After rebirth, they always want to do something bad to me

Xia Hua was stunned when she heard this: "Why would you ask this?"

"Ah..." Tang Li's eyes were a little vague. In fact, she was quite embarrassed to ask this question, for fear that Xia Hua would discover her relationship with Keke and the others.

But at this point, she couldn't completely ignore her daughter's sometimes inappropriate behavior towards her.

So she said, "Well, actually I just want to know more about the characters in the play."

Xia Hua suddenly realized. She didn't expect Xiaoli to be so studious. She was really touched.

Then a sense of guilt arose in her heart.

I didn't expect that Xiaoli is such a pure person, but she was dragged by Tang Keke to shoot this kind of non-mainstream XP movie. It is really a heinous crime!

So she laughed and said, "Not really. You know my movie is quite weird."

She shrugged and continued, "Even in real life, mothers and daughters don't kiss each other or anything like that."

"This is something that only couples can do."

"But don't take it to heart, Xiaoli. Kissing during filming doesn't really count. Keke probably just couldn't help kissing you back then."

"After all, acting requires immersion. Maybe she already thought of herself as Luo Qingqiu at that time."

No, it's not like that.

At that time, Keke didn't think of herself as Luo Qingqiu. She was Tang Keke.

It wasn't Luo Xue who made her unable to control herself, but Tang Li.

Tang Li hugged her knees and stared at the tea leaves floating up and down in the cup on the table, her heart filled with confusion.

She could see what Coco was thinking at the time, but she couldn't understand why she did that.

"By the way, New Year's Day is coming in a few days, so let's take a break from the drama for the next few days." Xia Hua said, "I heard that you just came to Jinling recently, so enjoy the New Year's Day atmosphere of Jinling."

"I have to go back to Beijing for a while, so I can only wish you a happy New Year in advance."

Xia Hua was stunned when she heard this, then she reacted.

The new year is indeed approaching.

Because Youyou and Keke both have their own lives, the Tang family’s New Year’s Day has been very quiet in the past few years, with only her and Qianqian at home.

I wonder what this New Year’s Day will be like?

"Then... thank you Director Xia Hua for your blessing." She smiled gently and looked at the snowflakes slowly falling outside the window.

Speaking of which, it seems like today is Christmas. I haven’t seen Xiao Miao for a long time, so why not bring some gifts over?

……

"Ding-dong-"

"Who is it?"

The sound of clicking came from far away and gradually got closer. Tang Li put her hands behind her back and listened to Jiang Miao's childish voice, and couldn't help but smile dotingly.

Although there were many confusions in my heart, at this moment, I seemed to be healed by that angelic voice.

"Guess who I am?"

"what--"

"It's Sister Tang Li!!"

Jiang Miao recognized Tang Li's voice instantly, let out a cry of surprise, and opened the door without any hesitation.

She was wearing a green dinosaur pajamas and was wrapped in fur. She looked very cute.

Before Tang Li could react, Jiang Miao threw herself into her arms and buried her face in that bottomless softness.

Jiang Miao, who was almost in the second grade of junior high school, was not light. Tang Li took several steps back before catching Jiang Miao steadily, with a helpless look on her face.

"Xiao Miao, you are going to knock Sister Tang Li away."

"No!" Jiang Miao did not look up, but said in a low voice with his head down.

At the same time, Tang Li also noticed Jiang He following behind Jiang Miao.

"Xiaohe, Happy Christmas. I brought you gifts." She said with a smile.

Jiang He also smiled faintly: "I almost forgot that today is Christmas. It's so cold outside. Come in."

Although Jiang He did not show much on the surface, Tang Li, who raised three girls, was still very sensitive to the emotions buried deep in her heart.

She doesn't seem very happy today.

Tang Li entered the house, changed into slippers, and looked at Jiang He who brought slippers for her with some confusion.

"Xiao He, are you worried?"

Jiang He paused while bending over.

She didn't expect that Tang Li, an outsider, could actually sense her mood, and even her closest sister didn't notice it.

At that moment, she couldn't hold back her emotions anymore.

She... wanted to confide in Tang Li.

"Um……"

228. Jiang He's Confession

"Xiao Miao, go watch TV first. Your sister and I have something to talk about." Tang Li leaned over and rubbed Jiang Miao's hair, saying softly.

Jiang Miao blinked, looked at sister Jiang He, then at sister Tang Li, and a great realization rose in her little heart - her sister and sister Tang Li must be preparing to talk about something that only adults can talk about!

As a child, she certainly can't be a light bulb for her sisters.

Although she really wanted to play with Sister Tang Li, in order for Sister Tang Li to live in the house and pamper her together in the future, she decided to become the lone hero!

"Okay!" She said loudly, "Don't worry, I will never enter this room again today. I can't hear anything you do!"

"Silly girl, what are you talking about!" Jiang He felt inexplicably shy and gritted his teeth as he drove the laughing Jiang Miao out.

"I'm sorry, Xiao Miao has learned those nonsense words from somewhere recently, and I made you laugh."

