Lobotomy: Battle Master's Strongest Knight

"Senior says hello to you."

Hearing this, the little knight nodded, then pointed to Shen Yu's left side with his little finger.

Seeing this, Shen Yu turned around and found that it was the soul that contained the memories of the Soul Master.

Almost forgetting this, Shen Yu stood up, pointed at the ball of light and asked the God Seeker:

"See if there is any soul master consciousness here."

(Skaar) "We know." The Godseeker was slightly displeased because his listening process was interrupted. After carefully exploring it, he said, "No, there is only knowledge and memory related to the research inside, and there is no consciousness at all."

"Okay then," Shen Yu nodded after hearing this, but still used the Nightmare Fire as insurance, cleaning it up and then absorbing it.

The moment the soul entered Shen Yu's body, a large amount of soul-related knowledge quickly occupied his entire mind and was transformed into Shen Yu's own memory.

However, due to the huge amount, most of the theoretical knowledge is condensed in the corner of the mind, waiting to be retrieved next time, while the practical application is directly manifested.

Soul Teleportation

Wrap yourself with the soul and transcend the constraints of space.

Soul cost: 33

[Soul Ball]

Condensing the soul into a ball, control it to attack the enemy. It will dissipate after hitting an object.

Damage: 10 (Soul + Physical)

Soul cost: 15

[Spiral Soul]: Summons four high-speed rotating gazing soul balls that can penetrate objects.

Soul cost: 15×4+5, total 65

[Soul Voice] Communicate with the other party through soul communication. Soul cost: 2

Without concentration, everyone was burning life skills, or percentage-based ones. However, the main purpose was achieved.

Shen Yu chuckled, then carefully took out Ino's soul from his arms and placed it into the soul hot spring in the God's residence.

The moment the other party enters the hot spring, the soul totem previously hidden inside reappears, continuously drawing from the hot spring, transforming and nourishing the other party.

This should be enough. Shen Yu slowly stood up and turned to the God Seeker and said:

"Now send me to Green's dream."

(Athos) "Do you know why the power of the sleeping god went to the dream of its vessel and placed itself in such danger?"

"There's nothing I can do," Shen Yu said with a wry smile, pointing at the EGO on his body, "There's no way to cancel this manifestation. Once the previous blood is burned out, it's time to burn mine."

Chapter 128 Gods

As the scarlet light burst out, Shen Yu came to the theater troupe again. The distant sound of accordion sounded again, diffusing with the mist.

After confirming that the little knight was beside him, Shen Yu breathed a sigh of relief and stepped forward.

When they stepped onto the stage, a scarlet flame suddenly appeared in front of them, and Green's figure emerged from it. He then bowed to Shen Yu and the little knight and said:

"Chosen One of the Crimson Flame, how can I be of service to you?"

"Yes," Shen Yu nodded to the other party and pointed at his body.

"I used the Nightmare Fire to fuse the two together, but it didn't work."

Hearing this, Green slowly stood up, came to Shen Yu, observed him, and sighed:

"Interesting, the two of them appear to be opposites, but in essence, they are the same entity."

"Identity?" Shen Yu asked in confusion as he looked at the flames with black mist coming out of his body.

(West ~ And ~) "That's right," Green nodded and narrated slowly:

"On the wood of sin the fire of vengeance is kindled. The former never dies, nor the latter extinguished. But sin, born on the soil of desire, cannot be burnt out."

"So, can we still get it down?"

(Dora~s) "Okay," Green bowed to Shen Yu and added, "But please lend me the fire temporarily."

Fire? Isn't it just an ordinary nightmare flame? Shen Yu pondered over it, and then summoned the nightmare fire.

"Here." Shen Yu looked at the little knight beside him, then handed the Nightmare Fire to Green.

As Green grasped the flame, scarlet color emerged from the gray cloak like lava, dyeing it red, and countless crimson dream wheels emerged.

At this time, two familiar vibrations came, conveying the message:

【knight】

【Crown】（Mapping）

At this time, Green opened his cloak towards Shen Yu, releasing countless tiny scarlet fire bats. The fire bats drilled into Shen Yu's fused EGO, completely untying the almost infinite connection between the two.

