I seem to be being watched by them.

Su Yang: "...Sister Qian Dai, if stockings can't do much, then other things should be useless..."

"Really?" Liu Qiandai lowered her head and looked at her chest. Su Yang seemed to see what Liu Qiandai was thinking and said quickly, "Sister Qiandai, there are some things I dare not accept. I can't even explain the stockings to Hongli..."

"Hehe... Even if you dare to accept it, I dare not give you this kind of thing." Seeing Su Yang so nervous, Liu Qiandai couldn't help but smile slightly, "I have thought of what to give you. It will definitely not be radical, but it can also effectively stimulate me."

"What?" Su Yang asked.

"It's a secret, just like yesterday. You can take it back and read it when the time comes." Liu Qiandai said with a smile.

"Sister Qian Dai, are you sure you won't overdo it?"

"Of course." Liu Qiandai nodded. "Don't worry, I won't make it difficult for you. Besides, there are some things that I can't get over by myself. I just want some stimulation to help me get used to it, but I don't want to be stimulated to the point of passing out."

Su Yang nodded. Just understand. Don't do anything fancy...

Chapter 352 Liu Qiandai: For me, there is only you

After Liu Qiandai returned to the room, she waited for about seven or eight minutes before changing her clothes and coming out.

Seeing Liu Qiandai changed into thick winter clothes, Su Yang thought of the OL uniform that was also wrapped tightly but looked extremely seductive. He had a subtle feeling in his heart, a feeling that "she is only like this in front of me". How to say it, perhaps this satisfied his machismo to a certain extent?

Sometimes, people's psychology is really distorted.

Su Yang sighed a little. He saw Liu Qiandai holding a gift box that was obviously bigger than yesterday, so he reached out and took it.

"There shouldn't be anything strange in here, right?" Su Yang asked again. After all, the gift of stockings yesterday really left a deep impression on him, and it would probably be difficult for him to forget it.

"No, I think this is definitely not as private as stockings, but it may be more stimulating to me." Liu Qiandai shook her head slowly.

Su Yang was a little confused. What was this thing? It was not as private as stockings, but it could be more stimulating?

After hearing this, Su Yang was really curious and wanted to open it and take a look.

After Liu Qiandai handed it to Su Yang, she continued, "It's still the same as yesterday. I'll go home and watch it. Can you promise me?"

"Okay." Su Yang looked at Liu Qiandai. Seeing that Liu Qiandai was looking at him calmly, Su Yang nodded slowly.

"Okay, I'll take you home." Liu Qiandai said.

Su Yang nodded and followed Liu Qiandai.

The two of them came to the underground garage together. Liu Qiandai said as they walked, "I think in my current state, I can actually go to the hot springs. You don't have to come tomorrow. It's not good to always take up your time."

Su Yang thought that now they could both imitate each other's feet, so taking a hot spring bath together was really nothing.

"What about desensitization treatment?" Su Yang asked after a moment of hesitation.

"Of course I still have to continue, but I won't need to do it before the hot spring." Liu Qiandai lifted her hair and said calmly, "I'll continue later. I also need to digest the results of this period of time. I have improved a lot compared to before, haven't I?"

Su Yang smiled and nodded, "Okay, if Sister Qian Dai needs my help later, just give me a call."

"Yeah." Liu Qiandai said, "After getting to know you more deeply, I feel that you are friendlier than I thought."

"Is being friendly a virtue?" Su Yang asked with a smile.

"If a person is only friendly, that may not be considered an advantage, but you are not like that, right? Have I told you this before? I think you are too... clumsy. In my opinion, with your social skills, you can do too many things. Moreover, there is also this way. As long as you talk to President Meng, you can live a different life in an instant. You may think that this is because President Meng likes you, so you can do this, but if you are a hopeless case, President Meng will never like you." Liu Qiandai said calmly.

"I have seen President Meng train many people. Not all of them can live up to her expectations, but President Meng doesn't really care. She just casually sows a handful of seeds, and there will always be a few that grow well and outstandingly. I am lucky to be one of them."

"I believe that you are one of them, but you don't seem to have the courage to do so." Liu Qiandai said, "This is really a pity."

"I have things that I think make me happier doing them." Su Yang said with a smile, "When I was a child, I asked my adoptive parents what kind of person they wanted me to be. They said they didn't expect me to be a successful person, but only wanted me to go out and see the world, and then do what I want to do. Because our family is not very well off, we can't compare with others, so we just compare ourselves with ourselves. We want to live better than we do now, and on that basis, we can live as happily as we can."

"I still remember it now." Su Yang said: "I am very happy with Hongli, and I am also very happy writing novels, so I am very satisfied with my current life."