"It's okay, children speak without restraint." Tang Li smiled and shook her head. In fact, she didn't quite understand what Jiang Miao meant, but that was not the point.

"But you, why do you look so depressed? Have you been wronged?" She held Jiang He's hand and sat on the edge of the bed. This was the way she used to comfort Youyou and the others. Sitting shoulder to shoulder on the edge of the bed was a way of communication that could make people relax.

Jiang He was silent for a while, and did not directly answer Tang Li's question, but asked carefully: "Tang Li, do you think... if a girl likes another girl, is it unacceptable?"

Tang Li was stunned when she heard this, and then she felt an inexplicable emotion in her heart.

Isn't homosexuality a minority sexual orientation? Why are there always so many lesbians around her?

Is there something about her that particularly attracts this kind of people?

However, she did not show the strangeness in her heart. In fact, since her rebirth, she often learned about this circle on the Internet and would chat about it with Youyou and the others.

From understanding but not accepting at the beginning to not resisting now, her ideas have changed a lot.

Especially when her own daughter seemed to have this tendency, she inevitably added selfish motives to it.

It is something that is originally unacceptable, but if it is your own child, it seems not so difficult to accept.

Yes, she is so blatantly hypocritical.

"I think that no matter what kind of sexual orientation one has, it is the result of careful consideration and there is nothing to be unacceptable about it," she said. "There is no need to regret one's choice because of anyone."

Jiang He hugged his knees, looked at the floor, and sighed softly.

"Tang Li, thank you."

"you……"

"That's right." Jiang He smiled bitterly, "Actually, I'm a lesbian. Will you hate me?"

As she spoke, she looked at Tang Li with hope in her eyes.

She originally thought that Tang Li might be resistant or distant, and she had already anticipated the outcome that Tang Li would hate her and insult her.

At most... at most he would be hypocritical towards her because of their relationship.

However, Tang Li's reaction was beyond her expectations, because Tang Li's eyes were as clear as ever, without any prejudice, as if she was listening to something very normal.

"How could I hate you? Whether you like men or women, you are my friend."

"If friends can't even accept this little difference, then the friendship is too shallow."

Tang Li tilted her head to look at her and said with a smile.

Perhaps it was because Tang Li's voice was too gentle, or perhaps it was because her attitude was too heartwarming, Jiang He's eyes were instantly filled with tears.

She buried her face in her knees and choked up as she said, "Tang Li, I wish my parents could be like you."

"When I was very young, I realized that I actually liked girls."

"But in my family, anything that doesn't conform to the mainstream is considered rebellious, and the only option is to forcefully correct it."

"And I...chose to hide it."

"I was like a thief, carefully hiding the fact that I liked girls deep in my heart, not daring to let anyone find out."

"But after so many years, I'm really too tired." She murmured to herself, as if she was talking to Tang Li, or to herself.

"I have never lived like myself. I have always grown up according to the Jiang He that my elders wanted me to be."

“I can’t remember what kind of person I wanted to be.”

"I once thought that this was the right thing to do, so I chose to inflict the same experiences that I had experienced on Xiao Miao."

"However, since I woke up, I realized how happy it is to be able to live my own life. When I looked at the smile on Xiao Miao's face, I actually felt jealous."

"I was thinking - why can't I? I... also want to be the Jiang He in my mind."

As she spoke, she looked into Tang Li's eyes, which were full of sadness.

"So, I decided to come out to my family."

"Then, as expected, I was scolded." She smiled bitterly, "They looked at me like I was garbage, as if I were a patient, a mental patient who could not be understood."

"I was wondering... was I wrong?"

"You're not wrong!" Tang Li's voice interrupted Jiang He's complaint. Facing Jiang He's astonished eyes, there was no hesitation in her eyes.

"You are not wrong. It is they who are wrong because they are so self-righteous."

"Who are they to decide your life? Who are they to trample on your values?"

She stood up excitedly, the anger in her heart almost bursting out.

As a parent, she totally couldn't understand Jiang He's family's actions.

Children have never been vassals of their parents, so why should we be responsible for their own values?

"Jiang He is Jiang He. Jiang He just needs to be Jiang He!"

Faced with Tang Li's excited expression, Jiang He was stunned for a moment, then burst into laughter.

"Haha...hahahaha, Tang Li, you look even angrier than me!"

"I...I just don't like your parents' ideas!" Tang Li's face turned a little red.

She wanted to explain further, but Jiang He blocked her mouth with his hand. Jiang He's eyes were full of tenderness, and he said softly, "I know..."

"I know you will be in the same situation as me, so I feel that you are my confidant."

"That's why I chose to confide in you."

"We don't need more languages ​​to understand each other."

As she spoke, strange emotions gradually appeared in her eyes, and the impulse in her heart was almost uncontrollable.

"Tang Li..."

She opened her mouth to say something but was interrupted by a voice outside the door.

"Mom and Dad! Why are you here?!"

Jiang Miao's surprised voice made Jiang He's face change slightly.