Afterwards, the scarlet and blue scars returned to their original forms, and Green returned the Nightmare Fire to Shen Yu.

Shen Yu fell silent, staring at his palm for a long time. The power from the ancient god was burning quietly, from the untraceable past to the present.

At this time, Shen Yu sighed, looked at Green in front of him and said:

"What exactly is God? Why does the Nightmare Heart tear apart and devour dreams? Also, why can the Nightmare Flame intensify and fuse EGOs, and even devour Abnormalities?"

"God is the self-aware 'nothing'," Green wrapped his cloak around himself and stared at the heavy red curtain hanging above him.

“God is the ‘nothingness’ that realizes its own existence in the chaos without beginning or end. But God is infinite. The moment he has a self, he must endure this endlessness that transcends time and space.”

"So, God needs 'humanity' to maintain himself? Or desire?" Shen Yu thought of the Kabbalah Tree of Life, which symbolizes his life and soul, and asked slowly.

(Falles) "That's right, God needs desire, enough to maintain his own desire in the endless. And this desire is divided into two types, internal and external. 'Internal' refers to the desire generated by God himself, and 'external' refers to the external desire supplement.

"The authority of God is an existence condensed from "nothingness" through two kinds of desires. But conversely, God's power is also limited by desires, just like being bound by iron chains."

"And the heart's own desire (inside) is to combine all the worlds. So, He tore off a piece of the dream, used the desire in it as external support, and used it as a channel for us to cross over and swallow up other worlds."

"Really?" Shen Yu sighed and rubbed his chin, thinking: "Then the nightmare fire can affect EGO? Is it because God has more desires?"

(Expand ~ Fall ~) "Not entirely, Radiance and Wyrm (Pale King) rely on dreams, using the three existences deep within the soul as their external desires.

Radiance uses all the innate instincts of living beings. Wyrm, on the other hand, gives living beings thoughts, using their civilized morality and the absolute rationality in their souls as support. "

As he said this, Green raised his hand and summoned a constantly changing flame, which finally condensed into a beating scarlet heart.

"And the heart chooses the consciousness among them that is connected to reality. When the consciousness of living beings is connected to reality, and then through the collision between reason and instinct, it will produce the existence called emotion."

"Unexpectedly, 'emotion' was unexpectedly wonderful and powerful, so the heart chose the oldest and purest emotion from the countless emotions it controlled, and condensed the corresponding authority from 'nothingness' - fear."

Freud's theory of three selves? Shen Yu opened his eyes upon hearing this, and then thought,

According to this view, Radiance corresponds to the ego, and Wyrm corresponds to the superego. The Nightmare Heart corresponds to the ego, and the meaning of EGO is exactly the ego. This can explain the effect of Nightmare Fire on EGO.

But at this moment, Shen Yu let out a long breath and asked the question he wanted to know urgently:

"The last two questions are, one, what if God's desires are insufficient? Two, since God is self-aware nothingness, how can one become God and merge oneself into nothingness?"

"This is what I want to tell you next," Hearing this, Green turned his head and looked at Shen Yu, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

(西～卡～拉～) "The first question is, if the desires of the gods are not enough to sustain themselves, then they will not be able to complete the process of 'from nothing to something' and will become a phantom existence."

Green took a step forward and stretched out two fingers to Shen Yu.

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"In this situation, God has two choices. First, he can create desires while his self still exists to maintain himself, just like Radiance creates his own family. This is also the main choice.

"But in most cases, the desires of the gods to create themselves are different, so from our perspective, they are indescribable and strange existences that cannot be looked at directly. Just like this."

As he said this, Green opened his right hand and controlled the flame to reveal a projection. The other party had a bloated body, with long and narrow wings spread out behind him, casting shadows covering his gelatinous scales, and countless tentacles dancing in between.

“Second, they wait in a state similar to an illusion, waiting for a corresponding desire to appear, which would allow them to manifest a part of themselves, but this requires timing.

Wait, the corresponding desire? Shen Yu was shocked when he heard this. The abnormal body comes from the collective subconscious of human beings. Its essence is the concentration of desire, and the old skeleton corresponds to...

But before Shen Yu could figure out that existence, Green's hoarse voice came again.

