Guild Boss's Ambition

She is the only one who wants me to retain my independent personality.

She told me a long, long time ago, when I was still in her belly.

She said: My child, you must doubt everything in the world, including me and what I say.

But even though I can doubt everything right now, I can't change anything except my own thoughts.

I need to see that white night again.

However, she disappeared before my eyes because of the white light that could not tolerate even a trace of sin.

They told me that I was an innocent child, so they spared me and only killed everyone I knew.

God, what a merciful God, He saved me and made all my sins remain only in my memory.

It's so disgusting! God of Light! Goddess of Nature!

"This time! I want to liberate myself. I am no longer the ignorant girl I was before!"

"The past is the past, and now... I have my own future!"

"Yes! I have my own future!"

The sickle of patriarchy is so sharp, the spell of theocracy is so powerful, but even if I am constantly hurt and gradually approaching the cliff of destruction, I still haven't given up hope for my future. She smiled disdainfully, because she always doubts everything in this world, so she always holds hope. She doubts, so she believes that there must be some turning point in the desperate situation.

but……

Her suspicion seemed to be just a thin fantasy.

The vampire's sickle soon reached her neck and was about to pierce her artery in the next moment.

But the stupid thing didn't happen as I expected. At the last second, my right foot stepped into a hole in the ground.

This caused me to lose my balance, and the high elves missed the opportunity to kill Bai Ye.

"Come on! Kill me!"

"Then...Bai Ye, you will complete the mission that I failed to complete!"

At the moment of error, the girl feared by the world pulled the trigger on me──

The magic bullet instantly shot into my scapula, kept drilling into my body, and then generated a strong electric current.

Unfortunately, this level of attack was not enough to completely shut down a lich's body functions. This magic bullet could not even buy them one more second. I pulled out my right foot, and my future sent me a sharp and cold ice spear! Too weak, this attack was too weak! Not enough! Far from enough!

I caught the ice spear with my bare hands and crushed it to pieces.

"If you want to kill me, you have to work harder, understand?"

I roared in anger and continued to launch a fierce attack. At this time, I had noticed a cowardly bug hiding behind a stone pillar in the lobby. The crypt that appeared out of nowhere was his doing. I sincerely appreciated and appreciated the old man's wit, but he was about to run into trouble! He had been targeted!

For tactical reasons, I thought it necessary to get rid of him first as he was in the way.

He is a huge variable in this battle!

In a blink of an eye, I slid to the front of the old man. I vaguely remembered his name. He gave me a feeling that he was neither good nor bad. He was one of the few people I didn't hate. He used to be a strong man, but now he seemed very weak. Just casting the underground technique once made his breath very disordered, but he was very brave and did not run away because of my approach.

He said to me calmly, "Don't you want to look behind you?"

I ignored his words and just swung the sickle in my hand.

Fortunately, I didn’t look back, otherwise I would have successfully taken the old man’s life.

A lump of flesh hit my back from a distance. That lump of flesh was none other than an undead creature I created by combining the corpse suture and rebirth with the demon summoning ritual. This creature had powerful immortality and only needed a small amount of magic power to be resurrected continuously. It could also use a variety of different powerful spells, making it a very useful summoned creature.

But now it seems to have died, all its magic has been used up, and only an ugly empty shell remains.

The moment he was hit by the meat ball, the old man who used earth magic disappeared from my sight. Judging from the traces of magic power around him, he probably used movement magic such as earth escape to escape. At the same time, the young lady of the Holy Knight who successfully defeated the meat garden began to move towards the battlefield on the side of Tielu and the others.

At this time, the knight girl named Ehard was already fighting with Tieru in close combat. Although the knight girl showed unexpected fighting power in this war, she was still defeated by the undead Tieru in the end. Of course, when I turned my attention to their side, Tieru was also chanting the last magic that could end this battle.

In contrast, the knight girl was now tied to the spot by Tieru's vines.

The knight girl couldn't stop Tielu's chanting by herself, and with me holding her back, Bai Ye and the others couldn't spare any hands to support her. But luckily, their paladin had just successfully defeated my summon, and the two battlefields happened to be located near each other...

"Tiel's magic will be interrupted."

I made this judgment and was about to go to help Tielu, but then something shocking happened.

The paladin, fully equipped with heavy armor, strode past Tieru and went straight to Ehad, whose movements were blocked by vines. However, her arrival was not to bring freedom to the knight girl. The paladin just swung the broken wooden pillar in her hand and hit the girl's belly with it, knocking her far into the air, breaking through the wall, and falling out of the house.

After injuring her companion, she slowly shifted her empty gaze to Tielu.

“Crazy…”

"She used a power that didn't belong to her and lost control..."

I made this assumption with regret, and once again withdrew my gaze from the battlefield at the other end, looking at the blue farmer girl holding a firearm.

She pulled the trigger at me and gave me a provocative smile.

What a freak...

It is truly a dangerous undercurrent that cannot be ignored...

It is because of her attitude that I think she is the biggest variable in Nature's Wrath.

……

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81. Death of Sirius (Lila)

(Lila Dracula)

"Sirius..."

In the lich's long visual world, the magic bullet slowly flew towards me. The light of burning gunpowder lit up my memories. I remembered part of my future. I saw the more distant tomorrow after the white night. I finally understood why I was so obsessed with such a weak guild poster girl. It was because of Sirius' blessing and curse──

That could be said to be the most terrible disaster in the world, so the high elves wanted to destroy it as soon as possible.