"...My words may sound a bit preachy to you. If you think so, then I apologize. I'm sorry, this is not my intention. I just want you to know that you are not just 'friendly' to me. I don't want you to look down on yourself." Liu Qiandai shook her head. She stood in front of the car door, looked at Su Yang and said, "Besides, even if it's just friendliness, your friendliness is one in a million for me, because you give me hope of recovery."

Su Yang and Liu Qiandai got in the car, and then said with a smile: "It's just that I happened to be able to help Sister Qiandai. It's not one in a million. Besides, there must be other people in this world who can help Sister Qiandai."

"To me, there is only you." Liu Qiandai shook her head and said in a firm tone.

Su Yang hesitated for a moment, then smiled and said, "If it's just me, then I will do my best."

The corners of Liu Qiandai's mouth rose slightly, revealing a smile.

"If only... I had met you earlier..." Liu Qiandai said, "Maybe, things would be different."

Su Yang was silent for a while, and then said, "I didn't dare to ask before, for fear of touching the softest part of Sister Qian Dai's heart, but I think I should be able to ask now..."

"Are you referring to how I developed male phobia in the first place?" Liu Qiandai asked.

"Well, Sister Qian Dai doesn't have to answer." Su Yang said hesitantly, "I don't want to make Sister Qian Dai sad."

"There's nothing to be sad about. I've experienced those memories too many times, both in reality and in dreams. I don't know how many times I've had that dream in the middle of the night and woke up in shock. Even if I want to forget it, I probably can't." Liu Qiandai said, "At the beginning, because of some things, my father suspected that my mother had cheated on her, but in fact, she didn't. It was just the gossip of the neighbors, so he often beat my mother. At first, they would try to avoid me, but later, they simply stopped avoiding me."

Liu Qiandai said: "He didn't want to believe my mother's explanation and beat her up. Once, he knocked out all of my mother's teeth."

"I vaguely remember the scene where my mother had blood flowing from the corner of her mouth and she wiped the blood with a tissue and told me to go out and play with a gentle look on her face."

"Then, my father slapped me to the ground."

"Maybe the picture was so profound that it has been engraved in my mind."

"Since then, every time I see a man, I can't help but imagine my father, and then I imagine my father's domestic violence against my mother." Liu Qiandai said: "In this way, I gradually developed a mental illness. Even when my father was finally sent to prison, it didn't help me recover."

Chapter 353 Liu Qiandai's Personal Gift

Su Yang did not ask why her mother did not resist, or why she did not explain clearly, or other stupid questions, because this was something that had already happened in the past, and as he was not involved in the matter, anything he said would be just mockery. Su Yang's EQ was not that low.

"These are such dark days that Sister Qiandai hasn't gotten over it yet." Su Yang sighed.

"..." Liu Qiandai's face was expressionless. She frowned, "No... I remember that when I first started to have this tendency, I briefly came out of it."

Su Yang heard this and asked, "Did something happen?"

"I... don't remember." Liu Qiandai shook her head. "My memory of that period is quite confusing. Maybe I don't want to recall it, so I often remember things in the wrong order. My mother has corrected me several times."

"Logically speaking, Sister Qian Dai must have encountered something good that allowed her to gradually get over it, right? Her memory should be very clear." Su Yang said.

"Well... But it may not be much better. After all, I have been suffering from male phobia in the true sense since then." Liu Qiandai frowned and said, "What happened?"

"Don't think about it, Sister Qian Dai. I guess that's all traumatic memory." Su Yang shook his head, "Don't make it hard on yourself."

Liu Qiandai's eyes were a little dazed, as if she was thinking of something. Finally, she turned her head and looked at Su Yang, "..."

Su Yang felt that Liu Qiandai's eyes were different from before, and it was difficult to explain the change.

Because Liu Qiandai is always calm and doesn't show too many emotions.

If I had to say, Su Yang felt that Liu Qiandai's eyes seemed to have a little more highlights, brighter than before...

"Did you remember anything?" Su Yang asked.

"...No." Liu Qiandai shook her head, then started the car and said, "I just think it's wonderful."

"Wonderful?" Su Yang asked, "You must have remembered something, right? Sister Qian Dai?"

Hearing Liu Qiandai's obviously relaxed tone, Su Yang knew that the memories she recalled were definitely not those that made her painful. On the contrary, they might be some very warm memories for her.

Liu Qiandai smiled slightly, "I am probably dreaming, dreaming about a long life."

"Sister Qian Dai, what are you talking about?" Su Yang frowned and said, "Can't you tell me?"