"As for the latter question, just as you said, becoming a god is to integrate yourself into 'nothingness'. The end point of the God's residence is to create a passage for you to enter 'nothingness'." Speaking of this, Green sighed and said slowly:

"Then, you have to use desire to maintain yourself in the infinity that transcends all concepts. As for how to obtain such a huge desire..."

At this point, Green looked at Shen Yu, pointed at the EGO on his body and said:

"I can sense that these little guys are the embodiment of human nature and desire. If you want to become a god, you need to enter their source, the consciousness that is similar to dreams, and then obtain an ocean of your own."

...............

"Is God the 'nothingness' activated by desire?" Shen Yu leaned on the sofa in the dormitory, looking at the ceiling in front of him.

Radiance and Wyrm are directly activated from "nothingness", and if they lack desire, they will just become a phantom-like state.

What if it were me, would I be crushed infinitely as the plague doctor said, and then turned into an indescribable thing that lost its sanity? Even if I returned in the end, would I still be myself?

Thinking of this, Shen Yu couldn't help but feel dazed, looking at the ticking old clock until the hands of the clock closed together, making a clanging sound.

For some reason, looking at the flickering light and shadow of the pendulum, Shen Yu suddenly thought of the scene in the R&D department and realized that he had forgotten something.

Suddenly, Shen Yu stood up, slapped his head and said:

“It’s broken, I forgot about Mato and Oro from the R&D department.

Chapter 129 Let’s Have Tea First

How could I have forgotten this? Thinking of this, Shen Yu sighed, walked forward and opened the door, but unexpectedly noticed that the wolf claw on his right hand was trembling constantly.

What's going on? Seeing this, Shen Yu stopped and raised the wolf claw in front of him, but unexpectedly found a black mist lingering in the palm of his hand. After observation, it condensed into the appearance of a soul master.

As the wolf's claws trembled, a harsh voice kept echoing in Shen Yu's mind. Although it was very chaotic, it seemed to be asking him whether he could swallow the black fog.

If you want to swallow it, just swallow it. But as soon as Shen Yu had this thought in his mind, the wolf claws automatically clenched and crushed the black mist in the appearance of the Central Soul Master.

Then, a message sounded in my mind:

Obtained [Sin of Desire], [Blue Scar] tuning rate 60% 》 80%

Initial liberation: [Role of the wolf]

The holder will play the role of a wolf and gain the ability of the Abnormality [Big and Possibly Bad]. Price: While the holder plays the role, his mind will be constantly eroded by sin.

It turns out that the tuning rate of [Yulan Scar] can be increased in this way, which is much simpler than other methods. Shen Yu glanced at the wolf claws, and then walked quickly to the passage ahead.

But after Shen Yu took a few steps, he was blocked by a dense crowd. People closed their eyes, listening to the story in ecstasy, as if they were in a dream scene.

Seeing this, Shen Yu had no choice but to take the little knight up the wall and wander around like a gecko. When Helmo saw Shen Yu, he hurriedly shouted:

"Where are you going, sir? Please take your loyal servant with you."

After he finished speaking, Helmo swung his boots and hurriedly caught up with Shen Yu.

The employees still had their eyes closed, but their minds were confused:

"Where's the story?"

...............

Because of his clone as the supervisor and Suo Ma's personal support, his real body officially obtained the privilege of going to the R&D department.

However, it was too dangerous for the little knight to meet the former tuner, in case he was exposed.

Thinking of this, Shen Yu stopped and said to the little knight behind him:

"Little Knight, please stay at the central headquarters for a while. I will come to see you later."

Hearing this, the little knight nodded, waved to Shen Yu, then turned and walked towards the passage in the distance.

Uh, seeing this, Shen Yu stroked his chin and sighed as he looked at the other person's receding back.

Why does it feel like the little knight is becoming more and more like a normal child? I wonder if I will become like the White King.

But it’s fine this way. Anyway, I don’t need the little knight to seal the radiation, so just let him grow up well.

Thinking of this, Shen Yu raised his lips, held his head and walked towards the passage to the R&D department. And Helmo followed behind.

But when Shen Yu entered the R&D hall, Helmo seemed to remember something, stood silently in front of the door, and said to Shen Yu: