-headed and nothing serious happened, so it didn't matter whether he told Hongli or not.

"it is good."

Liu Qiandai's lips curled up slightly, "It's settled then. If I have time later, I'll ask you out on WeChat?"

Su Yang nodded.

"Then let's find a place to start, in my car?" Liu Qiandai said.

Are you in such a hurry?

Su Yang was a little embarrassed, but he didn't refuse, "Okay..."

Chapter 248: Desensitization

Arriving at the parking lot, the two got in the car.

It was very cold outside, and the temperature in the parking lot was relatively high, but it was a bit stuffy, and it was even more stuffy in the car, so Liu Qiandai simply drove all the way to the river and found a corner to park the car.

Su Yang looked around and found that he was almost home without realizing it.

Liu Qiandai stopped the car, turned off the engine, unbuckled her seat belt, and then looked at Su Yang, "Shall we get started?"

"How do we start?" Su Yang also unbuckled his seat belt and asked.

"It's very simple. Just come closer to me again and again. As long as I don't ask you to stop, you can continue, but don't get too close at once." Liu Qiandai said, "It's a bit troublesome. Do you mind?"

"I've already promised Sister Liu, don't say you don't mind. Even if you mind, I won't say anything." Su Yang said with a smile: "Then let's start. Let me try to touch your arm with my hand?"

Liu Qiandai nodded and glanced around the car. Seeing that there were not many people around, she rolled down the window a little.

The cold air outside poured in, and Liu Qiandai couldn't help but shrink her neck. Then she looked at Su Yang and gave him a look, indicating that Su Yang could start.

Su Yang stretched out his hand and slowly approached Liu Qiandai.

It was similar to last time, when she got about 30 centimeters closer, Liu Qiandai frowned.

Of course, the distance is definitely different each time. After all, this should be a psychological disease, and Liu Qiandai's body cannot accurately know how close Su Yang's hand is.

The so-called desensitization is to let Liu Qiandai gradually become familiar with closer contact, until Su Yang's hand can finally touch her.

Su Yang saw that it was only about 30 centimeters away. Before Liu Qiandai called for a stop, he slowed down his already slow speed and continued to move forward.

He was afraid that it would be too fast, and Liu Qiandai would have some kind of stress reaction, which would be bad. Just like a cat, a stress reaction might cause various physical discomforts.

Cats don’t care sometimes, but people can’t be indifferent.

Su Yang's visual distance was almost twenty centimeters. Liu Qiandai frowned. She looked at Su Yang's hand, her breathing became noticeably faster, and her whole body was trembling slightly, which made Su Yang feel distressed.

But he didn't stop and waited for Liu Qiandai to speak.

After enduring for a while, Liu Qiandai finally asked Su Yang to stop.

Only then did Ji Suyang withdraw his hand. He stared at Liu Qiandai for a while. After seeing his hand leave her, Liu Qiandai was obviously relieved, and her whole body relaxed from the tense state.

Seeing a layer of cold sweat on Liu Qiandai's forehead, Su Yang took out a few pieces of paper beside him and handed them to Liu Qiandai. But then he remembered that Liu Qiandai might feel pressured if his hand was so close, so he put it where Liu Qiandai could easily reach it.

Seeing Su Yang's actions, Liu Qiandai guessed what Su Yang was thinking, so she picked up the paper and wiped her forehead, saying, "Thank you."

Su Yang shook his head, "Slowly?"

"Well, let's take a break." Liu Qiandai said, "Use this time to chat and get closer. I think this will help overcome phobia."

Su Yang smiled and said, "I admire Sister Liu very much. When she encounters a problem, she thinks about overcoming it instead of avoiding it. If it were me, I would probably just let it go."

Liu Qiandai shook her head. "This has definitely affected my life. If it was just a common problem, I probably wouldn't take it so seriously. Moreover, it's because of your special existence that I would want to try desensitization training. If you were like everyone else, I wouldn't be able to stand it if someone came within one meter of me, and I probably wouldn't have planned to do this desensitization training."