Liu Qiandai smiled and said, “When the disease is cured, I will satisfy your curiosity.”

"Okay, but I don't think I can wait long." Su Yang shrugged.

"Yeah." Liu Qiandai smiled faintly, "Allow me to keep it a secret for a while, okay?"

Su Yang smiled and said, "Since Sister Qian Dai has said so, if I refuse, wouldn't that be disrespecting Sister Qian Dai?"

"I should give you face." Liu Qiandai shook her head, "You have helped me much more than I have helped you..."

"Really? Just treating the illness, right? Sister Qiandai takes good care of Hongli, and I think we are equal." Su Yang said.

"Not... not equal, even if you count the red carp." Liu Qiandai shook her head. "Okay, let's stop talking. I'll take you home first."

"Okay..." Su Yang felt that Liu Qiandai was a little puzzled. What was she thinking about?

It can't be about him, right?

Did the two of them know each other before?

He definitely didn't know her, because Su Yang went to elementary and junior high school in the countryside, and those things happened during Liu Qiandai's childhood. Not to mention that Liu Qiandai was several years older than Su Yang, and he was still a heartless little kid at that time.

On the way back, Liu Qiandai asked, "Su Yang, have you ever encountered a place or person that gave you a sense of déjà vu?"

"There are places, but some of them feel like I have seen them in a dream," said Su Yang.

"Yes, I sometimes have this feeling, but most of the time, I'm not sure if I really saw him in my dream." Liu Qiandai said, "Often the time when you have the sense of déjà vu is always very far away from the time when you dream. It's just that moment that makes you feel as if you have been here and know this person."

Su Yang smiled and said, "Actually, I don't really understand this kind of thing. I'm not sure if I really dreamed about it. Isn't it said that this is an illusion?"

"Is it an illusion? Some may be, but some definitely are not." Liu Qiandai said.

"Why do you think so? Isn't there any way to verify it?" Su Yang asked.

"Because...some memories have indeed affected my life." Liu Qiandai said: "Well, forget it, there is no point in talking about these."

Su Yang looked at Liu Qiandai and felt a little strange.

Liu Qiandai is not the kind of person who likes to talk nonsense, and what she said just now seemed to have some purpose.

But Su Yang thought about it and couldn't think of anything.

Deja vu....Sister Qian Dai, you can't be saying that he looks familiar to you, right?

Because of the misunderstanding of the security guards a few times before, Liu Qiandai directly sent Su Yang to the underground parking lot. After Su Yang got out of the car, he closed the door and said, "Sister Qiandai, go back. Thank you for sending me back."

"You are helping me, why are you saying thank you to me? I should be the one saying thank you." Liu Qiandai said, "Remember to look at the photos in the USB drive. Oh, by the way, today there are not only photos, but also videos. Don't forget to leave your comments."

Su Yang was a little embarrassed, "I understand, Sister Qian Dai..."

"Well." Liu Qiandai smiled slightly, "Then I'll go first. I hope you like my gift."

After saying that, Liu Qiandai drove away.

Su Yang stood there, looked down at the gift box in his hand, then immediately turned around and pressed the elevator button.

He was very curious and wanted to know what was in the gift box.

After going upstairs, Su Yang opened the door carefully. Seeing that Yu Weiyang was not in the living room, he gently closed the door. He decided to deal with Sister Qian Dai's affairs first and then be affectionate with Weiyang.

Su Yang secretly came to the study and then locked the door.

No matter what was inside, Su Yang felt that it was not suitable for Yu Weiyang to see.

Otherwise Wei Yang would definitely be jealous.

Su Yang put the gift box on the desk and then slowly opened it.

In fact, after opening part of it, Su Yang had already seen what was inside, which was something similar to a towel.

Ok?

After Su Yang opened it completely, he found a towel inside.

Ok?

towel?

Su Yang picked up the towel and found that he was wrong. It was a bath towel... It was so wide, it was definitely not a towel.

bath towel...?

Bath towels are more stimulating than stockings... Then this can only be... the bath towel that Qian Dai usually uses for herself? The kind that she wraps around her naked body after taking a bath?

If you put it that way, it is indeed more exciting than stockings, but it itself is not really a special item...

Su Yang suddenly realized what was going on, and then he put it in front of his nose and smelled it.

As fragrant as ever...breathtaking.

Chapter 354 Telephone Desensitization

Su Yang quickly came to his senses and realized how vile and shameless his behavior was.

Su Yang's face turned red. When Qian Dai sent it to him yesterday, he couldn't help but secretly smell it. He sniffed it again this time...

If there is any difference, it seems that there is none. There doesn't seem to be any milky fragrance on this bath towel...