It gave the girl immortality.

That eternal life is arranged by fate. Even the sharpest sword in the world cannot hurt her life, because fate will arrange the most solid shield for her. Even if she falls into a volcano by accident, the volcano will go out for her. Whenever she is closer to the edge of death, fate will change the world for her more. She seems to have become a more noble existence than God.

What I am doing now is to kill such a transcendent existence.

I'm going to kill a man who won't die.

If the logic is still the logic I know, then I will definitely have a failed future. But on the other hand, for the stability of Nature's Wrath, I must try to kill her...

I have heard people claim that luck and misfortune are relative things. When lucky people appear, unfortunate things will happen to other people. For example, it is hard for me to define a girl who will never die as an unfortunate person. On the contrary, she is definitely one of the luckiest people in the world.

Her happiness will bring misfortune.

Her misfortune will befall others.

If she had not been possessed by Sirius, there would be no reason for her companions to be in danger now, and the two high elves would not necessarily have died so tragically. It was all because fate wanted to maintain the balance of misfortune and luck. Since some people were safe, others had to bear the danger, and Bai Ye was obviously very clear about how fate worked.

But even though she knew how dangerous this was, she still protected the poster girl wholeheartedly and gathered a large number of guardians for her in various ways. To be honest, I am really curious about her intention to protect the blue farmer girl. Is it because she was controlled by the blue farmer girl through the soul contract? Or is there some unknown reason in secret?

It’s a pity that I am controlled by the high elves and can no longer ask questions about my inner doubts.

However, looking at the silly look of the little poster girl, Bai Ye probably did not tell her everything about Sirius. The reason behind that was probably that he did not want the girl to be affected by Sirius's possession. With the girl's saintly nature, once she found out that she would bring misfortune to others, she would very likely shut herself off completely.

As long as she keeps herself in a safe place and doesn't run around, she won't encounter those inexplicable dangers. Since there is no danger, other people won't be injured or even killed because of her.

What worries Bai Ye the most is the sense of guilt that lurks deep in the human heart.

If the girl knew that so many people in the world became unhappy because of her own happiness...

Can her heart bear it?

I'm not sure, and Bai Ye isn't sure either.

This world of ours is a dark and absurd fairy tale. Under the arrangement of fate, the happy days of the previous moment can turn into endless purgatory in less than a day. I myself have experienced purgatory. I was born in purgatory. After being saved by God and after spending that day and night, I found that this world is a huge joke.

So I had no choice but to go crazy, become who I am today, and also create who I will be in the future.

There is nothing worth believing in anymore. This obsession is all that remains of my visible and invisible existence.

I want to bring her back to life, and if that is taken away from me, I will have nothing left.

So, is our Miss Lannong a lunatic?

Does she have enough willpower to endure it all?

madman……

In this adventurer's hall, I smell the scent of many crazy people.

Virginia had always been a lunatic, and nearly all high elves were lethally lunatics.

Tielu is also a madman, and he has just transformed from a madman to another madman.

My future is a madman, a madman who thinks he is a madman.

Miss Paladin used to be a lunatic, but just now she seemed to have become a little bit normal.

As for the defeated Ehad, she was a complete lunatic, an aggressive lunatic. Even if she was locked up in the temple and placed under strict supervision, she would still try every possible way to attack others. She was the most pathetic kind of lunatic.

That's right! Everyone is crazy! Haha! Everyone is crazy!

A hybrid humanoid lizard...

The bald green monster...

Animal-type perverted weirdo...

Foxy Clown...

They are all complete lunatics!

in fact……

I'm not crazy, because I have been a madman all along.

A madman can't get any crazier.

In this turbid and absurd world, even an ordinary pebble on the ground seems to be stained with crazy blood. Nothing is worth believing, so we can believe it at will, because once we don’t find a foothold, we will keep falling down, falling into an abyss that even madness cannot reach.

What is the abyss? I don't know.

I have only gazed far into the abyss, where there is no faith, no value, nothing, as if everything that has managed to reach there has been smashed into nothingness. Alas! That is not nothingness! The abyss cannot be described in words. What is the abyss? What is the abyss?

The only thing I know about it is that it's not a place you can get to just because you want to.

Or maybe it has never existed from the beginning, but we can just gaze at its existence from afar.

or……

Or if we could just get there, we could escape from all this craziness.

So……

Does our Miss Lannong have the will to reach the abyss?

The girl pulled the trigger for me and smiled at me. She seemed to be a being from another world.

Maybe she came from the abyss...

Maybe she became so crazy because of the contact with our sinful land...

"so it is!"

I suddenly understood why I was so concerned about her in my future.

That's because this girl is as close to the abyss as we are.

That's because we all know we are crazy and want to be normal.

It is precisely because we want to be normal but cannot be normal that we place our eyes and hopes on others.

"Dear Miss Lannon, it turns out that you are our experimental subject!"

Even the spell of the goddess of nature could not suppress my genuine joy. I used a simple wind magic to change the trajectory of the magic bullet, and flew in front of the black-haired girl with the sickle in my hand tightly.

At such a moment, I was so happy that I forgot my own obsession!

I really want to kill this girl!

"If a person who cannot die dies, can he return to the abyss itself?"

"How interesting! How interesting! Miss Lannon, let's try it!"

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!"