Just as Su Yang was about to speak, he smelled a stronger fragrance in the car.

When he just got in the car, Su Yang smelled a faint fragrance in the car. At first he thought it was some kind of car perfume, but over time, the fragrance became stronger and stronger, and it did not dissipate even when the window was opened.

After Liu Qiandai broke out in a sweat, the fragrance became even stronger.

Is this what they call fragrant sweat?

The women around Su Yang didn't have any peculiar smell when they sweated, they all had a light fragrance, but Liu Qiandai's fragrance was stronger, a little intoxicating, and made people couldn't help but imagine.

Su Yang quickly shook his head to keep himself awake.

"What's wrong?" Liu Qiandai noticed Su Yang's abnormality and asked.

"Nothing...I just think the car smells good." Su Yang said.

"Really?" Liu Qiandai said, "Boss Meng also said that I smell very good, and that I'm probably not much worse than the Fragrant Concubine in history..."

Liu Qiandai didn't mean to brag, she probably just simply relayed Meng Ying's words.

This is the truth, Liu Qiandai does smell very good. Because Su Yang had always kept a distance from Liu Qiandai before, he didn't smell it. Although he was sitting close to her in the cinema at that time, the smell of popcorn was stronger, which covered up the fragrance of Liu Qiandai.

Now in such a relatively closed space, when the fragrance spreads, it really smells good.

It is a very comfortable smell, not cloying at all. It feels like no words can describe how charming this scent is.

"I've never sat in the same car with a person of the opposite sex and chatted like this before." Liu Qiandai said, "I never let the opposite sex get in my car. You're the first one."

Su Yang smiled and said, "It's my honor."

"It's not an honor. I'm not saying this to say how special I am to you, but to say that you are special to me, and it's my honor." Liu Qiandai said, "I'm a patient, and I'm lucky to have met someone who can make my symptoms very mild."

"...Sister Liu has had male phobia since she was very young?" Su Yang asked. After waiting for a while, he said apologetically, "Forget it, Sister Liu, don't answer. You might get into some sad things. What's more, Sister Liu has consulted a psychologist before, but the psychologist can't help you. It's useless for me, who is not even an amateur, to ask."

"I have nothing to avoid. Please do desensitization training for me. I have no privacy from you." Liu Qiandai said, "I started to have male phobia when I was in elementary school. The specific reason is that my father beat my mother... When I was a child, I was very scared when I heard my mother screaming in pain. Over time, I developed a mental illness..."

The original family does have a huge impact on children.

Su Yang said: "Sister Liu has worked so hard over the years."

"It's okay once you get used to it. I don't like socializing anyway." Liu Qiandai said calmly.

It’s not that I don’t love you, but that I can’t, right?

Su Yang remembered that their company often organized team-building activities, many of which were organized by Liu Qiandai herself. She probably also liked the lively atmosphere, but perhaps because of her fear of men since childhood, she seemed to be a maverick, and over time her personality became withdrawn and cold, but deep down in her heart, she still longed to socialize and make friends.

Although Su Yang is not gynophobic, as a rather introverted person, he can understand Liu Qiandai's mentality very well.

Chapter 249 I Want to Improve So Much

No wonder Liu Qiandai likes red carp.

An introvert like her needs an extrovert friend who is lively and cheerful enough to influence her emotions. As long as he exists, her life will become brighter.

This is also one of the reasons why Su Yang fell in love with Yu Hongli.

"Let's take a break. Let's continue." Liu Qiandai closed the car window at some point, and the fragrance in the car became stronger.

Su Yang noticed this small detail, but did not take it to heart. Maybe Liu Qiandai felt a little cold coming from the cold wind outside. Su Yang had seen Liu Qiandai shrink her neck several times.

So Su Yang continued to reach out his hand and approach Liu Qiandai.

The hand was getting closer and closer. Su Yang estimated that it was a little closer than the previous twenty centimeters. Liu Qiandai, who looked very uncomfortable, called for a timeout.